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Joined 05-02-07, id: 1270506, Profile Updated: 06-04-12
Author has written 23 stories for Fullmetal Alchemist, Death Note, Naruto, and Sherlock.

Hola! What's up? I suppose if you're bothering to read this, you want to know who I am. You can call me Shadow.

Age: 22

I'm an American, but I can't see myself living here for the rest of my life. I love traveling and I want to be an anthropologist so I'm hoping to get to see the world. After all, there's so much more out there.

I'm an undergraduate student right now, but I'm set to graduate soon.

The eighty seven and a half zillion other places around teh interwebs where you can visit me:

1. FFN's sister site, fictionpress.com, has a bunch of my older original work. I'll get around to updating that eventually. clear-sight
2. I now have a deviantART account. clear-sight
3. I've joined mangabullet. There are stories on this site that are not on ffn, if anyone's interested. Clear-Sight

4. I'm also on AO3 and the same goes there. I'm kind of slowly transitioning to that site because they're less restrictive, they have a tagging system, and you can create series there. So there are things there that aren't here.

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Bury It Forward by KawasakiTriple reviews
Mustang is forced to decide on the best way to cope with Edward's broken, tortured mind; his first task is to decipher why Ed will stop at nothing to escape his custody when the weather turns foul.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 38 - Words: 460,881 - Reviews: 908 - Favs: 967 - Follows: 730 - Updated: 10/23/2014 - Published: 9/13/2008 - Edward E., Roy M., Alphonse E. - Complete
Beyond by Catmoongirl reviews
Mello knew from the minute that smoke bomb went off that he'd never be able to see another sun rise and set, that he'd never be able to wake up with the smell of cigarette smoke cradling him to the one thing that held any lasting value in his world.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 43,634 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 236 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 1/26/2010 - Published: 6/1/2008 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Something Wicked This Way Comes by Aishuu reviews
An alternate universe. L and Raito meet under different circumstances.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 49,989 - Reviews: 1061 - Favs: 1,515 - Follows: 1,462 - Updated: 8/23/2009 - Published: 1/30/2005 - Light Y., L
Free Fall by Spirix reviews
The Gate has sent Edward to Ancient Rome. He has to survive Ten Years before he can go home but that much time can change a person, it can also change a home....EdAlter!Roy....Edvy...ultimately ED x ROY
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Fantasy - Chapters: 17 - Words: 141,995 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 7/29/2009 - Published: 4/3/2007 - Edward E., Roy M.
Wonderland by RobinRocks reviews
Light Yagami awoke to white walls. Screaming. Written for LxLight Club's Alternate Ending contest. Onesided LightxL.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,804 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 335 - Follows: 27 - Published: 7/24/2008 - Light Y., L - Complete
Roy's Answering Machine by Fists of Feury reviews
Mustang's very own answering machine, finally! Will he ever call any of them back? How many death threats will he get? Will Armstrong ever stop callng? WILL THE IDENTITIES OF MR. FLUFFIKINS AND SNUGGLEBEAR BE REVEALED? Read and find out!
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 4,070 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 6/4/2008 - Published: 7/3/2007
A Babel Braid by Underwater Owl reviews
Go to, let us build us a city and a tower, whose top may reach unto heaven; and let us make us a name, lest we be scattered abroad upon the face of the whole earth." But some things are always true, and one of them was that none of them could ever be God.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,687 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/29/2008 - L, Light Y. - Complete
FAIL by Amry reviews
A collection of humorous oneshots relating to Mello and how much he fails. Brought up to T for language crack Fifth: Return of Rhymes with Fail
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,370 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 3/24/2008 - Published: 7/3/2007 - Mello, Matt
Chasing Cars by clam theif reviews
We'll do it all. Everything. On our own. We don't need anything or anyone. If I lay here. If I just lay here...? Would you lie with me, and just forget the world? MattxMello STOP PUTTING THIS ON ALERTS! THIS FANFIC IS COMPLETE!
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,815 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 3/3/2008 - Published: 2/16/2008 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Alphabet by Underwater Owl reviews
V for VendettaDeath Note crossover. The world's best detective is asked by the world court to investigate Chancellor Sutler, and to gather evidence for his prosecution. Suddenly, the Old Bailey is destroyed, and another letter is on the scene. Codename V.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Crime/Adventure - Chapters: 22 - Words: 57,110 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 2/4/2008 - Published: 12/30/2007 - L, Matt - Complete
Welcome to Wammy by Mikanis reviews
Mello has just arrived at Wammy House at the young age of nine. Can he adjust to his new life after so long without an identity? M for Mature due to touchy subject matter, violence, language, and games I play with the human mind. Mikanis
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 22 - Words: 52,696 - Reviews: 292 - Favs: 384 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 12/9/2007 - Published: 10/17/2007 - Mello - Complete
Blue Lights by Spirix reviews
Renji and Ichigo's small drabble adventures in attempting to live like a normal couple in the human world. Slightly [IchixRenji] No Longer a Oneshot!
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,157 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 11/28/2007 - Published: 1/7/2007 - Ichigo K., Renji A.
Just a Simple Act by StillSilentWatcher reviews
Soichiro's thoughts on parenting and L late one night Based on a scene from the Death Note Movie the first name
