Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them? pre-series AU

AU The night of the fire baby Sammy is taken.

A new family of kids at Lawrence High School brings a new perspective to Dean's life, especially when he becomes inexplicably drawn to the youngest of the siblings, a severely autistic boy who has never spoken or touched anybody in his entire life. Rating will possibly go up later. Possibly upsetting psychological subject matter.

Soul Survivor episode tag. Dean found himself wishing that he felt that blissful nothing that his demon-self had felt... because human emotions were too damned hard. Especially if Sam was going to abandon his ass again. Not that he'd blame him... A peak at Dean's inner thoughts and the aftermath of 'Soul Survivor'.

Every time they're back here, Dean reassesses.

Cage!fic. In possibly the worst place in creation, with only a bitter and angry Michael still wearing Adam for company, Sam decides sticking with Lucifer is better than nothing. But with memories of what he learnt about Lucifer while his vessel in mind, Sam finds that maybe the devil's companionship is not as bad as it seems. Eventual Samifer.

AU where Lucifer is summoned to Sam's side the day Mary died.

[Season 9] You are alone, angry, in agony, free, Ezekiel, human, Sam, a hero. You are Gadreel.

Sam is a wax statue in the hospital bed, a pale, silent, still imitation of himself.

Various drabbles as requested by people on the Tumbles and stuff You can request here too if ya want Tumblr tag ... /tagged/nadia does drabbles

Sometimes, Sam thinks he can remember what it looked like when his mother died. Dean doesn't want to hear it. Time frame: Pre-Series and Season 1.

Slight tag to 9x10. My first poem on here. "He is hard edges and hard liquor" (Dean).

Sam Winchester was ready to die.

For the whole first month after Sam leaves, Dean tells himself that nothing's changed. Pre-series brotherly angst. No slash, of course.

Slight SPOILERS for 9x10. Tag to the very last scene. Sam's POV.

This is a game they play. Dean pretends and Sam pretends to believe him.

Gabriel has the task of instructing newborn souls as they come to him from the Tree. One particular soul he comes across winds up haunting him for the rest of his life. (Oneshot. Very light Sabriel.)

Sam hears something in school that has him thinking all evening. Dean has to deal with cuddly philosophical wee!sam who has some pressing questions on the topic of girls and marriage equality, who also won't get out of his bed. Sam is 7 and Dean is 11. Wee!chesters fluff and schmoopy cuddling and bed sharing. Tiny suggestion of wincest, if you decide take it that way.

John Winchester has a life or death decision before him. And he only has a few seconds in which to make up his mind. Pre-series. Lots of angst. Wee!chesters.

as heaven topples. —sam/dean fallen AU for ray

In which Castiel has a thing for photobooths, and Dean doesn't have it in him to deny Cas the things he loves.

Sam feels like throwing something in frustration, but because he's in a moving car, he settles for upping the volume. "It's not our job to fix everything!" Cas remains calm, though there's a new edge to his voice. "I don't think Dean understands that." He pauses pensively. "I'm not sure I do either." Tag to 9x10. Oneshot.

Tag to 9.07 "Bad Boys." Dean has to come to terms with the immediate aftermath of choosing his family over staying with Sonny. Sammy helps.

(Human AU) (POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING) Dark!fic. Castiel Novak loves a boy named Dean. But Dean just doesn't love him back and Castiel just can't seem to understand why...?

When Michael kicked Lucifer out of heaven, his wings were burnt from his back and it damaged his Grace. He might not be as powerful (or as beautiful) as he used to be, but he would still do anything to prove his father and his brother wrong. [Samifer]

It's not just hunting that runs in the Winchester family, Sam is a shapeshifter with a canine form like his Dad was. Dean disapproves of pretty much everything, Castiel makes a point, and Gabriel is the only one who really understands. Sam discovers that it's possible to have what he wants without causing pain to anyone, including himself.

What I think Sam meant by the last thing he said to Dean. (Very short one-shot). TAG to Road Trip.

"See, Dean, this is where we differ." The Alpha Vampire's hands move closer to Sam's neck. "You always think there's a way out. You think you can deal everything away." He smirks. "You can't though. You can't win everything." *season 8 AU, hurt!Sam, BigBrother!Dean, one-shot*

I Did What I Had To Do... Dean's made so many hard calls over the years. WINCEST. Inspired by Mid-season finale.

