July, 26th 2020:

Here's a teaser for you from 'Beauty of a broken angel'3 (chapter 2 teaser)

Update coming very soon. ;)

xxx ..

No, this was really happening. It was her. This was her voice. Anastasia. This was her... After he had regained some control over his body and mind, Christian cleared his throat and exhaled." Yes, I'm here. Where have you been, Princess?"

"Christian." He heard her say. She said his name with so much emotion-with such an intensity, and desperation… like she had been longing for so long to say it to him, but was deprived of it.

"I want to see you, now." He pleaded, not able to contain himself any longer, not able to restrain himself." I need to hold you and kiss you and touch you to know that you are real... to know that I'm not dreaming right now... Ana, please"

"I want that too, but I would be endangering your life if we met now." she told him, her voice breaking." I will make contact with you again soon, my love. I promise you..." "Princess, I have so many questions! Why did you leave Aurora and me? And…" he started, but she gently cut him off.

"You will get all the answers to your questions, Christian" she whispered, her voice so convincing." You will; when the time is right."

"I don't understand any of it, princess."

"I will explain everything, but I will do it in person." he heard her say. God, he has missed her voice so fucking much.

"I miss you"

"I've missed you and Aurora too... but I'm sorry, Christian. I have to hang up now." Ana whispered, her voice trembling heavily." I took a huge risk by calling you, but I had to hear your voice... But for now I have to go; it's not safe for me. I'll contact you soon..."

And then she hung up.

"Princess! Princess!" Christian desperately yelled into the phone, while that familiar, excruciating pain cut through his heart and soul.

... xx

July, 22th 2020:

Here's a teaser for 'Dusk till dawn'. The new chapter will be updated tomorrow. ;)

( 'Not meant to be?' will be updated this weekend ) . .

"Ros! What's happening?" Ana asked, as she attempted to get up, her voice trembling heavily. Without saying a word, Ros roughly grabbed Ana and dragged her towards the stairs. Ros motioned her to go up, so she did, hastily walking towards the bedrooms, almost stumbling in the process. Ana didn't look back, because she knew that this was a life or death situation.

'When things would get ugly, you have to do exactly as I say, OK? You could die, if you don't." Christian had told her every freaking day!

And in this case, she had to do exactly what Ros instructed her to do, because he wasn't here. In the chaos downstairs, she heard Ros fighting off the men, hearing gunshots and bodies falling to the floor, loud thuds and screams. Ana was beyond terrified, her whole body shaking, not knowing what was about to happen next. She didn't know how many people Ros was up against, but from the sound of it there must have been a lot!

Ana just wished that she could help her friend somehow. However, that wasn't Ros' instruction; she MUST NOT leave her spot, as much as she wanted to help. At a certain point, the gunshots had subsided a bit, and there was less screaming. She knew that she shouldn't, but Ana couldn't help herself, wanting to see if Ros was OK. She carefully came out from her hiding spot, but it was then when one huge looking man came into view, and looked at her with menacing eyes. "Fuck..." Ana cursed out from under her breath. She wanted to run, but before she was able to move, he had already grabbed her roughly with his disgusting hands...

June, 30th 2020:

Good morning, all.
How are you doing?
I've posted a one-shot. Hope you liked it. ( well, i'm considering writing the next part, cause you lovely ladies requested for at least one part where she explains to C why she had to leave)

;)
And I'm currently writing the next chapter of 'Not meant to be? ' ( genre: Romance/ supernatural)
It will be ready this Wednesday. ( you can expect the chapter then ;) )

Have a nice day and stay safe.

J

June, 24th 2020:

'When did I become so numb?'

The maternity dress that Ana wore: https:///JnfN9mA5EEyFpcqn9

A and C's dance inspired by: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MekLDt77CQ

June, 17th 2020:

Hello guys,

Currently I'm writing the next chapter of my story 'Two hearts, one soul.'

You can expect the update this weekend.

Have a nice evening, and be safe please,

J

June, 14th 2020:

Hello,

here's a teaser from 'DUSK TILL DAWN'

At that very moment, Ana's emotions got the better of her. The man who stood in front of her, was the only one around, so she didn't care if he saw her falter. She broke down, and let it all out. Her body shook violently from her loud sobs. Taken aback, Christian watched as Ana cried. He felt so uncomfortable, and didn't know what to do or say.

'Damn it! Why aren't you here, Taylor?' He thought, and had the urge to walk away.

However, he knew he couldn't do that. So instead, he took a step closer to the young woman and carefully wrapped his arms around her small frame. He wasn't sure how she would react, but he took the risk anyway. This seemed like the right thing to do. Right? At first Ana didn't welcome the hug, and almost pushed him away. She wasn't used to human contact anymore. After her mother left when she was six, she never saw her again. She sometimes forgets how she looked like, and yet Ana remembered her mom's loving touches and warm hugs. Her father was a great dad, but he wasn't a 'hug kinda person.' He showed his affection towards Ana through words and wonderful deeds.

At one point the awkward hug turned into a proper one. It became a tight, and warm one. One Ana didn't even know that she needed. As her eyes fluttered shut, Christian held her even tighter. His heart was doing strange things at the moment. She was so innocent, and didn't deserve what had happened and what was to come. The ENTITY wasn't done with her. That, he was certain of. They wanted this innocent young woman in their claws, so she could give them what her father tried to keep from them. And because he defied them, he was assassinated seven years ago.

As Christian held a sobbing Ana, he vowed that he wouldn't let it go that far... he was going to protect her from the ENTITY no matter what.

02- 08- 2019:

Good morning, I've updated 'Two hearts, one soul'.
I'm busy writing the second part of the next chapter for my story 'When did I become so numb?' (this story and also 'two hearts' are almost complete ;) )
Update coming soon.
Have a nice day, you all.

xoxo, J

Hi everyone,

What you need to know about me? I love writing- A lot! :)

And I have to add, English is not my native tongue. Dutch is. So, when you read my stories and you see errors or mistakes, forgive me please? ;)

Or when a part or parts of the chapter doesn't flow very well, so sorry for that. But my thoughts and imagination are in dutch first, and then I translate it. ;)

I'm a girl and love music also.

Favorite band: The Cranberries and Within Temptation.

Favorite songs: When you're gone by The Cranberries, Young God by Halsey, Outlaws of Love, Faded by Alan Walker, In the night - COVER by Aaron Richards.

Favorite TV shows: Grimm, The 100, GAME OF THRONES.

Well, that's all for now.

J

New chapter of 'Love you till my lungs give out' has been posted! :) ... 01- 31- 2019

I will update 'When did I become so numb?' on Sunday, 02- 03- 2019 .

Keep a look out, dear ALL. :)