Hi.

So I really cannot imagine someone reading this and giving a fuck. I looked at my profile page and could not make myself read what I wrote years ago because I became an open and selfish hypocrite. I just cringed when I wrote that. Gah. I am a fanfiction lover, and I hated it when I saw authors post "I lost my inspiration" speech. Then the stories I loved would have a big fat "DISCONTINUED" sign and I would cry myself to sleep wondering what went wrong in life. Just kidding, I am not that bad. But yes, the impossible have happened for me. My writing style has changed. Well, no, honestly, I cannot say that because I haven't wrote shit for the longest time. The truth is, the way I think has changed, and I realized my writing needs A LOT of revision. And to be honest, I haven't tried to continue my stories for so long that I lost not the inspiration per say, but the context of the moment. Obviously, my lame explanation really reflects my skills in writing. So I want to apologize. And I want to say that I matured, but I am selfish and I want to write my stories better for my readers, but most importantly for myself.

Dangerous Spice and The Art of Becoming No One are something that I do not want to give up. However, Dangerous Spice will undergo major rewriting.

The Art of Becoming No One I will work with what I already wrote.

For anyone out there who cares, I apologize. I want to believe no one is following my story so I didn't let anyone down, but I don't want to assume anything. Argh.

There are so many little useless babbles I want to write, which I attempted but in the end deleted in the end because I am an idiot who suck at describing and now I feel like I am making excuses. I am going to treat my stories more seriously not only for my desire to be a better writer, but also for the readers who actually like my stories. I really can't imagine someone who would but once again, I will not assume or have a pity party. At least not a bigger one than I am having.

And most importantly, thank you.

OKAY I AM DONE BEING RIDICULOUS.

Some relevant and important facts.

English is not my first language. Grammar mistakes and idiom mistakes and mistakes in general will be present. I will try to not suck so much. I probably need a beta. I am insecure about my writing, but I know only practice will improve my skills. I will try to be a big girl. I am 17 years old. My name is Jane.

04/7/12