![]() Author has written 12 stories for Vampire Knight. Name: Rina Gender: Female Totally in love with YAOI and absolutely can't live without it!! Also addicted to anime and manga. Favorite pairing ever: Kaname/Zero. Sometimes Ichiru/Zero. What can I say?I like seeing our dear, usually so stoic Zero-chan on bottom...(Or riding someone XD Am I a pervert?) Love some other pairings from different anime and manga too, but as for now our VK bishies go first U_U Love VK, but our dearest bishies is the only thing attracting me to it...As for the girls there...ok, I hate them. The only ones I can stand are Rima, Shizuka and Zero&Ichiru's mom and I don't even know her name, damn it! T_T Favorite manga artist: Takarai Rihito. Drawing in manga style myself. As KaZe pairing has become my undying obsession, started drawing them too, I admit it U_U Yeah, I'm totally screwed up. Personality: twisted, a little strange at times, maybe unstable, talk too much for my own good, easily distracted, easily inspired. Love Fan Fiction and craving for more lovely KaZe stories XD 03/15/2010 Wow!Had no idea I'll get all that reviews to my very first fanfic O_O Kinda happy..._ Keep working on the next chapter :3 07/17/2010 ...I know I did it again...I'm TERRIBLY late with my update. -_- BUT! I'm almost half done with current (aka the 4th) chapter and since it's my vacation time (Yay! I passed all my exams in University! xD ), I'll do my best to finish it and update ASAP! Please wish me luck, folks_ 08/31/2010 And the 4th chapter of "Falling" is FINALLY posted!YAY!! I'm still sick and can't get out of bed most of the time, but the 5th chapter is already started and I keep working on it even now :3 Really hope to finish and bring it here sooner :D 12/17/2010 It's been really a while, but finally the 5th chapter is posted. It's still unedited, but I'll replace it with beta-ed version as soon as I get it from my dearest L'sTrueHeatr *nods* I just couldn't help myself but post it asap after receiving quite a few requests to update sooner. Not to mention how long the wait was, so. . .Yeah. Hope it didn't turn out too bad -_-' The next week will be full of exams, but after that I'll be completely free for more than entire month! And exactly then I truly hope to write as much of my story as I only can :D Wish me luck and have a nice Holidays! In advance, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of you, people! 09/12/2011 Just to let you know that I'm not dead yet. Really and truly, I am TERRIBLY sorry and ashamed of myself. I know it's been forever and I must have already lost the majority of my readers for being a complete failure that I certainly am, but honestly, this time it was out of my control. Cardiac problems is a serious issue, and I don't think that anyone can disagree with it. Thus I sincerely hope for understanding and patience, if you would be so kind as to continue giving me that *bows deeply* As for the next chapter of my story, I can say that it is very close to being finished. I keep working on it every chance I get - as rare as it happens, especially now - so it progresses, slowly but surely. I'm truly sorry for all the disappointment and for such a long wait, but I promise I'll keep working hard and will do my damnedest to finally finish and post this new chapter as soon as I only can *bows low* 02/06/2012 Damn FINALLY. After more than a year (to my utter shame) I've finally updated "Falling", on the 3rd of January. Will definitely mark that day in my calendar. Feel terrible for making my beloved readers wait for so long, and won't actually be surprised if they decided to leave me and my story *sighs* Also feel like the new chapter is a total failure along with myself, but sincerely hope that it's not true *prays silently* I will still try my best anyway :) And just look at that, on the 4th I've posted a new story! :D I actually had it on my laptop for some time, but was too unsure of myself. On that day, however, something in me just urged me to do it. Hope the start wasn't so bad. The new chapter is very much in progress btw ;) Actually have two more stories, but don't know when I'll post them. Only guessing that it'll happen soon. At any rate, the first chapter of one of them has been lying and waiting patiently in my laptop for some time already (for almost a year and a half actually), and the second one is already started. Will keep working on it :) 02/10/2013 -_-; Um...well, yeah. Updating my profile only now, a whole freaking year later. So sorry for that *bows low* I just got caught up in everything and then simply forgot about updating my status here. Really and truly, sorry *bows again* But anyway, tonight I've posted the twelfth chapter of 'Eternity', while the new chapter for 'Falling' is still only half-way done (or a little