UmPaDeehide bio
Author has written 5 stories for Harry Potter, Glee, and Make It or Break It. I'm an American teenager and that's about as much as you're going to get about my personal life. I love music and books. I read all the time. I'm obsessed with Glee and Harry Potter. And I spend way too much time procastinating on this site, when I could be getting some precious zzz's for my sleep deprived brain. Harry Potter is my childhood, and now that the last movie is on DVD, I have no new material to subdue my addiction, except for fanfiction. it was hard enough after the 7th book, but now it's like there is nothing to look forward too. (*Sobs*) I love Ron/Hermione fanfictions the most. Ginny/Harry, reasonable dramione (has to be realistic, Draco is not a saint and Hermione is not a pure blood), and anything mauraders are also up there on my favs. The next generation is also pretty cool, although there aren't many great ones out there. Glee makes me super happy too, one of the best hours of the week for sure. I love Finchel, Puckleberry and Klaine. Sam is also pretty awesome; I miss him. I kind of love Puck too. And Tina, she's like the definition of an underdog and completely deserves more solos. I like glee project fics too, ecspecially ones with Marissa or Damian... I still think Marissa should have won :( Fanfiction Pet peeves: Any adult and student/child romance is not cool, that's pedofilish. I can't even read Faberry- they hate each other. Harry slash, ron slash. Just no. I've also only found only one Emma/Will story that I could kind of stand, but mostly I hate that couple and I don't know why. Also, I hate when Kurt of Blaine date anyone but each other. I just can't deal with it; I'm too much of a shipper. M-preg is too abstract for me and my logical brain can't grasp it. You can also probably tell from my favs lists and stories that I have a weird fascination for fanfiction stories with a lot of mental anguish... I like a lot of drama and soap opera stuff, sometimes. Plus I think those "tough issues" don't get discussed enough in real literature and stuff, even though a lot of people have issues like that. so yeah... I like angst, hurt/comfort, drama, romance stories, but I also love a good laugh. A spoon full of sugar makes the medicine go down. I'm also looking for a beta because I'm sick of editing and revising, posting, and then realizing I missed a few typo's. So yep that's all you need to know about me. |
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For The Nights by A Wonderland Heart reviews
One of the Warblers has found himself slipping back into a rather dangerous habit. While he may not see a problem, those around him are left to either uncover his secret and risk losing him, or sit back and watch him self-destruct. TW: Self-harm
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,148 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 1/23/2018 - Published: 7/16/2012 - Jeff, Nick, Dalton Academy Warblers
Roses Won't Grow Without Rain by Sapphira Rayes reviews
Always happy and smiling, Lorraine Sullivan is a prime example of the typical 'nice girl'. As sixth year progresses, she becomes trapped in a battle with anorexia, having suffered all her life from low self-esteem. And Sirius Black? Is he the cure or the disease?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 31 - Words: 88,827 - Reviews: 203 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 207 - Updated: 7/3/2016 - Published: 9/24/2008 - Sirius B., OC - Complete
Synonyms by FlopsyOllie reviews
"How many ways can you say 'self destruction'" An ongoing story about the girls of Glee with minimal Mercedes unfortunately, suffering with different issues. Slightly AU - heavy angst.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 39 - Words: 67,133 - Reviews: 239 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 177 - Updated: 2/20/2015 - Published: 6/17/2010 - Rachel B., Quinn F., Santana L., Brittany P. - Complete
Affliction by Doodle19 reviews
Everybody has problems and everbody chooses to deal with them in their own way. So when the world around Rachel and the walls she put up come crashing down, how will she deal? And will anybody be there to help her survive? Rating subject to change.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 45 - Words: 359,409 - Reviews: 376 - Favs: 204 - Follows: 247 - Updated: 10/30/2014 - Published: 9/30/2011 - Rachel B. - Complete
Breathe Me by ginnysmonkey reviews
"Brittany had always been the dumb one. The blonde. The daffy but loveable sidekick. And she hated it." Another explanation of one Brittany S. Pierce. Now a multichapter fic. Title from the song by Sia. Mentions of anorexia, depression, cutting, and drug use.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,221 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 9/4/2014 - Published: 7/27/2012 - Brittany P., Santana L. - Complete
Soft Like You by Stalpankaka reviews
