Author has written 12 stories for Gravity Falls, Harry Potter, Teen Wolf, Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, and ParaNorman. Hello all! I'm Cesca (said, Chess-ka), and this is my fanfiction account, (uh - obviously) and where I post random junk I thought up - somehow. Oh, and I have deleted MOS as it was terrible. So there's that.. Edit #2: Okay, so, like, I'm honestly trying to focus on later, but I don't have much time lately to actually do so. So, there may be random, sporadic updates to my other, less time consuming projects, but I apologise as Later probably won't get an update for a while. Exams, yo. Edit #3: Well, exams are over so expect some updates. In fact, don't, because I don't want to get your hopes up. I may not even finish it before the year is up, but I think I'll finish it next year if that's the case. END OF EDITS = Oh! Also, I will be trying to do a Reading the books thing, but I can't post it here, (obviously) but to do the writing any way i'd need the books in Microsoft Word format - which I do not, sadly. so, if any of you would be kind enough, could someone send me the harry potter books 1-7 in word formait? pm me if you wish to, and pm me if you want a link to where I will put it - probably dropbox, or that secure 'connnections' thing this website has, or something. Edit #3 - So, ha, this project is definitely on hold until the summer. Sorry, but yeah. I figure that I'll just post about it in the AN of a chapter of later - (ha, as that is my most popular story ha.) - so yeah. We'll see. Also, like, I have to re-read the books and copy out the text. I've got this Idea which means I'll also have to do one for the movies... heh. ha. That'll take a while. (maybe I could find it on the internet...?hmmm...) END OF THIS EDIT Edit #4: Hey. It's been four years since I updated my profile last, so I figured I should do some stuff. I want to first make some things noted that I haven't made noted before: I started writing fanfiction when I was eleven. I have since deleted a few of the fics I wrote originally, though I have one of them on my hard drive, and I might decide to tidy up the formatting and post it for archival's sake, those will stay deleted. I turned 19 this year (2020), so everything prior to 2019 was written by an under-aged me with very little writing experience (my first Real Big Fic was in 2016, because I was VERY spotty at writing between 2012 and 2016) and it shows. I'm keeping all of it up, because I think it should stay up - for archival, yes, but also so I can see how far I've come since then. A lot changes in eight years - style, content, tone, etc. I write differently now to how I did then, and I have different opinions. I want to clarify some things that might seem a tad obtuse, if you don't mind too much; 1 - I like Mabel Pines. Granted, I don't like her as much as I like Stan or Dipper or Wendy or Ford, but I do like her. I might seem very harsh on her, but that was mostly because I was a very harsh teenager, and I felt for Dipper, because I empathised with him. I don't have any siblings, and my friends that do have them are rarely super positive about the whole thing, so that also tinged my writings. I think certain things stand, but I don't think others do. I think I was too harsh in Later, but I believe Mabel's Sacrifice holds up alright content-wise, and honestly I don't hate how I wrote it, either. I do freely admit she's very hard to write for me, so I can acknowledge that there might be moments of OOC dialogue, but once again, that was more from a lack of experience than anything else. 2 - I post mainly on Archive Of Our Own, these days, under the same name; CescaLR. 99% of the time, I'll upload first there. 99% of the time, a new fic will be AO3 exclusive. This isn't because I hate FFN - honestly, I prefer reading on here, because it's way more accessible - but it's because I find it much easier to upload there. The lack of a constant agreement every five seconds that you have to re-accept is... hmm maybe part of that yeah, also you're allowed to post series as series and not one very big fic, which makes me feel better about the whole thing, and additionallly tags!!! tags are the best on AO3. More than just four characters and at max two two-person relationships. It's grand. You can actually filter out bashing! Mostly. Which is... more than I can say for FFN. Think of FFN as... a bunch of wild west outlaws, and think of AO3 as a wild west town. AO3 has some kind of structure to it. FFN feels very... difficult to navigate, once you've forgotten how, and I admit, I have forgotten how. It's been a few years since I last read a fic on here through finding it via using the FFN search/filters and shit. So... yeah. AO3 before FFN, and I'm so forgetful it's not... super likely I'll remember to update the FFN version. Ever. At all. So, yeah. I'm AO3, mostly, now, and I do apologise for just... forgetting to mention that. At any point in the last few years. Wow, well done Cesca, real responsible adult of you there, jesus. 