Author has written 15 stories for Naruto.
aBoUt Me:
WeLl wHeRe Do i StArT?
I'm a woman, art is my favorite hobby, I love airplane's, and I'm going to join the Air force as a fighter pilot.
I'm in Civil Air Patrol, and I write as a hobby, I hope to be a tattooist one day.
I'm going to to be on Hiatus on November 20th for my one year, so sorry. :)
i'M SeLfIsH aNd ImPaTiEnT, aNd A lItTlE InSeCuRe...
I mAkE MiStAkEs, I aM OuT oF CoNtRoL, aNd SoMeTiMeS i'M HaRd tO HaNdLe...
bUt If yOu CaN't hAnDlE Me aT My wOrSt,
ThEn yOu SuRe aS HeLl dOn'T DeSeRvE mE At mY BeSt!
- Marilyn Monroe-
My fRiEnDs ArE tHe OnE's wHo HaVe gOt ThE gUtS To jOiN Me iN ThE cOrNeR Of ThE mOsT cRoWdEd sChOoL CaFeTeRiA wIth AlL tHe PoPuLaR kIdS WaTcHiNg.
mY FrIeNdS aRe ThE oNe'S WhO kNoW I'm iNsAnE, BuT tHeY WoUlDn'T wAnT Me aNy OtHeR wAy..
ThEy uNdErStAnD ThAt wHeN I sAy i'M FiNe tHaT My dAy HaS bEeN HeLl fOr Me aNd ThEy kNoW ThAt i DoN't wAnT tO TaLk aBoUt It.
mY FrIeNdS mAkE Me tElL ThEm wHaT's WrOnG sO tHeY CaN hElP.
ThEy aRe ThErE fOr Me nO MaTtEr wHaT, EvEn iF I'm wRoNg.
tHeY aRe tHeRE WhEn i NeEd hElP EvEn iF ThEy hAd PlAnS.
EvEn iF It'S 3:00 aM.
tHeRe Is sO MaNy tHiNgS I wIsH I cOuLd TeLl tHeM,
-- -- No She Never Let Them See Those Tears,
-- No they couldn't see the way they made her bleed,
-- She was never the type to show the pain,
-- She hid the tears, no she never let them see,
-- No she never let them see her break,
-- She never let them see that this was all because of them,
- They couldn't what was going through her mind,
- - She never let them in, She never let them get very close,
-- -- She wanted to belong, but her family never got along, she was all alone,
--She didn't let them see that they were the reason why she cried herself to sleep,
--She lays broken inside,
--She doesn't let them see what's going wrong.
--The pain, it hurt's and the tear's they sting.
--She doesn't see what's wrong with her.
--Why can't they see she only want's to be loved?
--Yeah she never fit in, but she never really wanted too.
--She is called so many thing's she doesn't know what to believe.
--And she's heard so many lies she doesn't know what to believe anymore.
--They want her to break, but they'll never see her break down again.
--No that was a one time thing.
--No it's gonna be different this time around.
--She never thought that it would turn out this way.
--She never thought she'd make it through those days.
--But she had the strength to help make it this way,
--Yeah it took awhile but it’s better this way.
--Her wounds are healing Her heart’s not bleeding.
--There was a point she wanted to give up,
--There was a point when she didn’t want to fight,
--But now she is fighting, now she’s not going to back down.
--Life is starting to get better,
--Now she has friends, now she has hope.
--Her friends stand by her no matter what,
--I wonder if her parents realize how strong she really is?
--Do they know she was never in the wrong?
--They couldn’t realize it was their mistakes that helped make it this way.
--She doesn’t need them now,
--No she is tired of waiting for them to turn around and say I’m sorry.
--No a simple apology won’t stop the pain.
--No that won’t make the pain go away.
--She’s walked through this life on her own,
--She won’t let them help,
--No they helped put her on this road,
--The tears they caused, their not gonna fail.
--She won’t let them she what’s happening.
--No if they can’t see that on their own, they’re not worth anything.
--She raised their kids, she taught they everything,
--Now it’s just her and her siblings,
--The parents try to be there, they just cause more pain, and hardly any comfort.
--The Youngest two believe their lies.
--But She sees the truth in their eyes.
--No she doesn’t see how they could push us away without any empathy,
--She’s tired of waiting; she is tired of making up for their mistakes.
--No she’s going to rebel, her sister’s help her willingly.
--They know the pain she has to suffer through.
--They know what the parents have done, so they fight but in the end.
--They stand up together Ready to take the fall.
--They won’t let her go on her own,
--No she’s done that too many times.
--It’s hard to understand,
--But they’re there no matter how far, no matter how hard,
--But their willing to try to help her anyway.
--She needs to be freed from her gilded cage,
--Why can’t the Parents see their slowly killing her?
