I lack self-preservation when it comes to my stories. I got too much ideas on my head and writing it is my only outlet. Depending on my guilt or laziness or something, continuation is an option.

While I have nothing against romance stories, I prefer platonic relationships. Hence, why my fics had none of it.

STORIES CURRENTLY ON MY PROFILE:

Wild Flower. (Bleach & Demon Slayer)

She died. This was the only memory she had, nothing about what caused her death. Currently residing in 14th District of Rukongai, she never expected she would noticed by a small pink-haired shinigami of all people.

Author’s Comment: This story actually just came to me out of nowhere. Originally, this was supposed to be an OC-centric just like my other fics but then I realized the OC I’ve created had similarities with Kanao from Demon Slayer/Kimetsu no Yaiba so rewrote some few things to fit Kanao within the first chapter and then BOOM! This story became a crossover between Bleach and Demon Slayer. To be honest, I still don’t have any initial overall plan of the story until after I posted chapter one. From there, I started researching about Bleach world and its characters, even reread the manga from the start. The same goes for Demon Slayer. Eventually, I started having fun writing this because of the response this story gets (mostly from Archive of Our Own) and favs and follows (here in FanFiction) which I didn’t expect at all.

STATUS: Incomplete, on-going. The most prioritized story among my fics.

Magi: Despair, Hope and Destiny. (Magi)

She woke up with a boy beside her. She was confused and lost. Having no place to stay, she decided to be with the boy…and the blue giant. But before she woke up, all she can remember is only one thing. That one thing is the ‘voice’, the voice who is telling her to be with the person called ‘fourth magi’…

Author’s Comment: My very first story. This came spontaneously without plans at all until the first chapter (hmm… I’m sensing some pattern here). Originally, Kali or Kalika was originally a witch but I decided against it to avoid confusion to magicians. Well basically, this story was to have Aladdin a companion.

STATUS: Incomplete. Might get abandoned because my complete lack of muse in this story.

Gallant. (My Hero Academia)

With her lack of ambition, she decided to challenge herself unto the road of something she didn’t expect to be. To become a hero.

Author’s Comment: The intended purpose of this story was to question the society of heroes. I created Hayami to be not so fanatic of heroes and has quite pragmatic view about them but doesn’t really hate them at all. The reason why she thinks like that because of her certain connection to the villains she can’t remember. She’s also childhood friends of Midoriya and Bakugo.

STATUS: Incomplete. Might get spontaneous updates if I feel like it.

Anthem of Atonement. (Kingdom Hearts)

Hollow. Unfulfilled. Worn-out. Those were her feelings as she stayed in Twilight Town. Behind her back, rumors spread. In front of her, the creatures ravaged. Weary of constant repetitiveness and her path of redemption unfound, she decided to forge one and leave… but not before she met Trinity Trio along the way. Takes place in KHII.

Author’s Comment: The reason this story was created because of my fascination in redemption stories. JC or Joyous Cheetah is a former mercenary and a criminal but she can’t remember it (I’m sensing another pattern here…), only others does and she keeps constantly shunned by others. I wrote this in the Kingdom Hearts world because of the game’s conflict about the Light and Darkness, and I wanted to introduce a character who is ‘Gray’ or someone in-between to those conflict.

STATUS: Incomplete. If only for my waning muse of this story, I would’ve already updated this.

CONSORT. (One Piece)

She was a slave dressed in fine clothes. Stuck in her job, all she showed to her master was undeniable obedience. One night, when she unknowingly passed the test staged by her master, she was promoted to a role as CONSORT—a false freedom given to her as she ventures and meets new faces across the ambitious sea.

Author’s Comment: Out of all the characters I wrote, Beauty or Bea (as she prefers) had be the sarcastic characters I’ve written. Even though this story implies OC/Harem, it’s one I don’t want to do in my story (unless I change my mind) because I can’t do romance at all. I’m inexperienced about it and I just… can’t do it. Well, the purpose of this story was to explore multiples types of (platonic) relationships with Beauty and how those characters react to her.

STATUS: Incomplete. Semi-priority fic; depending how much time I’ve got, I’ll probably update.

Moons and Stars. (Demon Slayer)

Little bits of talking between Tanjirou and Kanao in-between of story arcs.

Author’s Comment: Sort of two-shot or one-shot type of thing. This is nothing special other writing about these two cuties together, having a casual talk to each other.

STATUS: Complete. Though, I have an idea for another chapter so I might update this.

Apocyphal Beloved. (Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure)

She was Sky Brando and he was Dio Brando. Despite being siblings, they don’t get along with each other. But regardless of everything, even they sky falls down above them or the earth cracks under them, they can look and watch one another’s back because that’s what their mother taught them. Unceasingly and unconditionally to each other.

Author’s Comment: My newest fic. I’ve wanted Sky to be a polar opposite of Dio but the more I think about their relationship, the more it gets changed. Sky mostly modeled of me (the author), or at least, some of her features like she gets easily startled and grew out of her muteness. This story is sort of some kind hindsight what would it be like to be Dio’s sibling who is not related by blood. And of course, the strange adventures the follows after it…

STATUS: Incomplete. Monthly or bi-monthly updates.

Apocyphal Doll. (Kingdom Hearts & Violet Evergarden)

A story of fantasy, redemption and self-discovery. Most of all, the enigmatic mythological existence of Violet Evergarden in the world of Kingdom Hearts.

Author’s Comment: I just adored Violet and her light novel incarnation even more. Originally, a Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure/Violet Evergarden crossover but I… uh, adapted(?) the idea from Anthem of Atonement for a redemption story and including the ‘gray’ morality.

