I am now 28, and sadly, newly single. It wasn't by my choice, but by my boyfriend of eight years fell out of love with me somewhere along the way. It's hard to say 'ex' and it's very hard not to talk to the person who means the entire world to me... and it's hard for me to cope with it. He's the one person I could see after a week away and I was ten feet off the ground, and now I feel less than dirt... simply because I don't have my drivers license. I was worth a piece of plastic to him... and that's a fact I doubt I could ever forgive... but I know as stupid as it is, and as hopeless as it is... I still want him back in my arms. I want him to love me back... and learn to love me again, but I was never given that chance, nor was my feelings even a consideration in his decision. He's adamant in that choice. So, unfortunately, my pushover-welcome-mat-self, will roll over and let him leave... because I want him to be happy... and he's not happy with me.

Sadly, I'm so very unhappy without him...

BUT ANYWAY!

Enough of my personal issues at the moment.

As for fanfiction, I've been writting that long before I knew the proper term. I think most of my work will be my Castlevania stuff, as well as my 'epic', Life of a Phoenix. (It's been moved to . Check it out. I'm rather proud of it. http://www.fictionpress.info/~ladyaryun ) (http:///aff/authors.php?no=1501 My account. Fair warning, Erotica beyond the link.)

I adore Final Fantasy 2/4j. Not enough people write about them! wails I love the whole KainXRosaXCecil triangle and how you can twist it. I also adore Castlevania and Final Fantasy VII. Sadly, most of my writing as been moved to either or

I've written some Harlock stuff recently and am scared to death to get my feet wet... I might just jump in head long. Who knows?

Anyway, leave comments if you read! I'm always happy to respond to people and happy to recive constructive criticism!

One last note, if you have a comment on my writting, my sexuality, or even my choice of subject matter, e-mail me personally. Do not take it to the review section. I have an e-mail address, so use it. Please.

At least give e-mail addresses if you're going to say something. Most who flame and leave are cowards.

10/19/08 - Been running through personal stuff, and still trying to edit LOAP. I lost my muse on Symphony and have given it up as a lost cause... so it's complete as it is.

My muse is currently addicted to YST and Space Pirate Captain Harlock... I might post some Harlock stuff if I get the courage... I might not. I'm scared at the moment because some people can be really really rabid and mean. ~ Cat