I... am not really sure what to say here. Before it was full of excitement about putting my stories back up after pulling them due to my issues with the MODs, followed by the still very valid treat of pulling them back down should I find out anything like what happened before. Now... that's still the case, but I feel the need to express this to everyone that visits my profile.

July 26th of 2019 changed my life forever, and not in a good way. The literal exact opposite, actually, and no... I'm not going to say what that was here.

This is more for me to say... I still, even a near year since my last update, and despite what happened, have no intention of leaving any story unfinished. That's not to say there aren't a couple I won't pull; either because I have no desire to write it, or because I don't know what I'm going to do with it, and there is only so long things will stay on hiatus before I'll take it down until such time I get back to where I was going with it. Everything stays for now, and the longer stories will certainly be completed. No worries, and if I do take something down, it will be with ample notice.

I don't abandon anything I start. I start with every intention of finishing. I'm just not who I used to be. Nothing can make me her again, and writing just doesn't give me the escape it used it, when there is no escape from the Hell I live everyday.

Alert me if you want to know when I update, because regular ones were never my strong suit, and now... it'll happen when or if I have time.

~Speklez