Sam and Dean catch Kevin doing something they never really expected to see him doing, and probably never want to see again. One-shot.

The longer Castiel watches, the more he starts to put the puzzle that is Sam Winchester together. *Sam/Castiel bonding, sick!Sam, one-shot, season 8, not slash*

Post s3 AU. Castiel is sent to Hell to rescue Dean Winchester and kill his brother, the Boy King. What he finds, instead, changes everything. Sam/Castiel.

Sam Winchester was thirteen years old the first time he thought he was going to die.

Preseries: Dean 17, Sam 12. One-shot. Dean is left to watch over a feverish Sammy while John is forced to hunt the witch that's causing it. The thing is, fevers can be dangerous. (Warnings: language and main character death)

We're all barreling toward the same apocalypse anyway. /Or, Hell has its own way of brainwashing.

Set directly after Season 8. Sam's POV. "That voice, that same voice again. It seems so broken and desperate and I want to cry because I know that voice, I know it, but I can't place it and my skull is pounding and it seems like my bones have solidified just in time to crack apart again, slow and wrenching and agonizing."

Sam stands there in the hospital room, staring at his brother's body and thinks that maybe, maybe he ought to do something other than just stare, even though he can't. (tag to 2x01, In My Time of Dying)

"He loved something; he set it free, and guess what? It can't come back. Not ever, and that's the root to this whole breakdown Dean's having." Pretty much just me, going into detail Dean's depression after Sam jumped into The Pit. !Angsty !BrokenDean !SlightAlcoholism !Swearing !BigBrotherDean !MentionsOfSam !ShortFic !PostSwanSong

So the cage opens and Sam discovers that he is actually Lucifer. Now he has to dodge the other angels, the demons, try not to destroy the world and somehow work out how he's going to explain this all to Dean. Turns out it might be easier that he thinks. AU Season 5

Reverse!Verse. Angel Dean. Hunter Castiel. Castiel has no idea what pulled out of hell, but he certainly didn't expect the un-angelic angel called Dean and his puppy-dog eyed brother Sam. Gen.

Tag to 2x01, "This demon comes first – before me, before everything." So why did John make the deal and gave away the only weapon that could help them against the demon?

!OneShot. What if Sam had remembered that "not clean" feeling he mentioned in 8x21 all along? How much different would he be because of it? Could be set around Season 2. !DarkSam !Pre-CuttingSam Not a death fic! Mentions of John.

'He crosses the street and walks up the steps to the front door. He pauses there for a moment. He's not sure what he's going to say, not sure how he's going to make everything okay. There's something burning with love in the palm of his hand and he smiles up at the sky' 'Hey, De.' 'Hey, Sammy.' AU ending to Swan Song

Sam is huddled in the corner of his hospital room, knees clasped to his chest and head bowed, when Lucifer's denim-clad legs appear in front of him. "Sam," he says grandly, clearly expecting some kind of reaction.

Sam knew it was completely irrational, but sometimes he thought he could /feel/ the blood traveling throughout his body. It felt disgusting. Unclean. Wrong. Those were the days where he needed to remind himself to breathe, because all he could focus on was the poison that had been running through his veins since he turned six months old. (subtle wincest)

"I can't change what I've done." He whispered and the memory of a hundred Tuesdays hung heavy in the air. Sabriel AU, Gabriel joined Team Free Will before 'Hammer of the Gods' because he loved Sam, even if he didn't feel like he deserved him. First Sabriel fic.

A list.

Dean had spent years accommodating only one or two other people in his daily life, and now he was forced to deal with up to a dozen at any specific time, and some days it was all he could do to keep from snatching up the nearest piece of weaponry and lessening that number by at least one. Just another typical morning at the Bunker. (S9 AU)

Sam lived through Tuesday for over 100 days. He lived past Wednesday for months. It took him over half a year to got Dean back and somehow everything is like it used to be. How was Sam able to act so normal afterwards? Why was it like he hadn't just lived through a war zone of death and psychological torment? Spoilers for Mystery Spot (3x11).

A ficlet whereupon Ruby watches Sam sleep. And she's not creepy at all.

