Author has written 4 stories for Anime X-overs, Kingdom Hearts, and Princess Tutu.
Man, it has been a while since I last updated this. Two years... In that time, some things have changed. For one thing, my pen name is now incredibly inaccurate because now there is only one self inside my head. Dark re-integrated with the rest of my psyche a year ago. I am considering changing it to "I Like Cats" or something like that. This, at least, will never change about me. Still in my thirties, still struggling to find a place to live that my nerves won't tweak out over, still fighting with anxiety, and still a nerd. Hobbies include: reading/writing fanfiction/original stories, swimming, playing video games, tabletop RPGs, drawing, sleeping, reading books, watching videos on YouTube, listening to music (I have eclectic tastes), and writing music.
My favorite anime/manga series have changed a bit due to my falling out of interest with several series. The others remain the same though:
-Rurouni Kenshin
-Inu-Yasha
-Dragon Knights (needs to be an anime...)
-Digimon Adventures 01 & 02 and Digimon Frontier
-Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon
-Gundam Wing
-Cardcaptor Sakura(NOT CARDCAPTORS!)
-Black Cat
-Yu-Gi-Oh!
-Tenchi Muyo!/TV
-Magic Knight Rayearth
-Slayers (Next and Try included)
-Yu-Yu Hakusho
-.hack//SIGN
-Pokemon Adventures (the manga is so much better than the anime...)
-Chrono Crusade
-DNAngel
-Bleach
-Full Metal Alchemist (both versions of the anime are good by me)
-Princess Tutu (...this anime is perfect. The story is perfect, the characters are perfectly written, the music is perfect, and the art is perfect. HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS SERIES EXISTED?!?! It's like it was tailored to me specifically...)
My favorite video games has also changed a bit in that I finally lost interest in Kingdom Hearts. Considering how convoluted the plot was getting, I've concluded it was only a matter of time. Still, I enjoyed it for a good long time and I don't regret the time I spent on the games. They were fun once even if I don't really enjoy them anymore. Such is life.
-FF4
-FF6
-FF7
-FF8
-FF9
-FF10(Tidus is annoying and some of the the voice overs make me cringe, but the storyline and the music are incredible)
-Chrono Trigger
-Chrono Cross
-Seiken Densetsu series(Includes Secret of Mana, two games that were never released in the US, and Legend of Mana)
-Legend of Zelda series
-the Pokemon games(I LOVE EEVEES!)
-Legend of Dragoon
-Soul Caliber/Edge series
-Xenosaga
- .hack series
-Suikoden series
-Elder Scrolls series after Morrowind
-Star Ocean series
-Tales of Series
-Fire Emblem series (MAGES!!!!!)
-Mass Effect trilogy (Why can I not have Shepard be a turian? They look so cool...and their voices...)
-Undertale (Discovered the game well after the hype died down, but enjoy it anyways!)
Since I don't watch TV anymore I've removed the TV shows list. I still like those series, but I don't watch them much anymore. My list of books that I like continues to grow ever longer. Some are fiction (fantasy/sci-fi forever!!!) and some are non-fiction (I collect reference materials...). I will say that I love the works of Tolkien and Terry Pratchett's Discworld series. No, I am not over the fact that he died and I doubt I ever will be. Love the films by Studio Ghibli, like a lot of old Disney films, love Star Wars, and love musicals.
As my list of media I consume has changed, so too has my list of favorite characters. I still like many of the characters who have been removed from this list, but...I can't call them favorite's anymore. I'm never making a list of characters I simply like purely because it would be WAY too bloody long. So here is the modified list along with my justifications for liking them:
-Kuja(FF9) Anyone who criticizes him as a villain remember this...he successfully killed his creator, destroyed one planet, and nearly destroyed another. He is the MOST successful FF villain after Kefka when it comes to the realization of his goals. As much as I like Sephiroth...Kuja did better. Also he's the only villain to repent his deeds before he dies. I respect that.
-Zidane Tribal(FF9) Only Playstation generation protagonist to not come with a boat-load of issues and, when the angst train does hit, he gets over it pretty fast
-Dagger/Princess Garnet/Sarah(FF9) She's one of the best developed female leads of the Playstation generation. Respect.
-VIVI!(FF9) So...freaking...adorable...
-Freya Crescent(FF9) Love her theme song, love her backstory, wish the writers had done more with her in the game, and a race of giant rodents with a class of knights who specialize in fighting DRAGONS is freaking awesome. What more needs to be said?
-the moogles(FF9) Cute cute cute cute CUTE!!!
-Squall Leonhart(FF8) He amuses me. Also I am freaking in love with his weapon! Even if it is the most impractical thing ever it is so freaking COOL!!
-Fujin(FF8) I like how she talks
-Sephiroth(FF7) drools Masamune... So pretty... Also I want to pounce on/bat at his hair. I am in touch with my inner feline
-Vincent Valentine(FF7) I like his backstory
-Kadaj (FF7: AC) He is so freaking adorable when he's crazy
-chaos(XS) Mostly because of his voice-acting
-KOS-MOS(XS) She is just so badass...
