To call it an eventful year would be an understatement. But as 2020 draws to a close, Olivia & Amanda are ready to put the Catskills behind them & focus on their future together. Then what should have been a simple errand turns into a deadly encounter that threatens to tear them apart forever. They say men plan & God laughs. Women plan & he pulls the the trigger. Devilishverse.

After an unexpected diagnosis, Olivia Benson is faced with both her greatest fears and greatest regrets. A ticking clock and a choice to be made, she fights to find a middle ground between the two. Along the way, the skies clear in the same direction of someone whom she never knew she needed until the time came. [rated m for later]

A health issue for Derek's mother sends Derek, Meredith, and Zola back east for the first time into the heart of the extended Shepherd family. When his mother requests an unexpected surgeon, Derek will also need to open the door to his past and try to fit all the pieces together. Set during Season 9 with some pre-show AU parts. Very MerDer. FINAL CHAPTER UP!

Plenty of things change. Some things don't. Elliot is haunted by her name. Set in season 18, after Conversion and before American Dream.

"My old partner.. he'd know what to do." Set Mid Season 15. *Trigger warning: Violent scenes and sexual assault.* E/O. COMPLETE.

It shouldn't have come as a surprise. Post-S12, out of canon; Ziva-centric; Gibbs' POV; T/Z.

Olivia and Amanda are trapped in a cage in the basement of a man known to them only as "The Master." Their bond is the only thing that helps them survive, and it grows stronger after their ordeal, causing problems in the relationships between them and the men in their lives. Amanda/Olivia. Rated M, trigger warning for sexual assault. Character death.

"You might want to keep me around." She never expected him to actually do it. She just wanted to buy some time. But days turned to weeks, and weeks turned into months. It was then she realized she had bought far too much time.

Olivia is reunited with Elliot, and soon after, she runs into Lowell Harris, recently released from prison. Based on the episode "Undercover".

After Amanda admits that Deputy Chief Patton raped her, she falls lower than ever before. Olivia helps her take her first steps towards recovery, sparking a deep friendship and relationship that will change Amanda's life forever. Post Forgiving Rollins Fic. Trigger Warning-Dark Themes and mentions of rape/violence.

"Mommy?" She hadn't expected the tiny voice from the hall, clutching Eddie to his chest and rubbing his eyes, awoken from his peaceful sleep and unknowingly entering a hell she had vowed to protect him from. His eyes weren't on her anymore, and she felt her blood turn to ice in her veins.

Waking up on the floor of the squad room wasn't how Olivia planned to end a long, stressful day at SVU. Once she comes to, she has an even bigger problem to contend with-one very pissed off Amanda Rollins. As they square off, some disturbing parts of the captain's past are brought to light. Devilishverse one-shot, hurt/comfort.

Everything starts somewhere. / A semi-shippy, pre-series look at EO.

In attempts to solve a difficult case, Elliot and Olivia agree to go undercover in a particularly risky operation. Trust will be tested, and boundaries crossed, reopening some painful wounds. They are willing to place it all on the line for the sake of a victim, but will they be able to cope with the aftermath? E/O (Set after 'Undercover' in Season 9). COMPLETED pending epilogue(?)

A serial rapist-turned-killer who's fixated on women that look like Lt. Benson. A familiar face from the darkest moment in Olivia's past. Both will lead the lieutenant on a harrowing journey that could destroy her for good. Can the squad rescue her before it's too late? (Contains Rolivia friendship & a pinch of subtext.) This work now has a sequel entitled "Idle Hands."

Scenes of Olivia's life post-Surrender Benson. Warnings: second person POV, sex, violence, and general unhappiness. Please heed the warnings for individual chapters. A bit of Bensidy, a bit of Olivia/Elliot. *Updated with a part 73 as of 4/26/19.*

One-shot set after Olivia's mom passes away. Olivia is spiraling down, and Elliot is there to help her pick up the pieces.

After the events of "Good Shepherd," Amelia places a late-night phone call to a sister. Post-episode for 15x21; canon compliant with both Grey's and Private Practice.

