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Author has written 23 stories for Elder Scroll series, X-Men: The Movie, Fallout, Lost, Breaking Bad, and Supernatural.

Not active anymore on this site, but I have some Lost, Fallout 3, and X-Men fics here.

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Castiel ~ Fallen Angel
Castiel's Song
King of the Crossroads
Dust to Dust - a Destiel song
Morning Star - from Lucifer's point of view
Gabriel - a cover of the song by Lamb

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Lineage by ruth baulding reviews
AU!Jedi Apprentice. Book I: In which master and apprentice meet for the first time, enjoy a disastrous adventure courtesy of Xanatos DuCrion, and reap the fruits of patience and fortitude. A fanciful retelling of the original.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 35,918 - Reviews: 155 - Favs: 344 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 5/22/2012 - Published: 4/30/2012 - Obi-Wan K., Qui-Gon J. - Complete
Leavetaking by Atiaran reviews
The Courier sets off on her journey to go battle Ulysses at the Great Divide. Her suite isn't happy about it. Female Courier, named Samara; mild spoilers
Fallout - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,619 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/12/2011 - Arcade G., Courier - Complete
Pedestal by Digital Skitty reviews
For some people, training isn't easy. For some people, training is beyond easy. Unfortunately, for me, training is beyond hard. Double weaknesses, attacked by wild Pokemon, mistrust of trainers, and much more. I just CAN'T catch a break, can I?
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 160 - Words: 545,006 - Reviews: 4160 - Favs: 3,229 - Follows: 1,441 - Updated: 10/3/2011 - Published: 2/17/2009 - OC - Complete
White and Black by Zerbinetta reviews
All fates start so simply; clean sheets of parchment, pure, allowing all manner of people to leave their mark. What matters isn't how much is written upon them - it's how dark the ink that stains them is that really counts. Currently being part-rewritten.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 33 - Words: 180,481 - Reviews: 216 - Favs: 234 - Follows: 104 - Updated: 8/23/2011 - Published: 6/15/2008 - Lucien L. - Complete
Not Wisely But Too Well by Atiaran reviews
Both Arcade and the Courier grapple with issues of love in the Mojave. Female Courier, named Samara; mild spoilers.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,074 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/13/2011 - Arcade G., C. Boone - Complete
Did He who made the lamb make Thee? by amor-remanet reviews
Castiel leaves the hospital in Delacroix, and finds comfort he doesn't want in the Morningstar himself.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,111 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/13/2010 - Castiel, Lucifer - Complete
In The Grocery Bag by ebonyquill reviews
DRABBLE-ish. A minor snippet of Miles and Richard's post-Island life where cooking and hair dye are their only problems.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 841 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Published: 6/3/2010 - Richard, Miles - Complete
Missing Scene by KhamanV reviews
With death weighing heavily on him, Jacob wishes for a chance to take it back. To not be eternally alone. An expanded sequence from the end of 6x15, Across The Sea.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 664 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Published: 5/13/2010 - Jacob
The Voyeur by Chet Gecko reviews
Richard comes upon Eloise & Charles in flagrante delicto in the woods, circa 1977. Rated for sex/alcohol; no squidgy body parts just romance novel stuff plus a healthy dose of guilt and angst.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,626 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/2/2010 - Richard, Jacob
Better The Devil You Know Than The Devil You Don't by Loki's-Phantom-x reviews
Lucifer appears to Sam in his dreams to make him say yes. Sam is disgusted by the idea, so Lucifer takes matters into his own hands. Smut. Sam/Lucifer, R&R, x.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,888 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 212 - Follows: 47 - Published: 4/19/2010 - Lucifer, Sam W. - Complete
No Answers in the Record Books by Becimpala33 reviews
She asks him "Who could let their own daughter die?" and he has no answer. For lost in 108's prompt "history". Spoilers through 6.08 and for King Lear.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Published: 3/29/2010 - Alex, Ben - Complete
Embraces by Paintastics reviews
Not all kisses are beautiful. One-shot
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 752 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 3/2/2010 - Published: 12/14/2009 - Dr. Watson, Sherlock Holmes - Complete
The Hour Of My Distress by Margrace reviews
In the long wait between battles of destiny, Jacob walks the island despite being never as alone as he'd prefer. In the dark waits his enemy, and his enemy brings to the fireside and the warm dark a promise of new temptation, or perhaps just another war.
