I am dead. On fanfiction that is. I have decided to quit. I'm so sorry, but I don't have the time to do this. I am getting so busy. Sorry!

Muc love,

Lorissa

Hello.
My name is Lorissa, or you can call me Issa or Lysa.
I enjoy reading and writing.

I've been on here for offically ONE WHOLE YEAR on 3/3/2010.
I've finished two stories of my many stories.
I have one one-shot and am working on others.

I've made about 5 BFFs on fanfic this year. [most ditched me...]

I am NOT making anymore online friends. I have learned my lesson. So if you want to be friends, I am sorry, but I don't trust anymore people online. So please, stay out of my life.

The poll for me leaving: 16 people voted no. 0 voted yes. Sorry...

These quotes are either mine or someone elses, but either way, I feel the same way.

"No matter how hard I look, I can never find a story that completes my soul. That's because I have not finished it yet." -Lorissa, EverWonderWhy

Love this because it is so true: "If there's a book you really want to read, but it hasn't been written yet, then you must write it." -Toni Morrison

"The act of putting pen to paper encourages pause for thought, this in turn makes us think more deeply about life, which helps us regain our equilibrium." -Norbet Platt

"It is necessary to write, if the days are not to slip emptily by. How else, indeed, to clap the net over the butterfly of the moment? For the moment passes, it is forgotten; the mood is gone; life itself is gone. That is where the writer scores over his fellows: he catches the changes of his mind on the hop." -Vita Sackville-West

"Writing became such a process of discovery that I couldn't wait to get to work in the morning: I wanted to know what I was going to say." -Sharon O'Brien

"Writing completes my soul. It challenges me to think harder than I ever have before. It makes me wonder what everyone else's life is like. It makes me wonder about everything. It's the best feeling in the whole world." -Lorissa, EverWonderWhy

"The wastebasket is a writer's best friend." -Isaac Bashevis Singer

"Easy reading is damn hard writing." -Nathaniel Hawthorne

"It's a bird."
"It's a plane."
"No, it's the Tooth Fairy."

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.
She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me...
Sometimes the pain's too strong to bare...and life gets so hard you just don't care. You feel so alone you just sit and cry...every second you wish you could die. Then you start thinking who would care...if one day they woke up-and you weren't there.
She can't hide no matter how hard she tries, her secret disguised behind the lies. And at night she cries away her pride, with eyes shut tight staring at her inside. All her friends know why she can't sleep at night. All she wants to do is get rid of this hell, well all she's got to do is stop kiddin herself. She can only fool herself for so long...
Who is she? I don't know anymore. She doesn't want to show what she has hidden. She wants to keep it a secert. Yet she doesn't. She wants you to know. It hurts to know that, that girl...is me.
I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know that just to be alive is a grand thing.
You don't have to control your thoughts; you just have to stop letting them control you.
She wants to feel happy. She wants to smile, without it being forced. She wants to laugh, and not let it be fake. She hates the pain depression brings. She hates it. She hates acting happy so no one will see how you really feel on the inside. What sucks the most is, that she...happens to me.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? I do. Almost every night.
I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of crying. I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
I just want a day to go by...when I'm not pretending to be happy.
People think she's so strong...because she pretends nothing is wrong.
Don't be fooled by her smile, inside she's breaking...
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody. You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy but at the same time you don't know exactly what is wrong either?
A strong girl keeps her stuff in line-and with tears running she still manages to spit the simple words "I'm fine."

MY FAVE: You cannot be a good writer of serious fiction if you are not depressed

End of Quotes.

A lot of people want to know what type of stories I really like. Well there is one story that is indeed my favorite. It was the first story I've EVER read on fanfic. I love it to death, it's Dying for Love by sweet16994. Another one would be Bella Hale by JulesSC. They are the ONLY long stories I finished. Usually I start the stories, but I never finish. One would be When We Were Young by Fall Down Again Bella. There are many others, most are on my Favorite List.

