hi guys and gals!!! I feel like God is telling me to say this...

If any of you are dealing with ANYTHING in your life, feel absolutely free to talk to me. I'm always willing to listen, because I love you guys! And I want to help! I promise not to judge you by your situation, because I've done some bad things too! I love you all!! And I'll be praying for you all!! I love you!!

Me:

Im a girl :)

im between the ages of 12 and 16

i live in America

i dream to live 100% for God!!

Stuff I Enjoy Doing

-Volleyball

-Ninjitsu

-Reading

-Writing

-Hanging out with friends

-Acting

My Favorite

Movies: The Lord of the Rings trilogy, The Hobbit trilogy, Star Wars (IV is my fav.), Star Trek: Into Darkness, Shawshank Redemption (yes, I know it's rated R. Bad words don't hurt you and I never say them.), Casino Royale, Skyfall, seriously so many more

T.V. Shows: Doctor Who, TMNT (80's and 2k3), Teen Titans, Adventure Time, Supernatural, Star Trek (the original series), Sherlock, Star Wars the Clone Wars (not season 5), anime (besides porn ones and romance ones, I lurv it!!)

Books: The Hunger Games, Heart of Briar, Enclave series, Book Thief, the Shining (yes, I've read the book), Lord of the Rings trilogy, The Hobbit, Narnia series, the Outsiders, Ties that Bind Ties that Break, The Hiding Place, the Giver

Sport: Volleyball, ninjitsu

Food: Your average sandwich... they are delicious

Color: blue.

Class: Creative Writing, dance, math, world geography, ancient world history, Spanish, art, life science.

What to Look For in My Stories

-Most likely angst and/or whump. I enjoy writing those kinds of things (I know, I'm one CRAZY 11 year old)

-no rated M fics. I dont read them, I barely understand them, I will not write them.

-T for blood ONLY. All (or most) will be rated T only for the fact that there will be blood. Nothing else.

READ THIS PLEASE!!!! (I hope this will help you. Just listen for a moment, even if you aren't Christian, please at least read this. I want to help. This is based off my life, but also from my friend's experiences.)

Lies of the devil

They ring in my ears

Blinding me with the dark

And exploiting all my fears

They hit me like a rock

Crushing every belief

But the sins, they seem ok

They voice says they're relief

My eyes are opened

To all my fatal flaws

I started skipping meals

It's for a rightful cause

My parents splitting up,

That has to be on me

I'm a hindrance to everyone

I'm not the daughter I should be

My grades lose altitude

Plummeting to an all time low

I'm inches from rock bottom

Not that far to go

Love him, the voice says

So I went home with him

After yet another screw up,

I'm teetering on the rim

Stress in mountains

Growing with each day

Each cut for each mistake

It's the price I deserve to pay

Now here I am

With my knife in my hand

I'm ready to be done

I want my life to end

But what I didn't know

Was the battle for my life

Heaven vs Hell

Wanting control of the knife

Hell would aim for the vein

Slice it right through

As I placed it against my wrist

The second voice grew

He spoke of love and life

With eternal life in the end

Forgiveness was promised

He said he'd be my friend

He told me to put the knife away

Before I made an un fixable mistake

As I set the blade to the side,

My whole life began to shake

It was rocked by the love of God

Blazing full speed ahead

And for once in my life,

I didn't want to be dead

I started going to church

And youth group too

I knew from that point on

I would live a life fresh and new

So here I am now

Telling many's tale

Of how despite everything

God will prevail

You only have to ask

And you shall receive

In Him you will find love

And ever coveted relief

So spread His word

As I am doing now

For another life to be lost

We cannot allow

Spread the love

In any way God tells you

Rely on the bible for truth

And live your life through

Do something worth while

It'll be worth it in the end

And I promise you this

Gods love will never end

He wants each one of you

Despite all our sins

So please take a leap of faith

For God always wins

Just start out with a prayer

Or a desperate plea

At the right moment he'll answer

It definitely worked for me

God won't forsake you

But you have to believe

God is the right path

Don't do it for your selfish needs

Do it to save yourself

From eternal despair

Doubt is understandable

But the weight's hard to bear

The voice wants to drag you down

And will do anything to do so

So ask God for help

He'll help you to know

Lies of the devil

May ring in your ears,

But God is stronger

And will erase all your fears.

I hope you got something out of that, and I hope it impacted you in some way. I love you all, and God bless :)