Heyy, this is ZDrive, but you an call me Z. I love FanFiction, and have lots of stories in mind, but I don't have much time to write them down now, or for any updates, so pleez be patient and I'll do the best i can to figure this all out.

Swaggin' Out,

Z

A few Thing About Me:

About The Girl Who Is 'Z'- Okie dokey, I'm from Texas (no, we do not ride around in deserts screaming 'yee-haw!' and rope cattle while prancing around on a horse), I speak English and Sarcasam, I love to read, write, sing, sketch, all sorts of music, gay people (dudes, they are so freakin cool and hilarious as well as artistic since they are way more opened minded), and sarcasam, I don't like One Direction (I know, cue shocked gasp), but I will hopefully write a story about them for my best friend, with her in it. Also, I hate racisim, people who have narrow minds, perfect girls, bullys, know-it-alls, holier-than-thou people, immature annoyence folk, easy girls who throw themselves at guys, mean pranks, scorpions, spiders, Bella Swan in Twilight (seriously, think about it, she gets everything she freakin' wants and is all like in the end,'Oh, well I hurt people, but at least I have two guys who want me and I am all humble about it'-NO. She is not! It's too perfect, not real, no such thing as a happy ending, and plus, she just goes ga-ga over him cuz he's perfect and he's all lusting for her cuz she's human and his blood singer! Get real, people!!! Now, where was I? Oh, right... ;) and i also hate damsal in distress type of girls (Bella Swan, Ya'll).

Books I Am Obsessed With:

Twilight (not that much), Artemis Fowl, Maximum Ride, Void, Seekers, Warriors, the ShadowFalls Series (woohoo, ya!), Harry Potter Series, The Chronicles of Vladimir Tod, The Percy Jackson Series, Void, Grey Griffins, Blood of Eden series, The Lost Hero (and the rest of that series. I LUV U LEO!!!!), etc., etc.

Shows I Am Obsessed With:

Teen Titans (Duh, look at the pairing), Young Justice, Batman Beyond, Ben 10, Vampire Diaries, My Babysitter's a Vampir, NCIS: Los Angelos, Elementry, The Legend of Korra, Avatar (the movie with the blue peoplz), etc., etc.

What I Am To write If I Understand This whole Rule Process on Fanfiction and Figure Out how To Update Stories-D. Gray-Man, Yu-Gi-Oh, Twilight/Teen Titans, Teen Titans, Artemis Fowl, Maximum Ride, Twilight, Danny Phantom, Pandora Hearts, Kuroshituji, and one One Direction story.

Pairings I Will Hopefully Do-

Twilight/Teen Titans: Jasper/Raven

Teen Titans: Red X/Raven, Robin/Raven, Speedy/Raven, Aqualad/Raven

Artemis Fowl: Holly/Artemis (DUH!)

Artemis Fowl/Teen Titans: Holly/Artemis (DUH AGAIN)

Artemis Fowl/Twilight: Holly/Artemis (STILL DUH)

Maximum Ride: Max/Fang, Maya/Fang, OC/Fang

Twilight: Nessie/Jacob, Nessie

Pandora Hearts: Oz/Alice

Pandora Hearts/Teen Titans: Oz/Alice, but Raven will be there too!

Kuroshituji/Pandora Hearts: Still Alice/Oz

Kuroshituji/Teen Titans: Sebastian/ Raven, one shall have a connection with PH/TT!!!

D. Gray-Man: Kanda/Allen = Yullen = SUPER-SPECIAL-AWESOMENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yu-Gi-Oh: Ryou/Yami Bakura

Favorite 3 desserts:

A cup of chocolate ice cream covered with chocolate Hershey syrup (YUM), cheesecake (DROOL), and Blue Bell Rocky Road Ice cream

Ultimate favorite Manga: D. Grey-Man, but other favs are Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler), and Pandora Hearts

ULTIMATE FAVORITE SERIES: Artemis Fowl

ULTIMATE FAVORITE CHARCTER IN BOOKS: Allison from the series of Blood of Eden series, 'cause she freaking ROCKS!!! She's tough, can fight with a katana, isn't afraid to get down and fight with all she's got, and isn't all wishy-washy when it comes to most of her feelings. And she's snarky and makes good death threats

Okay, now I shall talk about the House of Night Series: I hate it. It is just so unrealistic that Zoe gets everything she wants as welll has at least five to six guys chasing after her and she falls in love (or lust) with all of them. "It's illogical," I say.

