"I don't want you to go

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(Set about a week before the wedding. Spoilers of Eclipse.)

"I don't want you to go..." I whined as I pulled myself closer to his cold chest. He wrapped his strong arms around me tighter as we lay in my bed even though it was still daylight out.

"I know. I don't really want to go..." He said sadly.

"Then stay here! You're eyes aren't even dark yet." I insisted.

"Bella," he sighed. "Our wedding is in one week, which means our wedding NIGHT is in one week. I need to take every precaution possible."

"Fine," I sighed, feeling defeated. "How long?" I asked hoping that it wouldn't be too long.

"I'll be back the night before the wedding." He said quietly. My heart sank. Three days without him? That will be torture.

"Oh..." I muttered with my head shoved into his chest, refusing to let go. He must have noticed my sudden closeness.

"Silly, Bella. I don't leave till tomorrow. We don't have till tomorrow afternoon. I leave around noon." He whispered as he placed his nose on top of my hair and breathing it in.

"Fine..." I huffed. Just as I leaned in to kiss him the phone began to ring. I sighed and jumped off the bed to reach the phone. It stopped ringing as my hand reached the receiver. Charlie had answered it. Edward emitted a small growl and I immediately knew who it was.

"Bells! It's for you!" Charlie called up. I looked at Edward, my eyes silently apologizing and asking permission all in the same glance. He nodded.

"Got it!" I yelled down to Charlie as I picked up the phone. "Hello?" I called into the receiver.

"Bells! I-I need to see you. C-Can you come down to La Push?" His voice was shaky and nervous.

"Jake, are you okay? Is something wrong?" I asked warily.

"No, I just," He struggled with his words, "I just really need to see you. I need to talk to you."

"Jake, I dunno, I don't think I can..."Edward was sitting very still on the bed, I felt his eyes on me, but refused to look at him. Was he angry?

"Bella! You HAVE to! Please!" He begged.

"I need to talk to Edward about it, Jake. I need to think about it. I'll call you back."

"Bella! PLEASE!" He nearly screamed.

"JACOB!" I shouted louder than I had intended. I took a deep breath and tried again. "I'll call you back."

"But, Bel-" I didn't let him finish. I hung up.

I sighed and walked over to sit next to Edward.

"You want to go..." He said. It wasn't a question. I just nodded. "May I ask why?" He seemed hurt.

"Edward, I haven't heard from him in months. After the thing with Victoria, he disappeared. Everyone has been worried. I need to know what happened. And I can't just leave and expect him to understand. H-He needs closure. It might help him and he might finally move on." I said quickly.

"I know, I know. I just don't like you seeing him, Bella." He turned his head so he was facing away from me.

"But, why not, Edward?" I pushed. I didn't want him to be angry, but I needed to understand. He sighed.

"He could hurt you, Bella. He's such a young werewolf. He could snap at any moment. I love you too much to let him lay a finger on you." He said, too quickly.

"That's not all, is it?" I questioned. He stared at me in disbelief.

"No." He sighed.

"What else?"

"He could take you from me, Bella. Not just physically, but emotionally. You could still pick him, and he knows that. He will use every opportunity to try and steal you from me. I know I won't stop either of you if you do pick him, but I don't think I could take the pain of letting you go." He said softly. I noticed he was farther away from me than where he had started. His voice was so full of pain. If he could cry, I'm sure he would be.

"Edward," I called out sweetly. He didn't turn to look at me. "Edward, please, look at me." My fingers reached out under his chin and turned him around to face me. "Edward, I would never, ever choose anyone over you. You are the single most important thing to me. I am marrying you to prove to you that I choose you. Edward Anthony Masen Cullen, I choose you today, tomorrow and every day of my life and then some. You are the only one for me, and never stop believing that." I stared into his honey eyes as his eyes softened. He moved forward and held me to his chest. I stretched higher and kissed him smoothly on the lips and retreated to my place at his chest and cuddled closer to him.

"Tomorrow will be the last time I see Jacob Black, I promise." I whispered. He just held me tighter and whispered something so softly I couldn't make it out. I believe it was 'Thank you.'

The day passed quickly as Edward and I just enjoyed each other's company. When night fell I got ready for bed and crawled into bed and snuggled as close to Edward as possible.

"Edward?" I called, breaking the peaceful silence.

"Yes, Love?" He answered while playing mindlessly with my hair.

"I love you." I said simply.

He chuckled. "I love you, too, Bella. Now, my love, it's time for bed." He began humming my lullaby and in seconds I was asleep.

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