"Where the fuck have you been?" I moaned at my friend Meagan.

"I'm sorry... sorry, there was a slight problem... it's all sorted now. Come on or we are going to be late!" She replied pointing to the cab as she stood outside my house.

I grabbed my purse with a huff and followed her out the door.

Today was the day we were going to see big time rush! I had been crossing the days off on my calender for months.

Logan was my favorite, I adored him, worshipped him and desperately wanted to meet him.

Meagan and I had planned to get to the arena really early so we could try and catch a glimpse of the btr guys arriving. The thought of Logan made my heart swell to an unnatural size. He was so hot!

"Why were you late?" I questioned as I got comfy in the taxi.

"Couldn't find the tickets" she said, double checking that she had them in her bag.

"Fuck, I would never talk to you again if you messed this up" I said noticing the driver frown at me in his rear view mirror for my swearing.

Meagan rolled her eyes at me for my dramatics. "Your such a desperate girl! Logan is never going to notice you any way... well apart from those massive lips of yours!" she said spitefully.

I crossed my arms over my chest in a mood and stared out the window. Why did she always have to kill my dreams!?

It didn't take to long to get to the arena but because we were so late, the queue to get in was ridiculous. I wanted to get here early, have time to hunt down the boys, get inside early and find my seat. I hated being at the back. The boys didn't come to Canada nearly as much as I needed them to, so this was a big deal for me!

Meagan and I did however make friends with two other girls who were in the queue in front of us.

We spent the entire time waiting, talking about how cute our boys were, we also had a debate on which btr song was the best; confetti falling was my all time favorite and I couldn't wait to see the guys sing it live!

As the line of people snaked around the building slowly, the moment of joy was nearly apon us. I grabbed Meagans wrist in excitement.

We waved bye to our new friends as they went through the gates.

My hand shook with excitement as I placed my ticket in the electronic turnstile.

It came up with error and spat my ticket back out at me. I popped it straight back in eager to get inside.

The same thing happened.

It didn't look creased or bent, but I straightened it out on my leg and gave it another go.

The error warning came up again and my ticket was spat back out.

"Here try mine!" Meagan said as she handed me her ticket.

I popped hers in but the same thing happened; error!

"Excuse me!" I said to one of the event staff who was patrolling the area.

The butch looking lady, who possibly doubled up as a bouncer walked over to Meagan and I.

"What's the problem?" She asked in a surprising feminine voice.

"I think the machine is broken or something" I said putting the ticket in the turnstile slot to demonstrate it not working.

The woman took my ticket from me and gave it a good look.

"Come with me" she then said.

I smiled at Meagan. Finally we would be allowed in.

The woman, however didn't just let us in, she took us around to the side of the building where the ticket office was.

She showed the tickets to the guy who was in there then turned back to us.

"Where did you buy these from?" The Butch woman asked.

I looked at Meagan, it was her that had bought them, I just gave her the money.

"EBay" she replied. "It was the only place I could find any... the show was sold out" she explained.

The woman nodded.

"Okay... well im sorry girls but these are counterfeit. I can't let you enter unless you have a valid ticket... these don't even have the hologram on them... someone has tricked you I'm afraid" she said.

"What?! Meagan!?" I almost shouted at her.

Meagan looked at me, she looked as shocked as I did. "But I paid a load of money for those!" Meagan pleaded. "Can't you just let us in? Just this once?" She said border line in tears.

The Butch woman shook her head. "I'm sorry girls, even if I could, the show is sold out... maybe see them another time huh!" She replied seeing that Meagan was devastated.

The Butch lady took the other ticket from us and handed them over to the guy in the ticket office who ripped them up and put them in his bin, she then left us with a sympathetic smile.

"You silly fucking bitch!" I then shouted at Meagan.

"It wasn't my fault... I didn't know, did I!" She said defending herself.

"You should of checked! Oh my god... I'm so pissed off" I ranted.

"Gaby im sorry!" Meagan pleaded, she layed a friendly hand on my shoulder.

"Dont fucking touch me, or I may possibly punch you in the fucking face!" I hissed at her

"But-"

"Fuck off Meagan!" I said then began walking away.

I didn't want to see her again, my tears started rolling at the intense disappointment that weighed me down.

I sat on a wall and pulled out the cool aid from my bag and drunk it. I turned to look back at Meagan but she has gone. I was glad I never wanted to see her again. How would I ever forgive her for this.

I sniffed away the tears, tucking my black hair behind my ear as I tried to regain control of my emotions.

I heard the loud echo of music start up from inside the arena. The support acts must of started now.

I let out a sigh. I got up from the wall and decided to walk around, maybe catch a glimpse of the tour buses.

