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Author has written 72 stories for Private Practice, Grey's Anatomy, and Law and Order: SVU.

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dropsonde (singers in a lower choir remix) by openended reviews
A rewrite of 2007-2008's Dropsonde & Shenzhou series from LJ. The one where, post-divorce, Addison and Derek hook up, accidentally make a baby, they end up with other people and it's a whole Thing. (Addison/Alex, Addison Derek and Addison Mark friendship, with past Addison/Derek and Addison/Mark. Moments of Derek/Meredith)
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,432 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12h - Published: 7/20 - Addison M., Alex K., Derek S., Mark S.
The Way We Were by xxLittle Black Dressxx reviews
It's been said time and time again that "you can't go back." At the request of a friend, Addison and Derek are going to try.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 26,665 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 20h - Published: 3/18 - [Addison M., Derek S.]
Sonterra by Meadowlark12 reviews
What happens in San Antonio, stays in San Antonio. Or so they wish. Addison and Derek face each other during a weekend away attending their daughter's wedding. - ADDEK AU.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,977 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 10/31/2019 - Published: 6/7/2019 - Addison M., Derek S., Meredith G.
Life Ain't Always Beautiful by Birdieq reviews
Sequel to Don't Want To Need You. The Montgomery-Sloan family adjusts to life in Seattle, Emme continues to build a relationship with Derek, Cecilia recovers from surgery, and Derek and Meredith await the arrival of their second child.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 55,039 - Reviews: 275 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 83 - Updated: 4/10/2019 - Published: 8/13/2017 - [Addison M., Mark S.] [Derek S., Meredith G.]
Try and Catch the Wind by xxLittle Black Dressxx reviews
Addison's simple getaway to the Hamptons becomes anything but simple.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 59,864 - Reviews: 232 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 2/25/2018 - Published: 7/5/2017 - [Addison M., Derek S.] - Complete
Don't Want to Need You by Birdieq reviews
Set about five and a half years after Derek arrived in Seattle. Addison never followed him there, and he hasn't seen or spoken to her since he left New York. But now he desperately needs help, and she may be his last chance. Will he swallow his pride and call her? Will she agree to help?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 20 - Words: 50,330 - Reviews: 176 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 8/8/2017 - Published: 6/24/2017 - [Addison M., Mark S.] [Derek S., Meredith G.] - Complete
Living In Your Heart by xxLittle Black Dressxx reviews
Divorces end marriages, but they don't end everything. Addison and Derek learn this firsthand when he goes to Connecticut for her mother's funeral.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,544 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 11 - Published: 6/21/2017 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
The End of The World by Ianuaria reviews
Set in episode 2.16 by the same name. Something that could easily have happened, and left Derek with an impossible choice to make. Warning:Character Death. *Surprise Epilogue up!*
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 16,956 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 6/13/2017 - Published: 5/15/2017 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Flaws In Science by recycled-stars reviews
An AU version of Season 3, featuring a slightly introspective Mark trying to figure out when exactly, in going from A to B, life became such a melodramatic mess. And an attempt to reach a resolution with Derek and Addison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 74,749 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/3/2011 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Mark S., Addison M. - Complete
How it Started by savinglives44 reviews
Maddison. Conclusion. Mark and Addison go back to church and Addison realizes her feelings. Rated M for sex. Finally.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 38,785 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 8/28/2011 - Published: 2/2/2009 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
The Animal by Xyliette reviews
It's easier to untangle himself from the wreckage than he thought it would be. Alex/Addison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,582 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/5/2010 - Alex K., Addison M. - Complete
The Day I Lost My Voice, The Suitcase Song by Xyliette reviews
A/U after 3.16. "And in certain ways he'll never admit, the biggest letdown has been getting to know Addison Montgomery..."
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 21,011 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/30/2010 - Published: 3/11/2010 - Sam B., Addison M. - Complete
Cinnamon by Malana reviews
UPDATED! Alex and Addison have been ending up in supply closets together. But when Alex's feelings take a turn for the protective, problems arise. Alex&Addison, Mark&Izzie
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 47,581 - Reviews: 628 - Favs: 159 - Follows: 196 - Updated: 9/11/2009 - Published: 10/15/2006 - Addison M., Alex K.
