The Drowned World
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Joined 01-16-04, id: 522372, Profile Updated: 09-05-11
Author has written 15 stories for Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Charmed, Harry Potter, Dollhouse, and Glee.

"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrariwise, what it is, it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would -- you see?"

Alice, from "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland" by Lewis Carroll

"And who are you, then? Caroline?"

"I'm Echo. You didn't make me--I made me."

...[later]

"Do you know, Caroline Farrell left quite a trail of unhappiness in her wake, and not a few bodies."

"So, are you saying that she's evil?"

"Worse: an idealist."

--Adelle DeWitt and Echo from "Dollhouse"

Stories from The Drowned World

About Me:

I am a writer of both original fiction and fanfiction as well as a criminal psychology major. I work in a library part-time, so I'm constantly reading (and expanding my fandom bases, naturally). My major areas of interest in fanfiction lie in Harry Potter, Buffy the Vampire Slayer / Angel, Dollhouse, Elektra and Amelia Atwater-Rhodes' supernatural worlds created in The Kiesha'ra and the Nyeusigrube (Den of Shadows) novels. I also got caught up in the world of Glee. I tend to write anything that strikes my fancy, but I like to insert action as well as psychology into my work (also, if I'm going to do a romantic pairing I'll usually focus on slash). As I'm currently a student as well as working one full-time job and one part-time job, my stories occasionally get irregularly updated and I apologise for the delays.

Music is also very important to me -- I can't write without it. I'll usually compose "soundtracks" for the various projects that I'm working on and I tend to share these with my readers so they can get a peek into my head (or at least my iTunes library). I also really like to interact with people who take the time to read my work, so if you leave me a non-anonymous review I tend to respond to them; I also welcome PM's. I am also constantly learning when it comes to writing, so if you catch any spelling/grammar mistakes or continuity issues, constructive criticism is highly welcomed.

My completely irregularly updated LiveJournal account is pfenix-goddess . livejournal . com in case you'd like to check there, but as I fail at HTML (or, well, computers in general; really, it's a marvel I'm able to write this as we speak!) I usually just archive my fiction on this site rather than my journal. That about covers it, I think.

See you on the other side of the ocean!

Famous faces, far-off places, trinkets I can buy

No handsome stranger, heady danger, drug that I can try

No Ferris Wheel, no heart to steal, no laughter in the dark

No one-night stand, no far-off land, no fire that I can spark

The face of you

My substitute for love

My substitute for love

Should I wait for you?

My substitute for love

Substitute for love

And now I find

I've changed my mind--

This is my religion.

--from "Drowned World / Substitute for Love" by Madonna (Ray of Light, 1998)