Lost - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,715 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/16/2010 - Jacob - Complete
Just You and Me by Edgar Night reviews
Ben/Juliet oneshot. What fluffy things may have happened after Ben's last line at the "dinner party" in The Other Woman.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,538 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/9/2010 - Ben, Juliet - Complete
Walk Away by DyrraDegan reviews
A one-shot wherein our Exile has some serious girl talk with the least likely candidate. LSFExile/Angst/Sorry. :D
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,553 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/30/2009 - Exile/Meetra Surik, Canderous O. - Complete
All You're Good For by Vayluh Arwen reviews
KotOR fanfic. Canderous confronts a recently titled 'Revan'. One-shot. It's 'M' for a reason. 'M' for language and content. And a pretty nasty 'M' too. 'M' meaning kids shouldn't read this. You've been warned.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,632 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/18/2009 - Revan, Canderous O. - Complete
Negotiations by Atiaran reviews
A Fallout 3 fic. The Vault Dweller approaches Lucas Simms about taking Charon's contract should anything happen to her. Sort of an epilogue to my earlier fic "Not to Reason Why." Female Vault dweller, named Samantha.
Fallout - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,910 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/6/2009 - Charon, Lone Wanderer - Complete
Lament by Kimmae reviews
On her hopeless search for her father, the Lone Wanderer from Vault 101 met someone who would change her life forever. Little did she know that she had moved him as well, despite appearances. A not so fluffy tale of a Lone Wanderer and Charon.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 17 - Words: 72,071 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 7/1/2009 - Published: 5/28/2009 - Complete
Snap by Aeryn Phoenix reviews
She bought his contract, but Charon wishes he was back at the Ninth Circle, if only to escape his newest employer. Not a typical Charon/FemLW tale, two-part story, dark and twisted. M for language and future content. Read and review if you wish.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,032 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/9/2009 - Published: 6/8/2009 - Charon, Lone Wanderer - Complete
Not to Reason Why by Atiaran reviews
A Fallout 3 fic. Charon's contract falls into the hands of Colonel Augustus Autumn, with serious consequences. Set after Raven Rock. Female Vault Dweller, named Samantha; possibly mild spoilers. T for some violence.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 27,130 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 9 - Published: 5/21/2009 - Charon, Lone Wanderer - Complete
Orbis Aureus by Tristan-the-Dreamer reviews
Night falls after a wedding day. Has Holmes made the worst mistake of his life?
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,080 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/12/2009 - Complete
Like Knives and Silk by AliBlack reviews
In many ways, it's about a moment and it's about a lifetime, just us and the whole world. Charon/LW
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,440 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/6/2009 - Lone Wanderer, Charon - Complete
Only Human by Alara Rogers reviews
Three years ago, Q lost his powers as shown in the episode Deja Q , only in this story, he never got them back. Contains suicide attempts, violence. Further content warnings for Part IV in author's note on Part IV.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 252,805 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 1/30/2009 - Published: 1/29/2001 - Q
No Antidote by FalconPain reviews
Bulbasaur and his trainer had an agreement: they would make it to the Pokémon League, or go down trying. So even when faced with utter tragedy, he decides that he and his trainer will live up to their promise. By any means necessary.
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 69,839 - Reviews: 258 - Favs: 934 - Follows: 218 - Updated: 1/19/2009 - Published: 7/12/2008 - Bulbasaur/Fushigidane - Complete
The Mewtwo File by Alisonven reviews
This is the story of the young clone Mewtwo and Aiko, his only human friend, the daughter of his creator. Please note from Chapter 3 there are descriptions of explicit sex, and from Chapter 4, pokemon-human sexual intercourse. Don't read if easy squicke
Pokémon - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 105,681 - Reviews: 190 - Favs: 415 - Follows: 130 - Updated: 4/27/2008 - Published: 4/16/2008 - Complete
Love Covers All Sins by KCS reviews
After the events of DYIN, Holmes finds out the hard way that he cannot always take certain things for granted.