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 797 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/31/2007 - L, Soichiro Y. - Complete
Antique Romans by SincerelyRainbow reviews
The final day has come down to this. Saying anymore would give away the ending. Slight MelloxMatt. Rated T to be CONTAINS SPOILERS FROM EPISODE 25
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,218 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/31/2007 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Tricks and Chocolate by acidalteredfingerprints reviews
A oneshot of Mello's first Halloween at Wammy's MelloMatt
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,961 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/30/2007 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Autumn Breeze by SincerelyRainbow reviews
Sleepless nights have finally got the best of him, but can Mori end these nightmares? MorixHunny Family love implied character death Rated T for death, otherwise safe. R&R please.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,742 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 8 - Published: 10/20/2007 - Mori/Takashi M., Hunny/Honey/Mitsukuni H. - Complete
A Dummy's Guide to Pissing Off a Ninja by Ninjas In Pink reviews
There are some skills you are just not born with, and have to learn manually by reading or watching. Of course, there's always the Dummy's Guide to help us skip the lessons and get on with the action! Lesson 5: Ninjas hate being interrupted.
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 5,665 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 9/22/2007 - Published: 8/14/2007
Silent Requiem by GhostGlider reviews
He became a worldfamous detective. They all wanted to know why. This boy: was it his name, his father, his other letter, a scar? More than a tale of this man's life, it's the story of how he was MADE.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,734 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 8/22/2007 - Published: 4/17/2007 - L, Watari
I promise by yiyjfgyty reviews
Mello goes missing in the pouring rain, and it's up to Matt to find him. When he does, he brings him back to Mello's apartment, where intresting things around bound to happen...One shot, MattxMello. Please read and reveiw!
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,328 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/16/2007 - Mello, Matt - Complete
What Happens in Walmart, Stays in Walmart by Fatal Error reviews
The cast of Death Note is unleashed upon the world of retail sale. Based on a very random roleplay. Rated T for mild to strong language general crack and suggestive situationsxShounenai in later chapters. Almost all characters will eventually appear.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,855 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 6/9/2007 - Published: 5/7/2007
Fall to Pieces by otaku22 reviews
New chapter up! From Roy's point of view, how will he react when he finds out about what Edward has done because of him?
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 16,145 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 5/8/2007 - Published: 12/6/2006 - Edward E., Roy M.
The Sky Is a Mirror of My Emotions by WaterSpirit1 reviews
When an old friend of Satoshi's shows up in his life will she show him what he truly feels for someone who has been standing there in front of him forever. Perhaps she can help his Fallen Angel too. SatoxDai DarkxKrad [Complete]
D N Angel - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 28,575 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 2/14/2007 - Published: 7/19/2006 - Daisuke N., Satoshi H. - Complete
Emotional Instability by Torixx reviews
Every afternoon, after school, Gaara meets with his therapist to try and figure out why he went crazy last year and nearly killed someone. At the same time, she helps him realize things about himself. SasuGaa mainly, mentions of NaruHina and HakuNeji.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,310 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 8/14/2006 - Published: 7/17/2006 - Gaara, Sasuke U. - Complete
The unexpected by Jade Rotaski Queen of the Damned reviews
This is Shounen Ai with HavocxAl and RoyxEd. Summery: Jean has been in love with Al since he got his body back, but hasn't had a chance to tell him becuase Al is being locked in his room by an overprotective Ed...Its a better story than it looks! lol read
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,747 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 8 - Published: 4/3/2006 - Jean H., Alphonse E. - Complete
Control by neurofeces reviews
TxT Tsukasa's nursed his crush on Tomonori for long enough, but when he takes action it only seems to drive the human further away. But does Tomonori really not feel the same? Or is he just afraid of a lack of control?Rated for sensuality in later chapter
Juvenile Orion - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 115,842 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 1/3/2006 - Published: 4/19/2005
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Lost reviews
Matt had never considered himself special and he never could have guessed that any of this would happen to him. Companion to Inequity, Anomaly, Fallen. name/series spoilers, rated for content. EDITING & HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,247 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/4/2012 - Published: 4/20/2008 - Matt
Anomaly reviews
Near was different, that was something everyone knew. What they didn't know was why. Companion to Inequity, Lost, and Fallen. Name/series spoilers, rated for content. EDITING & HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 20 - Words: 26,552 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 6/4/2012 - Published: 3/28/2008 - Near
The Return of Sherlock Holmes reviews
Three years have passed. I thought the man long gone from my life. I had resigned myself to that. Funny how suddenly things can change. Spoilers for The Reichenbach Falls.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 705 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/16/2012 - John W., Sherlock H.
Inequity reviews
He was an experiment. A model of what his creator had hoped for. The first Letter. The first success. The only real L. Companion to Anomaly, Lost, and Fallen. Name/series spoilers.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,829 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/8/2012 - Published: 1/16/2009 - L