bit more than that). To everyone who waits it, I'm sincerely sorry for being such a retard. *bows deeply* I know I'm super slow. And you probably keep thinking 'WTF!? You've updated your second story God knows how many times already yet you can't update your first one even once throughout the entire year!! The hell!?' But please know that I do continue working on 'Falling' as well and please be patient with me (although you already are, I know, for which I thank you, dearests *bows*). It's just that 'Eternity' is much easier to write both chapter length and plot-wise. For 'Falling' I always need that super angsty mood for quality work, but I haven't been in it for some time now, which makes it all the harder to write the story. Dammit! Dx BUT!! I do continue writing it - slowly, but surely. And please rest assured, never in my life am I going to drop it. I love it way too much!! It's my first ever child and I cherish it with all my heart!! Plus I've already put my everything into it - my soul, heart, time, thought...Of course I can't just drop it!! D: Besides, I'm not a quitter! I admit, I may be one terribly slow retard and all, but I NEVER drop anything I've started - especially so if I love it to such an extent!! So at least that I can promise: no matter how long it takes, I will finish that story of mine. For myself, if not for anyone else *nods determinedly* So please, try to bear with me, if you can *bows low once more* And my rant ends here for now :) I'm back to working on my stories - both old and new ones ;D Have to warn you though, Uni starts again for me, tomorrow, so I'll get busier and thus will be even slower *sighs* So, in advance and again, I apologize for my endless tardiness *bows yet again* 04/11/2013 To those who are wondering, yes, I am still alive. I'm sorry I haven't updated anything yet, but I just have been very busy. The new chapter of 'Falling' is progressing, but veryslowly. As always. And as for the update for 'Eternity', it's been 2/3 done for about. . .let's see. . .two whole months? Yeah, I think so. I'm sorry, but I haven't been able to work on it this whole time because I got myself a job. It's only a part-time job since I have my studies as well, but it doesn't make it any easier. Never underestimate a translator's job, people. Never. It is so much harder than what you might think. Trust me, I know. It's been driving me crazy these past two months. I could barely find time to sleep, let alone to write anything. But! Now I have a few weeks of rest from work (although Uni is still there to torture me), so I'll try my best to make the most of it *nods* Will post the new chapter of 'Eternity' soon. And as for the one for 'Falling', it's still not finished. Sorry. I know you must be terribly mad at me for being such a retarded slow-poke (I know I am), but I do need my time. If you can, please be so kind as to continue to understand and to be patient with me. I would truly appreciate that. Will stop now. Thank you for your support and kindness, everyone. You have no idea how much it always helps me *bows low* And I'm off to finally continue writing!! :D You have no idea how much I missed it!! *tears of joy* 04/21/2013 Updated 'Eternity' at long last. I got myself a short break from work, so I really hope to post the next chapter soon. Although there is still Uni with all its problems and reports and term papers (which I haven't even started yet! Dx ), so I can't really promise anything. As for 'Falling', again and again, I am really and truly sorry, but the new chapter is still in progress and not finished. I do need more time. Please forgive my slow self *bows low* 10/04/2013 Have just posted the 16th chapter of 'Eternity'. And just so you know, it still remains my priority because it's much, much easier to write than 'Falling' for many obvious reasons. Although I doubt I would have time for either of them since it's my last year in Uni and thus I have a huge graduation research paper to write (along with many other research papers and all that crap), a huge project that I must be part of (meaning I can't refuse) and two jobs (yeah, I've recently got myself a second job). The only reason why I was even able to finish the new chapter for 'Eternity' is because I got sick again and now can't get up from bed. So yeah, I do hope you get the picture. I am sorry for being my tardy and slow self, however - and for being a crappy author in general. But please, do try to bear with me, if you could. 