My name is Santana Lopez. I live by two rules, and two rules only. 1, Don't get fat. 2, Don't let anyone know.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 105,430 - Reviews: 590 - Favs: 650 - Follows: 438 - Updated: 7/14/2013 - Published: 5/8/2012 - Santana L., Brittany P. - Complete
Disappearing Act by krumpingxballerina reviews
Set in New Moon a few months after Edward leaves. Bella is taunted and teased at school. Then a new illness strikes Bella. Who will be able to save her? Warning: Anorexia, Self-harm, **CURRENTLY BEING REVISED**
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,385 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 146 - Updated: 3/10/2013 - Published: 12/25/2010 - Bella, Edward
The Only Difference by Cerulean Musings reviews
-Set during OotP- No one can see the difference between Fred and George. George is the only one who sees it and he's the only one who can do something about it. Warning: anorexia, bulimia. Complete.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 50,665 - Reviews: 371 - Favs: 284 - Follows: 247 - Updated: 2/28/2013 - Published: 5/25/2008 - George W., Fred W. - Complete
Still Fighting to Walk Towards the Light by procrastin8or951 reviews
Sirius waits for salvation from the things that haunt him. Death. His family. Anorexia. But "salvation" is just another way of saying "happily ever after." This isn't a fairy tale. Happy endings don't exist. Sequel to Secrets Are Walls That Keep Us Alone.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 35,457 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 1/5/2013 - Published: 12/22/2011 - Sirius B. - Complete
Secrets Are Walls That Keep Us Alone by procrastin8or951 reviews
What ever happened to Sirius Black, infamous Marauder? Everything in his life is going wrong: his grades slip, his abuse from his parents is no longer a secret. His friends know he's sick, but they can't stop him. Anorexia is all he has left. MWPP Trigger warnings for anorexia, bulimia, EDNOS, and abuse
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 75 - Words: 117,603 - Reviews: 1006 - Favs: 617 - Follows: 208 - Updated: 1/5/2013 - Published: 10/26/2008 - Sirius B. - Complete
Thirteen Reasons Why Rachel Berry Killed Herself by Gertthesquirt101 reviews
Rachel Berry put a gun to her head one month ago. One day, Finn Hudson finds a package addressed to him. Thirteen tapes reside within. These are the Thirteen Reasons Why Rachel Berry Killed Herself.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,291 - Reviews: 125 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 8/10/2012 - Published: 7/8/2011 - Rachel B., Finn H.
Perfect by B00kw0rm92 reviews
Sam Evans is a foster child with a dark past and many secrets. His terror of having to leave yet another home has him in a desperate attempt to be perfect, but what happens when his attempts go overboard? And how long can he keep it up? /AU after 2x10
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 59 - Words: 109,838 - Reviews: 415 - Favs: 133 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 2/28/2012 - Published: 1/8/2011 - Sam E., Quinn F. - Complete
close the book, take my soul by beyond-the-twilight reviews
"It's clear now that she has a choice... life or death" Rachel centric; depression/attempted suicide.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 84,472 - Reviews: 383 - Favs: 411 - Follows: 260 - Updated: 1/1/2012 - Published: 10/4/2010 - Rachel B. - Complete
Shattered Dreams by DancingPhalangess reviews
Before Rachel can begin to climb the impossible mountain, she needs to look back on her life and dig to the roots of exactly how she ended up in such a mess. Sequel to 'Fade Away'
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,336 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 12/30/2011 - Published: 8/10/2011 - Rachel B. - Complete
Count Them by DancingPhalangess reviews
Words scar deeper than anyone can imagine. It just takes a trip to the beach and one lie to change everything and Rachel is spinning into a darker place than she has ever been before.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 81,877 - Reviews: 269 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 152 - Updated: 12/5/2011 - Published: 6/20/2011 - Rachel B. - Complete
Don't Do It by Systematic Overload reviews
When Noah Puckerman discovers that Rachel is going to lose her virginity to Finn, there isn't a word to describe his anger. How could she do this? Why didn't she see that there was a boy with a mohawk what would rather take his place?
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,659 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 12 - Published: 11/4/2011 - Puck, Rachel B. - Complete
It's Not What You Say by JooseBoxx reviews
Puck secretly writes the school newspaper advice column. He's convinced high school shouldn't be this dramatic. Puckurt meme prompt. Contains depictions of a stalker situation, mentions of self-harm and abuse not main characters .
