About my writing: I've gone through a mayor change in Fanfiction-Writing. I used to be a very selfish writer and thought all of my ideas were great. I did not plan them very well and just started writing. People liked my ideas and I liked the compliments so I wrote and wrote and wrote without ever thinking my stories through.
Then I had an idea for Law&Order SVU. I think the change happened because so far I had been writing about books (Harry Potter&Twilight) and that was all in my head, but this TV-Series was so much realer, these characters had real voices and bodymovements and faces. I wanted to do them right. I wrote and wrote and wrote for myself, the way a selfish writer should write. I planned my newer stories, pictured them in my head and tried my best to write the way I could see my stories unfold on the show.

When I posted my first law and order fanfiction "When Darkness Falls" I was absolutely overwhelmed and surprised by the positive feedback I was getting. It wasn't just reviews, but messages telling my I had a talent for the characters and I ought to continue. So I did.
Today my view on fanfiction has changed. I don't write for myself anymore. I write for you, I want you to enjoy it and I like challenging myself by sticking to the characters. When I look at my older (Harry Potter and Twilight) fanfictions I am embarrassed not only by how out of character I was, but also by how selfish I was. That is why I have deleted and will still delete older stories (Blushing, Brother my brother, Don't Speak are already gone. If you have any questions, or want to continue them PM me).

So believe me, when I say Thank You. Thank you for each message, each review, each comment telling me you are noticing my effort, because unlike before, I really am trying hard to write good stories. Your encouragement and friendliness means more to me than you can ever imagine. I love answering your emails and sharing my opinions with you on certain topics. You as my readers make me feel like the writer I always wanted to be. I cannot find words enough to thank you for that.

Lovingmydoctor