Carry Me Home by Cowboys-and-coffee reviews
Takes place during the crossover. An AU version of what would have happened if the patient Derek had to go back for was Archer instead of Jen
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,776 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 15 - Published: 6/22/2009 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
An Accidental Memory In the Case of Death by Xyliette reviews
A/U. Pre-Seattle. A parent's worst nightmare. Derek/Addison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 21,614 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 4/30/2009 - Published: 2/25/2009 - Derek S., Addison M. - Complete
Falling Apart by Magdelen reviews
My dark and twisty version of Addison and Derek's relationship. Set in AU Season 2. Addisoncentric. Angst. Motherhood. Depression. Etc. Multiple POVs. Not sympathetic to McDreamy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 21 - Words: 30,690 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 5/11/2008 - Published: 3/2/2007
Love Wins Every Time by masked-spangler reviews
It is a difficult time for all of them at Seattle Grace. How much can things really change just because Burke has made a friend? Thanks so much to everyone for the great feedback! Story is now complete!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 32,769 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/7/2007 - Published: 5/26/2007 - Complete
Viscosity by sydney gray reviews
In the wake of the ferry disaster, Addison struggles to find herself again among the men in her life. A continuation of my oneshot ‘Simple’. AddisonAlex, strong mentions of AddisonMark, AddisonDerek.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 67,119 - Reviews: 258 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 3/19/2007 - Published: 2/25/2007
A Rush of Blood to the Head by Bleu reviews
[Do you think it would have been different? If you'd had kids?] Hmm... An obviously unrealistic what if I couldn't help but write about. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,725 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 10/5/2006 - Published: 9/26/2006 - Complete
Sorry Seems to Be The Hardest Word by Seema reviews
Addison Shepherd never intended to have an affair. She certainly never intended to start one in the bed she shared with her husband. Preseries through the end of the first season. AddisonDerek, AddisonMark
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,594 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/12/2006 - Complete
Tell Me Where It Hurts by Best Mistake reviews
Everyone has a few secrets, and at Seattle Grace they always seem to come out. [Addison. Continues through postfinale]
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 26,085 - Reviews: 146 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 6/7/2006 - Published: 11/10/2005
Back to Good by Seema reviews
In the aftermath of the events of It's the End of the World and As We Know It, Addison confronts Derek.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,816 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/4/2006 - Complete
Drowning by Best Mistake reviews
So this is what it feels like to be ripped apart. [Addison]
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,037 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/23/2006 - Complete
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Quid Pro Quo reviews
In late season two, everyone has something to hide. Some lucky people have even more. ADDEK bumpy-road endgame, inspired by ThrawnsGirl's request for a different kind of abortion reveal and an anonymouse's request for a season-two Addek baby. UPDATED Monday, July 27!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 39 - Words: 306,029 - Reviews: 1108 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 143 - Updated: 15h - Published: 12/1/2018 - Addison M., Derek S.
Six Miles High reviews
When Addison remembers that she made a reservation at an exclusive new restaurant for Derek's birthday, she convinces him to fly back to NY for the weekend. Then the flight gets interesting. And then they land and things get even more interesting. Somewhat silly, usually smutty response to LS's request (Addek celebrating a birthday together). TWO updates in July; read 14 before 15!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 146,893 - Reviews: 244 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 7/24 - Published: 7/20/2017 - [Addison M., Derek S.]
The Distance in Your Eyes reviews
Addison, Derek, and the infamous SGH prom. Except this time they leave halfway through, bound for Connecticut and a Montgomery family emergency that makes it impossible for them to keep ignoring their problems. Builds on a brief script-flip and takes off - pun intended - in Chapter 2. Angsty Addek endgame no matter how hard those two make it. Stealth Updated JULY 2020.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 37,439 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 7/24 - Published: 7/2/2018 - [Addison M., Derek S.]
All We Want reviews
A challenging patient provides the catalyst for an unlikely reconciliation. Season 3 Addek, the only kind I've yet to try, following episode 3.05, "Oh, the Guilt." Other canon characters will appear if I continue. Please read author's notes at the beginning of the story for details and warnings. Updated July 2020.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 32 - Words: 149,350 - Reviews: 640 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 7/23 - Published: 6/25/2017 - Addison M., Derek S.
Other People's Men reviews
"You take other people's men." That one line from Naomi to Addison in the fourth season of Private Practice grew into this alternate, admittedly rather warm and fuzzy, Addek universe, in which they started a family in residency, never separated, and all is sweet and ordinary until their children start asking some questions. Inspired by PeachFresca & Meadowlark12. CHAPTER 5 up!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 33,285 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 7/20 - Published: 5/9 - Addison M., Derek S.
A Very Freaky Friday reviews
It's mid-Season 2, and Addison and Derek aren't exactly communicating well. Some savvy, wise friends suggest it would help if they put themselves in each other's shoes. Fine. But they didn't realize it meant *literally.* Addison/Derek reconciliation in lighthearted, freaky form. Contains both body-switching and Addek feels. UPDATED July 2020!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 36,671 - Reviews: 154 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 7/17 - Published: 3/2/2018 - [Addison M., Derek S.]