3 - hmmm idk maybe I'll think of things to add later. This is weird, it's kind of... odd being back here. I don't know how I feel about it. 4 - Most of the works here that are WIPs will either be forever unfinished ore ARE finished I just never posted the last chapters on FFN. Check my AO3 for that. Also, uh, I'm mostly out of writing for Gravity Falls, now. I'm mainly a Teen Wolf/Harry Potter gal, these days, so not much has changed, but a little has. I have a couple stories for Assassin's creed and of course Buffy on my AO3, if that sounds cool to you! You know. Tempting to go check it out? Please? Shameless self promo? Okie. So. Yeah! Secondly, mostly, again I just want to apologise for kinda... disappearing? I will update all the fics that are WIPs to their current state on AO3, at the very least, and maybe I'll pick up some of my older fics again. I'm feeling nostalgic, it could be fun, we'll see. And finally: Thanks for reading this, and I hope you like my fic, whether you've read some/one already or are about to, I really do hope you enjoy/ed it! END OF EDIT 4. Pre 2020 Profile Bits (written when 15 or below): People seem to do this for some reason, so here it goes: Age - Ha! you actually thought i'd give that? idiot. Edit: I'm 19. I was not when I wrote this, obviously. Gender - Female. Name - Uh... Cesca? why would I give you anything else? Fav colour(s) - too many, far, far too many. I'm not a huge fan of green, though. There's that, I guess. Fandoms - Oh, gosh - um, Buffy TVS, Harry Potter, Allll of Rick Riordan's stuff (except the norse stuff 'cause I haven't read that yet), Assassins' Creed, the books of beginning, Miraculous ladybug, Gravity Falls, Welcome to Hell, Teen Wolf, and uh, I think that is all that matter really. There may possibly be stories for other fandoms on this account, but I don't really know much about the fandom per say, just the media. Stuff related to fandoms: uh, i guess so. Okay, uh, I'm in Slytherin, and Pudwudgie (is that how you spell that? Meh.) my wand is Hawthorn with i think Dragon Heartstring. I - uh - I ship Dipfica, or Dippica or whatever you call it, occasionally wendip, pinecest is kinda gross, but then i backtrack and say Dippercest is sort-of okay but yeah no its not. BillDip creeps me out but i guess i've read it so there's that, there was this one fic that made me ship dipper/wendy/robbie so bad - it was a great fic. Yeah. Anyway, um, i like Stan/Carla - Starla?? - that's 'kay, um, and Fiddleford. Which is literally his name. It was destined. Anyway - um, think that's it for Gravity falls ships. I'm pretty open minded, honestly, which is okay but I don't always ship what I read. Kay? Good. Uh, I kinda like most pairings in the HP fandom [2020 - lie. Stop lying., honestly, except for Harmony (Harry/Hermione), Drarry, [2020 - clarification; two lies in a row, at the time of that being written. Well done. I was, by the way, a hypocrite. I do not, anymore, like Drarry or Harmione in any way, shape, or form. They're both very unfortunate ships.] and Snarry. And any really out there ones that aren't in a crack fic or a realistic setting. It still kinda weirds me out though so there's that. but, shit, i've read stories about like, three of those. So yeah. [2020 - clarification; I have never read snape/harry. 