-Bahamut(most Final Fantasy games) But especially his appearance in the cutscene from the shutdown of the original version of FFXIV...holy hell that was pure epicness...and that song...wow...just wow
-Magus(CT) shrug It's the hair and the scythe. Also I really like his background...and his spells are fun as hell to unleash on unsuspecting victims...
-Schala(CT) I don't know why I like her so much considering she pretty much only exists as a plot device, but I do. Also I love her theme song
-Serge(CC) Love his weapon. Love his design. Really all there is too it.
-Kid(CC) I love her lines...
-Glenn(CC) What little development he got I liked
-Harle (CC) She is just so much fun...also I love her lines too
-Link(LoZ) Seriously, though, who doesn't?
-Vaati (LoZ) shrug He's pretty
-Hotaru Tomoe/Sailor Saturn(BSSM) Her title is the Soldier of Death and Destruction! You do not get much more badass than that!
-Makoto Kino/Sailor Jupiter(BSSM) Favorite Inner Senshi ever! She kicks butt and takes names!
-ChibiChibi(BSSM) Just...so cute...
-Spinel Sun(CCS) Cute and cool. Can't go wrong with that.
-Sakura Kinomoto(CCS) I honestly think it is impossible to NOT like this character...
-Syaoran Li(CCS) D'AWW!! He's so adorable when he's flustered! Also I ship Sakura/Syaoran like crazy. And it's CANON!
-Yue(CCS) If you haven't noticed a pattern by now there is something wrong with you. Hint: it's the hair.
-Clow Reed(CCS) ...Please don't break causality... ahem Sorry. I like the schemers
-Eriol Hiragaziwa (CCS) See above. Also cute.
-Kenshin(RK) He's the series protagonist!
-Kaoru(RK) I like watching her beat people up
-Sojiro(RK) Eh, he's just adorable
-Ken Ichijouji(D:02) Best developed character in that entire series
-Yamato Ishida(D:01) I loved his character arc
-Yami(YGO) So freaking badass...
-Anzu (YGO) Eh, she's grown on me
-Isis(YGO) Cool mysterious girl. What's not to like?
-Malik (YGO) I swear that his appearance was specifically designed to hit the female libido like a sledgehammer. I am an asexual and I STILL think he's freaking pretty!
-Mokuba(YGO) Adorable.
-Kaiba(YGO) I want to be him SO BAD...
-Kuriboh(YGO)hee, hee, hee, hee, hee...
-Ryoko(TM/TV) She's just fun
-Sasami(TM/TV) Same as Mokuba. Adorable.
-Kiyone(TV) That poor woman...you just can't help but feel sorry for her
-Hikaru Shidou(MKR) Cute and kicks butt
-Train Heartnet (BC) He's an interesting character
-Eve (BC) Cute, kicks butt, and can shapeshift
-Rath Illuser(DK) Pretty much everything about his character is appealing to me
-Cesia (DK) I ship her and Rath hardcore. Also CANON!!
-Lloyd(LoD) Silver. Hair.
-Rose(LoD) Badass lady with a sword
-Xellos (Slayers) I told you, I like the schemers. Also his Japanese voice is just great
-Zelgadis (Slayers) Did you know he has the same Japanese voice actor as Heero Yuy? That guy can sing...
-Lina (Slayers) EXPLOSIONS!!!
-Valgaav (Slayers) He has the same Japanese voice actor as Malik...that guy is good...
-Hiei(YYH) Fire. Dragon. Enough said
-Kurama(YYH) I love it when he gets serious. He kills people. Politely. That is awesome
-Shizuru(YYH) Why is she not a main character? Why? She's so cool!
-Genkai(YYH) Badass old lady with an attitude. What's not to like?
-Yusuke(YYH) Series. Protagonist.
-Tsukasa(.h//S) So adorable
-Subaru(.h//S) Also adorable
-Haseo (.h//G.U.) Still can't get over the fact that its the same kid behind Sora in .hack//Sign...but he is just so much FUN!!
-Albireo (.h//AI Buster) Bad. Ass.
-Ruby (PA) I want Game Freak to make more re-makes of Ruby/Sapphire/Emerald just so I get more arcs with this character in the manga... I really do...
-Sapphire (PA) OH MY GOD I SHIP RUBY/SAPPHIRE SO FREAKING MUCH!!!! AND ITS CANON!!!!
-Red (PA) Ash/Satoshi WISHES he was as epic as Red...
-Lance (PA) Dragons...
-Diamond (PA) He's more competent than he lets on and I want to hug him. He's just that adorable
-Karin Kurosaki (Bleach) She is such a badass little kid
-Toshiro Hitsugaya (Bleach) ...I have a weakness for light colored hair...plus his zanpakuto is a freaking DRAGON. Of course I like him!
-Edward Elric (FMA) He makes me laugh...
-Roy Mustang (FMA) shrug What? I'm a bit of a pyro... Plus he also makes me laugh.
-Soren (FE:PoR/RD) Oh my god, he is so freakin' epic...and pretty...
