Ah, a profile...
Joy.
I really, really hate doing profiles of me, partially because I don't know what to write, partially because what I know to write is sadly absolutely boring.

But there is a section called "Profile" here, so I will have to do it.
Damn.
Normally the condemned gets at least a blindfold or a last wish.
Where's my last wish?

Gender: Female

Age: too old

I'm old...
Or at least I'm feeling like it.
Do you know the feeling when you look at your ID card and you can see an age that just can't be right because you feel absolutely different inside?
Midlife crisis everyone?
I'm dreading the day I really reach the age to have one. It will be disastrous for everyone involved.

From: Germany

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LiveJournal, AO3: balrog_roike

Stories - finished (as of 22.01.2018)

1. 28 Starscreams - Transformers

2. Fairytail Gone Bad - Transformers

3. The Darkness Within - Transformers

4. Trickster's Luck - Thor/X-Men Crossover (currently updated 1/3)

Stories - planned (as of 22.01.2018):

Marvel/Thor - Heart of Ice/Heart of Winter
Loki tried to do his father proud - and failed.
Now, here on Midgard, he has finally learned why: He tried so hard to be a hero when he was meant to be a monster all along.
So be it, he thinks, because there certainly isn't beating fate. And yet...

Avengers/X-Men - Trickster's Choice
Logan has a plan. This is never going to end well...

Guardians of the Galaxy - Lightbringer
He’s eight when his father first shows him a universe consisting of a billion stars.
He’s ten when he first understands that the light of all those stars shines down on nothing but his father’s reflection.
He’s thirty-three when he finally stops running and stands his ground.
And he’s thirty-four when he finally has to decide just how it will end.

Harry Potter - Listen and Learn (Part I) Go Forth and Win (?) (Part II)
When Harry is a child, he meets a fairy - or at least somebody he thinks is one - and his life suddenly starts to change.
The Little Black King, as he calls himself, teaches him and tells him stories: About a magical school and four great friends, about wars and hidden truths and why you should never, ever trust a mirror, and, most importantly, about a little boy and his shadow.
It will take years before Harry will understand that every story holds a bit of truth in it, but it may just save him in the end.

Batman - Best served cold (finished but unbetaed)
It begins with a batarang and ends with a bullet.
And Jason finally wins.

Batman - The best revenge
When Cass knew no words she met a boy who knew no reality and yet screamed louder (yet voiceless) than anybody else she ever met.
Years later she meets the boy again, aware and angry and on a path destined for heart-break. Still screaming.
Cass wouldn't be a hero if she wouldn't do something about that.

Batman/Young Justice - In a mirror darkly/Broken Mirror (?)
Sometimes, even if the world is better, everything will still go wrong.
And sometimes, if the world is better, it will go even worse than it should have been.
Because in the night when Jason decides to blow up the batmobile, a Talon's already waiting for him...

Stories - maybe (as of 22.01.2018):

Transformers - Sequel to "The Darkness Within" - "What else is left"
Maybe? One day? I think I've got a plot-line written down somewhere, but I have no idea where anymore.

Transformers - Sequel to "Kick Ass"
I would have to read the story again to see if I remember what I had planned. I think I have a slight inkling, though. But not anytime soon, sorry.

Transformers - A Lesson in Empathy.
Starscream has finally getten rid of Megatron once and for all. There's just a tiny problem left... - On hiatus for now. Good news, I still have the notes to this where I can find them. So, maybe, one day. -

Transformers - Sequel to "Cared" for recyclablefoxx
I already PMed him or her that I had no idea for a sequel - than my brain decided otherwise, spammed me with scenes and thoughts and now I'm here, having way to many stories and a ghost that desperately searches for forgiveness. Title: "Candle light" or "Candle flame". - I think I still have notes for that, but I'm not sure right now. -

Transformers - Minutes after Midnight
Earth is gone. Lost because of one carelessness too many. Now humankind is drifting to space, dieing slowly but surly.
One day, their giant ship reaches a metallic planet as lost in the universe as they themselves are. A small unit of soldiers, a trader/merchant, a diplomat and a spec ops agent are transported to the surface to attempt to trade for much needed spare parts. But they only find devastation and ruins and two factions still fighting a meaningless war. - Really want to write that one one day and if only as a short one. Not sure if I still have the notes, though, or if I had to rework it completely. -

Transformers - Trilogy/Quatrology Working title: "Blue's Clues"
Bluestreak is a young police officer in Kaon, the darkest city Cybertron has to offer.
When his partner Prowl is murdered, he has to fight his way alone through lies, corruption, helplessness and illusions, trying to find the truth and bring some justice back to this pit so many call their home. Along his way he finds unlikely allies and even more unlikely enemies, learning over time that nothing is as it seems and that he has to be very careful, if he wants to stay alive and his own master. - I definitely have still notes for this one even if I'm still unsure about what happens inbetween the main events. So maybe. It's too cracky an idea to pass up, though, even if it got weirdly serious after the inital idea... -

Young Justice - The great hunt/The most dangerous game
It will be worse if they catch you alive...
No, thinks Jason, when he sees the names of his brothers at the top of the list. And so he gives up on all of his carefully constructed plans and goes hunting instead.

Attention please: abarai-san here on has animated a scene from "The Darkness Within". You can find it here: http:///post/8129519716/i-made-this-a-long-long-time-ago-for-a-fic-called