Chapter 1: Prelude

"Ahh…S-Sensei…"

Soft moans came from my kiss swollen lips as my body withered as I lay with my back arched in a perfect upside down U as my sensei licked and sucked on my throbbing arousal. His two beautifully sculpted digits were moving back and forth from within my tight opening, stretching me out in a scissor like motion getting me prepared for his hungry member. I rubbed and pulled on my own nipples not only wanting to speed up my climax, but also to rid myself of the slight pain of having my entrance being stretched to its limits.

The sun outside slowly began disappearing into the horizon turning the sky an orangey pink color and giving the classroom a dim like glow.

I can feel myself drift in and out of my blissful heaven, moaning and rocking further into his deliciously hot mouth wanting to go further until I was sure he could engulf my whole body, mind, and soul. I was his captured prisoner and I absolutely loved it. I knew what we were doing was wrong, yet here I was surrendering myself yet again to my same ole hot and intelligent history teacher Kaname Kuran. I was letting him fuck me on his desk, which so happens to be the history classroom that was unoccupied except for us.

I truly believed I've gone mad. So mad that I think I've gone off the deep end. But to be honest, I don't really hate it. I don't mind that I had fallen madly in love with my history teacher. However, a piece of guilt still haunted my conscience, telling me that we really shouldn't be doing this, that I should end this before we get caught and this ends up being a huge scandal that could spread not only in the school, but the entire country.

Yet, what really made this wrong was the fact that we both had people we were supposed to be faithful to. I had my girlfriend Sayori, whom I been together with for the past year. Kaname had his wife Yuki, who he's been with longer, and then there was his six-year-old daughter and another one on the way.

I tried and I tried, but I could never seem to free myself from him. I love him too much to let go and I'm afraid of what I will do if I were to be apart from him. Silly as it may seem, but I feel as though I will die if I don't have him by my side. I need to feel the warmth of his body, the tender and gentle touches of his fingers. The way his garnet eyes speaks to me of his emotions, his breath taking smile, which harbors his sharp fangs, that awakens when he is hungry for blood.

That's right; my history teacher is a vampire. But not just any type of vampire, he is a pureblood vampire.

The highest class in the vampire class system. You see my school, Cross Academy harbors a secret and that is that within our human students are vampires that act as regular humans.

The fact that my sensei is a vampire is also why we can't be together, for I am just a normal human being. I had asked him countless times to turn me into one of his kind, but every time I ask it is always the same answer and that is of course a big fat NO on his part. He says that he doesn't want me to suffer the transformation from human to vampire, but I don't care about that, all I want is to live for all eternity with him.

I was drifted away from my thoughts when sensei's fingers exited from within me. I practically whimpered at the lost of his fingers and this caused him to chuckle and lean toward me until I could feel his breath upon my face.

"Lesson number one, my dear gakusei. You will get nothing if you don't ask for what you want, especially if you wish to receive special attention from me down here." Kaname rubbed the tip of his index finger along the tip of my still harden member, which caused me to buck upwards in a way to tell him to 'hurry the fuck up and screw the day lights out of me'.

I think he had read my intention, because he spoke again. "Now, now, Zero. Don't you think that after a year of being my mistress you would think that something like that would never get you the attention you want."

"Then how the hell do you want me to get your attention?" I asked clearly annoyed that I was being delayed of what could be a sweet release.

"Beg…"

"Like hell I won't beg. I'm not a damn dog to do something such as that. I never, not even once, begged for anything in my life and I sure the hell won't do it now!"

"Fine then, I guess you can finish off by yourself then."

Before I could stop myself I called out. "No wait!"

"Yes?" Kaname said in that annoying silk like voice of his, his eyes were sparkling with mischievous intent.

"M-make love to me." I whispered lowly, but I knew with his vampire hearing he was able to pick it up.

"What was that? I didn't hear it very good?" Kaname said as he leaned closer toward me.

"You damn well know you heard me."

"No, I defiantly did not Zero." Kaname answered in an innocent tone.

