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Author has written 7 stories for Avengers, Sherlock, and Star Wars.

Where do I admit I've never watched more than season one and two of Sherlock; what I know I've gleaned from other, better writers. I've never seen more than just the Avengers and Age of Ultron, so my infatuation with Loki, Tony, and Bruce stems from just those bits and, again, better writers. Oh, and now I've added Kylux to the mix. So I'm a Johnlocked, IronFrosted, Kyluxed Loki/Hulk shipper who thinks Science Bros and Deadpool/Spider-Man are OTPs. Too many slashes to keep up with!

I write here and on Ao3 (as well as Tumblr) under the same name. I have done two things on Literotica under KissMeLikeYouMeanIt.

I've never met a male fanfic reader, much less a writer and I lament that fact. Wow, yes I have! I mistakenly read context clues and figured on female. Yay for being wrong!

I want people to review, to prove to me I'm not screaming into the digital abyss when I post, but I'll never be the caliber of the ones I envy.

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More Than Meets the Eye by masterjediratgrl31 reviews
Tony Stark and Loki have known each other long before the attack on New York. Tony is shocked to find that Loki doesn't remember him at all, that is until he's slammed to the ground by The Hulk. When Tony sneaks a peek at the beginning of interrogations he discovers that the Loki that attacked has woken up from some kind of mind control, please review! please! :)
Crossover - Thor & Avengers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 85 - Words: 218,352 - Reviews: 261 - Favs: 132 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 5/2/2018 - Published: 8/12/2015 - Loki, Iron Man/Tony S.
Finally Belonging by Yodeling Prospector reviews
What happens when a brain-damaged Loki who's been abused and unwanted his whole life lands on Tony Stark's tower?
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 46 - Words: 579,222 - Reviews: 700 - Favs: 545 - Follows: 522 - Updated: 2/2/2018 - Published: 12/31/2015 - Iron Man/Tony S., Loki, Hulk/Bruce B., Jarvis
Unattainable Touch by EiswolfZero reviews
When John got drunk one night a guy appears in his kitchen. John thinks he's a dream but this guy reappears again, high as a kite. Alcohol, drug abuse, Johnlock. Kinda superatural.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 30,280 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 3/13/2017 - Published: 10/14/2015 - [Sherlock H., John W.] - Complete
Divinest Sense by ChrisCalledMeSweetie reviews
John has been sectioned — deemed a danger to himself and others — and is facing six months in an experimental psychiatric hospital. After his recent drug overdose, Sherlock is being shipped off by his brother to live amongst the mad, as though this will somehow improve his mental health. What will happen when these two damaged men meet under the least auspicious of circumstances?
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 18 - Words: 26,992 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 8/20/2016 - Published: 4/23/2016 - Sherlock H., John W., Mycroft H. - Complete
Big Brother's A Prince! by Pansychic27213 reviews
[Warning for mentions of child abuse] Loki, fed up with his miserable life after hiding on earth for a while, decides to cast a mysterious spell. Of course, this immediately involves the Avengers...
Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 35,813 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 166 - Follows: 129 - Updated: 8/3/2016 - Published: 1/19/2015 - Complete
Tacos, Spider-suits and Sex by Castello reviews
Deadpool and Spiderman have... an arrangement. One that involves a little sex and a lot of secrets. Peter was content with it, until he finds out that Deadpool's interested in getting to know the kid behind the mask. M for language and sex. LOTS of sex. Sort of graphic sex actually, in many locations and in a fair amount of different positions. Surely NOT for the weak of heart.
Crossover - Spider-Man & Deadpool - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 31,182 - Reviews: 266 - Favs: 1,039 - Follows: 697 - Updated: 6/5/2016 - Published: 4/23/2015 - [Peter P./Spider-Man, Deadpool/Wade W.] OC - Complete
Breaking Through the Ice by Please Don't Hold Back reviews
Shassie. Set directly after the Season One finale. Carlton, troubled at finding out everyone thought he was nuts, elicits Shawn's help in becoming normal. That one mistake leads to dozens more.
Psych - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 36,648 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/28/2016 - Published: 1/30/2016
Worse than the Worst by Yodeling Prospector reviews
Loki had expected imprisonment, torture or death for his actions on Midgard. Maybe all three. He never would have guessed that he would be made Tony Stark's slave.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 22,799 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 1/5/2016 - Published: 11/17/2015 - Iron Man/Tony S., Loki
String Theory by Lashworthe reviews
Alternate Universe. It's 136 years since Tony Stark died, taking with him all the secrets of his genius. Loki Ruser is the new up and coming genius who buys up the old Malibu home of Tony Stark to discover its secrets. He gets more than he bargains for when he discovers the Iron Man design plans, and a sentient hologram of Tony Stark himself. COMPLETE.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 87,900 - Reviews: 279 - Favs: 387 - Follows: 376 - Updated: 12/31/2015 - Published: 11/5/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Loki - Complete
Alive and Living (In That Order) by copyallcatsandacrobats reviews
During a zombie apocalypse, Lassiter struggles to get himself and a traumatized Shawn Spencer to safety. Initially concerned only with survival, Lassiter discovers that there's still something worth hoping for, worth caring for. (Eventual Shawn/Lassie.)
Psych - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,534 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 8/20/2015 - Published: 6/12/2015 - [Shawn S., Carlton L.] - Complete