Others reply, "But it's fate. She's just special."

I sneer, "Everyone is special, dum dum." Which, if you havn't noticed, means that if everyone is special, no one is. Anything you want is not gonna get handed to you on a silver platter, no one out there in the real world is gonna bend to your every whim. There is no such thing as love at first sight. There is lust at first sight, but never love. And if it isn't lust at first sight, it might as well be a physical or emotional attraction, meaning you have instant chemistry with that certain person. Trust me, I've had it.

Anyways, I just wanted to write a little poem to anyone out there who is actually reading this.

I watch from afar,

Unseen tears landing on my scars,

As screams rip from my heart,

Strangled, ugly, a terrible part,

While I lose my grasp,

On what I learned from the past.

I'm slipping, falling, crying,

Terrified, lonely, dieing,

While my worlds spins off axis,

Soon all that my life lacks is,

Love.

Soooo...pretty dark, huh? I think (hopefully) that you are smart little peoplz who can come up with what this raw poem is about.

Also, the rawness is probably from reality. My point on 'no such thing as love at first sight' or 'a happy ending'. Pain, is life. We all die in the end, everything finds an end, except time, and in a way, love, since the past, present, and future, all gathered in the forever existence of time, holds stories of love. The thing is, our lives are like a story, with endless chapters, because with our living, we give birth to new life, and soon, that new life as a life and story of its own, its an imprint, proof that the life before oit had once existed. And each chapter, is different. Like our first realazation, and how we came to realize it, and that realization would become the end of something, and the beginning of something else, something new, that leads us to a different path. Or, in some cases, it could be the end of your old, previous life, like a marriage, and then what happens? You have children? Exactly. The end, as some would say, and it is so very true, is just the beginning.

Also, I must say, when I love someone, it is fierce. If someone, for example as well as God forbid was going to hurt my friends or family, I would die for them. No matter how scary or painful. I know, I know, easier said than done, but if I feel cowardly, even if it was a complete stranger, i would willingly (and, I'm not going to lie), a bit reluctently. But I would, and you know why...? Because it's the right thing to do.

Then again, you never know what a person would do if put under extreme conditions and situations. Will the snap, will they crumble...or will they rise?

FAV QUOTES:

(See bottom for Lev Grossman quote)

Malik, in Happiness is Not A Fish that You Can Catch -"Back, foul, double X Chromosome beast!"

Kanda, in Xanthous- "Bitch, I'm fucking priceless." (THIS STORY GOT DELETED I CRIED SOOOO HARD!!!)

THE THINGS THAT RUN THROUGH YOUR MIND WHEN LOOKING AT NON-ACTIVE FANFIC AUTHORS: (not necessarily in this order)

A) are they in college

B) are they lazy-butts

C) do they have time consuming jobs

D) do they have a real life outside in the real world and are not sad bums with eyes glued to the screen like an obsessive person

E) Are. They. Dead?

And even though it's probably A or D...I, uh...sometimes guess E. :/

Also, I have another more idea for a story:

Titans Academy: Twins Violet and Ratchet Todd, children of Raven, wait in excitement for the school day to begin at Titans Tower, where Raven, Cyborg, and Red-X will teach special kids with special powers control and education, in all sorts of different catagories. But as Violet and Ratchet make new friends, they also make new enemies, some as strong as Slade. Will they and their team of Extreme Titans survive the threat of evil looming in the distance...?

Aaaah! So what do you think? Also, if anyone steals this from me...I will hunt you down and whip your ass into shape, ya? Ya.

PEOPLE PROBLEMS: Basically just being STUPID sometimes (actually, this happens everywhere) because we forget history (Seriously, history repeats itself. Duh)

I know it sounds like I'm bashing America, but it's true, and I still love my country with all my heart, soul, and mind. And I'm sure there are other problems in other places, so, not alone. Wake up, America! Plus, moping and complaining about what is wrong with this world or our own country, isn't going to change anything. So get up off your ass and do something about it!!!