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Those Magic Changes My Heart Arranges by nubianamy reviews
Kurt's neighbor convinces him to do summer theater with her during the summer before his freshman year. Noah Puckerman, serving detention, is there to build the sets - and proves himself to be quite a distraction. Part 1 of There All the Honour Lies series.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 127,618 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 172 - Follows: 117 - Updated: 1/2/2013 - Published: 12/15/2012 - Kurt H., Puck - Complete
Outside the Pendragon Institute by ForzaDelDestino reviews
Sequel to "Inside the Pendragon Institute." Arthur, Assistant Director of the well-known museum of medieval art, plans a summer visit to London with the Institute's newest and most gifted conservator, Merlin Emrys. What could possibly go wrong? AU Merthur
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 91,326 - Reviews: 844 - Favs: 546 - Follows: 210 - Updated: 12/13/2010 - Published: 7/8/2010 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
Summer 2010 by The Cimmerians reviews
Finn's summer isn't quite the way he pictured it. Neither is Kurt's.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34,861 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 317 - Follows: 24 - Published: 10/7/2010 - Finn H., Kurt H. - Complete
Veela Struck by Lomonaaeren reviews
HPDM slash. Veela don't have destined mates, and thank Merlin for that. Draco wants to date Harry simply because he likes him. But Harry has excellent reason not to date him, and the discovery sends Draco on a journey he didn't envision. COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 34 - Words: 154,275 - Reviews: 1586 - Favs: 2,017 - Follows: 763 - Updated: 6/30/2010 - Published: 3/19/2010 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Angelfish by MorganD reviews
Finn tries to help Rachel, but it's Kurt who needs someone to take care of him. SLASH.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,744 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 353 - Follows: 32 - Published: 4/9/2010 - Finn H., Kurt H. - Complete
Best Friends Forever by IceQueenRia reviews
From age 5, Morgana, Merlin and Arthur were best friends. Each had a bracelet, Morgana's said BEST Merlin's said FRIENDS Arthur's said FOREVER and his was the first bracelet to break. It appeared as though FOREVER was not meant to be. Merlin/Arthur SLASH
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 24 - Words: 57,505 - Reviews: 642 - Favs: 653 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 4/4/2010 - Published: 3/2/2010 - [Arthur, Merlin] Morgana - Complete
The Brothers in the House by PteraWaters reviews
XOver with Dollhouse. Booth deals with the aftermath of his coma and his confused feelings for Bones while investigating a case brought to them from LA by Agents Paul Ballard and Samantha Ellis, or Echo. B/B and Booth/Ballard. Early S5 Bones.
Crossover - Bones & Dollhouse - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 76,468 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 3/11/2010 - Published: 10/30/2009 - S. Booth, Paul B. - Complete
What's Past is Prologue by ChudleyCanons reviews
Modern AU. It is Merlin's 26th birthday but Arthur has to work and hasn't given Merlin his present yet. A series of flashbacks tell the story of how they met and how their relationship developed. Again the title is Shakespeare's. Not mine.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,703 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 379 - Follows: 31 - Published: 9/8/2009 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Of Demons and Boys by BloodyMarry reviews
What if Angelus was never cursed with a soul? What if when he went to Sunnydale it wasn't to fall in love with the Slayer, but to kill her? And what if a certain young man caught his attention? [XanderAngelus]
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,166 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 157 - Updated: 8/9/2007 - Published: 8/5/2007 - Xander H., Angel
Solid Ground by xanfan reviews
SLASH Xander is assaulted by his secret boyfriend and needs to get out of Sunnydale to heal. He and Tara go to L.A. to recover from their screwed up lives. WARNINGS description of rape
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 16,108 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 188 - Updated: 2/22/2007 - Published: 5/16/2006 - Xander H., Angel
Killing Harry Potter by H.E. Gray reviews
Blaise Zabini has been informed that Harry Potter must die. Somehow, though, nothing seems to work out as it should. Slash, oneshot, some swearing.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,781 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 343 - Follows: 70 - Published: 11/18/2005 - Harry P., Blaise Z. - Complete
Rogue Streak by pixie-writer reviews
PLEASE R&R! R for future chapters. AU What if a new girl was thrown in the mix? Post-OotP Please R&R!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 12,039 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/18/2004 - Published: 1/23/2004 - Draco M.
Serena & Stanton: Forbidden Love by o0bLaCk-RoSe0o reviews
This is for all u Serena & Stanton fans! It's about how they first start secretly meeting and when Serena starts accepting her feelings towards Stanton, CHAPTER 17!
Daughters of the Moon - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 18,490 - Reviews: 176 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/11/2004 - Published: 9/20/2003
Together as One by slayergurl121 reviews
A GhaniLeto minific as the twins think on their upcoming parting. I'm bad a summaries, just read it!
Dune - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 799 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/24/2004
Desire by roxierocks reviews
Desire. It's tearing Obi-Wan apart. Caught between obligation and emotion, he must make a choice: Qui-Gon or love. But when a routine mission turns dangerous, all their lives are threatened by a dark presence...
Jedi Apprentice - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 33,550 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/18/2004 - Published: 6/19/2003
Redeemer Of Dune by IxianMentat reviews
The saga of Dune continues. Dune fans, please read and review. Chapter Two is up.
Dune - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,029 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/8/2004 - Published: 11/14/2003
St Alia of the Knife by asianscaper reviews
Alia tastes the prelude to abomination. Set before "Children of Dune" and based more accurately on the books. Note: this is an inquiry on fate, prescience, and godhood.
Dune - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,797 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/24/2003
Across the Sands by Sihaya reviews
(short chapter uploaded) Irulan's story after CoD. Angst, remorse, romance, Fremen- the whole bit.
Dune - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,501 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/14/2003 - Published: 5/11/2003
Marii, Daughter of the Knife by desert's mirage reviews
The Tale of Marii, the daughter of the late Alia Atreides and the fears of Abomination that drive her to confront the family she barely knows. Please Review,I need to decide whether or not to keep this one.