-Marth (FE) Honestly I've been interested in him since he first appeared in SSBM. Playing Shadow Dragon just solidified it
-Fakir (PT) Perfect. Character. Also I ship him and Ahiru so hard. They are just perfect for each other. Series ending was ouch... Seriosuly, though, I could write an essay on everything about his character that appeals to me. That is how much I like him.
-Ahiru(PT) She's about as impossible to hate as Sakura is... Now I just need to get over the hang up that one of my favorite pairings is technically cross-species...
-Papyrus (Undertale) I would argue it is impossible to dislike that skeleton! He's just so sweet...
-Asriel (Undertale) Precious goat child is precious
-Alphys (Undertale) I identify with her so much... Reclusive nerd girl solidarity FOREVER!!!
-Sans (Undertale) Honestly I just enjoy his dialogue. He made me appreciate puns again after years of paternal punning more or less killed my liking for them. That and I adore his interactions with his brother. Love my skele-bros!
-Asgore (Undertale) He's a nice guy who made bad decisions and has been paying for them for who knows how long. I don't care that he murdered kids (mostly because I am terrified of children myself and so don't like them very much)! He's suffered enough and he deserves hugs!
-Undyne (Undertale) She. Exists. Do I really need any other reason to like this character?
sigh One of these days I will work out how to include all of the stuff I consider important for people to know about me and have it be concise. Today is not that day... So I still have a lot of characters I dislike immensely. For some of them the word 'hate' isn't strong enough. Neither is the word 'loathe'. I just want them to suffer and die over and over again for all eternity. Yes, I am extremely vindictive.
-Garland(FF9 only) He just ticks me off
-Hojo(FF7) Don't hurt the characters I like if you want to live
-Jenova(FF7) Freaky virus...
-Lavos(CT) It's the game's final boss. You're supposed to hate it!
-Vandemon a.k.a Myotismon in all his forms(D:01&02) STAY DEAD ALREADY GODDAMMIT!!!
-Naraku(IY) HATE!!!
-Kefka(FF6) Hate is not a strong enough word for how I feel about him...
-Yami Malik(YGO) He annoys me
-Pegasus J. Crawford(YGO) Also annoys me
-Shaadi (YGO) I don't know why I can't stand the guy, but...I just don't like him...
-Albedo(XS) I'm sorry but that guy is screwed up in the head.
-Melbu Frahma(LoD) Again. Final boss. You're supposed to hate him.
-Creed Diskenth (BC) My god he's insane...and clearly in love with Train. The second point I don't really hold against him, but he's just too darn creepy...
-Karasu(YYH) Don't try to change my opinion on him. He just ticks me off.
-Aizen (Bleach) SHUT UP ABOUT YOUR GOD COMPLEX ALREADY!!!!
-Drosselmeyer (PT) That moment when you realize he set up his great-great-great grandson to die horribly...on purpose
Now for the obligatory profile pasting thingummy:
Girls Don't Realize These Things
I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you
I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend
I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around
I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work
I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.
I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care
But most of all
I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore
I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am
I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.
I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...
I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.
I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.
I'm sorry
That I cared
I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.
I'm sorry
That I let you speak when you wanted, when I had so much that I wanted to say.
Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.
If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'
If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'
I'm asexual. I have no real interest in either gender sexually. I can still recognize when someone is physically appealing, but it doesn't do anything for me. This is probably a good thing since I seem to have absorbed some of my dark side's sadistic tendencies since our reintegration. But yeah, I'm single, celibate, and staying that way.
Yet again I am leaving a REMINDER that I still don't post fics until they're complete. The first book of my multiple volume Kingdom Hearts epic is finished! Unfortunately, it is never going to be completed as a FANFICTION. I am currently working on turning it into an original story by stripping out all of the Kingdom Hearts references and coming up with alternatives that won't require me to re-write too much of the lore or story. This will likely take several years, so if you liked that fic I apologize for the dissappointment. If you are interested in the story as it is without the Kingdom Hearts stuff I will eventually be posting the re-write on FictionPress once it's done. I will pose a notice on this profile page once the first book is up, but don't count on it being any time soon. My list of interests are many and it can take me a while to hit a gap where I can get any work on my original story ideas done... 'Alternio', my first fic, is officially never going to be completed or posted. Ever. It is so broken that I can't find any way to possibly fix it. And yet...it's my first story. Deleting it from my hard-drive all together... shudders I just can't do it. I have justified keeping it around as an example to myself of what not to do when writing a story. But, considering I started writing it when I was thirteen, it never really had a chance to be anything BUT terrible. Currently not working on any fanfiction projects beyond coming up with random story concepts for Elder Scrolls fanfiction. Chances of me turning these concepts into actual stories any time soon is unlikely.
Now for my advertizements for other people's work. Please read 'Twilight Perfection' by the gr8sephiroth; it's a really awesome fic. A definite must read for Sephiroth fans. And check out the stories of James Firecat! They're really good and they don't get enough love from readers! AND WATCH PRINCESS TUTU!!! It's a good series! It deserves more love! The webseries 'Suede's Pokemon Journey' is also enjoyable when the videoes haven't been blocked. Also the 8-bit Theater webcomic. And the Darths and Droids webcomic. And that's everything.