03/19/2014 Finally updated at least 'Eternity' after a very long absence. Will have to disappear for some time again though, since I'm in my last year of Uni, so I have to write my master's thesis - which is a total hell for me already =_=; Sure I'll try my best to somehow update soon still, but I won't make any promises since I know I hardly will be able to do so. Sorry for that in advance *bows* But anyway, very belated Happy New Year and Merry Christmas! And Valentine's too, I guess xD Hope to be back soon :D 11/01/2014 And the 20th chapter of 'Eternity' is finally there. Took me months to finish and post it, and I am very sorry for taking so damn long again, but I honestly couldn't do anything about it. Will get really busy from now on with my moving to another town and my very first official job, but I will still try my best to update as soon as I only can. No promises though, as you all know how impossibly slow I am as it is xD For which I am very sorry *bows low in apology* Belated Happy Halloween to everyone! Hope you had fun there ;) And I'm off again. Hope to be back soon *waves* 01/06/2016 It's only now that I realized how long I haven't written anything here. And...wow...O_O Well, what can I say? I am very forgetful and everything in my life has changed and turned upside down so much that I honestly had neither time nor energy to be bothered enough to put up some new information here. So, anyway! Today is the day I posted the 22nd chapter for 'Eternity'. It took me a long, very long while to get it done, even though about 2/3 of it got done by the middle-end of June 2015. But everything just got busier and crappier and I honestly couldn't find any time or energy to do anything other than work -_-; What's surprising, together with finishing this new chapter for 'Eternity', I actually managed to write another 1/3 of the new chapter for 'Falling' - so no, I have NOT abandoned it, dammit! So please do make an effort to try and bear with my frustrating annoying self some more. I hate myself enough as it is for such an IMPOSSIBLY long hiatus that the story was put on, I honestly don't need added flames, you know -_- I really and truly don't need them, and neither do I want them - not to mention that they hardly help with writing the story any faster. Also, I actually managed to write the first chapter for another new story of mine. And yeah, it's a Kaname-sama x Zero-chan one as well xD I just can't leave our dear boys alone, can I? ;D The story itself was inspired by one song that I just couldn't get out of my head no matter how hard I tried - and the same can be said about all the images that it evoked in my mind. So I just had to get it out. And I did. By writing the first chapter for it - that song is especially suitable for that very first chapter. But anyway, I'm off again to continue slowly writing my stories - mostly my two main ones that are already posted here. Belated Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! All the best to you, dearests! :D And please do wish me luck and as much inspiration and energy as possible here xD 04/06/2016 Got sick, but also got to post the 23rd chapter for 'Eternity' thanks to it. Guess it's not all that bad, huh? xD Will get even busier at work starting next week, so probably won't be able to write much for some time. But as always, will still try my best to write new chapters for all my stories (even still unpublished ones) bit by bit. So wish me luck! :D 04/23/2016 OMG I actually updated O_O So soon. I honestly can't believe it, but I did it. So it's safe to say that the world has gone mad xD But anyway, the 24th chapter of 'Eternity' is there, posted. And I actually have the 25th chapter planned out both on paper and in my head - and a significant part of it is ready, too. How uncharacteristic of me, huh? xD Now I'm officially crept out xD Will try to do my best to write for all my stories and to update sooner, but as usual, no promises, okay? Just wish me luck and let's hope it'll help ;D And so I'm off again. Hope to see you again soon! :D 05/08/2016 Miraculously, I managed to write and post another chapter for 'Eternity'. That, and even to start writing for a new/old-but-still-slightly-raw-until-now story of mine. Although my main focus still remains on my on-going stories that I try to work on as much and as often as possible. So wish me luck and let's hope that I won't suddenly disappear again, as I involuntarily had to do so many times in the past. Hope to be back and see you again soon! :D 01/25/2018 Oh, wow O_O I haven't updated my profile for a very long time, huh *sweatdrops* Ah well, at least I'm here now xD Posted the 30th chapter of 'Eternity' yesterday and will start working on the next chapter tomorrow night since it'll be the last working day (oh, the Holy Friday! I love your night so much I wish it would never end! *sighs dreamily*) and I'll be totally free to do whatever the hell I want *muffufu~* It's a good thing I already have the next chapter pretty much planned out with a few bits ready, now only have to add the main content and then put it all together and