Trailblazing reviews
"Hi. I'm Meredith Grey. And YOU must be the woman who answered my husband's phone." A plane ride from Seattle to DC kicks off an alternate season eleven in which Meredith and the kids get to the east coast before Derek hits the west - and stay there. MerDer, Zola, Bailey, the whole shebang. Almost two years after the last update, we're BACK! Updated May 2020.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 12 - Words: 45,818 - Reviews: 295 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 186 - Updated: 5/6 - Published: 7/3/2017 - Derek S., Meredith G.
Take Your Life and Light it Up reviews
A health issue for Derek's mother sends Derek, Meredith, and Zola back east for the first time into the heart of the extended Shepherd family. When his mother requests an unexpected surgeon, Derek will also need to open the door to his past and try to fit all the pieces together. Set during Season 9 with some pre-show AU parts. Very MerDer. Final chapter up SOON - check back!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 61 - Words: 425,491 - Reviews: 1115 - Favs: 203 - Follows: 276 - Updated: 2/23 - Published: 6/22/2017 - Derek S., Meredith G.
Two Pennies reviews
What if just one thing changed? If nothing changed, everything's the same, but still ... one thing changed? Season 2 Addek based on a flip-the-script prompt, set at the start of "Let it Be," episode 8 of Season 2, when Derek and Addison get a visit at Seattle Grace from their past.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,350 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 29 - Published: 2/23 - Addison M., Derek S.
Silver and Tin reviews
Inspired by the question of when Addison first saw Derek's trailer. Canon-compliant one-shot set in the present day. Addison-focused, past-Addek, other characters featured.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,309 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/26/2019 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Flip the Script reviews
An exploration of particular episodes of Grey's in which Derek and Addison could have truly started to reconcile, or even made it work - if only someone had flipped the script. One new standalone piece in each chapter. Requests welcome. *Updated* with Chapter 36, "Babe," a flip of 2.21, aka The One Where Everyone Drinks Juju.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 36 - Words: 191,650 - Reviews: 754 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 8/21/2019 - Published: 6/6/2017 - Addison M., Derek S.
How I Remarried Your Mother reviews
Inspired by Kary's Addek thought of the day and the general silver-anniversary McMarriage zeitgeist, here's present-day Derek, with help from Addison, putting together the pieces of the past.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,087 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 29 - Published: 5/27/2019 - Addison M., Derek S.
Break My Fall reviews
What if they kept on singing love songs, just to break their own fall? Old school, vintage, New York Maddison, starting pre-show and extending into Season 2. Short, multi-chaptered, and complete. For Rach, with Maddison love and fandom squalor.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 25,875 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/29/2019 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
A Better Sister Than the Ones I Had reviews
After the events of "Good Shepherd," Amelia places a late-night phone call to a sister. Post-episode for 15x21; canon compliant with both Grey's and Private Practice.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,773 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 11 - Published: 4/14/2019 - Addison M., Amelia S. - Complete
The Only Thing That Gets a Little Complicated reviews
It's divorce mediation day for the Shepherds. Time to sign the papers. It's simple, Addison and Derek are just going to split everything down the middle. "The only thing that gets a little complicated," said the mediator in 3x05, "is the real estate." A flip of "Oh, the Guilt," that grew into its own beast of a story instead. Two parts but I'm posting both at the same time.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 22,783 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 11 - Published: 3/2/2019 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Gobble, Gobble reviews
Thanksgiving-themed Addek fluff, as requested by LS. Addison, Derek, kids, and turkey. What else is there? Other than an impending visit from Ma Shepherd, that is. And maybe a couple of other unexpected guests. Set in the same Christa universe as Who's the Hero Now, updated December 2018.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 26,724 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 12/18/2018 - Published: 11/24/2017 - Addison M., Derek S.
Hall Pass reviews
In which Season 3 Addison breaks both the sixty-day bet and her personal pact not to mess around with interns, in one fell swoop. In other words, Mark/Addison/Alex. Old trope, new take. I don't remember who requested this trio, but here you go.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,668 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/18/2018 - Addison M., Alex K., Mark S. - Complete
Terra Incognita reviews
"They should have everything. Happy people should have happy things happen to them." Addison's sad baby case in season three, with a twist. Picks up at the very beginning of episode 3.08. Addison, Derek, post-divorce, post-"I want never to see you again," except their past hits up against their present and shakes things up. Prompted by xxLittleBlackDressesxx.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,516 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 8/17/2018 - Published: 9/1/2017 - Addison M., Derek S.
