Kendall finds himself getting ill after Griffin insists that he start learning the business side of the industry. Are the symptoms psychosomatic or is it something worse?

Kendall's worst fear comes true when he ends up in a car accident with Katie and his mom, who end up getting hurt when it happens. – Witten for The Greatest Fear Challenge from the BTR Writers' Support and Plot Adoption Forum.

Kendall hates embarrassment. He starts to develop an eating disorder due to the embarrassment that he couldn't handle. (I know the summary is rough just roll with it) At times this could be angsty but I've never written an angsty story before so it's probably not that good.

Big Time Rush did everything. Record,went on tour, got girlfriends. Now they can relax. What happens when one BTR member realizes he made a mistake? Kendall falls for Lucy again.Hard. The problem is: She's with James. Jo has a secret of her own... What will happen? Will Kendall act on his feelings for Lucy? Or will he ignore them and be miserable? Read to find out!

When one argument changes the lives of four best friends.

Katie has always been the guys' little sister. But at sixteen she's not so little anymore. Big Time Rush is bigger than ever, keeping Kendall and the others away from home for long stretches of time. So Katie has to learn how to deal with her problems on her own. It might not have been a good idea to turn to the internet to do it. There's always someone waiting to take advantage.

One word was all it took for him to want to leave this world. What will it take to bring him back?

He was a memory of the past – someone Kendall Knight had tried so hard to forget. But when Kendall's past comes back to haunt him, will Logan, Carlos, and James be able to save him before it is too late?

He likes games so he decides he's going to play a game with the boy. But the game is anything but fun for the boy. It was only just a game. Just a game. To him it was a game but the game would change someone's life forever.

James makes the biggest mistake of his life. Logan tries to be there for a friend but gets burned. Kendall's world is torn apart. Carlos does everything he can to fix the mess his friends made. And then there's Katie... NOW COMPLETE. #jatie #latie #characterdeath

Friends forever is suppose to mean forever but their friendship falls apart in front of them in a blink of a eye. They thought they'll be friends forever but not all friendships can last forever. This is for the BTR love/hate challenge from the BTR Plot Adoption Forum.

Kendall always put his friends first but maybe it was time to put himself first.

A fun day at the carnival for the boys ends up being more than they bargained for.

Sequel to Heal What Has Been Hurt; Scott tries to deal with everything that has happened to him and goes through some changes to help him through it. But when Scott comes down will he choose pack or his new life?

Scott is getting more and more tired; slight Scerek

James doesn't get angry very often. But he has started to notice a pattern. For the Emotion Challenge!

When Peter Parker is raped, Tony Stark and the rest of the Avengers must rebuild him. Mainly Tony.

Kendall thinks James' eyes are like liquid gold, and that for lonely losers like him, Valentine's Day is a waste of time. For the Valentine's Day challenge!

When a Knight falls the world stops spinning. *Contains Murder, rape and drug abuse*

How just a few words can say everything

Big Time Rush take to the stage for their biggest worldwide concert yet. Everything is okay until Kendall has an 'accident' and the future of Big Time Rush is in jeopardy.

Kendall refuses to admit he's getting sick. Written for the BTR Plot Adoption Fourms Sick Fic Challange

Once Kendall starts to experience symptoms of what appears to be a stomach bug, bad turns to worse, and the boys are faced with the possibility of losing their best friend.

Sequel to Big Time Break. Lucy has a big surprise for James. She's pregnant. Other surprises among all the guys show up along the way. Formerly titled Big Time Secrets.

Kendall never told anyone that he went through terrible panic attacks, and he certainly didn't want James to find out about it by finding him panting on the floor like that. But the only thing more unexpected than Kendall's attack was the way things were going to turn out between them after that. (Kames - James/Kendall one shot. Smut.)

"The truth is you don't realize everything changes... Until it's too late." Kendall has been feeling depressed lately, and sometimes all he wants to do is disappear. One day, he finds that the answer can be a simple trigger... When it escalates, can James help him? (Warning: Suicidal thoughts.) Kames one-shot.