in order. Hope it won't take me as long as it usually does, but won't make any promises u_u So wish me luck! And I'm off again~*waves* 03/30/2018 A bit later than I had hoped, but I still managed to post the new chapter of 'Eternity'. Hope it's not a total crap *sighs* Will start working on the next chapter and will try to continue working on some side KaZe one-shots right away. Will do my best to get back here sooner *nods* 04/14/2018 Posted a new story - this one a oneshot, my first finished one, as there are four more in progress. Don't know when I'll finish and post those though xD Will continue working on the next chapter of 'Eternity' now that this oneshot is finally dealt with. Yay! :D 05/01/2018 Posted the next chapter of 'Eternity'. Somehow managed to do it much sooner than expected, even though it turned out to be the longest one of this particular story so far xD Gotta try my best to come back with the new one sooner as well *nods* 05/20/2018 Another new story - only a oneshot though. It's different from my first, as I tried to give this one a more creepy, darkish and a little disturbing feeling, so no fluff there. Don't know whether I actually managed to pull it off or not, but well, it's ready and posted. Hope it won't be too disappointing for my dear readers. And I'm back to working on the next chapter of 'Eternity'. And on my next two oneshots as well xD 06/10/2018 And the 33rd chapter of 'Eternity' is done and posted, and it's this new one that is the longest one now. Took me a bit longer than I intended since I had some laptop problems, but it's finally back in my loving arms, so I can write all I want. Gotta pity my poor readers, they are the ones who will have to suffer xD But anyway, what I want to finish next is actually one of my oneshots, and only after that the new chapter of 'Eternity'. But the oneshot I chose to finally finish is a tricky one - difficult to write due to its darkish (I guess) contents, so we will see how that goes. 07/01/2018 Finished and posted another oneshot. A humongous one -_-; I honestly have no idea what the hell it is and how it ended up turning into what it is. It was supposed to be a more darkish one, but I don't really know if I managed to achieve that goal. Honestly though, I don't even know what to think about it, so I apologize in advance for it. Still, I hope my dear readers won't find it too crappy. And I'm going back to working on the next chapter of 'Eternity' again. 07/12/2018 Finished and posted the new chapter of 'Eternity'. It still took me a bit longer than was intended to get this one done, but considering my overall tardiness, I suppose it could be worse - much worse xD Hope the update isn't as boring and disappointing as I think it is -_-; I'll continue writing my next oneshot now. Hope I'll be able to finish and post it soon, considering that next couple of weeks at work will most likely be very hectic -_-; 07/22/2018 Got another oneshot done. Started it a few months ago and finally managed to finish, check and post it. Somehow it even took me less time to do it than I expected. Now I have more time for the next chapter of 'Eternity' and then for my next oneshot. But anyway. I wanted to make it somewhat darkish and mysterious and a little different, but I know I failed, so I'm sorry if it turns out to be a boring and disappointing waste of time and energy *bows* And we're back to 'Eternity'. Hope I'll be able to update soon *nods* 08/11/2018 Posted the next (35th) chapter of 'Eternity'. As always, hope it won't be a complete disappointment, because it sure as hell seems that way to me -_-; But anyway. Moving on to the next oneshot that I've been anxious to write for a while now x9 Hope to be back with it soon. 08/26/2018 Finished and posted my next oneshot. It totally spun out of control, just like the rest of them. I honestly have no idea what I'm doing anymore, so I only hope this new story of mine isn't such a complete waste of time as I think it is -_-; And if it is. . .Well, I can only apologize for that *bows deeply* But anyway. With that out of the way, I can get back to 'Eternity', so I'll start writing the next chapter tomorrow. Will try my best not to take too long. 09/08/2018 Another chapter of 'Eternity' done and posted. Nothing much, but hope it's not a total disappointment. Next up is another oneshot. Hope I'll be able to finish it soon. 09/24/2018 Posted Kaname's side of the events in my 'Dear Zero' oneshot. Now the whole story is definitely done. Really hope it doesn't turn out to be too much of a disappointment. Back to working on 'Eternity' now. And trying to get better - I've been sick for about a week now -_-; Hope to get back soon. 10/20/2018 Posted a new chapter of 'Eternity'. Took me much longer than I expected and hoped to finish because I got sick and stayed that way for over two weeks, but I managed to get it out in the end. Next up is another oneshot. Will start working on it tomorrow. 