The sadness, it lingers; it takes over me. I'm screaming for help, so why can't you see? The cry of the broken, the cry of the lost – it falls on deaf ears, until I am gone.

Sequel to NASR. Logan is back after having his baby. Now, he must juggle parenthood, his job, & his love life all at the same time. With a new villain in town, Logan must do everything in his power to stop him with help from family & friends. Also, will he meet someone new along the way? Or will he hang onto what was? Mpreg

Logan wished someone would pay attention to him for once

Kendall has spent most of his life just living for the moment and not planning for the future. So when he got out of high school he had no idea where he was going in life. Then he answers an ad for a bodyguard job, something he thought would be fun. Little did he know that he was going to be a bodyguard for the worlds biggest pop star, James Diamond.

He had died; he had been murdered right in front of his very eyes. Just six years old, Kendall had been forced to witness his father's horrible death. Some secrets are meant to be kept, but some are meant to be revealed, because eventually, the truth will be out in the open.

James' people had been conquered and now he was the property and plaything of the mighty General. But perhaps things were not as bad as they first appeared to be? (I'm rubbish at writing this kind of blurb!) Kames slash and more

It's back to school! Kendall, James, and Carlos get a new roommate, Logan. The nerdy boy seems like he'd rather be anywhere else than with the guys. There's something off about him. An epic prank war starts between the guys, can they get over their petty differences?

Logan Mitchell: rich, popular, handsome, conceited. But sometimes, the vainness of this socialite can cloud his judgement and even lead him to doing things that normal people wouldn't see fit. And don't even get him started on relationships, the one thing he calls himself an "expert" in, but can't seem to control his own.

Budding journalist Logan Mitchell is thrown for a loop when things take an unexpected turn. He's even further throw for a loop when said unexpected turn sets off a chain of events that change his life forever.

Kendall Knight is left to pick up the pieces when both his job and his marriage fall apart in the span of a month. But when his best friend reaches out and offers to help, he can't say no. What happens when the two of them live under the same roof and old feelings find their way back to the surface?

Logan is stuck between a rock (James) and a hard place (Kendall). It's a crime drama romance story thats Jagan and Kogan! Review please!

Kendall Knight has too much heart. James Diamond doesn't have enough. When Logan Mitchell comes into their lives, they both learn the true meaning of the word. But what about the mystery man each of them can't stop thinking about? And who will suffer the fallout when the truth comes to light? Kendall/James/Logan. Slash.

James and Kendall form a friendship that they're both desperate to keep. Afraid of damaging their delicate newfound companionship, each is hesitant to make a move, even if they both feel the pull of attraction between them. Will they be able to take a chance and let their friendship grow into something more?

Still reeling from a breakup, Kendall is kind of bummed. But when a horoscope that he usually would dismiss seems to have some truth to it, he and his sister decide to try and move on, and possibly find their soulmates along the way. (AU; Contains Slash)

Seeing people in danger on a regular basis is a part of Logan's job that he's pretty much gotten used to. But when it's someone that he kind of sort of knows? That's a whole different story. Can Logan save the guy who has become a constant in his everyday life? Can love bloom between the two? (AU; Contains Slash: Jagan)

Logan is a doctor and single father, who meets the charming, and seemingly perfect Kendall who is a banker. But secrets come into the light exposing both of them to not being the men they said they were. Is it enough to break them, or will it help bring them closer together? Slash and AU. With Jarlos!

Kogan college drama. Heavy, real life kind of story with some heartbreaking aspects. Also a continuation of my one shot One Night Stand.

Love doesn't always have a happy ending. Two kids want a bed time story, so he tells them a grown up story. A love story with a happy ending...or a tragic ending. Read to find out. I know, bad summary. AU fic

KOGAN! KOGAN! KOGAN! SLASH! FLUFF! SMUT! HEAVY HEAVY SMUT! ENJOY! also super long...:)

Between investigating the murder of a fellow agent, coping with his unusual powers, and trying to tie up loose ends to said agents case, Kendall Knight has a lot on his plate. But when a case leads him to a certain hazel eyed brunette, he finds that it all might be worth it.