Emmett: EverWonderWhy...I like, but why?
Edward: I wonder why too!
Me: That's the whole point. You WONDER WHY I pick that. Hence EverWonderWhy.
Jasper: Oh I get it now!
Emmett: I still don't get it!
Me: lol...It takes awhile.

My Name: My name is Lorissa. You can call my Lorissa, Issa, Is, Rissa, or Lysa. I used to be twilightlover44 then I was IssaWorldOfCrazyQueen and now this!
Profile Image: MY NAME!
Teams:Right now I am on team Emmett and team Edward. I don't want to marry Emmett just Edward. The only reason I am on team Emmett is becuz he is super awesome and I want him as a big brother.
Brithday: May 21
Personality: I am a caring girl, fun, exciting, not too selfish, nice, hyper, depressed girl. I talk back to my teachers, can make anyone laugh. I am just me. Only me.
Favorite Movies:Twilight, Kung Fu Panda, Shes the Man, Last Holiday, City of Ember, Speak, Where The Red Fern Grows, Mall Cop, Secert of Nimh, any old Disney movies (fav Sleeping Beauty), any old movies, The Bee Movie, Hotel For Dogs, Titanic, Bridge to Terabithia, E.T, What a Girl Wants, and a lot more but can't think of them
Favorite Shows: Full House, Spongebob, Family Matters, Fairy Odd Parents, Ghost Whisperer, Life With Derek, Pokemon, Total Drama Island, and I don't watch to much TV
Favorite Bands: Justin Bieber, All American Rejects, Mest, Sugarcult, Three Days Grace, Secondhand Serenade, Boys Like Girls, Flyleaf, We The Kings, Linkin Park, Paramore, Classics, Nickelback, Mercyme, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, My Chemical Romance, Green Day, Muse, Cartel, Plain White T's, Pink, Evanescense, Disturbed, Creed, Simple Plan, The Fray, Goo Goo Dolls, Superchick, Skillet, Zebrahead, Hey Monday, Lifehouse, Dashboard Confessional, Blink 182, Metallica, Hellogoodbye, Ting Tings, Spice girls, 3OH!3, The Killers, and thats all I can think of.
Favorite Books:Twilight, New Moon, Ecilpse, Breaking Dawn, Host, Speak, City of Ember, The People Of Sparks Where, The Red Fern Grows, Sounder, Wait Till Helen Comes, Jade Green, Wolf Brothers, Child Called 'IT', The Lost Boy, A Man Named Dave, House Of Night Series, Vampire Diaries, Wake, Fade, Mazimum Ride, Hatchet, Shadow Children Series, Stepping On The Cracks, Junie B. Jones, Face On The Milk Carton, Night World, The Summoning, The Awakening, Vampire Academy, Vampire Kisses, Sorceress, Criss Cross, Dracula, Bar Code Tattoo, and Charlie Bone! MANY MORE TO COME!
Favorite Authors: Stephaine Meyer, Margart Peterson Haddix, L.J. Smith, PC Cast, Kristin Cast, Gary Paulsen, Kelly Armstrong, and Lisa McMann!
Favorite Authors On Fanfic: (only people with stories) luv-edward-cullen-forever (she is number 1), meagancullen, I love Edward and Toast, Apples-Are-Crunchy-04, and Dawn Run.
Favorite Video Game:BULLY!
Hobbies: School, Writing, Reading, Friends, Homework, Playing, and Sleeping
Favorite Sports: (in order) Baseball, Football, Basketball, Soccer, Tennis, Softball, and Volleyball
Favorite Colors: (in order) Green, Blue, Red, Gold, White, Black, Orange, Yellow, Aqua, Silver, and Pink (only a little)
Favorite subject in school: Reading or history
Passions: Writing, reading, music, and acting
Siblings: 3 brothers. Andrew, Matthew, and Justin
Pets:1 hamster (my little Leo), 3 dogs (Gigi, Bella and Benji), 1 cat (Cali), 1 gunnia pig (my big Gizmo), 2 birds (they got no names), and a bunch of fishes (yeah right).
Job: School I guess...
Cellphone: Yes a stupid one.
Fears:Bobcats, heights, the dark, and Exorcist
Bed time: 10 o'clock
Want to go to college: Yes but I don't know which one
Piercings: Ears and nothing else
Tattoos: No way!
Smoke: I'm just a kid!
Drugs: I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare...

