I'm an anonymous writer. Not even my best friends know that this what I do with my spare time. So practically I'm leading a secret life here on Fanfiction.

I am feminist writer. Almost all of my stories have a female OC in them. It's not that I prefer girls in stories. I just believe that there's not enough good stories with girl protagonists in them.I mean I don't know about you guys, but is it me that every story that has a girl protagonist has to involve love in some sort.

I want to become a writer someday. I have ideas in terms of what I want to make including a future like story that includes the evolution of religion and inclusion of many types of people including off of this planet. This is the story about how people struggle when exchange of power goes to a person whose beliefs aren't easily welcomed.

My problems this year and confession:

Some of you know that I have not written my fanfics for over five months this year and I feel that I owe you all an explanation as to not only why did I take a leave but why am I not jumping back into the stories that I have been writing before my hiatus anytime soon.

I guess the reason behind this is that earlier this year I had a severe depression episode due to many things going around me. I lost a relative that I had mixed feelings about. I either hate them or loved them and it never resolved when they died, so it has left me empty and feeling like I never truly knew my feelings towards them. It really had taken a toll on my and has affected my life. Meanwhile another close one just got married and I was part of the wedding party. I had multiple anxiety episodes over the course of the day because I felt pressure of trying not to screw this up. Both big events that took a toll on me. I just felt like I was hit in the face with reality.

I'm sorry if I dumped all of this on you. I'm not trying to get attention. I just felt that people deserved an explanation why certain stories aren't getting updated. I will tell that I am getting better. I'm not fully through this but at least I am able to write stories at all. They maybe new and probably in a fanfiction that you're not particularly interested in but it's still progress.

I think the real why I have been writing Steven Universe fanfics for now is because I like the show and it has helped through some rough patches. My favorite song right now is Here comes a thought. It literally just says everything about how I feel right now and it has helped me calm down. Check it out if you want to listen or need a song that helps with depression or anxiety. It helps.

Still. I promise to try to continue the stories before my hiatus. For now, I just need to step back from them.

I am currently writing my first original novel that is completely my own and no one else's work. Nothing on fandoms. Description is below this announcement.

Humanity's desire:

1391 has no other purpose but to serve. Only to serve. If a person doesn’t or can’t serve, then there is no other reason to exist. That is what 1391 has learned from its first day. 1391’s job is to take orders from the Gods, never say anything, to never even speak at all, or acknowledge it’s own existence. However, one prodigy named Evelyn refuses to let it abide by it’s rules and keeps acknowledgingit as a her. When the Gods find out that 1391 carries a defect that can ruin it all for them, Evelyn and 1391 make a run for a place called the sanctuary. 1391 has to not only learn how to acknowledge itself from Evelyn, but to prepare protecting the only thing it has. Her future.

Pm me if you want to give me ideas or just have the plain old curiousity.

My fanfic Announcements

Big Hero 7 announcements:

I have decided to hold off on writing the sequel. I'm so sorry but I am having a bad case of writer's block along with several of my other stories such as My Life and My Body, and The Messenger. I will try to finish the story as soon as I can be able to be motivated to.

The Neglected Garden:

Now adopted. Check it out on AO3. Its under the same title.

The Messenger:

On Hiatus. I promise to figure things out and soon. I hope to get back on this story since I have really thought this out. It's just the motivation to write it is what is getting to me.

My Life and My Body:

I am currently in the middle of a hiatus. Writer's block. Who knew? I will get back into it as soon as I can. Right now I want to focus on other stories. But don't worry. I promise to get back into writing the story hopefully by the end of this year. I will finish it. I just need a break from it for now.

The Devil's Child:

My first story with a child OC. I know I have other stories I really need to get back to, but this one has been obsessing me. Especially since I am obsessed right now with the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Anyway. This child really represents a very hyperactive cousin of mine who basically says whatever she has on her mind without regrets.