DELETED STORIES

Braveheart. (Bleach)

The ditzy, crazy girl. Orihime is aware what others say about her, especially about her hair color. But would it make her crazier if she says she suddenly receive something that seemingly involves about certain someone’s death? “I reject!”

Author’s Comment: I really wanted to write about Orihime because there are some certain parts of her I felt she was being wasted by Tite Kubo. This was originally gonna have a sky and stars themes because Orihime is the Japanese word for Vega, a star larger than the sun and “the most important after the sun”. Just like Quincy named themselves, she would have been a Sky Pacer.

STATUS: Deleted. After two chapters, my muse is just completely gone for this story.

Paradigm Shift. (My Hero Academia)

This is his adventure of the unknown. Discovering himself through multiple travels and making new friends while facing various obstacle. A quest of meaning and finding out the intention of the strange voice in his dreams. A journey of a startling paradigm shift.

Author’s Comment: This one was complicated to write. This was originally gonna have its own lore and world—a very monochromatic world but I realized that this story is too complicated to understand so I stopped. This story was about between Gods and Humanity, taking back what is theirs when Gods stole the colors of the world. And with that, this would have been my OneBigProject story.

STATUS: Deleted. If only you were so simple to write…

PLANNED OR ‘STORIES I WANTED TO WRITE’ OR ORIGINAL CONCEPT FICS

Paper Cut. (Bleach)

She doesn’t know what to do. She doesn’t know what she should do. Everything is so listless, she doesn’t know if she cares. If everyone is so rung up at the idea of ‘fun’, why not she join in this Shinigami ‘fun’?

Author’s Comment: This was the original concept of Wild Flower. Basically, a bored Soul in Rukongai noticed the ‘fun’ in Shinigami’s job and then joining them to have some ‘entertainment’. I forgot what the character was called though. I think her name was Kara or something related to ‘emptiness’.

STATUS: Dead but the idea was revived in Wild Flower.

Veiled in Black. (Bleach)

You know that type of story, right? The kind of falling themselves into the world of another? Because who would never thought that she would become a victim of that. Follow the story of a girl who found herself in a world of Bleach as a… Vasto Lorde in Hueco Mundo.

Author’s Comment: I’ve been trying to attempt writing this type of ‘genre’ in fanfiction and this was it. And also, an attempt to write a ‘romance’ between OC and a canon character: Starrk/OC. Maybe Starrk/OC/Lilynette.

STATUS: Might get picked up but too busy.

Veritas. (Fairy Tail)

Her name was Nyx of the night? Her steps was the might of Ares? Her anger was unparalleled to Hera? Her hair is dark as the garment of Nyx, not her name! Her steps are every bit humble like Hestia, not Ares! And she’s not that type of person who gets easily angered like Hera…! She’s a seeker of truth who wants to know more about mysteries of magic and the world she’s living in!

Author’s Comment: Despite the ‘cheeriness’ of the summary, this is actually a somber story.

STATUS: Might not get written though.

Fate/Hiraeth. (Fate/Zero)

A young child was dragged to a certain battle royal of Holy Grail war. Originally used as a sacrifice and a tool, she was chosen by the grail as a last-minute participant of the war. Using her fleeting wish as her anchor, she faced the enemies with the colors of silver and gold of her own strength. Facing the calamity lighting up like embers, she can no longer turn her back at the tragedy and fate she saw in her eyes.

Author’s Comment: Was a fan of fate/series so I wrote one. This story would’ve involved about Mark of Cain, Greek Mythology and Tragedy that Gen Urobutchi oh-so likes with his stories.

STATUS: Dead. Will or will not be picked up anymore.

Silentis Lunae. (Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood)

“Is it reality, or just fiction?” Zero Evangelis found herself in an unfamiliar playground, unfamiliar faces, and unfamiliar body. She can remember her past and her own identity and yet, she questioned why her surroundings so familiar despite not visiting it. And that is when she realized… that she was in the world of Fullmetal Alchemist. “Are you gonna involve yourself, or you’ll just sit there like a good watcher you are?”

Author’s Comment: Existential crisis overload. This was the story all about. Another attempt of the same ‘genre’ with Veiled in Black. And my own take of this world’s ‘magic’.

STATUS: Blurry. Kinda unlikely but likely and the same time, farfetched. I’m confused.

Vanitas. (Naruto)

Who would never thought that the only way to activate her kekkei genkai is to experience… death.

Author’s Comment: I was rereading the first unfinished chapter and my god I love the personality I’ve written here. So proud of myself lol. This might become my 9th story in the profile but what stopped me was because I haven’t watched shippuden yet. And I can’t quite ‘grasp’ of the Naruto history since this is essential to this fic. Kinda like a fix-it fic but not really. Also had the same vibe as my other fic, Wild Flower. I might change the title because… Vanitas (from Kingdom Hearts).

STATUS: LIKELY might be picked up soon.

Regarding about my [ON HOLD INDEFINITELY] stories, these are not actually abandoned, don't worry. I just wanted to focus to stories that has an ending on my mind and I wanted to write those stories until the end. Sorry guys if I made you worry but this is a choice I have to make and also because my lack of preservation when it comes to stories. Ideas keep popping in my head (which I seriously should stop because my older stories are suffering) and I have to stop myself time to time. In order to not get pressured and so that I can have a peace of mind, some stories have to be put on hold.

I'm sorry, truly.

--Jayzsha.