What types of stories do I hate?
Well there are all kinds. I don't like when Edward leaves Bella type stories, I can't stand them. I don't like J/R, B/J, A/J, J/L, E/A, Em/R, Es/C, or any others. I only read E/B. Why? Idk. I hate when everyone is perfect. "Bella, Rosalie, and Alice are like perfect. They like meet perfect Edward, Emmett, and Jasper. And like they all like live like perfectly ever-after!" You do that and I won't even start reading. Why waste my time? I also hate when Bella totally hates herself. "I am so ugly. I look like a whore. I am so fat! I am ugly. I have pimples! I am ugly! I have such ugly hair! Did I mention I'm ugly?" Trust me, I've read stories like that.
I also hate when Bella has million of powers. I mean like what the hell?! Talk about NUTSY!! "I can read minds, telaport, fly, run fast, super strong, turn vampires human, see in the future, kill people by looking at them, control the five elements, make people love each other, make people lose their teeth, make people fat, blah, blah, blah." Do that and I will never even glance the same way as your story. Seriously.
When there is words like this or should I say dis. "c, u, dis, dat, n for 'and' if you don't know" So much more. Please. Don't. Do. That. Don't use text talk in your stories! It's stupid.
What types of stories do I like?
I am very picky when it comes to liking stories by people on fanfiction. I really like stories that are different. Like they can have the same plot, but you add your own touch to it. You know? Like making it your own. Making it different. I really like it when people do that. I also like when people give details. Not too much that I'm sitting there for days reading one chapter. But just the right enough amount so I can picture it inside my head. I also like when the way they write takes my breath away. If it doesn't...well then the story won't take have my full attention.

I Tell You I Love You:
My first story that I finished, got over 10 chapters, got over 20 chapters, got over 100 reviews, and got over 150 reviews. It was fun, but at some points I just wanted to quit. I really liked writing it. I thought writing and reading almost 24/7 would bring down my social life, but I brought it way up when I started fanfic. I hope you guys enjoyed.

Skater Meets Popular:
I am so sad it's over. Its the first to get over 200, then 300, and now 400. It's so amazing to see all the loyal fans write reviews and PM me. I LOVE YOU ALL! Make sure to read the sequel.

Sun Devils: Sequel to Skater Meets Popular. I never finished... SORRY

Just The Girl: Based sorta off the song. It's going to be very planned out. So wait in see. You're in for a ride. DELETED

Just The Beginning:
The sequel to I Tell You I Love You. DELETED

It All Started With A Cookie:
A sweet fanfic about friendship that turns into love later on in life. Prepare by getting a doctor to sew your butt back on after you laugh it off and by getting a box of tissues. You will cry and laugh. DELETED

Masked Stranger:
A sweet fanfic about two people that are completely different that find love. DELETED

Lols:

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Me: Hey Jakey!
Jacob: Hi
Me: Whacha doing?
Jacob: Trying to get away from you
Me: Why would you do that?
Jacob: HAVE YOU EVER MET YOURSELF?!
Me: YOU'RE SO MEAN!
Jacob: I know you are, but what am I?
Me: A jerk!
Jacob: I know you are, but what am I?
Me: A meanie!
Jacob: I know you are, but what am I?
Me: A DOG!
(a few feet away)
Jasper: They are so childish.
Emmett: I know. Ready? (holds out sword)
Jasper: YEAH! (holds out sword and fights imaginary pirates)
(a few feet away)
Alice: They are so childish.
Rosalie: I know! (plays with barbie)
Alice: (plays with Ken) Hey Barbie!
Rosalie: Hi ken! (holds out barbie)
(a few feet away)
Edward: They are so childish!
Bella: I know! (plays with toy plane and makes plane noises)
Edward: (plays with toy car and makes car nosies)
(a few feet away)
Esme: Kids
Carlisle: Gotta love them. (examines stuffed bear)
Esme: (plays with toy kitchen)