It's been an honor, Captain by annoying-antisocial reviews
What if that day the man standing on the edge of Bart's roof was John? What if Moriarty twisted the game? What if the roles were reversed in the Reichenbach fall? (First try and a Sherlock thing, and it may have been done already. Also yes, John/Sherlock will be showing it's face here.)
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 21 - Words: 72,535 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 121 - Updated: 2/2/2015 - Published: 2/1/2014 - Sherlock H., John W., Mycroft H., J. Moriarty
Say My Name by birdie7272 reviews
In a world where only your soulmate knows your name…well… it's hard to get people's attention. Mr. Holmes was especially hard to rouse. Then came Doctor Watson.
Sherlock - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,245 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 139 - Follows: 31 - Published: 1/7/2015 - [John W., Sherlock H.] - Complete
Blood and Whiskey by KittyPryde99 reviews
Tony's life has been a steady downwards spiral, and he sees no end to his misery. He decides it's time to end it. Slight Science Bros. shipping which may escalate if I decide to continue the story. Rated T for language and serious topics (self harm, suicide).
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,811 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 7/21/2014 - Published: 9/1/2013 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B., Jarvis
The Bargain by Lotus Fantasy reviews
Certainly, the Avengers never thought a year after the devastation in New York they'd be providing safe harbor for the very man they'd fought so hard to defeat. But with an unknown enemy after Loki for knowledge of a deadly weapon, perhaps the old adage, 'Keep friends close and enemies closer' is simply the wisest course of action. And Loki isn't the only unhappy one. Ironfrost.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 60 - Words: 173,183 - Reviews: 478 - Favs: 502 - Follows: 374 - Updated: 7/19/2014 - Published: 12/5/2013 - Iron Man/Tony S., Thor, Loki - Complete
Reason goes before a Fall by Lorelei Lee reviews
John Watson is just a man. A man whose tolerance for sexual frustration has almost reached its limit. The object of his desire? Sherlock. The problem? Sherlock thinks he's straight and John doesn't think Sherlock's interested. Sherlock is just a man too, but he doesn't want to jeopardise their friendship. The solution? A prostitute who looks a lot like Sherlock.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 28,985 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 6/5/2014 - Published: 4/3/2014 - [Sherlock H., John W.] Mycroft H.
Turning of the Tide by wanderingtardisonbakerstreet reviews
Nothing compares to the quick-witted, curly haired detective with the pale skin and piercing eyes. There is no one else for John Watson. There is only Sherlock Holmes. — A multi-chapter fic following the progression of the boys' relationship from friends to lovers. Eventual Johnlock. Virgin!Sherlock. Rated M for smut in later chapters.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 30,108 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 220 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 3/3/2014 - Published: 8/5/2013 - [Sherlock H., John W.] - Complete
Fantasy, Nightmare, Reality by birdie7272 reviews
Sometimes your mind can play tricks on you. It can make you see and hear things that aren't really there. John always thought he could handle anything that came his way. That was until the suicide of his best friend and flatmate Sherlock Holmes. But if he was truly gone then why can John still see him? What happens if he actually comes back? Johnlock. hallucination!Sherlock
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 255,493 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 159 - Follows: 114 - Updated: 1/25/2014 - Published: 8/16/2013 - [John W., Sherlock H.] - Complete
One Hour by BroadwayStarletQueen reviews
Sherlock and John find themselves at the end of their adventures far too soon. A room with no doors, no windows, only a message-'One of you is dying. You have one hour.' Neither man knows who is going to die, and with possibly just one hour left to live, there isn't time for anything but the truth.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,195 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 10 - Published: 12/22/2013 - Sherlock H., John W., Mycroft H.
Poetic Justice by Limmet reviews
Post-Avengers. Odin, in his infinite wisdom, has decided to go for the poetic justice angle as far as Loki's punishment is concerned. For his attempt to enslave humanity, Loki has his magic and powers bound, and is sent back to Midgard and given over to Tony Stark to be his slave. Tony is none too happy about this arrangement. Eventually Tony/Loki.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 142 - Words: 329,849 - Reviews: 6281 - Favs: 1,615 - Follows: 1,093 - Updated: 10/17/2013 - Published: 11/17/2012 - Loki, Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
The Door That Shouldn't Be In Front Of Me by traveller19 reviews
After Loki is punished for his crimes, he and Thor are sent back to Midgard to help the Avengers rebuild Manhattan. But when it becomes obvious that Loki is unwell physically as well as mentally, relationships are strained and healed as well as created. Rated T for the occasional language and frequent in-depth descriptions of illness and medical procedures.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 135,473 - Reviews: 545 - Favs: 872 - Follows: 420 - Updated: 8/27/2013 - Published: 5/28/2013 - Loki, Thor, Hulk/Bruce B., Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
One More Miracle by kittykat2015 reviews
Eight months after Jack's death, Ennis is struggling to go on. As he reaches the end of his own life, he finds that he doesn't have to face it alone.
Brokeback Mountain - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,473 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 8/24/2013 - Published: 8/15/2013 - Complete
Reading Subtext by Englandwouldfall reviews