"When her mother died last year, he carried her. Now, she carries him." One-shot. Set Season 2. Spoilers for Episodes 13: Victims and 14: Paranoia. Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing except my love for these two.

Reeling from her parents' revelations during their visit to California, Addison somehow opens the door to a world that shouldn't exist at all – with no idea how she got there or how to get out. And no one else there seems to think it's strange. Is this what she's been missing? Parallel universe/AU Addek with a supernatural twist. See author's notes for more. *COMPLETE*

It was supposed to be their little secret. But when demons from Amanda's past come calling, the fallout threatens to expose the truth and threaten all she and Olivia hold dear. Sequel to Relapse.

Back by popular demand: more Rollisi. Read my other three stories to get up to speed on their saga!

For the Rollisi fans out there, the series continues! Sonny and Amanda's relationship progresses and of course, more heinous crimes ensue.

EO standalone futurefic. A tale of weddings, family, love, and a petting zoo. Heavy on the sweetness with just a few minor sprinklings of angst. *Two parter- part 2 posted 7/16/17*

Seven years after Derek left New York, he's remarried, lives across the country, and hasn't spoken to Mark and Addison since their affair. He's also the only hope for their sick daughter. To save a child's life, all three of them will need to start rebuilding their broken trust. AU starting pre-show. Maddison & MerDer endgame and throughout. *COMPLETE*

She must be hallucinating because there's no way she'd see him here, at some ass-kissing function, he'd call it, after six years away from the force. EO.

Brief, dark one-shot in which they cross the country to honor Mark's wishes for a burial at sea, Amelia is still reeling from the loss of her baby (or that's what she'll say if anyone asks why she did it), and Addison is hit by the fallout (as she often is). Set just after Mark's canon death.

Tony studied his wife, his daughter. Their linked hands and dark hair. They were caught in a riptide, sliding farther out to sea. "I think this is all-hands-on-deck, Boss." Fifth in the "Treading Water" series. T/Z.

Scenes from Elliot's 50th birthday. Just a cheerful little EO one-shot.

"How had it come to be that she, a person normally so strong and independent, had been rendered so helpless as to lack control over her own ability to die?" Takes place in 2005. WARNING: Very graphic story; please heed the M rating.

"Tony, I've made you chase me across the world twice already. I never made it easy for you. I had no doubt you would do so again and I knew you would find me but I … I did not want to make you do so a third time unless I absolutely had to." Ziva's alive, and in the conference room. AU from like minute five of the season finale

In 2034, Olivia looks back. One shot EO futurefic, no sex/violence/major character death.

Once upon a time, he possessed that magic touch, that ability to control a situation, to get everyone out safely. (Takes place at beginning of Season 13).

"And here we are. Tony and Ziva in future tense." A departure in three chapters. T/Z

When Ziva returns home, they meet in silence and stares. It's where they've always been most comfortable. Their private place, even in a room full of people and activity. They've always had so much to say. Silently. T/Z, obviously.

"Was it the dramatic scenery? The bone-deep chill? The lingering mist? The blue-black water below their window?" Casefile. T/Z

Flight (n.) 1. The act of fleeing. The year is 2018, seven years since the departure of Elliot Stabler from Olivia Benson's life. 2. The act of flying. A chance encounter on a redeye flight from LAX to JFK forces truths to rise from the wreckage.

/Like any new mother, you fawn over your baby. Everything about her is perfect and brand new. She's a clean slate; the best of life with ten tiny toes and ten tiny fingers./ Insights into Serena Benson's psyche as she prepares to give birth her to her daughter.

Post-ep for 16x23, "Surrendering Noah." A few weeks later, Olivia reflects on growth and partnership in a different context. E/O

"You don't quit family." He kissed her cheek. "Goodnight." A sequel to "Foundling." AU (T/Z)

Their mother, raised on the myths of the Ancient Jews, clung steadfastly to one vision in particular, divined before her marriage, that prophesied her bearing two girls, daughters, achayot. AU; Ziva-centric; Tali alive; established Tiva.