It all leads up to Detroit so you and the Devil play chess.

Sam's in a bad place. He can barely keep track of what's real and what isn't and it really doesn't help that his head is becoming a refuge for dead angels.

[SPOILERS - 9x09 - HOLY TERROR] Kevin Tran, quite simply, was a hero in his own way.

Sequel to "It's a Cold and It's a Broken Hallelujah". Read that first, or this'll make no sense. Sabriel, Destiel, rape, torture, assorted angst, fluff, and hurt/comfort. Good luck... MUAHAHHAHAHa!

Bobby spends his afterlife wishing that angels knew how to knock on doors.

Tag to Bad Boys, 9.07. John Winchester knows he will never win father of the year.

A free verse poem I wrote. It tells their story up to now. Warning: Feels!

"Sure, maybe they never really had a roof and four walls... but they were never, in fact, homeless." - Chuck Shurley. Tag for "Slumber Party" (9x04). Sam explains in more detail why he doesn't consider the Men of Letters bunker to be his home.

The many ways Dean says "I love you" to the people around him, and the ways they say it back to him. Mild season 9 spoilers.

Let It Bleed tag: Sam sees the flaw with Dean's idea even if Dean refuses to.

One of Sam's teacher tries to help Sam reach his potential and learns that there are some people that cannot be classified and different types of greatness. Protective Sam and Protective Dean. Outsider perspective. Sam is 12, Dean is 16.

Dean goes through detox, but he misses an important step in the whole "getting clean" process.

In the midst of the Apocalypse, Sam attends NA meetings, fights over the last slice of pizza, and learns how to swear in sixteen different languages. In the midst of a million tiny moments, Elpis still hides in a cage he once opened.

When Sam applies to Stanford, part of the application process is that he has to write an essay in response to a prompt. My take on the words that got Sam a full ride to an Ivy League college.

Maybe Sam didn't remember all the little details, but Dean never forgets. Dean POV. Set some time after All Hell Breaks Loose.

Dean Winchester has just started his summer break before his senior year with a long-term crush on a certain popular YouTuber. An opportunity to meet arises and Jo persuades Dean to go after the object of his desires... by coaxing Dean to go on a not-so-epic road trip in his beloved Baby. Awkwardness, flirtation, and mutual attraction ensues.

The beautiful thing is - Lucifer can't take what isn't freely offered.

When they are in pain, most children regress to an infantile state and instinctively, blindly, call out to their mother. Sometimes to their father. Dean doesn't. He calls for Sam.

"Winchesters save people and hunt things, and that meant not staying in any one place for too long. That was way more important than having a dog, or friends, or any place to call home that wasn't a car." In which Sam gets a lesson in what's really important. Please note warnings inside.

"Well, if it isn't the broken man and his guardian angel." There are many things that confuse Castiel. This particular phrase irritates him more than others. He doesn't know what it means or why people say it, but he's going to find out. Tiny bit of Dean/Cas if you squint and tilt your head.

You come from hell and he comes from its highway. There's so few kind things from both your pasts, its amazing you both turned out so good. Excepting the serial killer bit. (in which Ruby and Sam are serial killers)

The sky was dark and starless. The moon gave off an eerie white light to everything on the land below. The clouds were few and wispy, retreating to the east as the cool winds pushed them away from the abandoned town they had recently rained on. The night was peaceful, and nothing was fine.

A piece on what makes a vessel for a particular angel.

The night that Mary Winchester died, a baby girl was born.

Ben remembers Dean Winchester as this awesome, huge, monster-hunting badass. The man who comes to stay with them in the summer of 2010 isn't quite that guy. Post S5 summer fic.

A ten year old shouldn't be aware of death, or all the ways he could die. But even a ten year old Dean Winchester couldn't figure out the worst way to die until it happened, years later.

Still not over season 8's finale, it's my favorite episode hands down at the moment. But I wish they actually showed us Sam confessing, so I decided to do it. I may have killed myself in the process though. Ouch.

Sam wishes that Dean would just get it over with already. [post-Lucifer Rising]

"You've made mistakes before...but they've never cost you your life. Until now."