Five times Sherlock tried to tell John he was interested... and one time the message was actually delivered. Johnlock (obviously).
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 36,464 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 376 - Follows: 190 - Updated: 5/10/2013 - Published: 3/15/2013 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
With All My Heart by Quinn Anderson reviews
AU in which every time a person falls in love, a red line like a tally mark appears on their wrist. Sherlock is determined to keep himself from ever gaining one of these marks for fear that love will corrode his mental faculties. Then he meets John Watson. Johnlock.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 19,737 - Reviews: 192 - Favs: 969 - Follows: 241 - Updated: 4/5/2013 - Published: 3/13/2013 - Sherlock H., John W., Mycroft H. - Complete
I Swear, Jack by destielkills reviews
An additional scene from Jack and Ennis's last meeting on Brokeback.
Brokeback Mountain - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/20/2013 - Complete
Hold Fast to Dreams by BroadwayStarletQueen reviews
Sherlock can't believe that John thinks it's all a dream, but he's willing to play along. If he can give John something to hold on to while he's off making the world safe for the both of them, it might save them both.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,279 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 3/17/2013 - Published: 1/23/2013 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Misdialed by Totally-Out-Of-It reviews
AU John needs a new phone that doesn't bend time, risk his life, and have a man on the other end who claims to be the world's greatest detective, except that he can't figure out how he accidentally called Dr. Watson instead of his brother. Slash.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 23 - Words: 68,100 - Reviews: 567 - Favs: 1,010 - Follows: 624 - Updated: 1/31/2013 - Published: 8/31/2011 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete
Sweet, In a Grumpy Sort of Way by ChinamiMorimoto reviews
It's been just shy of thirty years since Jack died, the world has moved on, and in some ways, so has Ennis-but in plenty of other ways, he really hasn't. When Jack's granddaughter shows up, looking to find out about her grandfather and looking very much like a female version of him, Ennis is pulled out of his comfort zone. There is just something about those Twists.
Brokeback Mountain - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,964 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/2/2012 - Published: 7/19/2012 - Complete
When I May Cease To Be by Schrodingers-Cat-Paradox reviews
It happened so quickly. One minute John and Sherlock sat in the back of a cab, hands inches away from touching, and the next minute the truck was slamming into them. Johnlock, One shot
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,155 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 146 - Follows: 20 - Published: 4/18/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
We Go Anywhere But To The Ground by wincasters reviews
John's face crumples in on itself and the hurt that's been rattling around between his bones suddenly erupts into a painful bloom, and he falls. Sherlock Holmes, even in death, remains the only man capable of bringing John Watson to his knees.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25,571 - Reviews: 412 - Favs: 1,959 - Follows: 238 - Published: 2/1/2012 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete
Alone On the Water by MadLori reviews
Sherlock is diagnosed with a terminal illness. Warning: angst like whoa.
Sherlock - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,210 - Reviews: 5588 - Favs: 12,934 - Follows: 1,727 - Published: 4/17/2011 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
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What You Want
Kylux smut! Blood and sex. Sadistic Hux, Masochistic Ren. Suicidal ideation. SMUT! Cutting. No outer space, just the here and now. There is no fluff here. Please don't read if you want a carbon copy of my other works - this has blood play and smut! Is this clear enough warning?
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,573 - Published: 6/2/2016 - General Hux, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo
Before the Bros reviews
Angsty fan fic between Iron Man and Hulk, before the Science Bros are a thing.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,282 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/20/2016 - Published: 1/16/2016 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B.
Who Are You reviews
Loki has no memory. Tony and the Avengers don't know what to do with this villain-turned-civilian.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 18,535 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/12/2016 - Published: 2/21/2016
I Don't Have Friends reviews
But he does .. And so much more. This will become slash with at least implied sexual content. A first attempt at "Johnlock."
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 18,375 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 5/6/2016 - Published: 1/23/2016 - Sherlock H., John W.
At the Lowest Moment reviews
An alternate meeting between Sherlock and John in which both are contemplating suicide. I may or may not add to this depending in responses, but if I do, I'll probably end up with slashy JohnLock.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,721 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/29/2016 - Sherlock H., John W.
At Least He's Happy reviews
Companion piece to Before the Bros. This is Natasha's side of the story. I'm rating M because I don't know where this one will wind up.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,093 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/24/2016 - Black Widow/Natasha R., Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B.
I Tried
The most heartbreaking line, "You can't. I know, I tried." A glimpse of the scene.
Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/16/2016 - Complete