A sixteen year old Kendall leaves ten year old Katie alone at home while he goes to hockey practice with his friends. He soon comes to realize that no matter how much Katie grows up, she will always need her big brother. (Requested One Shot)

Big time rush was kidnap! Oh no, what are they going to do? What do these three want with them? Money? ...or is it not what they want with Big Time Rush, but of Kendall? Can James, Carlos, and Logan be able to protect Kendall from these men? Can they find a way out before it too late for Kendall? Will Kendall last that long, or submit to these creeps to protect his friends.

Right before a concert, Kendall, James, Carlos and Logan get kidnapped by Hawk again but this time Hawk's intentions are not only to prevent them from performing and then letting them go again. This time Hawk wants to truly break Gustavo's dogs.

ONE SHOT. Ciara Bravo has been having the worst day ever on set. Problems at home and messing up her lines constantly on set have lead her to be sad and frustrated. What happens when someone see her crying and tries to cheer her up.

"...Katie is lucky to have a big brother like you. She looks up to you so much. You may not realize this now, but you did save her. If it weren't for you, who knows what he would have done." Takes place after the events of Big Time Movie.

Kendall's getting bullied at school and he hasn't told the guys yet. When the guys find out they teach him a lesson he'll never forget. And Kendall learns that he wouldn't have it any other way. (A bit of Kames but mostly all about their friendship.) {One shot by maybe be turned in to a story}

Sometimes the most worthy and most beautiful gifts in life are the ones that come from the heart. And sometimes all you need to be happy, is to have family and friends by your side.

When all the BTR boys end up as hostages, everything is happening to fast beyond comprehension. Will they be able to deal with their captor and henchmen? What exactly are they planning? But will they be able to get out... alive? NO SLASH (Varies from T to M). *angst & whump*

Kendall's life is perfect. But his heart is full of pain, and he has to get it out somehow. What will happen if he goes too far? Contains: depression, self-harm, cutting, underage drinking, recreational drug use, suicide Title based on the song by Young the Giant

Post-BTR. The boys will always be there for each other. James needs Kendall to remember this, or he's going to let all of his plants die. Rated M for a plentitude of coarse cursing.

A collection of one-shots featuring the four boys from Big Time Rush and the crazy, sweet, and at times heartbreaking memories between them. - For the 31 Day Challenge from the BTR Plot Adoption Forum.

How just a few words can say everything

What happens when Matthew Knight comes back? will big time rush let him slide or let him deal with Kendall? Kogan bromance

Friendships are put to the test when an impossible work schedule causes tempers to fly. Angry words make one boy doubt himself and another to realize the sacrifices that have been made in the name of friendship.

"I... need you..." he mumbled between sobs. The grip he had on Kendall's wrist moved to his hand. He gripped Kendall's hand tightly but with a gentle hold nonetheless, not wanting to hurt him any more than he already was. "We all need you. Logan, James, Katie, Mama Knight, and I need you. I can't lose my baby brother."

It was supposed to be a good day. The four BTR boys had the day off and are happy to enjoy one day without being yelled at. They decided to go to the hockey rink but get an unwanted surprise which turns in something much more horrible than being yelled at at Roque Records... .

One night changes Kendall forever. Hurt and broken, he pushes everyone away when he needs them the most. But when the trials he has to face become too much, he will need all the help he can get. Will he ever be whole again? Rape/Mpreg

Six year old Katie is yelled at and hurt by older boys but Kendall comes in to save her.

Sequel to "Big Time Sickness". When Kendall gets sick again, the boys eventually find out what he really has. What does he really have and how will the guys take it?

AU the boys never went to LA. Kendall pays a visit to James. Warning: Character death

Kendall thought he could get away with it, but James knew. He knew all along. *WARNING: CHARACTER DEATH/MURDER* Dark oneshot. Inspired by the song TKO by none other than Justin Timberlake.

"You and I'll be safe and sound." Rated T for swearing, abuse and slight mentions of rape.

A meshing together of the movies "Now and Then" and "Stand By Me" with my own little BTR twist. Logan, Carlos and James reminisce on their last summer together, the summer that changed their lives.

