Its about time I updated my bio. Its been years LOL.

I have a long bio now which sucks because I hate when people have long bios, it gets annoying. I tend to hit the little hide button. LOL. But I was bored and annoyed so I decided to ramble a little. Hopefully nobody gets offended with anything that I say. If you do then ignore it because I'm not trying to be a snob or anything. I'm speaking my mind here. If anyone sends me any rude messages about my bio I'll ignore them lol.

It amuses me how rude some people can be. Most of them probably don’t even realize they are even being rude. I don’t know which is ruder when fan fiction authors ignore their fans (especially their loyal fans that review each chapter to every story that they write) or even if they ignore questions that people send in reviews, or when they do respond back to your reviews they yell at and insult you like you are some child with no feelings. I’m not a child; I’m a human being with a heart. I have feelings. So some authors ignore what people say to them, some are too busy to respond to personally messages, but would it kill you to at least say ‘thanks’ in a author note? Though believe me I understand we all have lives and are busy, that is the only real good excuse that people probably have.

Actually I think it’s even ruder when you send nice reviews to people and they yell at you for no reason at all. Like you flamed them or something (When you didn’t) I don’t flame people. Never! I am always nice, sometimes sweet. Sometimes I say random things or I just laugh at a part. If I have questions I’ll ask them. I never ever flame someone. The meanest thing I will say is if someone needs a beta, and when I do that I say it nicely. Because I get flamed sometimes and I know my grammar is not perfect. I am 26 years old (almost 27) and I am American, but I have a learning disability. I do use spell-check. I can’t always find a beta (someone I can trust to help me)

Anyway I know that I am rambling right now. But I’m angry someone sent me the most reply back to my reviews and no they did not thank me once instead they insulted me and treated me like I was dirt off of their shoes. This was very hurtful. I wrote out a response to send them (Which was very nice, not rude at all) explaining to them they read all of my reviews and took them wrong. That I didn’t once flame them. I explained each review also. And the thing that pissed me off even more is this bothered me all day long. It really hurt me and the person blocked me. I can’t message them or review their story. Which was not nice at all because I stated that I liked their story at least three times lol. So this little ramble is over!

On to my favorite book/movie/TV pairings.

Harry Potter:

Ron/Draco (That was the first pairing I started reading and I loved them immediately, that I refused to read anything else for a year lol. I then started reading Ron and Draco with Blaise. I also love Blaise with Seamus ‘though I don’t really read their stories’) I find when I write Harry Potter slash stories, that those 4 are really close mates and lovers. I don’t know why I just love them. I’m not really a big Harry fan. I don’t read him when he is the main character, though I don’t mind if he is close to one of the main characters. I can’t really explain to you guys if you asked me why I am not a Harry lover. I hated him for years (For no reason at all lol) but I Love him in the movies .I don’t hate him anymore. Sometimes I think about trying to read him with Draco, but Draco/Harry was one of my least pairings (Again I don’t really have a reason. I just see Draco being Ron’s lol)

Some of my favorite Ron and Draco stories are

Paint my skin with your lips by Crazy4moony (I became great friends with her while reading her story. She is an amazing author. That story is not finished and I’m glad because I’ll be sad when it’s finally done.

The Beg me for it series is one of my favorites. It’s very long and very hot. By:Icarus

Sakura by firefly171 I remember I liked that story.

These stories down below I used to love years ago.

Don't judge a book by its cover by Mad Maudlin

http://www.fanfiction.ws/s/745124/1/Dont_Judge_a_Book_By_Its_Cover

Ron gets kidnapped by the death eaters

http:///owrai_fics1/rd/devilmaycare.htm

(This was a good original story)

Deaging Draco » by cathankitten

http://www.fanfiction.ws/s/1297083/1/Deaging_Draco

I love lots of slash pairings. I can read Draco with anyone really (But harry at the moment like I said) I also love the maurders pairing up, especially Remus/Sirus. I also love Snape being paired with the maurders and also Lucius.

