I start dying everyday. Somedays I think I might finish it too.

But you know the best Part about dying? How you feel alive when it doesn't happen.

I want saw someone with a real big profile with the lists and votes and everything and I really wanted that I thought that is someone with energy and effort in FanFiktion in offender.Nowadays I realise that that someone just really liked to write about himself or herself.I don’t like writing about myself that is not because I don’t have anything to say and answer know that because I’m ashamed or hesitant to tell people about myself it’s just I know who I am I don’t need to write it down so since I had that realisation every profile Of mine is cark and really short here I would like to say the things that have to be on my profile not because I like them or give hashtags with them it’s just something that I want to shout out in the world every time I wake up in the morning. I love live. And yeah the last remains of my old self from 2 years ago just finished their slow and painful death at my own hands.

I love matter where no matter what as long as it is own world it’s

Cher once sang: if I could turn back time. After that came regrets, of things she'd change. But I tell you now: I only would change my miserable outlook of everything. I have no regret because everything I did made me who I am now. Ad I am Amazing if I say so myself. More importantly I am truly contend (Even if I love to be angry or mad or jell at times, because that is the Emotion wich is me at that moment and I am still happy to be angry and true to myself at the same time). Be free in your feelings, that is the only thing I would advise my younger self(sometimes being the Baddest Bitch in the room is a fact, but really being her and living thriving within your self is the only truly important part towards ones jubilation and triumph.

Charakter that I I love and cherish in any way:

- Tony Stark the Iron Man

- yeah Just Tony

Characters That I strongly dislike:

-Edward Cullen

-Elena Gilbert

Characters That I Hate more than I thought Possible:

-Steve Grand Rogers even if he redeemed himslef slightly

My OTPs:

Tom und Lizzy (Blacklist)

Rick und Drew ( The night shift)

Librarian Flynn Carsen und Cornal Eve Baird

Kirito und Asna