Dune - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,711 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/25/2003
Shackled Your Feet by l-Link-l reviews
[Children of Dune] Leto/Ghanima. Based on Sci-fi mini series, this is a pure non-plot, smutfest. *Big warning* Run. Now. if you're not into them. *AU* (For those of you who don't know that means: ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE)
Misc. Movies - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,191 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 17 - Published: 3/20/2003
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the Passion of Angels and Demons reviews
As ancient myths rise with incredible power, Xander and Angelus find themselves at the center of a passion that may yet explode and burn the entire world to cinders...Chapter XXV, Part II now available; Chapter XXVI coming soon.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 29 - Words: 279,799 - Reviews: 266 - Favs: 208 - Follows: 254 - Updated: 1/25/2014 - Published: 12/14/2006 - Xander H., Angel
Kurt's Gamble reviews
Kurt is tired of being the golden boy, and living with Finn, and being picked on. When he snaps, it's an explosion no one sees coming. But when Kurt uses Puck to try to shake up his image, things get...complicated. Kurt/Puck. Complete.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 120,153 - Reviews: 567 - Favs: 751 - Follows: 717 - Updated: 3/26/2013 - Published: 6/14/2010 - Puck, Kurt H. - Complete
The Hollow Men: A Story in Three Parts reviews
As the bullying goes too far, Kurt's entire world is thrown into question when he begins to hallucinate a spiritual stalker. But is it a hallucination, or is Kurt caught up in something bigger – and is Blaine connected? AU for the KlaineBigBang. Complete.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 4 - Words: 77,018 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/5/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
The Next Best Thing reviews
When Kurt accepted the invitation to Rachel's party, he saw potential. What he got was disaster and no idea how to fix things between him and Blaine, especially when he's wondering if the real question is if he should. Kurt/Blaine-centric episode 14 redo.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,847 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 188 - Follows: 27 - Published: 2/23/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
Phantasmagoria reviews
As New Directions prepares a production of "The Phantom of the Opera", new transfer student Sam Evans comes to the school. Kurt's world is turned upside down in more ways than one as the gleeks quickly head towards a point of no return. Slash, Kurt/Sam.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,669 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 157 - Updated: 9/13/2010 - Published: 9/6/2010 - Kurt H.
Suicide Note reviews
Angel always hurts the pretty ones with wounded, dark eyes the most...An extremely dark look at Angel's decision to leave Sunnydale during season three, and his thoughts on three victims to his allure: Faith, Drusilla, and Xander. Angst, Darkfic. Oneshot
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,791 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/12/2010 - Angel, Angelus - Complete
The Sea reviews
As Paul and Echo go on a mission to stop the world's Dollhouses, their most difficult job will be Washington, D.C. There, Paul begins to heal, and finds an old friend named Seeley Booth, just as the Rossum Corporation threatens to destroy everything...
Dollhouse - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,305 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/16/2010 - Published: 3/15/2010 - Paul B.
Lonely Souls reviews
When a mysterious intruder penetrates the Dollhouse, DeWitt finds herself sending a team of Actives on their most dangerous assignment yet in a deadly game of cat and mouse; Victor is sent on a protective assignment where romance turns deadly. Season One.
Dollhouse - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 18,553 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/7/2010 - Published: 1/11/2010
Summer Warmth reviews
The third installment in my "Summer" series, a set of Harry/Oliver fluff stories set during an AU version of the summer before the golden trio's sixth year at Hogwarts. Harry and Oliver run into some problems; Hermione and Ginny are exasperated.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,706 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/11/2010 - Harry P., Oliver W.
Phoenix Song reviews
When an ancient sect charged with protecting a magical secret comes under attack, the Charmed Ones must defeat a timeless evil before it destroys one of the most powerful forces of good magic, forever. Set during season two with Prue, Piper and Phoebe.
Charmed - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,722 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/11/2010
Crystal: A Sequel to Winter Song reviews
Two years have passed since that strange healing snow in Sunnydale, and it's time for the gang to reunite. Through the laughter and the tears, Xander, Angel and all of their friends have some lessons to learn about life and love. X/A slash; Human AU.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,089 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 1/11/2010 - Published: 12/1/2009 - Xander H., Angel
Winter Song reviews
In the tiny town of Sunnydale, everybody knows everybody's secrets. When the local preacher's son, Xander, meets the mysterious stranger, Angel, it sets off a chain of events that will change Sunnydale and Xander forever. HumanAU, Xander/Angel slash, Fin.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 33 - Words: 117,631 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 11/6/2009 - Published: 1/10/2009 - Xander H., Angel - Complete
Fire & Ice reviews
AU What If? story where the events of "Angel" are changed so that Angel rescues Xander instead of Buffy, and that changes everything, leading down a path none of them could have expected.. AU, Slash, Xander/Angel. Oneshot.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 27,741 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 186 - Follows: 48 - Published: 12/18/2008 - Xander H., Angel - Complete
Summer Sun reviews
In the summer before sixth year, there's a lot to be depressed about. But an unexpected visit from Oliver Wood can cheer up a dark day in strange ways...and of course, Hermione can't resist giving a helping hand. Wood/Harry Non-Graphic Slash; Fluff.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,220 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 155 - Follows: 23 - Published: 8/10/2008 - Harry P., Oliver W. - Complete
Tears from the Moon reviews
A first person POV songfic: Phoebe's pain at the end of the fourth season was never really shown in the show. How hard did she really break down after she was forced to kill Cole? WARNINGS: Slight season 4 spoilers; Phoebe/Cole ship; Angst. Oneshot.
Charmed - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,119 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/9/2008 - Phoebe H., Cole T. - Complete