It was getting dark as I reached the large metallic fence. I could only see one bus from the position I stood, but I took my phone out and took a picture of it regardless. The flash of the camera flooded the place in light.

It was then I noticed that the gate of the fence wasn't that high... it was climb-able.

A picture of the inside of the bus would be more fun than the outside! I thought to myself.

I scaled the gate quickly, and ran in to the shadows so not to get spotted by anyone.

My heart was beating out of my chest and I chuckled to myself insanely at the thought of what I was actually doing.

"Desperate times gabs!" I sighed to myself.

I peaked in to the first bus but couldn't see anything. I then snuck around in to the second bus but couldn't see anything. My heart sunk as the third bus was the same. I decided to take a picture any way. Maybe the flash would light up the inside, that's if the glare from the window didn't spoil it.

I took my picture and then turned around, bumping in to a body.

"Oh holy shit!" I screamed out in shock of being caught.

The person chuckled at me, it was too dark to see anything as I stood between the buses. "What are you up to" the voice said to me in an amused manner.

I knew straight away who that voice belonged to.

"Logan?!" Popped out of my mouth in complete shock.

"Yeah!" He said taking my wrist and pulling me out in to the open, where it was lighter.

"I think I'm going to be sick" I said holding my hands up to my mouth.

Logan laughed at my silliness.

"I thought you were a journo'" he said. "You do realise the Windows are blacked out... we could see you looking in" he chuckled again.

I felt like a complete dumb ass. I followed him as he continued to the first bus.

I shook my head as I realised he must of been watching me the entire time.

"C'mon in" Logan said inviting me on the bus.

"Are you serious!?" I said still holding my hand up to my mouth, not sure if my cool aid was going to stay in.

"Yeah sure... you best hurry... we are due on stage soon" he replied.

Logan took my hand. Helping me up the huge steps.

"No kendall! It wouldn't work like that! You can't fucking dance any way!" I heard James say as I set foot on the bus.

"Guys, cmon! We have a guest!" Logan said smiling, he still held on to my hand. I felt for sure I was about to explode.

"Sorry... creative differences!" Kendall said, giving me a beautiful smile.

"The difference being your not creative!" James snapped back at him; giving him the evil eyes.

"Whatever" Kendall replied with a scowl.

James kind of stared at Kendall for ages. He then narrowed his eyes.

"This is.. er.." Logan said looking at me.

"Gaby!" I whispered out.

"Gaby ... that's pretty" Logan said smiling. His crooked smile making me melt.

James broke his evil eye from Kendall and jumped up from his seat that ran along the inside of the bus. He stole me away from Logan, placing his arm around my shoulders. He guided me back to his seat. "How come your not inside then Gaby?" He asked.

"My friend messed up. She bought counterfeit tickets online... we weren't allowed in." I replied.

"Oh where is your friend?" Kendall then asked; if I didn't know better I would of sworn he was scowling at James as he spoke to me.

"She went home... I think" I replied. Kendall then huffed back in to his seat. I presumed he didn't like the thought of James having a female to look after and he didn't.

"You wanna watch the show?" Logan asked. He still stood by the door.

"Are you fucking with me?" I said bluntly.

Logan chuckled. "Na... im sure we can sort something out" Logan replied.

James then stood up, opened up one of the over head cupboards and began to rummage through.

He then slipped something over my head.

I looked at the lanyard he had just put on me. It had "CREW" written on the plastic card attached to it.

"Oh my god... seriously.. CREW!" I said staring at it in disbelief. I read the small print that I was allowed access all areas back stage. "Holy cow!" I then said.

"Well Gaby.. back stage is best I can do... the show is sold out" he teased.

"I love you guys so much! This Is awesome" I replied blushing. I saw out of the corner of my eye Kendall roll his eyes.

Once the guys were ready they escorted me inside the arena. I was overwhelmed. I saw Carlos, he was with his girlfriend, I had wondered where he was.

Logan stayed by my side, but it was James who had taken me under his wing. Kendall seemed a bit moody... not the guy who I had imagined him to be, James loved to annoy Kendall, he just kept trying to piss him off all the time. I wondered what creative differences they had with each other?

"...So stay here, you can see a bit of the show just through there..." James said as he pointed through the gap back stage, "but if you like... we could party afterwards. You up for it?" He then said to me.

Holy fuck I was being chatted up by James Maslow! "Er..." was the only word my brain could think of.

"I will take that as a yes!" James chuckled.

He was then called away by Carlos as all the guys gathered in a group. All placing a hand in the circle of friends, cheering for a good show.

I smiled at James, he was gorgeous but Logan had always been my favorite... I felt like I was cheating on my logie bear, but I would be insane to pass up this opportunity... partying with James! Oh my god!