Tag to 11.02 PPF; Ziva-centric; eventually Tiva. It has been two months since Ziva David left her old life behind for a journey of repentance as an aid worker in the Dohuk region of Iraq. Unlike many of her fellow volunteers, she loves most when the work is hard. When it is hard, repenting is easy. But will it ever be enough to bring her peace? A complete saga.

Olivia is his Achilles heel, and the more time they're together, the more he realizes this. She's a force in her own right, one that comes and goes in waves. Like a riptide that he's more than willing to drown in. [A series of EO related one-shots set from 1999-2012]

Orchid Thief Universe: A collection of stories that follow Kelly Gibbs & Jenny Shepard on their unending path to overcome and cope with the damage inflicted by sexual violence. Spans a multitude of genres, really (fluff, humor, angst, romance, friendship). Myriad of tags. Pairing is Jibbs at most points.

"He'd gotten photos and notes before, a card on his birthday, a watercolor of Masada that won Liana an art-fair ribbon. They'd been signed 'The DiNozzos' or 'Ziva' or 'Your Granddaughter...'" Oneshot. A/U. Part of the "Treading Water" series.

And fate comes full circle. Not necessarily a second chance, but maybe a new beginning. T/Z, their future, and a reflection on the past.

The death of a probationary agent in the winter of 2015 links back to a case Ziva, Tony and McGee worked on their own after quitting NCIS in the summer of 2013. The story jumps back and forth between the two timelines, focusing on the changes in Ziva and Tony's relationship and the devil that Ziva can never seem to get off her back. T/Z relationship, angst and casefic. Out of canon

"I know they seem quaint or old-fashioned or foolish, but they are my people, Tony. They are a part of who I am and where I come from." Casefile. TZ.

Elliot/Olivia. Post-ep for "Surrender Benson" (sort of, slightly AU). Elliot resurfaces in the aftermath of Olivia's ordeal with William Lewis.

Companion piece to my story A Life. Expands on all the snippets in that story about Tony's life from now until his death as a very old man. T/Z focus, but everyone else turns up at one point or another as well.

"Her stomach clenched as she entered his neighborhood in Queens and the knot kept tightening as she approached his street. She needed him more than he has ever needed her. That's what she's been admitting to herself these past months, since he left." EO, angsty, Rated MA.

Even after Sealview, she was not this nakedly raw, this transparently vulnerable. From this he concludes: So this was worse than Sealview.

In which Addison keeps the baby, and she and Mark don't live happily ever after. Contains strong language and questionable parenting.

many have asked that I upload this here from tumblr. it does not have a name. it is very, very close to my heart. Please treat it kindly.

"He's late to work almost everyday for the next week after she finds out. It's probably a good thing she realizes when she doubles over the trashcan next to her desk for the third time in as many hours on the thirty-sixth day since "it" happened." ::AU Post Wildlife::

"She didn't want it to be another way." T/Z. Part of the "Treading Water" universe.

His first instinct is to panic. He'll leave the fury for later.

Ziva and Tony face a tragedy no parents should have to go through. With a few words of wisdom from the man they both consider a father figure, the promise of their two sons, and some much-needed mourning, they struggle to overcome it. Established Tiva. Appearances by McGee, Palmer, Ducky, etc. The NCIS team, essentially, and a second generation. Anthony & Elijah 'verse.

When it comes to crying babies, even Mossad-Ninja-Warriors need help sometimes. Ziva admits she's struggling with her newborn, and Gibbs provides a little wisdom and perspective (and maybe even tattles on DiNozzo). Ziva/Gibbs; father/daughter. Established {married} Tiva. Companion piece to 'Whiskey Lullaby'. Tony makes an appearance. Fluffish humorish towards the end.

The slow and roundabout way in which coffee brings them together. T/Z friendship, eventually turning into something more.

"On the day Tony turns five, he comes to live in a house with a wrap-around porch and a big, leafy rhododendron bush and a soccer goal right in the front yard." AU. Eventual Tiva, McAbby, Jibbs.