"In war, we sometimes forget the people who may be evil in our eyes, who are our enemies, are human too." -Z

*NEW STORY IDEAS!!!

Category: D. Gray-Man

Rating: T

Pairing: Kanda/Allen

Angst/Romance

-Death Angels: What happens to exorcists who have died during the Holy War, with a forgotten promise they weren't able to keep? They become Death Angels...and Allen Walker, A.K.A., "Aaron", has now joined their ranks.

Now published. Whoop, whoop!

Warning! Random! (Points downward)

(HUMANS ARE ALL HYPOCRITES! BECAUSE WE. ARE. JUST. HUMAAAAAN!!!!)

HAITUS: Note for all my fans of Teen Titans fanfics, who are currently reading The Other Side and Titans Academy: They are on HAITUS, for now, until probably a little after I get settled into the school year. I will update one more chapter (chapter 13) and leave it there for now. I know, I am SOOOO sorry for doing this, but there are so many ideas out there and I still have a life outside of the computer. I'm very sorry, please forgive me! And even if you don't...WTF, can't I have a little break and a life, too?!

MY STORIES CURRENTLY IN PROGRESS:

Teen Titans-

Titans Academy: on HAITUS, rated T, pairings for mainly OCs

Teen Titans-

Accidental Fall: Rated T, Red X/Raven

Teen Titans-

Forever Cursed: Rated T, Red X/Raven

Teen Titans-

The Other Side: Rated T, Red X/Raven

Crossover (Teen Titans/Harry Potter)-

Shadows in the Dark: Rated T, pairings (undecided)

Crossover (Teen Titans/ Young Justice)-

Hanging by Threads: Rated T, Raven/Red X

Pandora Hearts-

Bloody Black Dragon: Rated T, Alice/Oz

D. Gray-Man-

Mirror, Mirror: Rated T, Kanda/OC

D. Gray-Man-

Death Angels: Rated T, Allen/Kanda

D. Gray-Man-

Diary of a Mad Exorcist: Rated T, various hints of pairings

D. Gray-Man-

Hear That Rebel Sound: Rated T, Kanda/Allen

D. Gray-Man-

Blue Abyss: Rated T, Allen/Kanda

D. Gray-Man-

Kuradi Promise: Rated T, Kanda/Allen

MY STORIES CURRENTLY FINSIHED:

Teen Titans-

Soulmates: Rated T, Robin/Raven (just a poem)

Teen Titans-

Bitter Sweet Violet: Rated T, Raven/Speedy

From the site 'Quotes About Fanfiction'

"Fanfiction is what literature might look like if it were reinvented from scratch after a nuclear apocalypse by a band of brilliant pop-culture junkies trapped in a sealed bunker. They don't do it for money. That's not what it's about. The writers write it and put it up online just for the satisfaction. They're fans, but they're not silent, couchbound consumers of media. The culture talks to them, and they talk back to the culture in its own language.”
― Lev Grossman

The reason why I put this quote is because a) it's awesome and true, and b) because some idiot insulted my friend. Okay, so my friend put up a note on her fanfic story, saying she would get right on her story soon, and some guy reviewed, like he was all high and mighty with a fucking god complex, saying stuff like he should report her for abuse, she made mistakes in her note (everyone makes mistakes, they might not have spellcheck!), and how he saw no story and was all like, 'What story? There is no story?' Well, I say to that, 'What review? That wasn't a review! That was trying to tear her down and discourage her from continuing her story! Reviews are supposed to encourage the writer, even if they have to point out a few mistakes, and they do so politely, but it seems that this person doesn't know the meaning of polite.'

And abuse?! Don't even get me started! Hypocrite! By trying to tear her down in a review, he was being abusive, which means, my friend is able to report him for negative abuse. Fanfiction is for not just facts, but imagination, and fans who are inspired by stories and books and movies and comics, who are brave enough and take time out of their day to feed off that story and honor it with another one in its honor. That is what Fanfiction is really about. Not abuse, or rudeness, or simply trying to break down one's confidence. It's about sitting down, and taking the time to honor and enjoy something they love. Haters gonna hate, but writers gonna write.