Note: Misery and Looseleaf are on a hiatus. I'm not going to say when they'll be continued, because I hate to say one thing and then go against it, but I'd say in about a few months. I also won't say why, because I'm not really comfortable with sharing that, so... I'm really sorry to be suddenly stopping them like this, but I promise I'll be back. -Atreyl

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Name: Atreyl

Gender: I seem a lot like a girl, to be honest. But I'm going to be all mysterious like Japan and say that that's both true and not.

Date of birth: March 16. Sends me loads of frosting. ;D

Location: Candyland, where everything is called an 'it.'

Orientation: er...I like to think I'm pansexual. Considering that one time I fell in love with that one gummy worm. Then again, I was six. So...undecided? C:

Likes: Long list short, I adore frosting and MattxMello. That, and impulsively adding stories to my Favorites list. Additionally, sewing. I'm official the person who makes clothes for my sister's dolls, and frankly, I like doing it. Writing. If you hadn't been able to tell already. Watching Glee. Because Kurt's in there. *nod*

Dislikes: Vegetables, tape dispensers, MattxMello haters(haters, I don't mind people who don't support it), NEAR, nuts(any kind of nuts).

My best friends here on FF: My jar of frosting, BeyondBirthday93(who I can depend on for an, ahem, interesting conversation and who constantly threatens my well-being with a knife/frying pan/giant halibut if I do not write :D), Nikkiacatmeki(who's just really fun to talk to), and Holli-chan(who I am co-authoring with, and who I flail over MattxMello with). That's about all... Yes, I'm a bit anti-social.

Also, for the (few) people who are on here, um, hope you don't get freaked out that I consider you guys my best friends. ^^'

Favorite quote: "...like being nibbled to death by ducks."

Favorite animes: Death Note(well, I hate to tell you such a skewered phrase, but...duh), Junjou Romantica(Junjou Terrorist? Yes!), Loveless, Togainu no Chi(one of the few non-yaoi anime that I watch; also probably one of the saddest...and most violent...), and Hetalia(it's how I remember my history).

Pairings I support(with a * if I've written for it before), in order of oldest(top) to newest(bottom):

Personal goal: Write over a hundred stories. But that's never going to happen...

Homophobia is GAY.

O-O MY CHOCLATE!!
╠╬╬╬╣IT'S BEEN EATEN!!
╚╩╩╩╝DID YOU EAT IT??!!! D:

To all Near/Mello fans out there:

Matt:

"Third most talented member of the Wammy House and Mello's helper. Once Mello started acting on his own it was going to be hard to advance the story unless he had someone to talk to..." ~ Tsugumi Ohba, Page 69, Death Note How to Read.

SEE?! MATT WAS CREATED ESPECIALLY FOR MELLO! ESPECIALLY FOR MELLO! (No offense to N/M lovers, but...)

Go here, go here! I swear it's not a virus or anything that I made up because I'm totally inexperienced with computers!(...) HERE

Cleverbot!

Okay, so Cleverbot is this 'intelligent robot' that you can talk to online. Here's a snippet from an interesting conversation I had with it:

Me: Okay, wait, so you're a girl-robot?

Cleverbot: No, I am a boy.

Me: Then...why is there a picture of a girl above your name?

Cleverbot: That is me.

Me: But you just said you were a boy! Decide on one, you not-actually-intelligent thing!

Cleverbot: No, I do not do that.

Me: WTF?

Cleverbot: Please refrain from using that kind of language on this site.

You are a Chibi Seme

You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyant Flaming Uke to match wits and really bring out your aggressive side to expose you for the seme that you are.

Most compatible with: Flaming Uke, Badass Uke
Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke

Seme in disguise, eh? I'm sneaky. :3

MxM's Theme Songs :)

So, because I'm so obsessed with Matt/Mello, I've actually gone around and listened to songs and found some that resembles them. Sort of.

