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I love to write. It's my life. Also it does take me a while to update a story that I once had time for, but that's only cause I kinda ran out of ideas for the story so it's on hold for now and/ or I'm obsessed with another thing that takes up all my time so... yea.

I'm in love with Hindi films even if I can't understand them.(That's what subtitles are for) I speak English and I suck at spelling. My friend and I love SRK,( If you know what that means then you know who I'm talking about). My fave movies from him are K3G and Kal Ho Naa Ho. When I finished watching Kal Ho Naa Ho, I was cry like crazy at the end I love it so much.

I really love the movies he does with Kajol. Pretty much all the movies that they do together I love so much.

He is such a good actor and I really (along with my other friends who don't really know him but enough cause I tend to talk about it to much but anyway Yeah!) don't really think he looks like he's 46 years old but oh well.

I can become obsessed with one thing then the next day with another. I'm just weird like that, My friends say I'm weird, I say that I'm crazy. And I know that I am.

I can write for hours and not get tired. I do get headaches though, but who doesn't get those.

I can walk on the roughest sea's and climb the tallest mountain

I can sing a song that makes the spring time grow

I can do anything that I would like to do if I set my mind to it

But then after all of this, inside

I feel lost. Cold and silent

Dammed by hell and trapped by the people around me

And someday I shall die, but when I die I shall have no one near

I shall die with the wind carrying my spirit away

And then I shall be internally free, flying in the winds.

I'm scared, of people I knew, of people I loved, of people I trusted. I feel completely lost at this point. I don't even know who I am anymore.

You say that my name defies me.

I say that my life defies me.

You say that I am ugly.

I say that it is my soul that you find ugly.

You say that books are stupid.

I say that they are wisdom.

You say that life is shit.

I saw that life is life but you only have one.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. Or Mrs. . . .

REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/ MOM . . .

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry . . .

REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you . . .

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back ...

REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours . . .

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you...

REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you . . .

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.. . . .

REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'm home" . . .

FAKE FRIENDS: Will help you up when you fall over.. . . .

REAL FRIENDS: Will jump on top of you and shout "dog-pile" . . .

FAKE FRIENDS: Are around for awhile.. . . .

REAL FRIENDS: Are for life . . .

FAKE FRIENDS: say "love ya" in a joking manner . . .

REAL FRIENDS: say "I love you" and they mean it . . .

FAKE FRIENDS: will read this . . .

REAL FRIENDS : will steal this . . .

What a Boyfriend SHOULD do:

When she walks away from you mad, follow her

When she stare's at your mouth, Kiss her

When she pushes you or hit's you, Grab her and dont let go

When she start's cussing at you, Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet, Ask her what's wrong

When she ignore's you, Give her your attention

When she pull's away, Pull her back

When you see her at her worst, Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying, Just hold her and dont say a word

When you see her walking, Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared, Protect her

When she lay's her head on your shoulder, Tilt her head up and kiss her

When she steal's your favorite hat, Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she tease's you, Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesnt answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay

When she look's at you with doubt, Back yourself up

When she say's that she like's you, she really does more than you could understand

When she grab's at your hands, Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bump's into you, bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tell's you a secret, keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes, don't look away until she does

When she misses you, she's hurting inside

When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away

When she says its over, she still wants you to be hers

When she repost this bulletin, she wants you to read it

Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

Tease her and let her tease you back

Stay up all night with her when she's sick

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid

Give her the world

Let her wear your clothes

When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

Let her know she's important

Kiss her in the pouring rain

When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Guy: No

Girl: Do you like me?

Guy: No

Girl: Do you want me?

Guy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Guy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?

Guy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Guy: No

Girl: Choose--me or your life

Guy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and The Guy runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.