I had meant to update much earlier, but somehow couldn't find the energy to do so. I think I've been juggling too many things and facing constant disappointment with expectations I've had towards many, many things. During Quarantine, I tried writing my own original story, but I feel stuck by analysis paralysis, my own insecurities, and the complete inability to concentrate on anything. Overall, just feeling chronically exhausted. Not sure if its depression, disappointment, negative effects of social media, a conflation of multiple factors or what. I tried an internet block extension, but it hasn't helped. I'm barely able to write anything. I don't know what to do.