Kendall is haunted by what his abusive father did to him as a child. He suffers from constant flashbacks and hears his father's voice in his head. So he resorts to cutting himself in an attempt to stop the pain of his past. Will his demons be too much for him to face? Will he ruin his future with his past? Character death, sexual references, and drinking involved.

It's not Kendall's fault he ruined Katie's favorite possession. Yet, she's still angry. Because that charm bracelet was the last present her dad gave her before he passed. Will the sibling anger be diffused? (One-shot)

Big Time Break Out. Not all hurts can be mended with comedy. An alternate piece to the episode. Kendall was hurting, badly. Can the guys fix it, or will Griffin finally get his wish to end BTR forever? Brotherly love, no slash, Kendall/Jo. (Rated T for some thematic elements)

The boys just finished one of their concerts and are on their way home, when somethings terrible happened. The boys need to be strong and stay together to get through this horrible time. Friendship, Family and Love will help them to recover, but is it maybe too late?

"what are you saying, exactly?" her sad voice is quiet pinpricks, poking gaping holes in his resolve. "the treatment might not do much, if anything at all." he gushes, a confession pouring out of his mouth like blood. / or, the ending to the show that everyone was afraid of. au-ish. whump and angst all around.

Kendall thought it was over, that the monster of his past was gone. But after 10 years, he's back, and the secret is out. The silence has been broken, and now it's a sick game of revenge, father against son, as the man who ruined Kendall's life ruins the lives of those closest to him as well.

They knew that something was wrong when they got there but they didn't know that almost all of the people they loved were dead and that Kendall would be tortured so much for being brave. This is for iNDahh! WARNING! rape,cursing and m-preg. KendallxJames,KendallxLogan. DON'T LIKE DON'T READ!

Kendall becomes sick while on tour, they are almost done and end with a big concert in Time Square. Bu t will they be able to do there biggest concert? Or will they have to cancel it? Read and find out.

Just a little drabble based off of how I feel about a joke that spreads through the Rusher fandom.

AU. 5 chapter ficlet, including loads and loads of Kendall whump. After the death of their mother Kendall and Katie live with their alcoholic, violent father. As things unfold, will Kendall drown in his despair or can his friends save him from his dad - and himself? Warnings: language, drugs, abuse, selfharm, oc death. Enjoy :D

"Semi Official One Shot Day 2013" What does Kendall do if he lose the most important person in his life ? Does he deserve for his life ?

Kendall went through more pain than any teenager ever should. He deserved the most spectacular Christmas ever. And his friends were determined to give it to him. Mystery of You companion... Merry Christmas lovelies!

Why did this have to happen to him? Why did he have to be so sick? And now of all times? Bad summary. Dedicated to BigTimeRush-BTR

When the most horrible day comes crashing down on Kendall, he finds his secret harder to keep away from his brothers. But when stress becomes too much for Kendall because of some harsh words and memories resurfacing, will he crack under the pressure? Or spill his biggest secret?

Most of the people think that Kendall is the perfect leader, the perfect big brother, the perfect boyfriend. They never see what's on the inside, or do they?

"It's the truth, Kenny. You are beautiful both inside and out. You're not worthless, and you never will be."

He hated the monster he had become. The reflection in the mirror made fun of him and taunted him. It dared him to do things he thought he would never do. And he, being completely broken inside, took those dares to hand and hurt himself beyond repair, not realizing the consequences of his mistake.

All he wanted for Christmas was to have his daddy back. Was that really too much to ask?

He didn't mean to make him cry; to make him feel that way again. He wanted more than anything to make his pain go away, and only he knew how. Kames bromance and Kendall angst!

Kendall was the leader, the rock, the green-eyed, blonde-haired, dimpled glue that held the band together. But what happens when the rock is shattered? Will Big Time Rush ever be the same again?

They all had a story to tell. Every beanie he owned had a special meaning to him.

It's Halloween, and Kendall and Logan get themselves trapped in a corn maze filled with ghouls, zombies, and other frights. Can they find their way out, and will there be an unlikely hero who saves the day? Happy Halloween my sweet little candy corns!