Castiel needs help - Dean is falling apart and Sam is detoxing. So Castiel calls on his brother and surprisingly, Gabriel answers. Somebody needs to be there to tie their shoelaces.

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He just needs a second more of this, this being a little brother to a big brother and then he will be just fine.

Awakening the morning of a hunt, Sam's new method of research comes into play, as he begins his transition from Hunter to Hunted and Dean stands guard over his brother. Chap 2:Sam puts down a ghost and travels to the Carboniferous Period to see a griffenfly. Chap 3:Kali dances. Chap 4:Traveling to Yoho, Chap 5:Banff Springs Hotel, Chap 13: Sex Scene-no more hints, go read it.

Dean climbed into Sam's bed, trying to be as silent as possible. Sam could guess why Dean was crying, and trying ever so hard to hide it. They sat against the headboard, Dean leaning his head against Sam's shoulder whilst he shuddered with the tears and thought of everything that had happened and how his relationship with Cas had crumbled.

The Winchester boys are drawn to an abandoned Faire in the Virginia forest and, as usual, things do not go as planned. post 7x08 "s7 Time for a wedding" hurt/awesome!Sam/Dean

Because if he was even a remotely good brother (and he likes to think that he is), he would try and save him.

Post-Lucifer Nick/OFC one-shot. Because my real OTP for this show always has been and always will be Nick/Happiness. "And if he dreams of ice and blood and burning up and thousands upon thousands of emptied eyes, well. He supposes that's the price he has to pay." In which Nick moves back home and moves on, even.

Like a Virgin missing scenes and tag: Sam has a lot of catching up to do.

"To Sam Winchester, the word 'mom' was associated with an old photograph and a bottle of liquor." Sam spends most of his life thinking about what Mary means to his family and what she means to him.

Death could only truly bring a part of Sam's Soul back. T for Language.

Lucifer does everything for a reason. One-shot of what really happened between Lucifer and Gabriel on the night Gabe was killed.

Who would have guessed/That the sight of every angel falling/Would be so beautiful? A poem inspired by episode 8.23 Sacrifice.

Season 8 Finale – Sam's spine was not actually being ripped out through his mouth. It just felt like it was, causing pain and paralysis while taking Sam's breath and his ability to speak. Dean shook his head, refusing to believe he had just stopped Sam from killing himself in this third trial only to watch his little brother live the rest of his life wishing he was dead.

The first time Castiel disobeyed heaven was in Egypt. Come morning, Castiel remembered nothing. The first time Castiel disobeyed heaven was in a place that would come to be called Africa. The first time Castiel disobeyed heaven was in Babel. The first time Castiel disobeyed heaven was in Sodom. The first time Castiel disobeyed heaven was in Jerusalem.

Young Dean is scared by a thunderstorm. Wee!chesters/ Baby!chesters. (Dean is four, Sam is five months.)

Based on a story on tumblr: In which Mary Winchester is a BAMF and is forced to prove it because her eldest son is a moron. Non-Hunter AU, Destiel, Jess-Ain'tDead, ex-addict!Sam.

Dean prays to Cas one last time, but Cas is a little late. One-shot, set at the end of the series.

In the moments after a shower, Sam reflects on how life has been different ever since the Winchesters managed to shut the gates of hell forever.

Amongst the smell of ash and fire and blood, Sam Winchester couldn't bring himself to regret a single thing. Oneshot.

"For the first time in history, the deathbed of a Demon, had been blessed by an Angel" What i think should have happened at the end of 8.17. Rated for language

Being a washed up pop artist had its ups and downs, but in Gabriel Milton's case, it had more downs than ups. He was thirty five and he wasn't getting any younger. He was a laundry list of issues and slept on his cousin's fold out couch. When he meets Samantha Winchester, however, his whole life turns upside down. Sam/Gabriel, fem!Sam, slight Dean/Cas, boyband!AU

A trip to the emergency room teaches John a lot of things about his youngest son.

Weechesters oneshot. When Sammy has a special request for dinner, it turns into a challenge for Dean to give his little brother something that normal kids have.

Brothers Sam and Dean are the newest paitents at Garrison Mental Hospital.A place where the food sucks,the doctors are just as crazy as the paitents not to mention pure evil and the only way you leave is in a body bag or so it's been said -Full Sum Inside