Glee - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,722 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 465 - Follows: 55 - Published: 10/13/2011 - Puck, Kurt H. - Complete
Bleeding Love by TryDefyGravity reviews
Rachel has dealt with abuse her whole life. So what does she do? She decides to take her life. But what happens when Puck finds out about her plan? Puck/Rachel romance with Rachel/Brittany friendship. Rated T for self-harm, suicide attempts and language.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 21,253 - Reviews: 211 - Favs: 337 - Follows: 455 - Updated: 10/1/2011 - Published: 7/27/2011 - Rachel B., Puck
The Glee Project: Mad World by Shelby-Belby reviews
High school is hard. It's even hard when you have a secret to keep. Twelve kids who have nothing in common become friends by joining a club that hasn't been around for a few years. The Glee club...
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 13,425 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 9/19/2011 - Published: 8/5/2011
Sick by MarcoLover16 reviews
Lily/James. James Potter struggles to gain control over the life that has gotten out of hand. Where has the happy, care-free James Potter gone, and will he come back? Sometimes a person is in more pain that anyone can see.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 62,429 - Reviews: 265 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 8/30/2011 - Published: 10/26/2007 - James P., Lily Evans P.
Popular by lbd89 reviews
A/U starting during Special Education. Rachel stands up for herself and transfers to Carmel. As the star of Vocal Adrenaline, she is suddenly popular. But, Shelby is a teacher at Carmel. Shelby/Rachel. Puck/Rachel.Kurt and Rachel friendship
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 98,587 - Reviews: 428 - Favs: 305 - Follows: 404 - Updated: 8/22/2011 - Published: 2/24/2011 - Rachel B., Shelby C.
Operation: Save Rachel Berry by noteinabottle reviews
Something is wrong with Rachel Berry, and the Gleeks are determined to help.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,786 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 101 - Updated: 8/17/2011 - Published: 4/29/2011 - Rachel B.
Fade Away by DancingPhalangess reviews
It's more than a diet, it's a disease. A disease that infects both mind and body and whispers 'don't eat that, you're far too fat'. A disease that has Rachel Berry in its unrelenting hold.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 20,338 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 8/13/2011 - Published: 6/23/2011 - Rachel B. - Complete
Breathe Me by Random Dice reviews
That Friday she walked into Glee, wearing the same jeans, same hoodie, same look of indifference. She talked her self out of it, she wasn't going to perform anything. She wouldn't. Her stomach throbbed from the new injuries. Self Mutilation.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,564 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 14 - Published: 8/9/2011 - Santana L. - Complete
It's Almost Like Reading My Diary by zlydjia reviews
Blaine riffled through the moleskin quickly before stopping on a page. "Kurt… is this poetry?" "It's private. P-R-I-V-A-T-E," Kurt sing-songed. "No Blaines allowed."
Glee - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,973 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 13 - Published: 6/23/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A.
Promises Broken by a little duckling reviews
A car crash leaves Finn in a coma. Kurt tries to comfort a dejected Rachel, but what he doesn't know is that she has a secret only adding to the tragedy of the accident. Oneshot. Finchel and Hummelberry friendship.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,352 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 9 - Published: 6/22/2011 - Rachel B., Kurt H. - Complete
Stuck Too Deep by anyhappylittlethought reviews
Rachel didn't get it. Her life was supposed to be great. She was supposed to be happy. And she was most definitely not happy.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 525 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/22/2011 - Rachel B.
Nothing Gold Can Stay by MJ McCoy reviews
The first time everything's going perfect in Finn's life, Murphy's Law has to kick in.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,069 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/18/2011 - Published: 6/11/2011 - Finn H., Rachel B. - Complete
Picture Perfect by DancingPhalangess reviews
Rachel's mask of confidence has hidden her for as long as she can remember, but words cut deeper than anyone realises and the mask is quickly crumbling. One shot.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,067 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 6/17/2011 - Published: 6/16/2011 - Rachel B., Finn H. - Complete
Like Monsters by Something Witty Goes Here reviews
It is routine. Takes off his clothes. Runs a bath. From downstairs, everything is normal. Except, when he steps into the ceramic tub, he brings a box of razors with him.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,120 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Published: 6/17/2011 - Blaine A., Kurt H. - Complete
Part of My Chemistry, This Jealousy by PuckleberryShipper326 reviews
When buying the perfect gift for Rachel for their one-year anniversary, Puck sees something he just cannot believe. Will Rachel tell him the truth? Or will Puck have to ruin what would have been the best day of their lives?