Dom Kendall/Sub James. Kendall's a cop, James is a high school history teacher. An ex from James's past comes back into his life looking for help, and maybe more.

In a world full of monsters, humans fear for their lives. What if the monsters aren't the ones to be feared? Logan Mitchell, the son of a monster hunter, has a role to play, but he doesn't want it. Can there ever be peace between the humans and monsters. Enter Kendall Knight who shakes up everything Logan thought he knew.

New story. Teenage BTR in high school. AU. OC. Sorry I haven't been on...if you have a story of mine you want me to finish let me know. Review please!

James Diamond has become the first gay Bachelor, thinking it will be fun to watch 30 guys fight over him and not realizing he will meet three men who will change his life forever. James/Carlos, James/Kendall, James/Logan, and possibly more.

KOGAN! ONE SHOT! YOU KNOW I LOVE WRITING THESE! HEAVY, HEAVY SMUT! DON'T LIKE...DON'T READ!

Logan Mitchell is facing the scariest moment of his life, and is forced to take the most annoying person on the planet along for the ride. What he eventually discovers, though, is that James Diamond might be the only person in the world who can teach him how to live. Slash. AU.

On James' seventeenth birthday a secret is revealed. The four boys are more powerful than they know. And soon they are involved in a very dangerous and foreign world, while they try to live the normal life of normal teenagers. MPREG Eventually Kogan and Jarlos

Kendall is a shy, innocent rich boy who was a complete anti social bunny. He has a crush the bad boy Logan Mitchell. He decides to use his crush on him to use him for sex and tricks Kendall into thinking he loves him. Logan makes some of the biggest mistakes of his life with Kendall now he gets out of prison to find Kendall had changed. Can he fix what he's done to the singer?

Than water. Just a few days in and he knows he won't be able to play along with their sadistic game. He isn't their son, he isn't their family and he certainly doesn't want to be there. He's about ready to do anything he can to escape. But then he meets three others who quickly become as important as his real family, and suddenly, he has more incentive to escape than ever.

MSLATDH rewrite. Kendall's a singer. Now Kendall has to face a new trial, The Trials Of Marriage. Kendall and Logan are happily married ,but Ken gets fed up with his constant absences and falls into a small affair with a new sexy looking stud he meets at his company. Will Kendall find out the difference between love and lust or will he lose all he worked so hard to build? Mpreg

Kendall has a new boyfriend. They've been dating for a year and a half. Logan goes through denial, realization and trying to come to terms with his feelings, as he tries to get Kendall away from Daren. What happens when Kendall falls pregnant. Can Logan save him from him or will Kendall become another victim?

Kogan. Why? Why does this happen to me? A while ago he hugged me and the only thing I could do was stand there without doing anything for a while and then I gently pushed him away, it was so nice to feel his body near mine and that is so so wrong... (Kendall's POV)

Logan's quiet suburban life is changed when he has no choice but to shelter Kendall, a young fugitive, hiding from his past. The two seemingly opposite pair spark an unconventional relationship. What happens when logic is overpowered by an inexplicable and undeniable love?

When Kendall Knight runs into his crush James Diamond, he's eager to get his chance with the brunet. But Kendall's player past, quickly gets in the way of that. So James makes a deal with Kendall, one that would give Kendall the chance he's been wanting. Will Kendall be able to prove that he's willing to commit and settle down? (AU; Contains Slash: Kames, Cargan)

I don't know how to summarize this story. What I do know is that it is going to be heartbreaking. No way around it. Enjoy! Oh and Slash...so if you don't like that...don't read it. :)

Logan is an angel and kendall is a vampire and there is an all out war...will love prevail (did i spell that right?)