Me: FUCK YOU!
TT: FUCK YOU!
Alice: WELL FUCKING FUCK YOU!
TT: Smart one.
Me: She is the sharpest knife in the drawer.

Me: (sits quietly in corner)
TT: This is not normal...
Edward: Maybe she's sick.
TT: Maybe...
Jasper: Or maybe she's planning something evil.
Me: WE HAVE A WINNER!

Me: YOU ARE A...
Jasper: OMIGOD!
Emmett: She actually lost for words!
Edward: CALL 911!!
Me: SHUT UP YOU FUGLIES!
Edward: Fuglies?
Me: It's short for fucking ugly.
Jasper: AND YOU USED TO LOVE US!
Me: HENCE 'USED TO'!!

Me: Why are you an idiot?
Jakey: NO I AM NOT!
Me: YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SHOUT!
Jakey: I am sorry.
Me: YOU ARE NOT FORGIVEN! *turns away, crying*
Jakey: Lysa...I am seriously sorry. *Hugs me*
Me: OMG! JACOB BLACK IS HUGGING ME! Oh wait...I wish you were Justin Bieber.
Jakey: WHAT?! He doesn't compare to me!
Me: He's smarter, younger, nicer, and my one true love.
Jakey: Well I'm buff.
Me: He hired Taylor's trainer.
Jakey: Taylor doesn't even compare to me.
Me: *walks away, shaking head, mumbling how stupid Jacob is*

Cullen Llama song:

Heres a Cullen
Theres a Cullen
And another little Cullen
Fuzzy Cullen
Funny Cullen
Cullen
Cullen
Truck.

Cullen
Cullen
Werewolf
Cullen
Grizzly
Human
Piano
Cullen
Cullen
Cullen
Bracelet
Cullen
Cullen
Cullen
Truck.

I was once a Volvo
Edward baked a cake
But I never saw the way
The Bella kissed the Jake.
I was only just undead
Alice told a tale
And now listen, Bella dear
Jacob wags his tail.

Did you ever see a Cullen
Kiss a Cullen
On the Cullen
Cullens Cullen
Tastes of Cullen
Cullen
Cullen
Truck.

Half a Cullen
Twice a Cullen
Not a Cullen
Newton
Cullen
Cullen in a car
Alarm a Cullen
Cullen
Truck.

Is this how its told now?
Aro is so old
Is it made of venom juice?
Sparkle
Marble
Cold.

Alice likes to spend the cash
Jacob's out of luck
And in the final chapter
He imprints with a duck

Emmett: I STILL DON'T GET IT!!