I then got into a huge Hermione phase. I usually only refer her to Mione (I love that nickname) for the longest time I refused to read any Harry Potter het stories at all. And I refuse to read Ron/Mione stories. (Once again I don’t really know why. I love them in the movies. They are cute and I feel bad for Mione because Ron’s an idiot and is always hurting her lol) though I can’t really see her with him. He is too immature for her. My favorite pairing with her is with Draco Malfoy. I also love her with Blaise Zabini. Then Tom Riddle/ Voldy, but I prefer her with Tom. I love those time turner stories. They are my favorite stories to read in Harry Potter, those and also Arrange Marriage stories. Anyway I’m rambling here. I love Mione with Snape, Lucius, Abraxas, Fenrir, Rudy and Rabastan Lestrange. But I also love reading her with Ronald’s brothers. It’s kinkier that way, because everyone expects her to get with Ron, marry him and have lots of rug rats with red hair running around.

Ginny Weasley is probably one of my favorite characters ever. She is definitely my most favorite character to write. But for some reason I can’t really get into reading her stories (Even though I love her with Draco, Blaise and Tom Riddle, also Lucius) She is more fun then Hermione in my opinion and a lot more interesting. I’ve tried reading her stories but I just can’t get into them as much….makes me sad lol. It also sucks because there are more fans with Hermione and the boys then Ginny and I write Ginny more. I love reading Ginny with her brothers and also Weasley incest.

Speaking of Ginny I like reading and writing Weasley incest stories. I don’t in real life its disgusting and I’d never do that. But in fan fiction (especially Harry Potter) well I don’t know…some people like it. The reason I originally got into it because I started writing a story and out of all of my stories I’ve got the most reviews out of that story. People love it and heck I love it to. I’ve read it many times lol.

I love Pansy Parkinson but have never really read a story with her as the main character. I wish there were some good Draco and Pansy stories out there.

Luna is another interesting character. I love her a lot. She makes me laugh. She is the most original character in the series and her actress plays her wonderfully. (I just started reading stories with her as the main character. I just read a brilliant Tom and Luna story that is unfinished.

I think that is it for Harry Potter.

Twilight:

I love Edward and Bella and when I started reading Twilight fan fiction…..I loved the ones I read (I only would read that pairing at first) and even though they were good I just couldn’t get into the stories that much. I always thought Harry Potter had better stories…and well they kind of do. Twilight has lots of the same stories. Lots of new moon stories (Which are honestly my favorite type of Twilight story to read) but also a lot of them are just the vampires and Bella are school. Kind of boring. I’d only read vampire stories and would refuse to read the all human stories. I then decided to give other shippers a chance. I started reading Jasper and Bella stories. I was in a Jas and Bella phase for months. I’d only read their stories LOL. Read lots of new moons ones, and then I started reading human stories and realized that some of them are better then the vampire ones. Though I’m still a new moon fan LOL. I then got sick of Bella because to be honest she can be kind of boring and annoying. I’m still in a Jasper phase though lol.

I then got into slash. I love Emmett and really wanted to read an Emmett slash story with Jasper, Edward or James, but especially Jasper. I just think that out of the three guys Emmett and Jasper are closer and more fun. But I couldn’t really find many stories with either of those stories. For some reason people don’t really write many Emmett stories, especially slash stories. This annoys me because he is a great character. He is handsome, adorable, and funny as heck, He’d be a great friend, an amazing brother and a wonderful husband. (I still freaking DO WANT TO read some Emmett smutt, so please write some LOL.) Heck I’m considering to write one myself.

Anyway I’m rambling once again. Since their were barely any Emmy slash stories, I decided to try to read a Jasper and Edward story even though I was so pissed off that hundreds of people loved that pairing and nobody wrote Emmett stories. Then started LOVING that pair. I like reading Jasper the dominate one. The jerk/ass hole. But I also love when both of them are hot headed. Actually one of my favorite stories with this ship Edward is the ass hole. He was a complete Gay basher and then realized he was gay himself. Jasper was the nice and quiet guy in the story. So that’s honestly one of the best ones I’ve ever read (And I’ve read dozens and dozens). But ya I like Jasper the dominate one and Edward the nice, innocent one, or both of them jerks LOL.

I then decided to read Jasper with Alice and loved them together. I wish there were more Rosalie and Jasper stories. They are not really siblings and I think they’d be great together.

I like Rose and Jake….there are barely any stories with that shipping. Which I don’t understand why they are the perfect match. I haven’t read Rose with Emmett yet (THOUGH I LOVE them together)

I love reading Imprinting stories, especially when one of the wolfs (preferably Jake) imprints on one of the vampires. Especially Edward, Jasper, or Emmett.