[Name of song] by [artist] (a part of the lyrics)

Circles, by Hollywood Undead (On that day, that day I walked away in December. I will always remember. I'll regret it forever. I remember brown eyes, so sad and blue skies. Turned to darkness and night. I'm so sick of the fight)

My Immortal, by Evanescence (When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. And you still have all of me)

Chasing Cars, by Snow Patrol (All that I am, all that I ever was, is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see. I don't when, confused about how as well. Just know that these things will never change for us at all)

Last Words, by Thousand Foot Krutch (Dear loved one, please listen, this might be the last chance I'll get. I'm sorry I left you, I'm living in a world of regret. Don't cry if you can hear me, I never meant to hurt you dearly.)

Nightmare, by MSG (I can't sleep alone anymore. I need you here with me. Even though I closed all the doors, there's something holding me. Never ending nightmare, always there instead of you. Never ending nightmare, no escape this time from you.)

Better Than Me, by Hinder (I told myself I won't miss you, but I remembered what it feels like beside you. I really miss your hair in my face and the way you innocence tastes. And I think you should know this: you deserve much better than me)

The Freshmen, by The Verve Pipe (For the life of me, I cannot remember what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise. For the life of me, I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins, we were merely freshmen)

Iris, by The Googoo Dolls (Sooner or later, it's over. I just don't want to miss you right now. And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am)

Light Up the Sky, by Yellowcard (We already know how it ends tonight. We're running in the dark through a firefight. And I would explode just to save your life, yeah I would explode)

The Great Escape, by Boys Like Girls (Throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape. We won't hear a word they say, they don't know us anyway. Let it burn, watch it die, 'cause we are finally free tonight)

When I'm Gone, by Three Doors Down (Everything I am, and everything in me, wants to be the one you wanted me to be. I'll never let you down, even if I could. I'd give up anything, if only for your good)

No One Can Touch Us, by Sing It Loud Come on, come on, come on, and celebrate. 'Cause we are together, made for each other, we can stand alone)

Gomenasai, by TATU (Gomenasai, for everything. Gomenasai, I know I let you down. Gomenasai 'til the end. I never needed a friend like I do now)

When You're Gone, by Avril Lavigne ( And the days feel like years when I'm alone. And the bed where you lied is made up on your side. When you walk away I count the steps that you take. Do you see how much I need you right now?)

Over and Over, by Three Days Grace (So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head. I try to live without you; everytime I do I feel dead. I know what's best for me, but I want you instead)

The Way I Do, by Marcos Hernandez (Your kiss, your smile, you're mine, you're sunlight in my eyes. I miss your breath on my neck when we whisper in the night. Didn't want to hold you, didn't want to wake up to find that I was falling so fast.)

Tonight, by FM Static (Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up. I need your loving hands to come and pick me up. And every night I miss you, I can just look up and know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you tonight)

Your Guardian Angel, by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill, I know I'll be okay, though my skies are turning gray. I will never let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever)

Forsaken, by Skillet (Why do I have to beg when all that's left is a memory forsaken? I recall pledging my sole devotion to you. It reminds me how now I'm on my knees. My guilt consumes, lost the will in me. Washing away before you, hold me closer please)

Don't Wake Me, by Skillet (I went to bed, I was thinking about you, and how it felt when I finally found you. It's like a movie playing over in my head. Don't wanna look 'cause I know how it ends.)

In the End, by Linkin Park (I designed this rhyme to remind myself how I tried so hard in spite of the way you were mocking me, acting like I was part of your property, remembering all the times you fought with me. I’m surprised it got so far. Things aren’t the way they were before. You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore)

If It Means A Lot To You, by A Day to Remember (I swear I'll never be happy again, and don't you dare say we can just be friends. I'm not some boy that you can sway)

Savin' Me, by Nickelback (Show me what it's like to be the last one standing. And teach me wrong from right, and I'll show you what I can be. Say it for me, say it to me, and I'll leave this life behind me, Say it if it's worth saving me. Hurry, I'm fallin')

All the Same, by Sick Puppies (I don't care, no I wouldn't dare to fix the twist in you. But you've shown me eventually what you'll do. I don't mind. I don't care. As long as you're here. Go ahead tell me you'll leave again, you'll just come back running, holding your scarred heart in hand)

Sugar, We're Going Down, by Fall Out Boy (We're going down, down in an earlier round. And sugar, we're going down swinging. I'll be your number one with a bullet. A loaded gun complex, cock it and pull it)

All the Right Moves, by OneRepublic (I know things are looking up, but soon they'll take us down before anybody's knowing our name. They've got all the right friends in all the right places, so yeah we're going down. They've got all the right moves in all the right places, so yeah we're going down. I said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going.)