Kinda [AU] fic. Logan Mitchell recently joined Big Time Rush, and falls in love with one of his bandmates. He also starts seeing odd images. I am really bad at summaries so.. yea :D M/M warning, sex, cursing and more may appear in later chapters. Jarlos early on but Kogan later on. Has been updated to a Descendants crossover. [22/Jul/2016]

"Did you seriously think that I wanted this to happen?" "I did what was best for us, for you." "You're just as stupid as I thought you were.You lied to me to my face about this and you thought that I would be happy." "You should be..." "Guess what, I'm not." Sometimes you can't always act on the first instinct you feel, it will cause future problems. Cargan Kames A/O/B universe

My story is one that has never been told. I have kept everything bottled up inside for the last six years of my life. My life is a rollercoaster, as you will soon learn. Welcome to my life.

I am not one to lose hope that easily. I believe that one day, someone will come into my life and pick me up from the ground. I will fly once again, and this time, I will not crash to the ground. I won't give up until I have them by my side. I won't lose hope.

I bet you didn't notice, first time your heart was broken, you called me up and we talked till the morning. I've been right there, for every minute, this time, it's no different. Written for the BTR song-fic challenge from the BTR Plot Adoption Forum.

Logan Mitchell was the new kid in school. Completely invisible to all. That was until he caught the eye of Mr. Popular, Kendall Knight, with his golden voice...An AU fic. Chapter 10 is up!

Kendall, James, Carlos and Logan are four different individuals with different goals and dreams in life. However, one major recording label responsible for producing some of the world's most well-known boy bands and girl groups brought them together and suddenly things are not so different anymore.

Someones finally moving into the house across the street from Kendall and they have a son, Logan. who knew having neighbors could change his life forever. Slash, Kogan boyxboy Warning for slight swearing and sexual situations. What happens when Logan's past haunts ease read and review. First fanfiction,(Look on youtube using this- /watch?v lDiue7tvNB8

This story tells the lives of Kendall and logan their past and their present, the love and the pain, happiness and sadness. And now the real question is: How will everything end up after 9 years of that first kiss between them ? KOGAN

"We WISH we knew each other in kindergarten." Remember that interview? I have it posted on my blog April 30, 2015 in case you'd like to hear it again. An AU story where I make that wish come true, sort of (they're not the same age, so they wouldn't have met in the same kindergarten class anyway). Rated M for later chapters-Part 3 and beyond is all Rated M.

James and Jett are gang leaders and rivals. But after men from both gangs are killed by some invaders, they reluctantly form an alliance. And that's when James meets Kendall, the escort of Jett's gang, who's inked all over, a bit rude and wants nothing to do with him. Why give up his nice home and nice pay with Jett just to run off with another gang? But James is not a quitter.

After a show, the guys are mobbed and Logan is groped very inappropriately by a fan. Kendall notices something is wrong with Logan, investigates, and decides to help Logan, going above and beyond the call of friendship to help a buddy out. Kogan. Oneshot.

Kendall Schmidt is a 25 year old Kindergarten teacher, Logan Henderson is his 16 year old hired assistant, for the summer. But when both notice that sparks have begun to fly, will age define love just a little too much.

"However, or whenever you decide to propose to me, I promise I'll say yes, whether it's at a basketball game, or in sky writing, or like the lame guy in the cheesy movie who hides it in the cake" Future Kogan one shot, inspired by Phoebe and Mike from FRIENDS. Contains guy/guy pairings: don't like, don't read

Kendall and Logan... Singapore and Bali... New celebration... New places... New experience... Will this also mean a new change to the way Kendall and Logan see each other? -NOTES: AU, slash, Kogan, sexual themes, language... ;P -LATEST INFO: 09/28/2015 - Newest chapter, Chapter 15, is up! YAY! :)

Their last summer before going to college and parting ways. The boys go out with a bang in Cancun. Everything seems fine until an accident occurred, where a life was taken. Or so they thought. Forced to keep it under secrecy they continued on with their lives. A year later after the accident it is resurfacing with a single text.