I WEAR A LOT OF BLACK, so I MUST be an emo
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a BLACK BELT, so I MUST always want to kick someones ass
I'm a FEMALE BLACK BELT, so I MUST be a lesbian
I'm FRENCH, so I MUST be homosexual
I LOVE ANIMALS, so I MUST be a vegetarian
I'm a TREE HUGGER, so I MUST be a drug addicted hippie
I'm BLOND, so I MUST be a stupid bimbo
I'm BLACK, so I MUST own a convenience store
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist
I'm a virgin, so I MUST want to be a nun
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore
I'm a CHRISTIAN, so I MUST hear crazy God voices in my head
I SPEAK GERMAN, so I MUST be a psycho Nazi
I'm a DANCER, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I write poems, so I MUST be emo
I like to READ, so I MUST be a nerd
I get BAD GRADES, so I MUST be a slacker who doesn't try
I'm a JEW, so I MUST hate all Germans
I'm a girl who likes ACTION MOVIES, I MUST be TOMBOY
I have GLASSES AND BRACES, so I MUST be a GEEK.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser
I'm AMERICAN, so I MUST be an overweight pig with no boundaries
I'm a GIRL, so I MUST suck at all guy sports
People Call me EMO, so I MUST slit my wrists
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST love math and science
I have GOOD GRADES, so I MUST be a nerd or a suck-up
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm depressed, so I MUST be emo or gothic
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I have BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I haven't had a boyfriend, so I MUST be a lesbo or fat [I'm not either]
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire whilst screaming like a savage.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small dick.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over-controlling and a bitch.
I read COMICS, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse and have a cowboy hat with matching boots.
I draw AMINE so I MUST be a freak.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s.
I SWEAR a lot, so I MUST be a rebel.
I am AGGRESSIVE, so I MUST be a bitch.
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake
I crack 'your mom' jokes so I MUST be horny and a lesbian
I hate the government, so I MUST be a terrorist.

SOME RANDOM STUFF:

I am random so that is random.
GIGGLE!
Popcorn!
Chocolate!
Bean dip!
GOL!
Being bored!
AWESOME!
Naomi and I are da bomb!
APPLES!
BLAH!
Yada Yada!
Lorissa!
Danyelle!
Edward!
Meagan!
Naomi!
Bella!
Spongebob!
The Mask!
Bob!
Blob!

No more random stuff.

Life is like?
Replay by Sean Kingston. okay...
Love life?
One Time by Justin Bieber that's a good thing ;)
School life?
Over My Head by The Fray true, I'm in over my head
Friends?
You Found Me by The Fray idk what to say...
Family?
Hello Seattle by Owl City no clue...
Work?
Fireflies by Owl City sure...okay...whatev...
Future?
What A Girl Wants by Christina Aguilera random, but okay!

~Giving Up~

I used to be stuck in my shell. Never finding my way out. I had no idea what to do about it. Then I was out in the open. Never having to worry about finding another way out. Just going with the flow. Being a relaxed person. Then I go through hard times and they get even harder. They never stop. They just get worst and worst. I find out that they were never going to stop that I would have to go through them the rest of my life. I cry because I can't stand them anymore. So I give up. I am never going to try again. Then I die. I go into a peaceful long lasting sleep that I know I will never wake up from. I will never see the my family, my friends, or anyone else again. I will be alone...forever.

You really think you live in a prefect world? Wake up and look around. Not so perfect anymore, huh?

All bad grades

A-Awful

B-Bad

C-Can't do it

D-Damn I messed up!

F-Forgive and Forget?

Five things that I am:
1. A BELIEBER! (aka Justin Bieber Fan)
2. Bookworm
3. Email addict
4. Writing freak
5. Acter

Links:

Here is the link to go to the clothes for Skater Meets Popular- http:///skater_meets_popular/collection?id=196494

Here is the link to go to the clothes for I Tell You I Love You- http:///tell_you_love/collection?id=194533

Here is the link to find Bella's drawling from chapter 2 in Skater Meets Popular- http:///2008/04/rose-pencil-drawing-02.jpg

Cookies- http:///images/Chocolate20Chip20Cookies.jpg

Don't click it! It will drive you mad- http:///dontclickeng.htm

Aaaaaand, before you continue, this is I love Edward and Toast (a.k.a. Lorissa's triplet Naomi). I finally got into Issa's profile. I'm kinda mad because she wrote on Bella's profile (a.k.a. Apples-Are-Crunchy-04) and so, now I'm getting her back. HAHA ISSA!! That's what you get!! Okay, now I'm done. Continue with the craziness.

Me: Awz. I just love her! haha

There you go. So are you happy or depressed? I'd be depressed. Then again...I always am.
Much love to everyone,
Lorissa