"You can still swim, can't you? You're going to have to tow her in, DiNozzo. We aren't going to let her just tread water."

McGee gets to know Tony's baby a little bit better. Companion oneshot to Worthy.

This is my story. It's not the story you think you know or even the story you want to know. It's the truth, and I live with it every day... COMPLETE. Sequel posted: How the World Keeps on Turning

Shannon and Gibbs get a little trial run on a certain part of their vows when Chicken Pox strike two weeks before the wedding. Shibbs/oneshot. Fluff.

Alternate end to season eight. A brutally honest conversation between Tony and Ziva shatters their relationship perhaps beyond repair, and impacts everyone around them. But ultimately, this story is about love and what happens when it's lost and found. Heavy angst within, but it all comes down to Tony and Ziva's bond.

A couple of speculative tags to 10.12 "Shiva." Tony and Ziva spend a difficult night at his apartment. Later, Ziva tries to speak to Director Vance.

"What's going to happen after the summer?"  She asks him this one late evening, when they've stayed past closing time and are huddled close under a blanket, sharing one adirondack chair. (Addison and Derek as teen parents, prompted by Fatema.)

T/Z. She is their hope, the light of their lives, but she inevitably brings turbulence. Motherhood brings Ziva to breaking point; Tony is there to pick up the pieces. [For Jae, with love.]

Ziva struggles with her return from Somalia, while Tony struggles with trying to help her. A story about love, recovery, and moving on from past demons. Ziva-centric fic told from Tony's perspective, with team chapters and Tiva-related themes. High T for swearing, mature topics, and semi-graphic descriptions. COMPLETE.

Christmas Eve mass is boring for little girls, so it's Daddy to the rescue-and when Mass is over and Santa comes, will Beary Smiles be under the tree? Shannon/Gibbs/Kelly family. One-shot. Fluffy. And I mean F L U F F Y.

McGee makes it a point not to think about what Tony and Ziva might get up to in the men's room. Unfortunately, this strategy might need to come to an end when McGee unintentionally finds himself guarding the bathroom door for his up-to-no-good coworkers. This is slightly silly fun, nothing deeper.

Gibbs quirked an eyebrow. "Problem, DiNozzo?" Tony leaned back against his car even as Ziva climbed into the passenger seat and slammed the door with unnecessary force. "Well, yeah. Ziva is still pretty pissed at you." Tags 10x1, Extreme Prejudice, because I needed some closure after the fantastic but cutting 'stubborn fool' scene. Gibbs/Ziva and a sprinkling of Tony/Ziva.

Tony and Ziva share memories and a moment. A speculative drabble based on spoilers for some upcoming episodes. Tiva in development.

An old friend of Tony's gives Tony and Ziva a gift, and it puts Ziva on edge. Established T/Z and some adult content—but you may wish to keep in mind that this is more of a Ziva story than anything else.

Two weeks after the explosion, Tony and Ziva are still struggling to re-define their relationship. Tony/Ziva, Post 9x24. No major S10 spoilers.

Olivia fell in love unexpectedly. Can Elliot pick her up from the fall? O, E/O

The warmth of the sun in the winter. Which, by definition, is a vivid description of Tali David. Sixteen. She is sixteen, and her world is made of makeup, dead eyes, and soft kisses. Her life is but a short film that can't keep running on its own. Tali-centric. One-shot.

"Ziva laughed then. 'Oh, my little lioness. My little levi'yah. How did I get so lucky to have you'" Future-fic. Part of the "Treading Water" universe.

Unfortunately, just because they deserve for things to get better doesn't mean they will. FINAL PART of Remnants of Somalia series, sequel to Six Months Home

/"You're the closest thing to me that this baby will ever get. You don't know how strong you are, how amazing you are, how special you are. And when you aren't being an ass, those things are some of the only things I understand in this world. So congratulations on your daughter, El."/

Ziva prepares for an event that will change her life in many ways, Tony takes a big risk, Abby and McGee's secret is revealed, and an old friend steps back into Gibbs' life. PART 4 in Remnants of Somalia series, sequel to Three Months Alive

He wasn't really sure how he'd gotten there. AU. T/Z.