Kendall Knight is a player. He uses people and hurts them. His new target is Logan Mitchell. But Logan hates him. Why does Logan hate Kendall so much? And what will happen when Kendall develops deeper feelings? Rating for now. AU. MPREG

Three estranged siblings must join forces to fulfill an ancient prophecy of becoming the most powerful good witches the world has ever known. Only they have access to the most powerful magic that exists, The Power of Three. They're the protectors of the innocent. They're totally...Charmed. Kogan/Jarlos, MPreg, Character Death, OCs

Kendall is a struggling writer moving home on hiatus. James is a father working the pole for his money. When the two collide, Kendall is given a story to inspire his new novel, "Tales of the Broken", while also given a new chance for happiness.

James Diamond is the heir to Diamond Cosmetics, a multi-million dollar company that is based in every major city in the United States. James is a bachelor, a stud, and an excellent negotiator, he could have anybody he wants, any time he wants them. So why does he find himself so enamored with a random scruffy blonde who's selling his body on an adult webcam site? GRAPHIC KAMES

When a young boy named Logan Mitchell moves to Minnesota, things don't go the way Logan wants. Feeling alone, lost, and lied to Logan can't help but second guess every decision he makes. It takes one person to change everything on how Logan views his life after all the damage done. (Kogan) Chapter 8 up Read and Review.

*Summary change* "The Knights have a son about my age who is the most handsome being I have ever seen...But he would never be friends with a freak like me." Logan lives a horrible life with horrible parents. What happens when Kendall gets caught up in a situation with Logan's mom while trying to protect him? *Warning inside* Strong Abuse/Cutting/Foul Language KOGAN!

AU. Three of the boys are forced to work together on a science fair project. Their results are a bit...gay. lmao I have no idea how to write a summary. This is named after an Aly and AJ song. Jagan/Kames/Kogan or Kamesgan or whatever.

Since moving to LA, Kendall is struggling to cope with his feelings for Logan. James says he should go for it and see if Logan likes him back. Will Kendall go for it or will he and Logan just stay friends? Bad summary is bad.

Having to take a biology class in college, Kendall is anything but thrilled. But after seeing who's teaching the class, he definitely becomes a lot more interested in science. Kogan College AU, Extremely Graphic!

Logan is the school nerd and loner. Kendall is the captain of the school hockey team. Will they find love in each other? Or will they only hurt each other? Kogan Fanfic

Logan has a dream while vacationing on the beaches of California- a dream that makes his heart thunder and butterflies fill his stomach. When he finds the man from his dreams giving surf lessons, quiet and shy Logan Mitchell decides to step out of his comfort zone to meet him.

Vampires and vampire hunters, two beings that are supposed to hate each other. So what happens when vampire hunter, James Diamond, becomes friends with three vampires? (Contains Slight Slash) *This is for the Holiday Challenge: Halloween from the BTR Plot Adoption Forum*

Kendall Knight, hot solo popstar, is on tour. One day, his tour bus crashes and he's stuck in the middle of nowhere. Not wanting to wait for it to be fixed, he starts walking. He sees a random sidewalk and follows it. He's not prepared for what he finds... Logan Mitchell is a normal, hormonal teen, just like any other. But what happens once he meets strange pop star Kendall Knight?

Carlos is a gay nerd, Logan is a bully. What happens when the two get paired together for a school project in which they have to be 'Married? This story was requested by spcecse7. Might become Mpreg in later chapters.

This is the story of a man who's finally free at thirty, fifteen years after fifteen. ::written with kogan in mind (even though it's not explicit!):: much love xoxo

Leah Flynn is an anti-social misfit with a talent in music and writing. Logan Mitchell is a brainiac with a particular expertise in Math. Both persons despised the other...or so they thought? In this 5 chapter short story, find out what happens when the two collide. Rated M mainly for language and some sexual content.

Kendall and his little brother Logan are complete opposites. Kendall is openly bisexual, fun loving, outgoing, and wild. Logan is straight, boring, quiet, and studious. The two have always deeply despised each other. As their parents try to bring the two together, their feelings begin to change.