I love Jake and Bella as best friends and I wouldn’t mind reading them in a fan fiction, but haven’t yet.

I started reading Jake with Renesme and their cute together.

My favorite wolves besides for Jake are Paul and I love Sam also. I don’t like Leah that much.

I love Carlisle and Esme but I don’t read them.

I love Jane, read a few stories with her, but their aren’t many. I wish there were more with her and Alec as humans, then being burned at the stake and being saved and then turned.

Love Felix and Demitri and James, wouldn’t mind reading slash stories with them.

That’s basically it.

I used to be really into reading and writing fan fiction stories for the show One Tree Hill. I LOVED the stories also. Then I just got into a huge Harry Potter phase and years later I still love reading HP stories and when I try to read one tree hill stories I just can’t really get into them anymore. Sad really. Out of all of the fandom’s that is the one that I got my most reviews. People loved my stories. Harry Potter I get lots of flames and Twilight LOL I get ignored the most.

One of the most annoying topics you hear now a day is the Twilight and Harry Potter arguments. When I hear a fan of either book/movie saying the other books and movies suck and etc, it seriously pisses me the fuck off. It really offends me. I’m a fan of both. And the funny thing is Robert plays Cedric Diggory, who happens to be one of the main characters in the fourth movie…and he played Cedric good also. I love Cedric and hated when they killed him off. He was a good character. Then Twilight came out and I was glad because he was the star of that movie. So don’t you realize that all of your little rude fights probably offend Robert? He is an actor for both movies. He is more popular for Twilight, made more money, but he did Harry Potter 4 first.

Anyway its really silly that you guys are always yelling at each other and sticking up for your favorite books and movies and dissing the other series….because Harry Potter and Twilight have NOTHING IN COMMENT AT ALL BUT ROBERT!

Twilight is about a dumb, klutzy, annoying human girl who has trouble talking lmfao and falls in love with a vampire that is rude to her at first. Then possessive of her later. I love Edward and Bella together, but if you think about it what I said is true. Lol.

Kristen is my least favorite part about Twilight, and it’s funny because she is the star of the movies. She has made the most money and fame probably. Her and Robert. And if you ever watch their interviews…they are the ones that seem to care less. They are very blunt and just act all strange. They never really do any talking. They laugh and smile, don’t really make eye contact. Infact Taylor does all of the talking because the other two won’t speak lol. Kristen is so much like her character Bella. She has that same speaking problem, where she seems like she is in pain. I realize that is rude to say, especially about Kristen’s…but its true. I thought she was like that because Bella is like that but she really is. I hated the girl they picked for Bella, but if you think about it she is the perfect person to play her.

I honestly think that Twilight would have been even MORE popular if it wasn’t in Bella’s point of view. Edward is more interesting. HE IS THE VAMPIRE! When you read a vampire story, it would make more sense to the vampires’ point of view. He is the one that hunts for animals and drinks their blood, he is the one who can HEAR everyone (but Bella’s) thoughts and can run fast and everything. He is the one that left in book 2….that was kind of annoying where there were no Cullen’s around for more then half of that book. Though I did love reading Bella’s point of view in new moon seeing how she lived her life when Edward left her.

There are many more interesting characters in the books that I love more then Bella. I love Jasper, Emmett, Rose and Alice and their parents. I love Charlie, Love Jake, love the wolves. I was pissed when she wrote a Jake pov for one chapter because I was dying and dying and dying to read at least one chapter of Edwards’s point of view.

Now I’m waiting for her depression to go away because I’ll be a little upset if she doesn’t publish Edwards’s point of view stories. Though I think she did that a little backwards. I think she was planning on writing the WHOLE SERIES over again in his point of view. It would have made more sense if she wrote one chapter Bella and the next Edward and back and forth like that or First book Edward, Second Book Bella’s and back and forth. I don’t really like how I have to read the whole series over in another point of view (I HATE reading fan fictions like that, though one of my Twilight fan fictions is like that) But as I said I’ve been dying to read Edwards point of view and its been along ass time and I’ll read all 8 of them in a row if I have to lol.