'really out there' back then for me was, I think, Hermione/Remus time travel, which isn't very out there at all, given how much of it there is (or was, at the time).] guess which ones. [2020 - please don't.] Mainly, I like cannon pairings (I know, so boring.) [2020 - I take that back. It's not boring to like the canon pairings, and I'm refusing to joke about it. People hate people that like Ronmione or Harry/Ginny, and I won't stand for it anymore.] And Ron/Harry, Harry/Luna. and Hermione/One of the Twins i don't really care. [2020 - I care now. I no longer ship Fremione or Geormione. They don't really make sense, though I have nostalgia for that one Fremione fic everyone knows. I did have some good taste, though! Harron/Ronnarry is my OTP for the fandom, these days. Obviously I'm a multishipper, though, and I do still love the canons 3 Sort of. Ronmione has gone way down, mostly because of Hermione's actions. I made a fic about it, entitled 'Golden Bullets', which should give you a clue as to it's content - what it addresses that I wasn't happy with Hermione doing :)] I also like to read some Harry potter oc fics, which could possibly be/are classed as SI's but I don't see the harm in them. Some are pretty good. And other's... Well. We learned from My Immortal, at least there's that. (we learned not to write those things like that ever because they're terrible.) [2020 - My Immortal is gold standard trolling fic, I had no taste. Also, even if it was genuine, there's still no harm in it. Someone's just trying to write for the first time, and they might be terrible, and it might be the worst thing ever written, but that doesn't really matter to me, anymore. Let kids make mistakes, you know? Or they never learn from it.] Ummm... Buffy - Xander/Cordelia, Willow/Oz, Wllow/Tara, Buffy/Spike, Fred/Wesley (oh god the feels), Buffy/Faith, Giles/jenny, Ripper/Teen!Joyce (cause 'tis hilarious in the aftermath. and during.) and ha... that's about it. [2020 - Tara deserves far better than Willow and I stand by that statement to this day. Ripper/Joyce is fun, and I need to clarify Teen!Ripper/Teen!Joyce, for obvious reasons. Band Candy was a fun romp. Xandelia is still gold, Willoz is still gold, but I'm very much a fan of the weird complicated relationships that come from including Willow/Xander and Willow/Tara and Xander/Oz and Cordy/Doye. Polyamory can be interesting to write, it leads to unique dramas and situations. Still, Tara deserves far better than Willow, and these days I add to my Buffy femslash with Tara/Buffy because it's just... Soft. Good. Wholesome. And there you go! Also you get the best of all worlds with Buffy/Faith/Spike yes? Good. And I REALLY DON'T LIKE ANGEL. 26 year old immortals should NOT perv on 15 year old girls, thanks.] heh. For now. [2020 - hi! See, young me knew this would happen. I'm predictable to myself, and that's... hmm. I think that's a good thing.] ahem. um, Percebeth, Percy/Thalia, Thaluke; because pain, Katie/Travis, because that's, like, everywhere? and I don't remember it being mentioned in the books?? eh, whatever, um, generally the canon pairings have always been great, in my opinion. [2020 - I think I blanked that I ever shipped Percy/Thalia, bc what the fuck? Also, Katie/Travis sucks, and the last point? Correct.] Though I do tend to ship outside of canon at times. Ahem. I don't like percy/a fuckton of different goddesses, because - like, no. Artemis is /Artemis/ guys. Stahp it. Also... they'd pro'lly smite him. so yeah. [2020 - I don't really like demigod/god(ess) pairings. I particularly hate what was done with Leo/Calypso's relationship, like??? The fuck???? What happened there dear god] Um... Solangelo. 'Nuff said. (whispers - canon for pretty much the entire Rick Riordan reading list - but i do like a bit of Sadie/Nico at times too..) [2020 - clarification; pre BOO, I HC-d Nico as Bi, 'cause there were so few of us in anything and Nico was cool and unused in any romantic plots, so I could do whatever. Obviously, after the reveal, that changed, however, series written prior to that reveal that were Sadico were good fics, and shouldn't be bashed just because the reality of Nico's character's romantic leanings weren't known yet. I clarify now that my one and only nico pairing is with will :) ] Clay/Des16/17. Shawn/Rebecca. occasional Shawn/Des or lucy/desmond if I feel like it. [2020 - I no longer appreciate shawn/des at all, really, and I really don't like lucy/desmond. The rest is the same, though.] meh. canon, for the most part. TBOB - canon MLB - canon [2020 - Very descriptive. At the time (I'm no longer really in the fandom) I shipped Marichat, Adrinette, Ladrien, Ladynoir, Alyanette, Adrino/Adrinino, Chloe/Nathaniel, DjWifi.] SOCKATHAN FOR LIFE. coughs* ignore that last one. [2020 - don't. Though, that was slightly overenthusiastic. Sockathan is pleasantly entertaining.] I.. hm, i guess i tend to ship Jonathan/Sock.. like