Hi There!

I had to take down some of my former stories.

I have also found out that the Bible quote:

'Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. An why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye? Or how wilt thou say to thy brother, Let me pull out the mote out of thine eye; and behold, a beam is in thine own eye? Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye; and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye.'

Doesn't mean much to everyone. *sighs* Anyway that is among some of the things I have been struggling with the past many months. I'm leaving the inspiration info to those stories I had to take down in the hopes I get to put them back up one day.

Some people enjoy pushing people into a state of depression, a depression that feels like a downward spiral of negative emotions, which drains and sucks the life force out of every little tiny cell in your body, so that you're left with nothing but a death wish. It's easy to push people into a depression, but is a billion times harder to push them out of it again.

It will take some time before I'll continue to write my T-rated story, but I will, but right now it is on hold. Sorry. :/

Below you'll find the summary to some of the stories I once had up. Maybe one day when things calm down and look brighter I might try to somehow rewrite and repost them.

With love

Lost In A Magic Realm

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Information on the Forgive Me, Love Me - story:
I wanted to start with something that seemed very generic but with a lot of twist and turns, so you never really know what is going to happen. I also wanted to write something were I would have the opportunity to really push my own boundaries and learn from the experience whether it would be good or bad. Just like this story takes place during high school, this story is also in a way my own little school of learning, where I try to find out, if I have the courage to write something or not? What did I do right or wrong? How can I describe a certain scene without making it sound like a copy or something that have been done over and over again? - And since I'm write this story to learn how to write and push myself, then it also means that this story will properly seem like a chaotic of almost everything.

Summary: Edward Cullen is the high schools uncrown king. He's rich, smart, gorgeous and a jerk. If he wants a girl, she will drop her panties within the second. Before freak girl Bella left, Edward's second favorite entertainment was to torment and ridicule her, now a year and a half later she is back for her senior year. Can she forgive and love him now that he has fallen for her? Will others let them forget?

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Information on the Fulfillment - story:
Fulfillment and the quote; 'What's in a name by which we call a rose by any other word would smell as sweet.' Act 2, scene 1. Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet, the balcony scene. they are the heart and soul of a story called Secrets, that I intend to write one day. Why haven't I begun to write the story yet? - Well I want to finish my first story, before I begin with Secrets, since it is a more complicated story.
The reason for me publishing Fulfillment is because the last few weeks I found it difficult to concentrate, whenever I was in the middle of writing a new chapter for my first story Forgive Me, Love Me, I found myself distracted by Fulfillment as it kept popping up in my head. In other words Fulfillment insisted on being published and wouldn't leave me alone. Now it is published I hope, I'll be able to concentrate on my first story once more.

Secrets is a Dom./Sub. Story, where not everything are as they seems to be.

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Information on the First Time Education - story:

First Time Education is a story I wrote, because the first chapter came to me while writing my first story Forgive Me Love Me, and I found it a little crazy and over the top to be in that particularly story, so I posted it as an a more individual and separate story, because I found it to fun to let go. Chapter two was added to separate this story further from Forgive Me Love Me.
First Time Education is not a story that should be taken seriously; it is just a silly and kinky story on the graphic side. Some would properly say that I should delete this story, and I have thought about, but I got a review that really got to me, because it told me something I needed to hear and made me aware of a problem I was unable to see before, which is why I'm keeping the story posted, so I'll be able to go back and read that one review over and over again.

The same politics goes with all my other stories. I read every review and take them in, so I can learn from them, and I want to keep my stories posted so that I'll be able to go back one day and hopefully see an improvement in my writing. However... should the administrators of Fanfiction contact me one day and ask me to delete a story/stories, then I will do it, in the hopes that I at least may keep one story and continue to write and learn from my mistakes.

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Information on the Unknown Myths and Legends - story:

For some time now I have been walking around with desire to try writing a rated T-story, and I came up with this one, because I can't help thinking about the part, where Bella and Edward talks about, how he came to be a vampire, and Bella asks where the first came from. Then I thought it could be a fun twist if Bella was from a race that actually created the very first vampires, the ones that lives among us mortals. Which is why I thought of the Ancients, a race that at a certain point in their life can shape-shift between being a human and a creature with vampire qualities. In their 'vampire'-form they only drink blood and are in every way like the vampires, as we know them in Twilight. Another reason is also the thought; what if Bella found out that Aro killed his own sister just so that Marcus would stay by his side?

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NB: I apologize, if I have offended any one with one of my stories, it was never my intention. I write foremost to become better at writing. Furthermore... If you are below the legal age (18 years old), please do not read my M-rated stories, because they are graphic and not suitable for underaged persons. Sorry about that, but it has to be said.