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,101 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 13 - Published: 1/17/2008 - Sherlock Holmes, Dr. Watson - Complete
Greater Love by KCS reviews
Watson discovers that Moriarty had threatened something more important to Holmes than his own life if he continued with the case in 1891. Not slash. Part One of the 'Greater Love' trilogy.
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,865 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 1/15/2008 - Published: 1/14/2008 - Sherlock Holmes, Prof. Moriarty - Complete
Mute, Too by FalconPain reviews
After losing a battle to the dark Pokémon Darkrai, Mewtwo awakens to find that he no longer has his psychic abilities. No longer able to float, read minds, or even talk to humans or Pokémon, he must rebuild his life. But how much of this can he take?
Pokémon - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 40,180 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 127 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 12/22/2007 - Published: 12/6/2007 - Mewtwo, Sabrina/Natsume - Complete
Betrayed by Lossefalme reviews
KOTOR1&2,AU:Carth embarks on a quest for revenge after he's betrayed by Revan, the woman he'd grown to love. Will the power of the love they once shared be enough to heal his hatred, to bring Revan back from the Dark Side? Or will one of them have to die?
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 36 - Words: 128,720 - Reviews: 154 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 11/19/2007 - Published: 9/16/2005 - Complete
Primal by DyrraDegan reviews
This one shot takes place four days after the destruction of Malachor. LSF Exile and Mandalore.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,704 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 19 - Published: 10/26/2007 - Complete
Father Daughter Relationship by Aurora West reviews
Alex relished the idea that she could hurt her father. Oneshot. Alex, Ben, implied BenJuliet
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,037 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Published: 5/22/2007 - Ben, Alex - Complete
Vader's diary by raveen92 reviews
Something i found at gamefaqs and wanted to share.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21,985 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 288 - Follows: 51 - Published: 9/23/2006 - Darth Vader - Complete
Kaleideoscope by Halfwest reviews
A day in the life of Sheogorath, Daedric Prince of Madness. One of the darker days.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,698 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/11/2006 - Complete
Choking It Back by Jehan's Muse reviews
AnaLucia takes Henry's silence very, very personally. She'll do anything to force him to talk to her. Warning for smut, AnaLuciaHenry Gale.
Lost - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,465 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 11 - Published: 6/10/2006 - Ana-Lucia - Complete
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Fallen for a Star reviews
Pre-series. Lucifer offers musical instruction to Castiel, an honor that few angels ever earn. But as the weeks pass, Castiel fears that the Morning Star, who despises the newly-created humans, might be conspiring against God Himself.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,181 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 8/9/2011 - Published: 9/6/2010 - Castiel, Lucifer
Song for a Fallen Angel reviews
Every sin, I soon forgave you; every danger, I braved for you. Every move was meant to save you, every feather shed, I gave you. Tell me how it feels to plead, professing love on hands and knees.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Published: 7/3/2011 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
One Word reviews
Three times Crowley offered to help Castiel forget about the Winchesters and one time Castiel accepted.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,140 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/27/2011 - Crowley, Castiel - Complete
Again the Stars reviews
The story of Arcade's slavery, from the day of his purchase until the last time he picks up the scalpel. "As Arcade later discovered, the Courier sold him for the mere sum of ten golden coins - far too small a price..."
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 18,454 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 5/17/2011 - Published: 2/26/2011 - Arcade G., Caesar
The Appeal reviews
Dean is tired of waiting for Castiel to answer his prayers.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,485 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/23/2010 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Forgotten Letter reviews
"Baby fingers wrap around the end of a stick that pokes and prods the sand, but Mother's wrist soon closes on Jacob's to steer the scribbles into the shape of a Latin letter." A 31-sentence prompt.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,006 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 11/14/2010 - Jacob, The Man in Black - Complete
Smoothskin reviews
After James' death, the Wanderer goes mute. "Finally she lost consciousness completely, and when she came to, she didn't speak for a year."
