Me:

As a huge Star Wars and especially KotOR fan you'll find me reading mainly SW fanfic. In addition to reading, I'll also try to leave reviews. There never can be too many reviews, can there?

When I'm searching for new fics to read, most likely I'll start reading a father/son or Dark!Luke fic in the Star Wars fandom, any DSMRevan fic (I wish there were more of those), or a high-quality Dark!Harry fic. My free time hours are very limited (or rather I have too much to do), but I try to find time for reading and writing every now and then.

Usually, I tend to like darker, more mature type of stories, but any well-written piece of fic can catch my eye and get me hooked. I like complex, conflicted 'darker' characters and well-built characterizations. A story that features a well-crafted antihero or a villain as a protagonist usually catches my interest. Sadly, there are not too many of those... Check out my favs list to find some of the best (IMHO) antihero stories, good darker fics, as well as other exceptionally well-written fics. And, well, stories I just happened to like.

You'll find me also in the Archive of Our Own by the pseudonym Joutsen.

My stories:

If you read about the types of stories I like, probably you should not expect overly many pink puppy dogs and balloons dominating this section, either. I do write what I would like to read about.

The Pawn: A Star Wars KotOR-based fic, focusing on a certain mindwipe gone very wrong. It is a darker AU-type of a story, and not really a novelization of the game although it initially shares some similarities with the game plotline. Basically Revan slowly, gradually regains his memories, and instead of a man seeking redemption, it is actually Darth Revan breaking through. Darth Revan, who had pretty good reasons for his actions. A more detailed summary is at the beginning of the first chapter. DSM Revan/Bastila or actually Darth Revan/Bastila

Stand Accused: A what if? story based on the Guardians of the Galaxy movie exploring the complex relationship of Gamora and Ronan. It is most of all a romance story with a darker tone and has non-explicit, but mature content. Follows the movie storyline initially a bit (with a twist), but eventually goes entirely AU.

I Am Justice: A KotOR / GotG X-over revolving around the events of the Mandalorian Wars and beyond. Unexpectedly, the paths of Revan and Ronan the Accuser cross with an impact to the Mandalorian Wars and fates of both of these men. Very, very AU.

I'm also planning something for Captain America: TWS and MCU's The Punisher but let's see if those will ever come out since my existing stories will have a higher priority.

I am still working on all of the stories, but The Pawn currently has the priority.

Story status update Jan 5, 2020 - The Pawn:

Chapter 11: The Taming of a Beast is now out:

The single crimson blade dances in front of my eyes as I turn it to my opening stance. The blade points toward her, and her posture tenses even further.

She has made her choice – good, this way she will be more useful to me.

Moving to work on Chapter 12: The Final Piece.