When a routine suspect pick-up turns into a hostage situation, Tony and Ziva find their lives and their partnership in shambles. Will they be able to survive? —Tiva — Warning: mature themes—

Olivia battles the flu, and, of course, her relationship with her partner.

It takes eleven months for her mother's soul to ascend to heaven.

Casually exploiting the fact that Olivia Benson lives and works in the same city where Addison Shepherd used to live and work. With that, here are five times Addison and Olivia's paths crossed over the years.

As she dies, Alicia Ryan leaves Tony a parting gift; the daughter he's never known. Determined he can't be a father, it's up to his team, his true family, to prove that he's capable of raising three-year-old Penny. Tiva and McAbby

Tony does a favor for Ziva, which is almost like a 'boyfriend job'. Tony celebrates Ziva's birthday

Ziva's first birthday in the states prompts Tony to do some alarming math.

Unexpected news throws Ziva and the whole team for a loop, but it may also give Tony a chance to prove something. PART 3 of Remnants of Somalia series, sequel to Two Weeks Later.

"He knows so many things she doesn't want her team to find out." When the team discovers that a suspect has a history with Ziva, they try to help her through it.

"If you want a happy ending, that depends, of course, on where you stop the story"- Orson Welles. Ziva, Tony, a study in Saturdays and an experiment in endings.

It doesn't always fall on things as pleasant as roses.

Elliot has to make a choice.

Tony and Ziva get caught in a pretty kick-ass shootout and only just make it out alive. Then Tony manages to crash the getaway car. In middle of butt-no-where. Yeah, good luck getting out of this one, Very Special Agents. TIVA.

Ziva's been home for half a month and Tony is looking forward to fixing their broken friendship. But there's so much he doesn't know about what happened in Somalia, and it will affect everything. Pt 2 of Remnants of Somalia series, sequel to After Somalia

Year 2018. Ziva's in a car crash. Tony's on assignment in Spain. What happened? And how does the team's bizarre case fit into all of this? Quality FanFiction, completed and complete with: established TIVA, McABBY and a big-a-doo CASE. R&R

It all came down to that one moment. That one ricocheting bullet. That one mistake, easily worse than any of the other mistakes he's ever made with her. How will he be able to fix this? —Tony/Ziva—

"Relax Probie, it's just a power outage…or is it? It could be 'Friday the 13th'—don't leave the cabin Ziva, the big scary monster might get you!" -Well, maybe not a monster, but something else is in store for Agent David. Eventual TIVA.

COMPLETE. As neither have any dependents, Tony and Ziva spend Independence Day together.

Being a single woman and being a single mom are universes apart.

Things are not always as they seem. But when an apparent reality destroys a person, whether or not it is "real" doesn't matter. When an assignment forces Tony to fake his death, Ziva must learn to live without him—something she's not sure she can do—Tiva—

The sight of them both, on bended knees in front of you, will make the world boil. – Two of NCIS are taken hostage, and the events that follow will shatter the foundations of all involved.

"What do you say to someone after almost forty years?" A tale in three parts of Addison's past, present and future. *Complete.*

"Gibbs has half a mind to catch the next plane to Israel and straighten Eli out himself." Ziva talks to Gibbs and Ducky after a phone call from Eli reopens old wounds.

Good soldiers never cry.

Sequel to SAVE US. Tony and Ziva are raising Shai and new daughter Rhia together, away from the threat of Ziva's father. But when something else, something more deadly, threatens their family, can the four of them survive? COMPLETE

Team Gibbs always plays by the rules, but when the Grim Reaper lingers close to one of their own, the rules don't apply anymore. Tiva: A Tragic Story Of Life, Love, and Letting Go.

AU. Not all sins will be easily forgiven.

Based on spoilers for Enemies: Forgein. This time the what if Ziva is caught in the crossfire. TIVA.