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,577 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/31/2010 - Charon, Lone Wanderer - Complete
Belief in Motion reviews
50 sentence prompts for Jacob and Esau. A little slash here and there. "With the first rain of the season came a time of rejoicing, running out in the cool showers with his brother to dance under the thundering sky."
Lost - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,025 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 10/13/2010 - Jacob, The Man in Black - Complete
Speak of the Devil reviews
50 Theme challenge centering around Esau and Jacob, occasionally including others such as Claire, Richard, Ben, and Ilana. Sometimes contains slash, but with a warning beforehand. COMPLETE.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 50 - Words: 24,053 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 10/8/2010 - Published: 4/21/2010 - The Man in Black, Jacob - Complete
Plateau reviews
Walt returns to look for something he misplaced, and Jesse worries. A follow-up to Precipice.
Breaking Bad - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,525 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 8/21/2010 - Complete
Precipice reviews
Jesse awakens in his apartment with little memory of the previous night, piecing together the traces of meth and other clues until he remembers just what took place.
Breaking Bad - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,133 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/11/2010 - Complete
Across the Street reviews
Jacob must have another presence with him at all times, most of all when severed from the Island and his brother to pursue a candidate in the chaos of New York City.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,047 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Published: 6/15/2010 - Jacob, Richard - Complete
Choose reviews
Sometimes Richard suspected that events on the Island were initiated by Jacob as little tests, just to see what Richard would do. Those involving the Island's children — say, young Ben or Alex — were often the most difficult of all. One-shot.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,241 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/9/2010 - Richard, Alex - Complete
Tapestry reviews
Set while Ricardo is the only outsider on the Island, living in peace with Jacob, until suddenly tormented by the smoke monster. A little slash.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,362 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/18/2010 - Published: 4/4/2010 - Richard, Jacob - Complete
The Better Man reviews
John Locke's ghost visits Hurley, insisting that he speak with Ben.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 775 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Published: 4/15/2010 - Ben, Locke - Complete
Smoke & Mirrors reviews
Ben faces the consequences of joining the false Locke, who is even more dangerous and unpredictable than anyone originally thought. Slash.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,183 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Published: 3/30/2010 - Ben, Locke - Complete
Stockholm Syndrome reviews
The book club discusses a novel on Stockholm syndrome. Ben/Juliet fluff.
Lost - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 889 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/11/2010 - Ben, Juliet - Complete
Silent Treatment reviews
Juliet, furious in the aftermath of another argument, refuses to speak...but nobody has been able to beat Benjamin Linus at the silent treatment. One-shot.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,274 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/7/2010 - Ben, Juliet - Complete
Origins: Mystique reviews
My take on how the golden-eyed outcast came to be Magneto's right hand. Discontinued.
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 34,639 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 3/7/2010 - Published: 7/22/2009 - Raven/Mystique, Erik L./Magneto
Paradise Lost reviews
War, radiation, and the loss of a father took a toll on the Lone Wanderer. I stared at the picture where it lay inside the rusty metal locket and cleared my throat... "He looks like a nice man." One-shot.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,844 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/3/2010 - Published: 12/28/2009 - Vault Dweller, Charon - Complete
After the Lockdown reviews
A moment between Ben and John following the lockdown. "Enough time with these newcomers had already introduced me to their unpredictable behavior, and for all I knew, he was preparing to knock me out and drag me back into that cell." A little slash.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,456 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 2/27/2010 - Ben, Locke - Complete
Decrescendo reviews
“Did Alex ask about me?” “No.” Five snapshots of the decline in Ben and Alex's relationship. Oneshot.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,027 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/18/2010 - Ben, Alex - Complete
In His Golden Throne reviews
Sheogorath finds himself with nothing to do...again. And again.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 882 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/26/2008 - Complete
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