11/17/2018 Posted a new oneshot. Nothing much, just a little something to kill some of your time. Next up is another chapter of 'Eternity'. Will start working on it tomorrow. 12/31/2018 The 38th chapter of 'Eternity' is up. Took me a long time to finish it since I've been sick and low on energy and everything else, but I made it. I actually posted it before the official end of the year. Yay! :D Next up is another oneshot. I think it will be an Omega Verse one. My first dive into that universe. Wish me luck ;D 03/01/2018 Posted another oneshot. Tried my hand at writing a story with some omegaverse elements. Not sure about the result, but hope it's not too terrible -_-; I'm sorry if it is though. 03/23/2019 The 39th chapter of 'Eternity' done and posted. Next up is another oneshot. It's about halfway done, and I hope to finish it sooner, as I'm kind of pumped up about it xD 04/13/2019 Another oneshot done and posted. Humor and fluff (sort of) this time, totally angst-free. Just another useless little something to kill the time xD 05/11/2019 The 40th chapter of 'Eternity' is up. Will start working on my omake mini-series for the 'Paradise' AU now. It will have to do in another oneshot's stead this time. 05/25/2019 Posted the first chapter of a multi-chaptered omake of sorts for my 'Paradise' oneshot - 'Paradise: Forever After'. Got a little over thirty chapters drafted so far, and every one of them will be quite short (considering the usual length I go with). Nothing special - just another little something to kill your time with. 05/26/2019 Decided to post the second chapter of the 'Paradise: Forever After'. Will continue writing more chapters for this story, along with the next chapter of 'Eternity' and more oneshots. 06/01/2019 The third chapter of the 'Paradise' omake series posted. 06/02/2019 The fourth chapter of the same 'Paradise' omake series was posted as well while I keep writing more chapters. And on a side note, I put my 'Falling' story on hiatus for now. Sorry, guys *bows deeply in apology* 06/08/2019 The fifth chapter of the 'Paradise' omake series done and posted. 06/09/2019 The sixth chapter of the 'Paradise' omake series posted. I've managed to update that story every weekend so far, but there won't be updates next week, nor the week after, as I need to concentrate on writing the next chapter of 'Eternity'. Which is exactly what I will do *nods* 06/23/2019 Updated 'Eternity' with its 41st chapter. Can't believe we're that far already - never even thought it would get this far, nor planned for it to, really. Oh, well, it is what it is. Hope you guys will enjoy at least a little bit *bows* And I'm back to writing next chapters of my 'Paradise' omake series. Will do my best to update next weekend. 06/29/2019 Chapter seven of the 'Paradise' omake series done and posted. Will do my best to finish the next one sooner. 06/30/2019 Chapter eight of the 'Paradise' omake series posted. Don't know if I'll manage to update next week, but I'll try. 07/06/2019 Posted the ninth chapter of the 'Paradise' omake series. This one ended up being a little longer than usual, which is one of the reasons I won't be able to update tomorrow. Also, I'll be concentrating on writing the new chapter of 'Eternity' for the next couple of weeks, so there won't be any other updates until that task is out of the way. 10/13/2019 It has been a really, really long while, but I finally posted the 42nd chapter of 'Eternity'. Damn FINALLY -_-; Unfortunately, though, I'm going to get really busy at work several weeks from now (Why? Because the only person who can help and replace me can't seem to stop taking her Goddamn days off, which leaves me with even more work than usual), which means much less frequent updates than before. I'm sorry about that, but there is squat I can do -_-; Anyway. At least the next chapter of the 'Paradise' omake series is finished and ready and has been waiting for its turn for weeks. It will be posted next Saturday, but as for the one after that, I have no clue when it will be done. I'm sorry *bows* Either way, let's hope my schedule won't get as bad as I think it would and that I will still be able to write every now and again *fingers crossed* 10/19/2019 The tenth chapter of the 'Paradise' omake series posted. Don't know when the next one will be done and out, but will aim for next Saturday. No promises, though. 01/04/2020 Finally finished and posted the eleventh chapter of the 'Paradise' omake series. Next on the list is 'Eternity'. I've already started on the new chapter, but honestly don't know when it'll be done. Sorry. 