"I said, make love to me!" I repeated. "Fuck me so hard that I'll see stars dance across my version and to the point where I won't be able to stand for a week. Please Kaname, I want you…no…I need you inside of me, PLEASE!"

"There, now that was not so hard to say…was it?"

Before I could answer back, Kaname had already rammed himself in. Instantly hitting my golden spot and making me cry out in both pain and pleasure at the suddenness of it all. My body arched up so high that I'm sure a good size toy train could have made its way through. After getting use to the speed of his thrusts, I began moving against him in the same speed, causing him to hit my sweet spot every time. I could feel it coming; the release I've been waiting for was making itself known as my insides began to tighten.

"Unng so tight…almost there Zero, just wait a little longer for me."

'For you, Kaname. I will wait a life time.' I thought as my eyes met with his.

Kaname looked deep into my eyes. His dark orbs drawing me in like a whirlpool with so many emotions spilling around in those eyes of his. Some I knew right off the back as being happiness, lust and love. But there was also another emotion I could see in his eyes, and as much as I didn't want to admit it to myself, in his eyes was the same guilt feeling that kept me up at nights.

Guilt for falling in love with someone you shouldn't, someone from a totally different race from you. Not to mention the guilt for having to hide around from the people we were quote on quote 'in love with' and we both had different life spans. Mine being way too much shorter than his. Seeing that same guilt I felt night after night in those garnet orbs of his sent an arrow right threw my heart that I couldn't believe what I've done next.

"Stop…p-please stop." I whimpered softly as I covered my eyes with my hands so that Kaname couldn't see that I was about to burst into tears. But really, whom was I kidding? Kaname was a vampire, so of course they got good noses that could sniff out their prey miles away and I was just a couple of inches away from his face.

"Zero, why are you crying?" Kaname asked, his hands trying to pry away my hands that were covering my tear filling violet eyes.

"I-I can't do this anymore." I sniffed. "I can't go on knowing that I am causing you guilt."

"What are you talking about? You're not doing anything, Zero?"

"Damnit Kaname. Don't lie to me; I can see it in your eyes." At this point I released my hands from my face and was now staring angrily at the wide-eyed pureblood before me.

"I can see it swim around those dark orbs of yours. It's right there staring right back at me like a figure in a painting. I'm sorry Kaname, but I can't deal with this anymore. I love you, but I think I can't love you anymore because it's just to wrong for me to do so." Before Kaname could stop me, I immediately pushed him away and gathered all my scattered clothes and left with my pants buttons still open.

As I sped walked my way to the front gates of Cross Academy, I quickly did my best to tidy myself. I buttoned my black pants and white shirt, leaving my vest and jacket unbuttoned since I didn't feel like buttoning them up. Plus I lived just two blocks from the school anyway. So what did it matter. I looked at my wrist watch and noted that it was about ten minutes to seven, meaning that my caretaker slash uncle Toga, who was from my mother's side, was most likely working and won't be back till about 12ish tonight.

As I reached the gates I heard a voice shouting my name and when I turned back to look, it was Kaname trying to catch up. But I knew that if I wanted this to be finally over, I needed to quickly get the hell out of here before he could caught up to me. The least thing I wanted was to make this break up even harder for me.

Yet, what I didn't expect to happen had happened. I was too busy trying so hard not to have Kaname catch up to me that I didn't see the car coming right towards me. All I could remember was Kaname screaming my name and the shattering sounds of glass breaking and the sudden rush of intense pain. But what I do remember was the flash of memories of my life.

Whether I survived or not, will remain a big secret to you my readers. All I know is that if you wish to know my life, then allow me to tell you everything that happened up until this point in my life. I will tell you everything from Kaname's very first arrival into my life during my second year at Cross Academy to about halfway into my third year of high school. You will see how my hatred toward him in the beginning, bloomed into the love I have for him today.

This is a story told by many sides, not only mine, but the people around us. From our closest allies to our worst of enemies. It is a story about Kaname and me, and our Lustful Secret.

TBC...

D/N: The story begins in the next chapter

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