I’m a huge fan of Vampire Academy. I’m not sure if I like that more then Twilight. I love Rose Hathaway more then Bella Swan. She is a totally different character and more fun. Funny as hell and not annoying at all. But I hate her best friend Lissa and was glad that the series is not in Lissa’s point of view (When I first bought the book I thought it was going to be Lissa’s point of view. Her story. SHE is the princess and usually the princess is the main character) If it was Lissa’s point of view I would have stopped reading the book right away. Anyway I love Rose, Adrian, Dimitri, Mason and Masons best friend (can’t think of his name) the story is honestly more interesting then Twilight….but they don’t have better characters. A lot of the characters I love and lots of them I can careless. But the point is it’s in Rose’s point of view and she kicks ass. That is what makes the book series awesome.

I wish I could find some good Vampire Academy fan fiction but I can’t. I’m more into reading UC and Slash in fan fiction and I love Rose with Adrian (Love her with Dimitri also) but I want to read her with Adrian lol.

I heard that they may make Vampire Academy into a TV or movie series which is great. I’m excited about it but also kind of nervous. One thing I hate most about books turning into movies is the book always gets changed. Sometimes they make a little TOO much Changing. (Especially with Twilight) I love VA but if they get crappy actors or change things the series will suck.

I love Vampire Diaries the show. My sister is a huge fan of the book. She read them like ten years ago when they came out. I tried reading them but can’t get into them that much. I love Damian though. Elaine is annoying lol.

I’ve read some of L.J Smiths books though and they were good. I loved Night World. Once again I can’t get into their fan fictions.

I mostly read harry Potter and Twilight fan fictions now a day. I only really read mature/adult stories. Love smutty stories. I’ve read lots of stories without smutt.

Infact my favorite original story had Ron as a main character. It was very dark and sad. It had no smutt or relationships in it. It was a story where death eaters kidnapped lots of wizards and put them in cells. The story is called within these walls (There is a sequel also) I’ve read it many times. The author is solstice Muse.

I’m honestly probably one of the worst writers in the world. And no it’s not because I’m a bad writer. It’s because I get writers block all of the time. I also get lots of phases. Harry Potter one month, Twilight the other and or only real novels one months etc. I get millions of ideas and I start new stories all of the time. I sometimes finish my stories but barely do. It’s not because I don’t like the story….I actually have many ideas for my stories that are not finished. I just lose confidence. I don’t get many nice reviews and get flamed a lot. But also it’s because I rather read other peoples stories. Kind of sad lol because I see myself as a famous novelist one day. That is one of my dreams.

I used to be able to write all of the time and used to get so excited about my stories….but I’ve had a few depressing years, so I think that is one of the biggest reasons why I don’t always finish my stories and it takes me months to write more (if at all). There were a few deaths that I was close to and I’m still grieving. That isn’t an excuse. I feel awful for the people that read my stories and do like or heck even love my stories. Especially my ‘The Lying slutty little runt’ fans. Don’t worry out of all of my stories that story I will definitely finish sometime in the future and I’ll probably write a secret. That is my favorite story I’m writing.

I’m in need of a beta. For Harry Potter and Twilight. A few of the sites that I go to are very strict and the stories need to be betad once or twice or they won’t accept them. So I need a really good beta. Someone that won’t take weeks to beta my work. I realize most betas to take weeks and months….but as I stated up above. I’m a very slow writer. I want my story uploaded as soon as possible, especially for these strict sites. Because the owns and staff need to read my stories after they are beta before they accept them. And since my stories are not finished and I write slow and my parts are 2000-4000 words….and its spellchecked, I don’t see why it would take weeks and months to beta it. It would probably take 5-10 minutes.

Also I’ve had someone beta my story years ago and she was a close online friend of mine and she totally ruined my story. I never liked getting my stories beta. I never trusted many people to do it. But as I said these sites are strict as hell and are very popular and I’d love to post my work on them sometimes. I already told you the Harry Potter and Twilight shippers that I write. I realize that some betas are picky and only want to beta certain pairings, which is odd because we are only asking for help, doesn’t really matter that pairing lol.

So if someone wouldn’t mind helping me please send me a personal message. It would mean so much to me and of course I’d give you credit. Thanks in advance.

I’ve rambled quite a lot in this. I don’t think I said many rude things…besides for Dissing Kristin and making fun of Bella Swan. Lmfao. I do like Bella. If I didn’t I’d not read the Twilight books and read her fan fiction. And I realize what I said about Kristin was rude but even though it’s true, I’m not trying to be mean. I’m laughing. It’s funny.