Bell the Cat reviews
Ed is a chimera whose sole purpose in life has always been to protect his master. So what will happen when that duty is taken from him? Neko!Ed with a plot, Brotherhood chimeras, and concepts borrowed from Stray Dog. Rated for violence.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,505 - Reviews: 121 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 302 - Updated: 1/31/2012 - Published: 3/12/2009 - Edward E., Roy M.
Cold Dawn
A tribute to Mello. Matt and Mello's final day. Companion to "Twilight Haze". *Spoilers!*
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,486 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Twilight Haze reviews
A tribute to Matt. Matt and Mello's final day. Companion to "Cold Dawn". *Spoilers!*
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,397 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/7/2010 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Catastrophic Memory reviews
Mello has been having strange dreams and disturbing visions. The only thing that's clear in any of it is that he is no longer able to determine what's real and what isn't. A little odd at times, please read first A/N.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,557 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/2/2009 - Published: 7/3/2009 - Mello, Matt
Effacé Devant reviews
Near is a student at a prestigious ballet academy. He sits safely at the top of his level, content with his placement and the order of things. At least until a new dancer named Mello arrives. AU, kind of a crack idea. For munnins-memory. HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,609 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 11/16/2009 - Published: 5/4/2009 - Near, Mello
Fallen reviews
Mello was a lot like a butterfly gone horribly wrong. Oh, he was beautiful, but rather than something gentle and frail, he became something fierce and untouchable. Companion to Inequity, Anomaly, Lost, name/series spoilers. EDITING & HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 19,841 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/21/2009 - Published: 4/20/2008 - Mello
Burn reviews
Mello left and Matt's trying to cope alone. Songfic, M for flashbacks. HIATUS
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,254 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/21/2009 - Matt, Mello
Never Alone reviews
Roy gets a visit from someone he thought he had lost.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,163 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/16/2009 - Roy M., Edward E. - Complete
Felicity or Doom reviews
What's happened to us, Matt?" "I don't know." A oneshot about Matt and Mello. Nothing explicit. This is an experiment with writing style, so please let me know what you think.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,402 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/3/2009 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Uncertainty reviews
This is just a collection of one-shots featuring Matt and Mello. None of them are related. MxM
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,381 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/26/2008 - Matt, Mello
Godless reviews
Really? Then tell me, just what are we?" He paused for a moment before answering, "We are... nothing." M&M, AT, slight OOC, possibly sensitive material. DISCONTINUED
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 23 - Words: 37,400 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 9/19/2008 - Published: 1/2/2008 - Matt, Mello
Wishing for the Sunset reviews
Edward is blinded in battle and relies on Roy. Um... I don't want to give away everything, but it's me, so you know it'll be sad. Sorry I suck at summaries. It's better than it sounds. AT, RoyxEd.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 18,737 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 9/14/2008 - Published: 5/10/2007 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Phoenix reviews
Sequel to Wishing for the Sunset. I'll post a summary later. HIATUS
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 859 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 17 - Published: 9/14/2008 - Edward E., Alphonse E.
Moonlight and Raindrops reviews
A look at Matt and Mello's relationship across the years, from Wammy's to the night of their deaths. MxM, character death, spoilers in later chapters. DISCONTINUED
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 10,508 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 9/13/2008 - Published: 10/19/2007 - Matt, Mello
Hand of Sorrow reviews
Naruto lived alone until he was found by a teacher who worked for a prince. From there he was trained to fight and became a powerful weapon and a barganing chip in times of war. NaruSasu, NaruHina AU, AT, silght OOC. HIATUS.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,474 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 9/13/2008 - Published: 9/17/2007 - Naruto U., Sasuke U.
Missing You reviews
Ed and Roy reflect on their separation. Songfic to 'Bed of Lies' by Matchbox 20. Set between the end of the series and Shamballa. RoyEd, onesided RizaRoy.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,931 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/18/2008 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Balloons reviews
Now a collection of oneshots featuring Matt, Mello, and Near. Friendship, humour, a little shounen ai, a little angst. Balloons, Dye Another Day, Kiss, Dice Castles.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,364 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/11/2008 - Published: 1/29/2008 - Near, Matt - Complete
Truth reviews
What L, Mellow, Near, and Matt were like as children at Wammy's House. This follows them all the way through the end of the Kira investigation. Preseriespostseries, MelloNear, MelloMatt, RaitoL DISCONTINUED
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,751 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 10/28/2007 - Published: 5/5/2007 - L, Mello
Memories reviews
Ed has died and Roy is trying to cope with the loss with the help of Hawkeye, who is determined to save him from himself. RoyxEd, onesided RizaxRoy, character death, Sequal to Faded. Will be rewritten.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,765 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/6/2007 - Published: 5/5/2007 - Roy M., Riza H. - Complete