04/26/2020 Finally, goddamn finally updated the ’Eternity’. Next up is supposed to be the ’Paradise’ omake series, but honestly, a lot of things suck so much right now, not to mention that there are some major changes looming around the corner for me, that I honestly can’t get into the right headspace for writing - or anything else, for that matter. I’m just tired of everything -_-; Which is why I honestly don’t know when I’m going to update next. I know I will, that’s for sure, because there are more stories about our favorite OTP to be finished and posted, I just don’t know when. I’m really sorry for that, guys, but please bear with me for a little longer *bows deeply* My stories: Falling: My first EVER fanfiction and first attempt to write a Kaname/Zero story. Angst, blood, some non-con&rape, suffering Zero-chan and Dark!&Sadistic!Kaname-sama. In this story I kind of want to show Kaname's hidden, true pureblood side. Since he practically always holds himself back and mostly doesn't show his true nature, I'd like to reveal it in this story. Oh, and one more thing...as you can see from the genre chosen, regardless of the end, the whole fanfic is NOT fluffy-happy-sweetie-lovely. Of course, not everything there will be depressing and dark and etc. BUT!It will not be all sugar-coated and funny. This story IS dark and it DOES contain violence, gore, abuse and mature situations&themes. All in all, you have been warned.
Oblivious: Just a little oneshot where Kaname-sama is being an idiot and poor Zero-chan has to suffer because of it xD Sort of Humor, sort of Romance, I guess. Pretty much plotless and meaningless though - just a little something to kill your time with. Dear Zero: Another oneshot. Turned out to be much longer than I originally planned, even though I tried to make my writing more succinct. It was meant to be more on the creepy and darkish side since it contains such themes as stalking and obsessive behavior, but I think I totally failed in my attempts at adding some suspense in there *sighs* Oh, well. Hope it will at least help my readers kill some free time when they have nothing better to do xD Schizophrenia: My third oneshot that somehow turned into a monstrosity length-wise. I honestly meant to make it at least twice shorter, but it just went out of control somewhere along the way. Oh, well. I also aimed to give it a more darkish feeling, but I honestly can't say how that went. I can only hope it's not that much of a crappy waste of time and that my readers will be able to enjoy it even a little bit. Burn My Wings: My fourth oneshot. It's just my take on the Kaname-sama x Zero-chan Angels&Demons AU, so there is nothing special about it - just another cliched story *shrugs* Wanted it to be more on the darkish and mysterious side, but failed for sure xD As usual, everything spun out of control somewhere along the way. Still, I really and truly hope it won't be too disappointing and that my wonderful readers will somehow manage to enjoy it even a tiny bit, as always. Perfect Life: Another oneshot. Turned out much longer than I meant and totally spun out of control. I honestly don't know what the hell it is, so I sincerely apologize if it turns out to be a complete disappointment and waste of time. I do hope and pray that it doesn't and that it's not as bad as I deem it to be, but just in case, sorry, my dears *bows deeply* If you do somehow manage to enjoy it, though, I will be thrilled. Dear Zero: Forever Yours: Another oneshot, this one connected to the 'Dear Zero' one, which is pretty obvious from the title xD There is nothing special there though - just Kaname's side of the events in 'Dear Zero'. Hope it's not a total waste of time and not too much of a let down. Inner Beast: Another oneshot. It was actually supposed to be my very first one, as I started writing it five years ago, but it's only now that I managed to finish and post it, so...yeah xD It's not much, really, just pointless and totally plotless fluff with my poor attempts at being funny. Paradise: And yet another oneshot. I've wanted to try writing a story with omegaverse elements for a while now, and this is the result of my first attempt. It's nothing much, really. I only hope it's not too terrible, but I do apologize if it is. Tricks And Treats: Another one of my oneshots. Meant to make it fluffy and funny, but don't know if I succeeded. Either way, it's pretty much plotless and totally angst-free, so I hope it will suffice to kill some free time, at least. Paradise: Forever After: A multi-chaptered continuation of the 'Paradise'. Every chapter will be very short (considering the normal length of my stories and chapters in general), but that's just how I want it to be. It's nothing special, just a little something for your entertainment. Oh, and since it is the omegaverse AU, there will be a Mpreg Zero-chan. |