Tony, Ziva and a list of words. Each chapter is centred around a particular, random, wonderful word. Drabbly fluffy angst that allows me to avoid homework. Idea is mine, words are Lila Gray's. Reviews appreciated. Update: weed.

"It's like finally breaking the surface after you've been drowning." Gibbs realizes how much he and Ziva have in common. A father/daughter one-shot, featuring Mike Franks.

Sequel to Lost As Elliot loses what little he has gained, he is still searching for her.

"Yet another reason why she never ventures into the suburbs. Bad things happen here." Jeanne, seven years later. Tiva.

No good deed goes unpunished. Elliot's world is shaken when someone from his past tries to hijack his future.

The last two weeks of Anthony DiNozzo's life had been a mess of monumental awfulness that had the potential to become legend. But after all the bad he'd had to deal with, it was only fair that something good was about to come his way.

An AU of the crossover persuasion. A heartbreaking crime is perpetrated on Leroy Jethro Gibbs' daughter, leaving her with a broken childhood. SVU Detective Jennifer Shepard, fractured in her own right, vows to piece Kelly's life back. JIBBS, uniquely.

Post-Ep & Spoilers for: Jack Knife. Tony and Ziva catch up with each other over Chinese and beer. He questions her motives, she questions his.

Post-Hiatus one-shot. When Tony gets injured, Abby realizes Ziva isn't as uncaring as she previously thought. Abby/Ziva friendship with a good helping of Drugged!Tony and a splash of Tiva. Takes place between Seasons 3 and 4.

She is thousands of miles away from those who would beg her to live. Filling in the gaps between Aliyah and Truth or Consequences for both Tony and Ziva. Major spoilers for those episodes. Tiva, of course.

Season 7 Spoilers Ziva slips - and he's there to catch her. Just like he has always been. High rating due to the mention of adult subjects. *Now Complete*

Aftermath of 7.01. TonyxZiva. Starts with the scene in the Camp, goes through her first night at home. One-shot?

Sometimes she can't do it all by herself, she can't mend all the breaks reset the fractures all on her own, and that's where he steps in. Post-premiere Tiva-ness, so spoilers. Reviews loved.

Love. Tragedy. The things we’ve left unsaid. This is their story. Set after episode 5.05. Mer/Der

Post-Aliyah. Tony gets the call, and makes the choice. Sometimes there are no happy endings, and what then? REPOSTED because there was a problem with it the last TWO times. Can anyone explain what is happening? *cries*

Post-Aliyah Tiva angsty-ness. There is a difference between being rescued and being saved, and, as the dust settles, the team wonders whether what they've done will ever be enough.

Post-ep for "Aliyah" - Ziva's all alone and at the mercy of her captors... until fate lets her make the call to the only people she can trust. ***Now complete**

She's been gone for fourteen months. Kept prisoner by people who should have loved her. But now she's back, and she needs protection, and she's not alone. Tony/Ziva Abby/McGee

They trade sickness like they trade looks. And they're so close.

Continuation of my "Step Up" Series. Tony and Ziva begin a life together. And, like always, the road is a little rocky.

Set post "Step Up" and "Five Candles," Tony & Ziva continue to develop their relationship through the holidays. TIVA.

Ziva cuts the wrong wire, a decision that ends with herself and Tony in hospital. But will one bad decision lead to a better outcome?

TIVA- Continuation of the "Step Up" series. Tony & Ziva spend time together during the holidays.

Ziva returns from her time with Mossad with a surprising souvenir.

Collision: The inevitable clash of objects. Tiva.

That was strike three, because she never got another chance. TIVA.

Alternate Take on Paternity. What if that car had blown through the intersection coming the other way? Hints of EO. Part 2 of 2 posted. Contains spoilers.

Meredith and Derek discover what is worse: the pain of keeping secrets, or the aftermath of the telling. Set in early Season 2. Decidedly MerDer. Completed!

Destructive, unstoppable, irresistible. A train wreck of a love story. Post S2, MerDer. Final Chapter Up!