3 years ago Kendall watched as his family was taken away from him, and he was left for dead. Logan saved him and put Kendall's father in prison. Now Everything seems normal, but not for long. [Kendall, Logan] [James, Carlos]

Logan Mitchell had a great life, and a great boyfriend that he gave that life up for. His boyfriend becomes abusive, causing Logan to be depressed. Carlos Garcia has a nice life with great friends, he just can't figure out what happens next. What happens when the two meet? Can they save each other in life? Logan x OC Cargan

Kendall Knight is alone in the world until Logan Mitchell comes along, but Logan's plans for his future are practically set in stone. Can Kendall find a way to become a part of those plans? AU. Kogan. Rated M for language now, but other reasons will come.

Kendall is there for Logan when his mom passes away. Minor character death. Kogan fluff. Rated T for themes. I'm not good at summaries.

It's hard seeing the ones you love in love with someone else. But it's even harder to keep it a secret. Kogan. OC/Logan. [Rating may go up]

He couldn't believe it. He always thought his mother loved him. No matter what.

Down to ride till the very end. It's me and my boyfriend.

A story of two boys meeting and learning that with their love, that anything is possible

When James Diamond moves away from California to try and find himself, he ends up meeting Kendall Knight. Will Kendall be able to help James find and accept himself? Will he be able to show James that he's not alone? And will true love spring up among the pair? *AU,Contains Slash: Kames*

An Au on how Kendall and Logan met. Fluffy and short. One shot.

Logan Mitchell, Lucy Mitchell and Carlos Garcia all had to move from texas to Minnesota and started on the new school. On the first day Logan and Carlos both fall hard for the boys Kendall Knight and James Diamond, but what happens when James likes Lucy and Lucy slowly begins to fall for him? KOGAN, JARLOS, a really tiny bit of Jucy AU.

I've seen this done in so many other fandoms, so I figured why the hell shouldn't I write a BTR college AU? It's a corny alternate universe in which the boys aren't famous yet, and they're attending a music college. Kendall and Logan are working on patching up their rough relationship, and all it takes is a guitar and one night for things to feel just a little more normal. (Kogan)

A series of scenes from a vast array of unfinished stories, some that have never been posted at all. Will be either Kogan or Jagan, AUs mostly. Rating to be safe.

Kendall absolutely hates his job at Disneyland. The hours are long and the pay is close to nothing. He is tired of posing in the heat in his smelly Pluto costume, but there's a new guy in town. Kendall just may find out how magical Disneyland can be.

Kendall needs a man in his life. Can Logan be that man?

Avery left him. He doesn't know why, he doesn't know where to,whether she'll ever come back. He has serious problems, cutting one of them. His friend Logan tries to help him through it. Will he be able to make him learn to live without Avery? Read to find out.(Note: Big Time Rush never existed, the boys have a band called 'Summer Idiots' and are just starting in the business KOGAN)

In an alternate universe, Kendall Knight meets a pale and mysterious stranger...

Logan Mitchell is young, shy and a bit naive. He feels a void in his life that he can't explain, but he thinks he can fill it once Kendall Knight, the most popular boy in school starts paying attention to him.

[Re-write of Darkness of My Past]. "There are two ways to go about having a secret; confide in someone you trust or keep your mouth shut. Guess which option I chose." A past that was kept hidden is coming back full force and not only does it shake Big Time Rush to the core, but knowing that they're one of the few people that can help makes it that much more dangerous. DISCONTINUED

A completely made up adventure during the golden days of a made up boy band. Rated M just to be safe, things are more implied than they are spelled out.

When Kendall moves to a new house in Californa for a fresh start with his mom and sister weird things start going on. Then he meets James who seems to be everything Kendall wants. The only problem is that he's dead and hiding a dark secret. Kames.

These feelings came out of nowhere. He felt like he'd been body checked into the boards during a hockey game. Yet somehow, oddly, he was okay with it.

Best friends and pilot colleagues Kendall and Logan fly one of the most poorly-maintained aircraft in their negligent employer's airline. What suddenly happens before their eyes during the flight will seal their fate forever... -Additional info: AU, Kogan

Logan has a new Job! It's almost his dream job...great hours, great pay a nice friendly boss. Maybe too friendly of a boss for Logan's boyfriend, James. Is jealous the one thing that will make or break them? This is a slash! Jagan and Kenlos! This was requested by HaLoReAcHgirl! Thank you for the request!

