"Like a butterfly, kissing different flowers and taking what I desired. Feeling like the victor in the end for using with no regret. However, now I come to wonder whether it was I who used them, or whether it was them that used me? The one who could not be forgotten...the one who never remained...the one I now realize, ended up with nothing in the end."

Hello _!

3...and that is all you need to know, lol jk. Well, you can call me psychegloom, I am a full time student and part time worker, so I'm very busy and can't update as much as I wish I could =(.

Some hobbies, writing, photography, film, drawing, design, thinking...thinking...I'm too philosophical for my own good lol.

Some changes since I last updated my profile...my life has taken a turn, and from now on you'll see a slightly darker style to my writing...

I like anime, it's my gulity pleasure, it's funny because most people that meet me don't see me as the type to like anime^^, but then I tell them "there really is no "anime" type, all kinds of ppl watch anime, not just the people that are into cosplay..."

GGAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!

I HATE IT, I RECENTLT BECAME OBSESSED WITH GUNDAM SEED (AND DENSTINY)!! I KNOW I SHOULDN'T HAVE STARTED WATCHING IT, BUT NO, I HAD TO, AND THE ENDING SUCKED!! IT LEFT SO MANY QUESTIONS CONSCERNING MY FAVORITE COUPLE (ATHRUNXCAGALLI) UNANSWERED. APPARENTLY THEY WILL NOT BE MAKING ANY MOVIES TO CLEAR ANYTHING UP, SO I'M LEFT TO PULL MY HAIR OUT!!

That being said, I apologize for my outburst. Someone, please, give me another thing to obsess over (considering Bleach Manga and Anime are moving so slowly). Please oh please my faithful readers, give me another anime to obsess over to clear my mind of Gundam (makes puppy dog eyes). Something futuristic perhaps...(not another gundam)...with some naughty smut...interesting relationships...preferably one where the female protagonist is not a slut or a wannabe-lolita-in-disquise-that-is-actually-a-slut...

Favorite Animes

Bleach

Dragon Ball Z

Rurouni Kenshin

Inuyasha

Blue Gender

Trigun

Outlaw Star

GUNDAM SEED (DESTINY) (no matter how much I hated the ending).

Favortie Books

Rebecca, Jamaica Inn, Wuthering Heights, The Monk, Pride and Prejudice, Nothing but Velvet, Gyspy Lord, 100 Years of Solitude, The Great God Pan, Harry Potter, The Patron Saint of Liars. Venus In Furs, Lolita, Bel Canto, Love In the Time of Cholera, The Dark Light, The American Empire (John Perkins)...and a bunch of other ones..

I HATE THE TWILIGHT SERIES...my apologies to anyone that likes them, but to me they just make a mockery of vampires. I gave the book a try but it was so beneath my standards...and my standards are not very high.

BLEACH

I love Bleach, I don't know why but I'm obsessed with it. I'm usually very open to pairings, but, there are a couple of pairings I don't like

IchigoxOrihime - To me, Inoue is one of thos girls you just want to slap in the face and tell them to get over themselves. She's emotionally weak. I mean, the girl was AFRAID of Ichigo; she didn't start to like him until Rukia came around and changed Ichigo so dramatically. So when you think about it, Orihime doesn't really love Ichigo as much as she says she does, she didn't accept him the way he was prior to Rukia, and when you love someone you have to learn to take the good with the bad.

RukiaxHitsugaya - I know there are a lot of Hitsugaya fan girls out there, but, ew, he's a little kid, I just can't see him going out with Rukia, isn't he like Karin and Yuzu's age or something?

That's probably all...I don't really have a problem with any other couples, I'm not completely pro HitsugayaxKarin, considering they only met in one episode...but not to the point that it bothers me...

STORY IDEAS:

Okay, so I have a bunch of ideas, but right now I'm just posting the summaries, I don't know exactly when to start them...I'll be posting more ideas as I get them.

That Party Last Night

Rating: M

Pairing: IchiRuki

Ichigo, a college soccer player and popular fratboy finds himself in deep shxx after sleeping with the sister of a powerful clan leader during a party. Weird guys in black and white are hunting him down trying to kill him, and monsters appear out of thin air. He's now capable of doing things normal humans can't, and for some reason he can't seem to stay away from the little minx.

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A Midnight's Dream:

Rating: M

Pairing(s): RukixAizenxByaxGin

While detained and awaiting for her execution, Rukia has heated dreams about four men visiting her and taking advantage of her, but are they really just dreams? AizenxRuki GinxRuki ByaxRuki.

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To Pay In Flesh:

Rating: M

Pairing: ByaRuki

AU. Imperial Japan. The future leader of the Kuchiki Clan, Byakuya 13, and his little sister, Rukia 6, are kidnapped by a rival Clan that seeks revenge for something done to them by the leader of the Kuchiki Clan. They don't murder them, but instead keep them as slaves. The two learn to cope with their fate, that is until Rukia grows up to be a beautiful woman, and their captors have other plans for her. Now Rukia has a choice to either, sell her body to other men and have herself and her brother allowed to be free in the span of five years, or remain a slave with her brother forever. (In this one, Bya and Ruki fall in love, but I'm not sure whether they should really be brother and sister, or whether Rukia should be adopted. I mean, it would be more interesting if they were really related, but I'm not sure, what do you think?)

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The Tender Gender

Rating: M

Pairing: IchiRuki

AU. After a mission goes wrong, CIA Agent Rukia Kuchiki is left physically and mentally injured. She is put on leave for 2 years to recover. With the help of her agency Rukia gets a job at The Urahara Shoten, a tropical vacation Island. While struggling with clay masks and body wraps, Rukia meets the very gay Kurosaki Ichigo. But how gay is Ichigo really? And what are these odd ideas popping into Rukia's head? and how do they involve Ichigo?

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Brujeria

Rating: M

Pairing: IchiRuki

AU. After a series of bizarre supernatural events, and finding out that she is actually adopted, Rukia Kuchiki is sent to a small town that seems to be living in the past. The reason: to get away from the hectic city life and recover from the horrid incidents. But this town is anything but normal, and not only because of its lack of decent electronic appliances, but because of its delusional citizens who seem to be obsessed with the spiritual. A force unspoken of keeps the citizens terrified, and it is a rule that the lights go out and people retire by ten, for unspeakable horrors crawl the weary streets in the night.