Yo! Guess who got a new desktop! Yeahhhhh! Big mama's back, baby!

Anyways, my name is still Nichole A. Smith-Lopez. Everyone still calls me Nikki, or in my husband's case 'Babe'. I'm convinced that he's forgotten my name. ;D I've been married for many years now! No need for a number, we're death til we freaking part! I'm a November baby.

I'm still the wife of a great police officer. Not a cop, cops are crooked killers, police officers are true blue law upholding people. You have seen the differences on many occasions in the news and on social media. We still have 4 dogs. And, I am not only the mother of 11 of the most beautiful babies God has ever graced any woman with! Jorge Jr., Monica, Jazzmyne, Howard, my first twins Takara and Thomas, Ti'Ana and Ki'Ana, my identical angels. Devon, known just as Dee dee, baby girl Jordan, and lastly my Javier. I am also the grandma of 6 wonderful trouble makers!

Thank you to all of you that have written me. I love you all!! We still live in Beantown (that's Boston, MA for those not familiar with the term). Go Sox! Boston STRONG!!! I am a master grill chef @ a university here. I still LOVE hanging around my kids, fighting with my sisters and brothers, curling up on the couch with my mama watching TV, playing cards with my daddy. My hubby still has his 2015 Mustang convertible, or his side chick as I like to call her.

I'm an admitted peanut and almond M&M junkie! I shall probably overdose on them one day. I love reading anything from my mentors and my friends, like PrincessSin, GravitationKitty, Victoria, and a very witty little bunny named PheonixDiamond. That kid makes me laugh! She's so talented! Smooches to you. Thank you for being part of my online family, Love ya! FoxieFireFly, were you @ babe! Still got a lot of love 4 u, my love! And, also spare a moment to read Vampire in hell. Her Hellsing stories are crazy! Plus, there's Cresendo-noise- is-dead. The happiest and cutest writer I know. Sometimes, I just want to adopt these people. Some of them I already have. And, they know who they are! I have some newer chat buddies that have been keeping me so amused with their stories and personalities! Midnightlibra89 and Delmire, very witty and lovely people. They introduced me to a new network of sweet and funny friends! And my soul sista Galye Nightingale who keeps me sane in an insane world! Thank you, my friend for putting up with me. Being an ear when I need one, and pool of good thoughts!

I'm STILL an anime JUNKIE! My favorites being: InuYasha ( I heard about the new InuYasha series. I can't wait to see it), FOOLYCOOLY(even thought it's a little stupid), Fist of the North Star (the anime, not the live action), VanDread, RomeoxJuliet, Sailor Moon (All sagas & movies), Gravitation, Fullmetal Alchemist and Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood (That was the BOMB! It was a lot better than the first FA series, in my world.), Trinity of Blood, Hellsing, Crying Freeman, Robotech, Blood and Blood C , His and Her Circumstances, Dragonball, Dragonball Z, and Dragonball GT, Black Butler (Sebastian is the coolest butler! I wish I could keep my home together with as much ease as he does!), Kyo Kara Moah, Blue Excorist, Embracing Love, Finder Series (OMFG... Akihito and Asami! OMG!), SugarFairy and Angelic Layer(I watched that with my 3 older daughters when they where small. Now, I show it to my 4 baby girls.), Express Galaxy, Capt. Hardlock, Emeraldas, Oh my Goddess and Ah my goddess (both seasons), Ai Yori Aoshi(I'm a sucker for a good romance!), Akira (My hubby has a motorcycle, I love motorcycles and fast cars!), Armitage (All of them), Baccano (Because the characters and many plots are sick!) Basilisk and the Kenshin sagas, Got the new Sailor Moon saga, Crystal Season one part one, and I'm waiting for part 2. I think it's so awesome! And, a lot more!

These are only a few titles. I got into anime with my kids and have been hooked ever since!

I'm also an avid Ice Cube fan. I have all his CDs and movies. I even have an autographed picture of me and Cube! It's amazing the kind of perks you get, being a cop's wife!

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Okay, serious stuff below. And it has nothing to do with the fact that I'm a rabid yaoi fan girl, homophobia is wrong. (And I have to live with someone who is homophobic. He believes that homosexuals are 'wrong' and should be executed.)

PLEASE READ WHAT'S UNDER THIS!!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

Make a difference in this world!

U can get @ me anytime. nch smi8 @ aol. com.

Anyway, it's nice to be a member and I still LOVE YOU ALL MADLY!!! I will still... B reading U soon!!