To my lovely readers who have been by my side for so long I have an announcement to make,

Some reviews made me realize that a lot of parts of the story were horrible (and cringe) and I want to fix them (to my defense, however, I was 15 when I started this story). So the thought of deleting this crossed my mind but I felt like it would be horribly unfair to you.

Thus I reached the decision to rewrite it. I'll rewrite every chapter (and change a couple of things) and I'll slowly replace them. Of course, it goes without saying that after replacing all the chapters I'll immediately update.

I didn't actually want to leave a note, again. But I thought it would be insensitive to just replace the chapters and change the story without warning you.

If you have reached this part of the note then THANK YOU FOR READING because Lord's knows how much I hate author's notes so I'd completely understand and hold no hard feelings to those who rolled their eyes and clicked exit as soon as they saw the note.

To those who have been supportive and have offered to even talk to me to feel better I'll answer about why it took me so long to reach this point (aka continue the goddamn story). For the people who only want to find about update the note ends here, (in case you didn't get it)

What happened after the first note?

I healed myself. I thought long and hard and realized where I made mistakes. Of course, the… person I was speaking about has been forgiven after a looooong time. Of course, that doesn't mean he has become a saint but he is blood and I do love him despite his flaws. Obviously, I keep myself away from him when he's angry and I do my best not to raise his temper but the bond we once shared has been completely ruined. He doesn't realize this but I do. No matter how sorry he says he is, I'll never be able to be completely alone and relaxed with him. Anyway, the point is, I'm healthy, I'm safe and I'm trying my best to keep a good relationship with him.

So, that's it?

Not really, I'm currently working and saving up money not only to move out from my home but to also study and live abroad. I'm anxious but determined to complete this goal. So my program is: study, eat, work, sleep, and on free time write. The money is by no means good (but it's expected where I live) and I lose lots of joyful moments a person in my age should have but I'm working on to just have the possibility to have a future. Sometimes, it makes me bitter that I miss all the fun but writing helps me escape and it makes me happy enough to keep me satisfied.

Why did you write this note in the first place?

Just like I mentioned above, I felt like it would be unfair to you to check this story one shiny morning and find it completely changed. And also… few weeks ago I was hit by a motorbike while going at work (I hit my leg and the back of my head pretty hard) and my only concern was to arrive quickly at work so I wouldn't get in trouble ( I was 1 hour late)

You could say it was certainly a good shaking for me and made me reconsider a lot of things in my life. So when I got a notification that people still favored and followed this story I decided: "To hell with this, I've got to do something"

Is there even a point in writing all this?

I believe there should be closure between writer-reader which is why I even write this whole thing. I've made the questions bold so if you care only about one specific thing you can easily find it. In case my answers didn't satisfy you, feel free to ask anything.

I'm tired of this story. Do you have anything else?

While I'm sad that you want to leave this story I completely understand and I won't even try to change your mind. Yes, truth be told, I have a lot of stories in my notebook. Some of them are fem!Zero/Kaname and some are classic KaZe. I've started rewatching the anime, and rereading the manga to help me with the rewrite and I've been so inspired that I couldn't help but start a new story already (I'm falling into the rabbit hole again, I feel it)

It is called: Sophrosyne and it's classic KaZe (AKA both males). The story takes place after the fight with Rido, and it features a broken Zero who has abandoned his life as a hunter behind. I came up with the idea as I started the anime again. The first thing that came to my mind was "Dear God, this shows primary premise was to screw Zero over repeatedly. What a sadistic bunch of writers" and because I too am sadistic I decided to hurt our poor Zero (But, hey! At least I'll give him a happy ending!)

Here's a summary (the story can be found on my account):

Years after Rido is killed, Kiryuu Zero has given up on his life as a hunter.However, Kaitor's sudden disappearance forces him to go back into the world he tried so hard to escape from.

Pairings:
KaZe,(long burn)
Yori/Zero(friendship),
Yori/Kaito(briefly),
Zero/Oc (briefly,
Kaname/Yuuki(briefly)

Thank you for reading

See you soon

xLonelyDreamerx