update*

Obviously there was a hiatus. Please don't ask me to explain, but, my friends, marriage is a thing I'd encourage you to avoid. Divorce is hard.

I'm only deleting the "nothing is on hiatus" from this, so the links are outdated.

I have only written a single short story in the time I've been gone, and when I say short...it's small.

I am finally feeling human again, and am determined to finish what I started. I will write original fic after I finish, but I do need to complete these stories, for you, for me.

I'm flattered as fuck that anyone still reads my shit, so...

I actually write a lot, it's just either tied up in charity comps, in a bunny stage, or being stockpiled. On this date, 7/18/11, I have half of chapter 16 for Bloody Choices written, half of the epi for Little Red Riding Hood done, about a third of a second chapter for The Caretaker written, 4 chapters of a new fic called Blasphemous Rumors written, and parts of four one shots written. There will be proof soon, I promise. I'm editing some outtakes from Bloody Choices today, with hopes of posting them this week, just for something new to look at.

The prologue/first chapter of the new fic was featured in the Fandom for Mental Illness compilation. The story, Blasphemous Rumors, will follow Bella and Edward as they navigate the PICU with their respective children and spouses...eventually dealing with the aftermath of everything that can come with having a child deemed terminal. Yes, it's my first real all human angst piece. Not a ghost or vamp to be found. While it's very sad in many parts, it does contain humor and is actually a BxE romance.

Y'all should know me well enough to know I don't do philanderwards or cheaterbellas, so that won't be part of their story.*

I'm an almost single mom of four with kids from 5 to 17. I have two "typical" kids, and two kids with special needs. Two boys, two girls. Two biological children and two foster to adopted kids.

I read to escape. I'm also a work at home seamstress, sewing up baby/children's clothing and shoes and selling them on teh internets. I'm obsessed with all things twilight. I'm an avid smut fan. I love horror flicks and fiction.

I'm old. Like, old enough to be Justin Beiber's mother. I'm an introvert. I like people, I just don't like being around them for long periods of time. I like all things creative, jill of many trades, master of only a couple. I draw, paint, dabble in graphic design (not REAL GD, just banners and such, putting fairy wings on my kids pics) knit rectangles and squares (no, no purling, just knitting). I'm passionate about recycling, especially recycling apparel. I'm an avid organic gardener. I don't eat identifiable animal parts or organs. I think if lobsters lived on the ground you people wouldn't even think of eating them. If you'll eat shrimp but not a centipede, you're weird!

I have a blog where I write about everything from writing to family, fic recs to food porn, sewing to music, rants or ponderings. My fics, along with the graphics are posted there as well. All the different places I can be found on the web are linked there, and I link many of my fic related favorite sites. *I have a temporary password on the blog. If you'd like the password, and I can be assured you're a fandom person, and you're over 18 (!) DM me for the password. Sorry for any inconvenience this may cause.*

I'm visual so I have to "see" the scene to write it. Unless I've had a glass of wine and am in a WC because pressure makes me perform.

I swear. A Lot. I talk about male anatomy in unladylike terms, often and actually have a blog about them. Yes, you read that right lol. I like bourbon. If I could be a tree, I'd be a willow tree.

I really like twitter. I'm an introvert with a lot to say, publicly, to everyone. *cough* exhibitionist *cough*

I like music. I refuse to be tied to a genre. I could, however, spend an entire week with nothing but Fall Out Boy on shuffle and be very very happy.

I have a serious rodent problem. Plot bunnies stalk me. They aren't cute and fluffy folks. Once infested with them, they come at you, malicious and demanding, till you voice their story somewhere.

I'm nitareality everywhere, if you'd like to follow me around, twitter, facebook, ravelry, various message boards and communities.

Follow me on Twitter.

My blog, where I have these fics, plus others such as gift fics/original fiction.

Facebook fuckery, come play!

Tumblr. Adults only. I have two. One for Robporn and dirty porn, food and tatt porn, pretty much anything I see that I want to share, and one for dark art/writing prompts.

Twilighted thread for Bloody Choices Where you can frolic and talk about what that devil cloakward will come up with next.

Deviants of the Dark blog Where you'll find fabulous recs and reviews.

Lesson learned the hard way: When I started writing it was just a fun exercise for my brain. Bloody Choices is by all means not a popular fic, but at this point responding to reviews would be an exercise in frustration. I have read and loved every review, and the lesson learned is that reviews accumulate faster than you think, and are more valuable than I don't know what. For all of my newer fics the review replies are happening. My deepest apologies if you reviewed Bloody Choices and didn't get a response from me.