Candle (Sick and Tired), by The White Tie Affair (Somebody turn the lights on, somebody tell me what's wrong. I'd be lying if I told you losing you was something I could handle)

Welcome to My Life, by Simple Plan (No, you don't know what it's like to be like me. To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark, to be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around, to be on the edge of breaking down, and no one's there to save you. No, you don't know what it's like. Welcome to my life)

What Do You Want From Me, by Adam Lambert (There might've been a time when I would give myself away. Oh, once upon a time, I didn't give a damn. But now, here we are. So what do you want from me? What do you want from me?)

Join Me in Death, by H.I.M. (This world is a cruel place, and we're here only to lose, so before life tears us apart let, death bless me with you)

I Will Follow You Into The Dark, by Death Cab For Cutie (Love of mine some day you will die, but I'll be close behind, I'll follow you into the dark)

This Flesh A Tomb, by Atreyu (I swear to you, on everything I am. And I dedicate to you all that I have, and I promise you that I will stand right by your side forever and always until the day I die)

Running, by No Doubt (Me, I'm the one you trust out of all the people, you wanted me the most. I'm so sorry that I've fallen. Help me up, let's keep on running. Don't let me fall out of love. Running, running as fast as we can. Do you think we'll make it? We're running, keep holding my hand, so we don't get separated...)

You Found Me, by The Fray (Where were you when everything was falling apart? All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang, and all I needed was a call that never came)

Left Behind, by Aqualung (Why you leaving me now? There must be some doubt in your mind, can't you open your heart? Don't want to be left behind)

If I Had You, by Adam Lambert So I got my boots on, got the 'mount of leather, and I'm doing me up with a black color liner. And I'm workin' my strut, but I know it don't matter. All we need in this world is some love)

Secrets, by OneRepublic (So tell me what you want to hear, somethin' that'll delight those ears. Sick of all the insinceres, I'm gonna give all my secrets away. This time, don't need another perfect lie)

When We Die, by Bowling For Soup (But I thought that I should tell you, if it's not too late to say. I can put back all the pieces, they might just not fit the same. 'cause nothing's worth losing, especially the chance to make it right)

6 Months, by Hey Monday (Months going strong now, and no goodbye. Unconditional, unoriginal, always by my side. Meant to be together, meant for no one but each other, you love me, I love you harder so. Everything you say, every time we kiss, I can't think straight, but I'm okay. And I can't think of anybody else who I hate to miss as much as I hate I missing you)

I Can't, by Sing It Loud (I need some time alone. I've been dying just to come back. I have to get away and find myself another place. I can't, I can't keep myself from saying, I can't, I can't, keep on messing around. I can't, I can't keep our love from sinking. You pick me up just to pull me down

Animal I Have Become, by Three Days Grace (So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me)

Apathetic Way to Be, by Relient K (I must admit; all the words you spoke, I hated 'cause I don't see just how I can be motivated. I'm left to break a sweat over a dying race. It seems our fate is something we've already embraced)

Run, Don't Walk, by Hey Monday (Your mouth keeps moving, but I've lost focus now. Clock keeps ticking, time's running out. Where we're headed, there's no heading back. Tripping ugly, I'm losing ground)

I'll be adding more songs as much as I can. PM me if you know a song, please. :)

A few(and I mean a few) links:

Matt's wedding dress!

-from Misery. When Matt had to pretend to be a girl. XD

Blair!

-from Misery. Fantastic picture drawn by pieluver64 on deviantArt. Also the first fanart I've ever received. =)