"... what I see now doesn't tell me you've changed one bit. How could you of lost yourself after I left? You had lost yourself long before that, you lost yourself the day you decided that shoving a needle in your arm was better than dealing with real life..." Kames oneshot with mentions of Kogan. Mentions of alcohol, drug and physical abuse.

"I couldn't help myself, let this heart go through hell. There's only so much a heart can take..." There was only so much hurt he could take before he finally slipped off the edge.

Based off of 9/11. RIP to everyone we lost in that horrible tragedy.

"You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think." In which Kendall Knight is really good at pep talks. **For Bluestring's belated birthday** Sweet enough to rot your teeth

Kendall gets really sick and tries to hide it. He thinks that if his friends find out, he will not be a leader. He needs to accept the fact that "You can t always be the leader." NO SLASH!

"Just close your eyes, the sun is going down. You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now. Come morning light. You and I'll be safe and sound..." He may have been broken and damaged from both the inside and out. But he was now safe in his best friends' arms.

James and Kendall get in the biggest fight they've ever had, and make up under most unusual circumstances.

No one is ever broken beyond repair. Everyone can be saved no matter how broken and useless they might feel. But sometimes an innocent life ends because they didn't want any help. Sometimes they don't want to be saved. And that is when you realize you were never too late.

"Who would've known the gorgeous, innocent looking kid was a whore? He certainly didn't. Cause if he'd known, he wouldn't be here, burying the boys body."

When Kendall is involved in a serious accident, the boys go through things they never thought they'd ever face. Can they be strong for Kendall?

He just wished the pain would go away. Was that too much to ask?

Derek roared, streaking out into the night in search of the most trusting idiot he'd ever met. He knew one day that Scott's benevolence would get the better of him. Hunters would use any tool at their disposal to destroy a werewolf, including their compassion.

He's not gone and he is definitely not forgotten. They could never forget him. He was a part of them all. They were just giving him a break from all the responsibility. They weren't letting go completely. They were just moving on.

"I love you forever, forever and always. Please just remember even if I'm not there; I'll always love you… forever… a-and… always…"

Kendall, Logan, James and Carlos walk into a bank. But when a robbery goes down with the boys trapped inside, who will come out on their own two feet, and who will be in body bags? Plenty of whumpage to go around!

what will happen when Kendall becomes sick? Who will take care of him and what will they do to there leader? Read and find out!

"So why is your dad here?" Carlos was the first to break the silence. Kendall had a hard look on his face like he was looking for the answer in his brain. He thought for at least five minutes and then shrugged. "I have no idea Carlos."

When Katie gets shot in front of Kendall's eyes, will Katie make it? Will Kendall ever forgive himself? DISCLAIMER: I only own the plot. This is my first fanfic so PLEASE review!

The police say Kendall simply ran away, but Logan, James and Carlos are convinced their friend had a more significant reason for leaving. Driving Mrs. Knight's stolen car, they set out to find Kendall and bring him home - before it's too late.

Nobody knew, but her.2 days to live and 1 last desire. For FootballandBTR also NEWS IN THE STORY!

Kendall Knight had always been one to ignore being sick... Luckily, Logan had his back. Sweet enough to rot your teeth! **for BigTimeRush-BTR*

"Kendall was always so strong. Nothing broke him. But right now, he was shattered into a million pieces" The guys elevate above the hate. Written early for march 3rd antibullying day.

James didn't expect for a childish argument with Kendall to end up like this. This story was written for Big Time Rush One shot day on February 6, 2012.

After a car crash, Katie, James, Carlos, and Logan realize what life is like without their big brother, Kendall. CURRENTLY BEING RE-WRITTEN

Kendall has always been the big, strong leader. But even the strongest people have their breaking point. And Kendall has hit his. NO SLASH. ONE-SHOT

Kendall had always gone his entire life looking at the bright side, acting like the fearless leader of his best friends, strong big brother to Katie, and helpful son to Mrs. Knight. But one day, he just couldn't take it anymore.