In the months leading up to his honorable army death, James has written letters to his husband, Kendall, and their daughter. Kendall finds that through strange requests, James is helping him move on and live life again without his husband. However, moving on with Kendall's best friend was never part of James' agenda when he wrote the letters.

Logan's life has been a mess ever since they moved to LA. His dad is aggressive and he's worried about the safety of his mom. If that wasn't enough he falls in love with his Best Friend Kendall Knight. What happens if Kendall finds out Logan cuts himself? KOGAN later on & Jarlos

For as long as they've known each other, one's been a criminal and the other's been good. All Logan's ever wanted was for the boy he loves to learn how to be good like everyone else. All Kendall ever wanted was for Logan to be his.

Meet Gaby, a young beautiful Canadian girl who's desperation in to meeting her idols gets her a one way ticket to paradise, or is it? Gaby is pushed in to a world full of twists! but does she leave it without her BTR boy? (rated M for language and sexual reference)

Logan is moving. Leaving behind the problems and memories. He is moving into a seemingly perfect family, but they arent what they appear on the outside. Logan's new start may help this family with their own problems. Mainly Kogan, minor Cargan.

James is in crisis mode and turns to his best friend for some help. Kendall wants to help his friend but he was busy before James even called. Will James get the help he needs or just piss Logan off?

Kendall and Logan have always loved each other. And EVERYONE wishes they knew... It's time they found out. Kogan/Jarlos. Rated M for a later chapter.

My very first collection of Kogan oneshots : Rated M just incase! Please R&R

Kendall was that kid, you know the one that no one really bothered with but also no one has a real problem with either. He dresses weird, does the occasional drug. After he moves for his mothers sake, Kendall doesn't believe life will be any more exciting, until his eyes fall upon Logan in this new place. But will breaking through Logan's resolve be as easy as it seems?

When the sun breaks up, and there's no one to save you. At the end of the world, will you find me? Will you find me, so that we can go together?

A sad but great Kogan story! Review perhaps? SLASH

College AU. Five times Kendall Knight stumbled upon his roommate, Logan Mitchell, with other guys, and one time someone stumbled upon the two of them together. Done by request. M for mature situations. Kogan slash.

All the battles are over. The war is won. For once, the four plucky hockey players from Minnesota didn't come out on the winning side. Or, Logan and Kendall try to survive the zombie apocalypse. (Kendall/Logan, with past Kendall/James)

AU/ Kendall's School's hockey team has been playing against their rival school and their team's captain Logan for years. Yet strangely, this year is the first where these two finally begin to meet off the ice as well, causing the two of them to change how they view each other and the separate worlds that they live in.

It had been 7 years since his mom died, 3 years since his dad put him in foster care, 6 months since he ran away from his foster family, and 5 months since he started living in a little tent on the roof of an near abandoned apartment. Eventual KOGAN!

What do you do when you're tired of having your heart broken? How do you know when enough is enough? Kogan - rated M for later chapters.

Logan finally wins the prank war, big time. Show!verse, slash, Mpreg, Kogan.

They were a pair of college students that were just supposed to be friends, but that's not what life wanted for them. However, it doesn't seem to want them together either. Kogan. AU.

Logan finds Kendall, a boy with short-term memory lose in the streets of Detroit; broken both mentally and physically. With Logan's help, Kendall is slowly revived. But Logan's life is shroudded in a violent world that could tear them apart. Kogan, AU

AU: Logan has been forced to move away from his glamorous L.A. life to live in a small minded, Minnesota town. Can love, loss, and pain help him and the people of this new place understand him. MA. Please Review.

Speach is something we take for granted. You don't realise how precious it is until it's taken away from you. But the same can be said for people. But what happens when the one thing you cant do is the only thing that will save their life? KOGAN!

The family Knight moves after Mr. Knight died. Kendall isn't to happy with it, then he meets a new boy. Slash. Eventually Kogan