Penname: Lucadris (As you can see...)

Race: Asian

Nationality: Official New Zealand Citizen

Age: born in 1991

Birthday: 1st of April

Interests: Four prime interests: music, movie, art, and literature(any kind!).

How I pass my himana-toki: Translating, doodling, scribbling, listening to music, watching movies, chatting with acquaintances of same interests, reading, roleplaying etc.

Family status: I'm the eldest daughter. Got one younger brother. Living with my bro and my mum- Dad works overseas.

Dilemma: Not fighting with that midget(?) of my brother, writer's block, frustration at my writing and drawing skills, to restrain from playing too much computer, controlling wild-running ideas in my brain, not to eat too much sugar, dealing with extremely low self-confidence, keeping up with school work, etc, etc.

Interests: Transformers(SEXY ROBOTS ROCK!! XD), Japanese animes(Bleach, in particular), Vocaloids, Skulduggery Pleasant, Christopher Nolan's Batman series, Alien VS Predator series, Tomb Raider series, Looking Glass Wars Trilogy, Black Jewels Trilogy, American McGee's Alice, and... and... so many more. I just can't remember them... I'll update whenever I remember one. Stupid memory...

Favorite musicians: Ringo Shiina, Gackt, Vocaloids, Jaurim, Nell, Epik High, the Second Moon, Chitose Hajime, Chara, YMCK, Evanescence, Brooke Fraser, Mot, Humming Urban Stereo, Loveholic, Rurutia, Radiohead, Gabriel Faure, Mika Nakashima, Malice Mizer, Kokia, Yoko Kanno, Hide, FreeTempo, Jazztronik, Donawhale, Do As Infinity, Acoustic Cafe and so many more.

MSN messenger: codnjs0401@ - feel free to add me as your friend, as I wish to meet more people of same interest.

Some ideas for the new stories/the current works(I'm just writing it here so I won't forget):

Misery: OptimusOC. How do you unlock a heart of confined misery? Featuring a girl who rechristened herself with the name Misery. '07movieverse. On Hiatus.

The Scent of Wind: JazzOC. A naive girl in love with our first-lieutenant. How will things turn out? '07movieverse. Complete.

IronhideOC story. Probably as the sequel to Misery... I don't know yet.

DoppelgangerLara story. Yeah, it's a femslash. So what? LOL

May be even a DoppelgangerAlister story. Who knows.

A fanfic based on a amateur Yaoi game 'Oops! My Prince'. Will be needing lots of reviews.

Some random quotes and sayings in my life:

"Laugh at someone as that someone's gone- 'Cause I'll laugh at you when you're gone!" - MJ, one of my close friends

"I told you not to sell her any chocolate! Look at her! She's gone berserk!" - Naomi, one of my best friends, after watching me doing a hula-dance in front of library after eating a chocolate bar sold from Jenny, my other best friend

"Do you know what YAOI stands for?" (I shake my head) "Well, it's short for 'YAmete, Oshiri ga Itaiyo(Stop it, my butt hurts)' in Jap." (I crack out laughing) - Amber, my friend in Japanese class

"YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SXXX!" - My brother, John, pissed off at his laptop and ranting

"I so don't get why people want to have children... because firstly, I'll pity the child who's born with my gene in him or her, and secondly, I don't wanna have a multiple copies of me running around the house and doing a crazy Tell-me dance!" - Me, at a very sunny lunchtime while chatting with friends

"Tell~ me, Tell~me, T-t-t-t-t-tell~ me!" - John, while performing his silly imitation of 'Tell me' dance in front of mum, trying to make her laugh- which, he did.

"Not all doujinshi's are yaoi and that sort of stuff you know, there's some good stuff, like NL(normal love) and yuri, and etc etc..." - Me, while desperately trying to convince my friends that doujinshi was NOT an AO stuff.

"'I'm so sorry, but I love you it was all a lie~' you know, that song's just stuck in people's head: when they hear someone saying 'I'm so sorry', they automatically reply 'but I love you~', you know?" - John, after singing Big Bang's 'Lie' at the top of his lung at karaoke

'After five years of love affair with him, I finally realized that even for a second, he had never loved me.' - Anonymous

'Boy! You don't come, 'cause I'm just falling star-' - 'Falling star', a song by Biuret

'I split the fresh days of obscurity into five sacks. Sacks so big and heavy.

I get some trustful friends to help me dump the sacks in the trunk.

The sacks smelled like something strange and familiar, which made us careful and holy.

But as if choking down their tears, no one dared to utter a word.

Two hours on the road brought us to a dark riverside, where we sunk 4 sacks

in about 200m apart from each, but the last we buried in the forest. Some had different ideas about burying it in the woods.

Someone asked me if I was feeling guilty, in a friendly tone that was of course. I nodded briefly.

But everyone seemed to understand. We all knew how hollow it is,

to see the back of a strong spirit that is.

As the matter settled to the end, the typical drowsy feeling spread out into the air.

But one thing was sure that, whatever it may be, it will soon be choking us all over again.' - 'Superego cop', a song by Mot

'Oh I love you Oh I love you Oh I love you
Oh I love you Oh I love you Oh I love you-' - from the song 'I love you' by Biuret

'no sighs no tears no ends no hate

no pain anymore

but still I am

Going back to your side

Going back to your side

Going back to your side

Going back to your side-' - from 'Heaven Song' by Mot

'no love I need

no love I want

no love I feel

no love I have-' - 'No love' by Mot

'We are connected... through all bad things.' - Anonymous

"You know, you really have to be nice to those who are especially close to you- 'cause one second, they're there, then the next second, when you look back, they're gone." - My dad

"Love doesn't disappear: it becomes dull. Love doesn't forget: it's only forgotten." - Anonymous

"Love is like seasons: it starts warm, then grows hot, before cooling down then completely going cold." - MJ

"I have no need for word 'love'; I hate the word 'love'." - Ringo Shiina, in her song 'Okonomide'

"The Vocaloids are stuck in my head. Nowadays the lyrics 'Mikumiku ni shite ageru~' and 'Kaitokaito ni shite ageru~' are just replaying and replaying in my head!" - Me, ranting on the MSN

"No matter what excuse you give when you're breaking up, there's only one reason: you just didn't love your partner enough to last long." - Anonymous

"The world is just a great big onion
And hate and fear are the spices
That make you cry, oh baby
And the only way to get rid
Of this great big onion
Is to plant love seeds
Until it dies-" - Ringo Shiina, in her song 'Tamanegi no happy song'

"Though we may all be born as the same humans, may we be able to accept that that others, their families, their friends and the ones they love are all different, and respect the difference with warm and loving heart." - Anonymous