Hey Everybody! I'm kind of back...okay fine; not really. I'm just updating my profile.

I do though have some news: I'm not dead nor have I forgotten about fanfiction.

I've been just so busy lately (about 2 years actually) with school, family, friends and all that other stuff; that i'm so lazy to update my stories, reply to reviews or PM's.

So sorry about that...to everyone I guess. Especially to my dedicated readers and friends, who have long waited for my updates.

Don't worry though, I'm not abandoning my stories and I will (hopefully) one day complete my stories.

What I'm going to say though (or type) might make you think I am abandoning my stories.

I made a new/another account. YAY! No? Yeah...I agree, i'm not really excited about my new account either.

I guess I made my new account mainly because, I feel like I can't continue writing on fanfiction (posting new stories ) if I feel so guilty having like 5 unfinished stories .

Don't fret though, I will continue to write/update on this account (this account is my main one by the way) when I get into the spirit of writing -which I am in , not.. just in this account though.

So yeah, that's like all I have to say. Oh wait, I'm not revealing my new accounts name/username, whatever you want to call it, because I want to see how it goes and if it has the same mini success my other stories have since they have been created. If that account does become a hit in my eyes, then maybe I will add a link to that account later on.

Well, now that seems like all I have to say so..until next time. Bye!

-July 20, 2013

Things That Matter The most to me?

Family & Friends : Basically I consider my family like my friends, not people I fight all the time with. My friends I consider like family. That's why they belong in the same category.

Love : Those who have known me long would have never guessed that love was one of the things that matter to me the me a fool, but I believe in real love, not the love where you date someone in the 5th grade and say, "I love them with all my heart!"

Dreaming, Wishing, Hoping, Imagining, etc. : Dreaming, wishing, whatever. They're all practically the same thing. I think all of it is important... Well, at least it's important to me. Without it, I don't know how I would manage not to go completely insane.

Pain : Well, Dreaming is important to me, but so is pain. I guess it's because dreaming means escaping into a world where everything goes the way I want it to go. But that's not reality. So how do I snap out of my dream world and know I'm in reality? Pain. Not physical pain, but the pain you feel when the love of your life leaves you for someone else. This is also where Love comes in (becomes it is important)

Balance : I believe that balance is very important. Without it, we wouldn't know what happiness was. How could you know happiness if you did't know what sadness was? How would you know what light was if dark didn't exist? Balance is also what keeps my life in harmony, and helps out in my Understanding of Life.

Understanding of Life : You can never understand life completely, but it's important to understand it as much as you can. You need to understand that life is all about balance. Of course, this is where Pain and Balance get onto this list of things that matter the most to Music,

Writing, Art, etc. : I love all of those types of things. I always grew up with listening to my parents sing everything I said, I would try my best to get to the library just to read as much as my brain could muster, and I was always drawing when I had the time. Writing also belongs in this category, and it was always encouraged in my household.

Leadership : Being a good leader runs in my family's blood. I think it's pretty important. Plus, (call me a nerd or a geek for it, I don't care) being the leader is fun. As long as you are fair and know what you are doing, then I guess its fun.

Fear: My fears are important to me also. Without them, I'll most likely be dead. You probably have no clue what I'm talking about. But think about it, without fear, we would do some pretty dumb stuff and It could get as killed. Just like pain, fear shows as reality. Fear holds as back into doing something you think is right but is actually wrong.

MY FANFICTION FAMILY!!!:

ChildOfWisdom- *She is my BEST FRIEND here on FF and my HALF-SIS! I have no clue what my life would be without her! Veronica is so so easy to talk to. She is nice, sweet, kind, caring, thankful-she is everything a girl would want out of a sister and best friend! She has been there every since my first story and...OMG; Veronica, you are amazing! You understand me much more than i understand myself! You are so patient with all my updates! You are like one of my dedicated readers! And-well, you are my closes friend here on FF! Thank you so so much for everything you have done for me! You mean so so much to me Vea!