a fuck ton. (huehue...) [2020 - stop.] um. moving on. Yeah, mostly cannon for TW. But I've read outside of canon ships, and I despise Jydia so yeah. [2020 - funny. I don't like Jydia, but I don't hate it anymore, really. It's interesting, in a certain way. Also I'm no longer mostly canon. I don't like Scolia, I don't like Stydia. I like Stalia, I like Scira, I like Steo, I like Sciles, I like Malira, I like Allydia, I like lots of things, but not what was endgame. Sad.] links and shit: Ooh Look - A Title! My blog thing I do on my own. [2020 - abandoned blog] The Other Blog (We) I Own. The blog I co-own with L [2020 - other abandoned blog] Umm... My Youtube. I guess. [2020 - video edits, crap tutorials, gameplay (Sims 4 builds and cas and stuff, I'm thinking of maybe doing a pretty scripted Skyrim 'let's play' story, but we'll see if that ever happens lmao] My Tumblr. [2020 - multifandom blog, regular reblogs but few original posts because nobody ever sends me asks and I rarely have reason to make essays and such, I need to remember to start linking to my new fics as well. I take prompts on there, and I'm usually prompt in filling them out!] For some reason. [2020 - shameless self promo, duh. I was really weird about that sort of thing back then, huh?] So yeah, that's it for now! See ya! Disclaimer - (I'll just do this here) [2020 - oh wow I just got hit with 2012 purge flashbacks jesus christ] I own nothing I write about that you recognize, and if you think I stole your idea - Sorry! Didn't realize - think of it as flattery, for such amazing work. I am not blond, or rich, thus not J.K, nor am I male, so not able to be any male authors (duh.). I am not a redhead, or black haired, I am just a pale, short brunette. with glasses. I am also not rich. I have not the rights to any brand, and if you did sue me then you'd get nothing except maybe a few pennies off of the ground. (just as a warning - I tend to mix up the HP terminology from the English and American versions - so one chapter I may put say, sherbert lemon, but the next one I may put lemon drop - Sorry again, for any confusion!) [2020 - did I??? the fuck?? I'm English and I've only read the English versions, what the fuck???] I WILL ALWAYS CALL THE FIRST HARRY POTTER THE PHILOSOPHER'S STONE, thank you very much. [2020 - angry, much?] Uhm, here - have some random nonsense!; - everyone seems to have a list of these. but eh. nevermind i've done like the rest of us. [2020 - I wanted to do this. I thought it was cool. I don't see why I needed to pretend otherwise? Weird. 14 year old me, I don't understand you anymore. That's a very strange feeling.] QUOTES! : Never trust anything that can think for itself if you can't see where it keeps its brain. You can exist without your soul, you know, as long as your brain and heart are still working. But you'll have no sense of self anymore, no memory, no...anything. There's no chance at all of recovery. You'll just exist. As an empty shell. The consequences of our actions are so complicated, so diverse, that predicting the future is a very difficult business indeed. What's comin' will come and we'll meet it when it does. No, I think I'll just go down and have some pudding and wait for it all to turn up... It always does in the end. His priority did not seem to be to teach them what he knew, but rather to impress upon them that nothing, not even... knowledge, was foolproof. It's a strange thing, but when you are dreading something, and would give anything to slow down time, it has a disobliging habit of speeding up. Curiosity is not a sin... But we should exercise caution with our curiosity... yes, indeed. Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it. Fear of a name increases fear of the thing itself. It's like in the great stories, The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something. The fact that there is some good in this world, and its worth fighting for. Sam Gamgee (I love this quote.) "Even the smallest person can change the course of the future." -- Galadriel, Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring "All we have to do is decide what to do with the time that is given to us." Gandalf, Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring “Deserves it! I daresay he does. Many that live deserve death. And some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be too eager to deal out death in judgement. For even the very wise cannot see all ends. I have not much hope that Gollum can be cured before he dies, but there is a chance of it. And he is bound up with the fate of the Ring. My heart tells me that he has some part to play yet, for good or ill, before the end; and when that comes, the pity of Bilbo may rule the fate of many - yours not least.”