--Piece by piece she falls apart,
--She trys to string together what is left of her,
--But they’re making it harder than they can see.
--They don’t care; we’re on our own,
--They let us fall; now all she has is what she is running from.
--The sister’s try to help the girl but she isn’t doing well.
--No she is closing up, now they can’t even see what’s hurting her.
--She hides behind that mask of hers.
--But slowly it starts to break; now she has no choice but to open up,
--The pain it’s becoming too much, she needs heal or she’ll fade away.
--She needs to escape before she breaks,
--Or She’ll never find what she’s been searching for,
Copy and Paste If You Know what She's going through, written by me for my sister.
Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
The time is getting late
Mummy tell my Chris
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date
I love you mummy I always have
I know you know it's true
Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"
In memory of the Columbian students that were lost
Please if you would
Pass this around
I'd be happy if you could
Don't smash this on the ground
If you pass this on
Maybe people will cry
Just keep this in heart
For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye
I'm SKINNY so I MUST be anorexic,
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm asian , so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm Atheist so I MUST hate the world,
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN so I MUST be whitetrash,
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm irish so i must have a bad drinking problem,
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm Italian so I must have a "big one"
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG ASS.
I'm puerto rican so I must look good and be conceited,
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
I’m a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
I’m STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a nerd that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST have seven wives.
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil (So I’ve been told)
I'm HISPANIC so I MUST be dirty
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naïve.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone. (Spare me the ignorance)
I HANG OUT with TEENAGE SMOKERS and DRINKERS so I MUST DRINK and SMOKE too.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be a controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE.. So I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse
I’m a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I must be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I CHAT, I MUST be having cyber- sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan
I'm CONSERVATIVE so I MUST be against abortion,
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love YAOI so I MUST be gay,
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s
I go to RENFAIRES so I must be a freak and must not be up with the times.
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, them burst into tears at one mistake
I DON’T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems.
I'm a FEMALE BLACK BELT, so I MUST be a lesbian.
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or your life
Boy: My life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.
Kandyland
My butterfly, I'm happy when you're with me.
You're everything I see, and everything I need.
These broken wings, will guide our love through the sky.
And take us away from these nightmares.
And these broken wings, they make you taste so sweet.
Candy canes and kisses when I fall asleep.
Rainbows and wishes, you take me away.
To another place, so far away.
So far away. So far away!
My butterfly, I'm happy when you're with me.
You're everything I see, and everything I need.
These broken wings, will guide our love through the sky.
And take us away from these nightmare
And these broken wings, they make you taste so sweet.
Candy canes and kisses when I fall asleep.
Rainbows and wishes, you take me away.
To another place, so far away.
So far away. So far away!
My butterfly, I'm happy when you're with me.
You're everything I see, and everything I need.
These broken wings, will guide our love through the sky.
And take us away from these nightmares
I'm in candyland. I'm in candyland. I'm in candyland. So don't save me! (x4)
My butterfly, I'm happy when you're with me.
You're everything I see, and everything I need.
These broken wings, will guide our love through the sky.
And take us away from these nightmares
(Repeat)
(Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls)
And I'd give up forever to touch you'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever b
eAnd I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life'
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
(break and solo)
And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me'
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be brokenI just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
"The Silence"
Ten and two, she lies awake,
The moon lights up, the moonlight day,
Another night she spends alone,
Without his touch, her skin so cold.
The blood thats running through her veins,
With every beat theres no escape,
Lost in everything she trust,
Still cant seem to get enough.
Even though the world she loves,
It wont ever be the way it was,
And his heart of stone left hers breaking.
Every night she cries and dies a little more each time,
Say you love me (you love me),
Nothing left to die,
Say you love me,
And the silence will set her free.
Memories they take her back,
Every moment fades to black,
Every kiss and every taste,
She wishes time would ease the pain.
Even though the world she loves,
It wont ever be the way it was,
And her heart is weak, her hands are shaking.
Every night she cries,
And dies a little more each time,
Say you love me (you love me),
Nothing left inside,
Say you love me,
And the silence will set her free.
And every night she cries.
I dont know if ill ever make this right,
Cause i am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness,
And im so scared of this.
I dont know if ill ever make this right,
Cause i am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness,
And im so scared.
Even though the world she loves,
It wont ever be the way it was,
And his heart of stone left hers breaking.every night she cries,
And dies a little more each time,
Say you love me (you love me),
Nothing left inside,
Say you love me,
And the silence will set her free.
(every night she cries,
Every night she cries,
The silence will set her free)
WARNING DO NOT TRY TO READ ALL OF MY FAVORITE STORIES IN ONE DAY
SIDE EFFECTS OF SUCH ATTEMPT INCLUDE:
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SUDDEN OUT BREAKS OF TEARS.
A RAPIDLY INCREASING FAVORITE LIST,
AND FORGETFULNESS...
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