ChildOfWisdom here is also an amazing author! Everyone out there reading this, you have to read her stories! they are just...plain amazing!*

mrslukecastellan- *This girl right here, is one of a kind! She is like a sister to me! She is so sweet and kind! She is an amazing author! She understands me so well, i cant believe that...she isn't me! She can help me conquer any problem i have and i am so grateful to be friends with a girl like her! Thank you for everything Abbie!

Pretty please read my friends stories! She is also an amazing author!*

DaughterofPosedion99- *Even thou, you may not know her-she is truly an amazing friend! Sure she will disappear for awhile then all of a sudden reappear, but that doesn't mean, she has forgotten about you! CaRe and Bob are like the friends anyone would want! They are so funny! And i love them so so much! They know exactly what to do when someone is down! And...if they weren't members here on FF, I don't know who could put a smile on my face everyday! Thank you so much 4 everything CaRe! And Bob, you deserve some SKITTLES!!!*

Katniss77890- *Omg...I cannot believe that Katie is actually my bestie here on FF and in reality! I remember the first time we started talking! She was worried why my chapter of one of my stories wasn't working. lol but of course we figured it out and from there on we became penpals, text mates, email mates and close friends! Without her i have no clue what i would be doing in my spear time! :) Thanks for everything Katie!*

*Pretty please read Katniss77890's stories, they are really really good!*

BlackShadow98-*Samantha here is one of my best friends here and reality! I remember meeting her when i was only 5 while she was 7! We became fast and close friends! Even though our age difference was-different; that seemed to bring us closer than ever! But now she just moved to Indiana and nothing will be the same! But no matter what I'll love her like my sister forever! :)*

*Please read BlackShadow98's story! If you like anime BlackShadow98 has an amazing story about Fruit Basket! :) So please read*

Poseidon'sLi'lGurl75-*Now Jelina i knew since i was like 8 and she was like 6 or something! She'll always be like my little sister and i am so happy to be her friend here on FF and in reality! Luv ya Jelina!

IF YOU WANT TO BE PART OF MY FANFIC FAMILY JUST PM ME!

3 Fun facts about myself:

1.) I am very picky of my friends. I'll only befriend you when i know I can trust you. If I trust you-get ready for a lot of *BEEP* from me!

2.) I somethings act dumb at times-most of the times. But when you get to know me better you will realize it's all just an act to show i'm not...*sigh* TMI already.

3.) When I write i feel like i'm in my own world where i could play with everything around me. Like my imaginations are coming to life. Writing to me is like a whole new world waiting to be found or in this case...waiting to be written.

Copy and paste stuff:

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Did you know? Before you go to sleep at night there is 1 person from the opposite rainbow, thinking of you, they want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they're always thinking about you before they go to sleep at night and they are longing to be with you. This is all true not fake. If you repost this on your page within 5 mins, that person who is longing to approach you will approach you in a month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you but if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out for 45 years.

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When you were 5, your mom gave you a ice cream cone. You thank her by yelling at her that it's the wrong kind.

When you were 9, your mom drove you from swimming class to soccer and one birthday party to another. You thanked her by slamming the door and never looking back.

When you were 10, your mom payed for piano classes. You thanked her by never coming to class.

When you were 12, your mom was waiting for a very important call. You thanked her by talking on the phone all night.

When you were 14, your mom payed for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by not bothering to write a single letter.

When you were 16, your mom taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you got.

When you were 17, your mom drove you to the mall and gave you her credit card. You thanked her by maxing it out.

When you were 18, your mom cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by partying until dawn.

When you were 20, your mom drove you to collage. You thanked her by saying good-bye to her outside the drom so you wouldn't have to say bye in front of your friends.

When you were 26, your mom payed for your wedding. You thanked her by moving halfway across the world.

When you were 30, your mom fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents became to children.

Then, one day, she quietly died and everything you did came crashing down on you.

If YOU love your mom, re-post this and if you don't, you won't care if your mom dies, will you?

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WHAT A KISS MEANS

Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready" Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever" Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything" Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means... Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go" Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you" Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

--Requirements-- Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.