- Gandalf (FOTR) "You can say what you like, Reepicheep. There are some things no man can face." -Caspian and Reepicheep "Aslan is on the move..." - lots of Narnia characters. like, seriously. If you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals. - Sirius Black (spoken like a true hypocrite. siriusly though, when he was younger he was such a jerk. ugh.) "I don't go looking for trouble. Trouble usually finds me". - Harry Potter, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (of course you don't. not like you ran headfirst into the events of the prev. two years or anything.) "It is our choices, Harry, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities". - Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets "To the well organized mind, death is but the next great adventure." - Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone "I don't know where you learned about right and wrong, but you seem to have missed a few crucial lessons." "I'll join you when hell freezes over. Dumbledore's Army!" Where’s the fun without a bit of risk?” – Fred Weasley "Do not pity the dead, Harry. Pity the living, and above all, pity those who live without love.": Dumbledore. DH. "...finally the flesh reflects the madness within..." - Uhm, lupin, I think, it's been a while since I read the third book... "You would know all about the madness within, wouldn't you, Remus!?!" "Now, if you two don't mind, I'm going to bed before either of you come up with another clever idea to get us killed. Or worse, expelled." People find it far easier to forgive others for being wrong than being right. You sort of start thinking anything's possible if you've got enough nerve. The mind is not a book, to be opened at will and examined at leisure. Thoughts are not etched on the inside of skulls, to be perused by an invader. The mind is a complex and many-layered thing. Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike ...We wizards have mistreated and abused our fellows for too long, and we are now reaping our reward. Time is making fools of us again. Have you ever heard of a plan where so many things could go wrong?" "Remember, if the time should come when you have to make a choice between what is right and what is easy, remember what happened to a boy who was good, and kind, and brave, because he strayed across the path of Lord Voldemort." We're all mad here."-Cheshire cat, Alice in Wonderland To infinity, and beyond!- Buzz Lightyear The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. Good things don't always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things or make them unimportant. - 11th Doctor Demons run when a good man goes to war. Night will fall and drown the sun when a good man goes to war. Friendship dies and true love lies. Night will fall and the dark will rise when a good man goes to war. Demons run but count the cost; the battle's won but the child is lost. - River Song "I am and always will be the optimist, the hoper of far-flung hopes, and the dreamer of improbable dreams." It was, he thought, the difference between being dragged into the arena to face a battle to the death and walking into the arena with your head held high. Some people, perhaps, would say that there was little to choose between the two ways, but Dumbledore knew - and so do I, thought Harry, with a rush of fierce pride, and so did my parents - that there was all the difference in the world. You place too much importance... on the so-called purity of blood! You fail to recognize that it matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be! It takes a great deal of bravery to stand up to our enemies, but just as much to stand up to our friends. I don't even know this is stupid long you're only here to look at my stories you don't care sorry- [2020 - not sorry any longer, I no longer have what appeared to be cripplingly low self esteem (that was probably from all the bullying, wasn't it?) anyway! Thanks for reading this not particularly stupid profile of mine, and I hope you enjoy my fanfictions :) ] |
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