When Katie gets hurt...it's Kendall to the rescue!

Kendall is suffering. And of course, being Kendall, he hides it from everyone.

A terrible accident leaves Kendall in the hospital on life support. Full summary inside.

Kendall may not have superhuman powers but he was a hero. *For witnessgreatness21*

AU. When tragedy hits, when you're left bruised and broken, when you're feeling abandoned, when you're lost… it's your friends who can help keep you together when you need it most. After all, one is good but four is better. Rated M for Abuse. NO SLASH.

"I was the leader, I wasnt supposed to be the one to fall. Ive let you guys down, Ive let you all down." He was always there to pick them up when they fell down; what happens when he falls down?

Logan and Kendall get in a fight over texting. Better than it sounds! No slash!

Kendall has been hiding the pain of his fathers abandonment his whole life, but what happens on the anniversary of the night Mr. Knight walked out and Kendall breaks down completely? song fic. My very first story please be nice I beg of you! No slash!

For the record, I never, not once, ever lied to you about any of this. I just never mentioned it before. I am sorry about that. So, here it is. I hate James. One-sided Kogan. K plus because I'm paranoid.

Just a cute alternate ending for Big Time Fever with a bit of Kendall whumpage. **for LaZy-RaIn-DaNcEr**

Oh, Kendall. It was really about time SOMEONE did something about your beanie. **For BTRlover98's birthday**

Logan couldn't believe what had happened. He couldn't believe a normal day had turned into this. Warning: Character Death.

It was just a simple act of revenge that went all wrong… NO SLASH!

When Kendall falls sick, the boys are faced with the harsh reality that they might not be together forever. From the weakest times, they pull their strongest attributes- hope, faith, and courage. Will it be enough to save Kendall...and their friendship?

Even the smallest of fights has big consequences.

An AU fic. It took until his senior year of high school for Kendall to notice Logan. The usually confident Kendall is thrown off by Logan, who he quickly falls for. But does Logan feel the same?

Kendall, confused on his feelings for Logan, leaves the apartment on a walk, and ends up possibly changing his life for better or worse. PLEASE REVIEW!

This isn't right - he should be the strong one. The thought never leaves Kendall's mind. No Slash!

Kendall Knight has only one thing on his mind...revenge. Jett stole Jo from him, so he's going to steal someone from Jett. Who better to steal than Jett's sister. Will Kendall's plan to use Kandi to hurt Jett succeed? Or will it blow up in his face?

From Prompt 34 of 50 Prompts of Kogan: Logan hasn't been scared of thunderstorms since the third grade. At least that's what he tries to convince himself as he hides against his best friend while the world booms and flashes around them. Kogan

"And I don't know, how I would ever go, all alone walking on my own. Like angels, you were floating to me and that's how it should be…" Prompt:Kendall gets beaten up and when James, Logan and Carlos see this they get all protective over him. btr kink meme

This is what I would imagine facebook would be like if the boys in big time rush had it along with their friends. Complete randomness, no slash.

He could see everything, but not by choice. Sure, it could be useful at times, but being able to tell every time someone was lying wasn't all you think it'd be. It came with a cost. A big cost.

Kendall Knight didnt expect his father to walk out on him. Another thing he didnt expect was for it to happen..all over again. Oneshot, no slash.

Goodbye is the hardest thing to say. But it's better than nothing. NO SLASH!

A huge peice of ceiling comes crashing down infront of James & Kendall. Kendall took one last breath, then collapsed to the ground. Two shot written for TealMoose, no slash.

The guys are flying to L.A. when the pilot has a heart attack, Logan cracks under the pressure of landing the plane and now they're stranded on a tiny island. No slash, just friendship.

James has a bad habit of terrible relationships, but after he's raped by his newest boyfriend, can Kendall show him what he's really worth? OMC/James noncon, Kendall/James slash

Best Friends. That was something Camille was sure she knew about until a string of betrayals flooded the Palm Woods, hurting her and a certain Big Time Rusher. Maybe Kendall Knight could be the one to heal her, and turn the situation around.

The boys learn the hard way not to let Kendall have coffee.