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,724 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 12 - Published: 6/15/2011 - Puck, Rachel B. - Complete
Keep on Dreaming by lbd89 reviews
Rachel's dads died in a car accident when she was 13 and she was placed in foster care. When Shelby finds out, she realizes Rachel does need her. But, she already said goodbye. AU starting during Funk. Shelby/Rachel. Some Finn/Rachel and Jesse/Rachel
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,125 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 161 - Updated: 4/28/2011 - Published: 2/13/2011 - Rachel B., Shelby C.
Being The Change by ReWhined reviews
Angst meme fill; possible triggers for bulimia and pro-mia views. "There was beauty in her life, but it's in the breakdown, too, and no one else seems to understand that."
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,907 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/28/2011 - Tina C. - Complete
Letters on Her Grave by huffle-bibin reviews
ARCHIVED When a member of the Glee club dies, Mr. Schue tells the kids to write letters to get out their feelings. Rated for character death/ implied suicide.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 3,745 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 2/14/2011 - Published: 11/8/2009 - Rachel B.
Drowning in Mercury by slightlysickpsycho reviews
Ginny is disturbed, anorexic, and lusting after Malfoy. Draco is intrigued by the girl's strange behavior. Rating changed to M to be safe- deals with serious issues and will get smutty at some point.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,159 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 2/1/2011 - Published: 3/16/2010 - Ginny W., Draco M.
Crimson Bliss by Mechhasylum reviews
Rachel Berry feels like she is losing control. She sees only one way to fix that.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,675 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 1/28/2011 - Published: 8/8/2010 - Rachel B.
So You're a Masochist: the Art of Sidekicking by zooeypotter reviews
If you reckon you're tough, funny, and attractive enough for the job – or if, like me, you'd very little choice in the matter – then this book is the stylish monochrome wardrobe to your Death Eater; the hair product to your Malfoy; the... must I go on?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 13 - Words: 23,278 - Reviews: 351 - Favs: 263 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 8/13/2010 - Published: 9/5/2009 - Ron W., Hermione G. - Complete
Dysmorphia and Other Words I Don't Understand by Emma CS Me reviews
When it comes to eating disorders, Finn Hudson is not the cliche.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,662 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 9 - Published: 7/1/2010 - Finn H. - Complete
Failure to Thrive by triquetral reviews
Defiant Ginny falls prey to anorexia after the trauma of the Department of Mysteries. During HBP, but somewhat non-canon. This story is not meant to glamorize EDs, but relate some of their horrors, the frustration of family, and the hope of recovery.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 32 - Words: 58,990 - Reviews: 160 - Favs: 98 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 1/23/2009 - Published: 8/23/2008 - Ginny W.
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Tina's Secrets reviews
The confident exterior of Tina Cohen is just a facade. On the inside she's falling apart, and she's doing an awfully good job at hiding it. That is until people start to find out about her secrets. Warnings: cutting, ED, and other dark stuff like that.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,794 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 2/8/2014 - Published: 11/5/2011 - Tina C., New Directions
Fix Me reviews
The sequel to Broken. Hermione is recovering from her eating disorder, but when a relationship with Ron is prohibited, a relapse is imminent. Will help come from unexpected places? Can Ron and her sort things out? Will relapse threaten her recovery? And will she finally break free from her past and insecurities? Warnings: sensitive issues and language
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 17,837 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 2/8/2014 - Published: 10/23/2011 - Hermione G., Ron W.
Perfect Till Death reviews
Kaylie has a relapse after the Olympics triggered by an unflattering tabloid picture and so much more. Still she should be fine because Austin's always had her back. Right? Warnings: Eating Disorder.
Make It or Break It - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,572 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/19/2013 - Kaylie C., Austin T. - Complete
Trapped in the Dark reviews
"Do you ever feel like you're trapped in a dark room, and no matter how hard you try, you can't find the light switch?" Rachel tries to tell Finn about her depression through a metaphor, but she doesn't think he'll figure out because it's Finn. The problem is he does, and he won't rest until her happiness is restored. Warnings for language & mentions of suicide.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,286 - Reviews: 151 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 7/31/2012 - Published: 8/3/2011 - Rachel B., Finn H. - Complete
Broken reviews
Hermione and Ron break up in the aftermath of the war. Depressed and lonely, Hermione develops some dangerous coping mechanisms. Can Ron save her before it's too late? Warning: ED, cutting, Dark. Read&Review. Just posted the sequel: Fix Me
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 41,544 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 11/5/2011 - Published: 5/28/2011 - Hermione G., Ron W. - Complete