Some Bright Morning reviews
A month after Derek's move to Seattle, an unexpected phone call brings Addison and Derek back together to support close friends in a time of crisis. On a tiny, remote southern island, secrets from their time apart and together will be exposed. The Shepherds are forced to face their troubled marriage head-on - with the island's help, can they save it? *Addek* Savvy & Weiss! COMPLETE
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 145,953 - Reviews: 602 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 7/22/2018 - Published: 6/15/2017 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Behind Closed Doors reviews
"He was just here!" That's what Addison said about Mark's presence the night of their affair. But what if it wasn't Mark who was there? What if someone else showed up instead, and it changed everything? ADDEK, purposefully vague summary that will make sense soon, and much more coming if you like it!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 18 - Words: 48,271 - Reviews: 376 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 7/12/2018 - Published: 8/31/2017 - [Addison M., Derek S.] Mark S.
Unto Certain Shepherds reviews
A McFamily Christmas with all the trimmings, by request. MerDer, Zola, Bailey, Santa, and more! COMPLETE with epilogue, July 2018.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 80,263 - Reviews: 260 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 7/2/2018 - Published: 12/2/2017 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
The Climbing Way reviews
In the wake of Derek's Christmas Eve confession, he and Addison are forced to start working through their differences for a common goal: her survival. Set in Season 2, AU after 2x12. Started in 2011. Reanimated in 2017. Like Addison and Derek, this story DOES NOT QUIT. Will be updated and completed summer 2020 - please stay tuned! Thank you to everyone who has asked.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 32 - Words: 282,998 - Reviews: 678 - Favs: 127 - Follows: 150 - Updated: 6/25/2018 - Published: 7/27/2011 - Addison M., Derek S.
Where Have I Gone? reviews
Reeling from her parents' revelations during their visit to California, Addison somehow opens the door to a world that shouldn't exist at all – with no idea how she got there or how to get out. And no one else there seems to think it's strange. Is this what she's been missing? Parallel universe/AU Addek with a supernatural twist. See author's notes for more. *COMPLETE*
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 18 - Words: 81,891 - Reviews: 412 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 5/28/2018 - Published: 7/1/2017 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
The Unstoppable Force Paradox reviews
"There's something else we need to talk about." That's Mark, to Derek, in a deleted scene from "Yesterday" in season 2. What if Derek listened, and Mark had the chance to tell him the truth about his relationship with Addison back then? Before Addison could, when they were still trying? This one-shot is a strong T, with dark and adult themes. ADDEK in all their twisted glory.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,404 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 13 - Published: 2/18/2018 - [Addison M., Derek S.] Mark S. - Complete
Eleven Thanksgivings, Eleven Birthdays, and Eleven Christmases reviews
"Look, I was married for eleven years. Addison is my family. That is eleven Thanksgivings, eleven birthdays, and eleven Christmases." And here's a place to explore them all. This story will feature unconnected one-shots of Addek holidays through the years, based on prompts and requests! In this chapter, Derek brings Addison home for Christmas for the first time.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,779 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 17 - Published: 12/4/2017 - Addison M., Derek S.
Remember when we went to the one place? reviews
"Remember when we watched the one deleted scene? No, not the one with the shoe, the one with the toothbrushes?" This completed three-parter picks up right after Addison and Derek discuss the place with the bed, as requested by simbagirl. Pure, unadulterated Addek trash on a rainy Wednesday. A little angsty and a little fluffy, season 2 reconciliation. COMPLETE.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,765 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 12 - Published: 9/6/2017 - [Addison M., Derek S.] - Complete
Good Together reviews
"You're a good doctor. So am I. Let's just be good together." Quite simply, Addison and Derek working out their frustrations during the Archer crossover, starting from their fight on the catwalk. Takes place during "Ex-Life" in Season 5. Post-divorce malarky and purely Addek self-indulgence. Please read story notes and warnings!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,176 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 13 - Published: 7/30/2017 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
We've Seen it Already reviews
"Why am I the only girl, by the way? What am I, the entertainment? I'm not stripping." "That's okay, we've seen it already." An alternate ending to Burke's bachelor party at the end of Season 3. Mark, Addison, and Derek are the last ones left at the party, which gives them the perfect opportunity to work out their differences. Tongue-in-cheek (so to speak).
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,624 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 10 - Published: 7/10/2017 - Addison M., Derek S., Mark S. - Complete
When I Grow Up reviews
Seven years after Derek left New York, he's remarried, lives across the country, and hasn't spoken to Mark and Addison since their affair. He's also the only hope for their sick daughter. To save a child's life, all three of them will need to start rebuilding their broken trust. AU starting pre-show. Maddison & MerDer endgame and throughout. *COMPLETE*
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 37 - Words: 173,612 - Reviews: 306 - Favs: 145 - Follows: 122 - Updated: 6/20/2017 - Published: 5/6/2012 - [Addison M., Mark S.] [Derek S., Meredith G.] - Complete
Just Another Story reviews
LuvAddek's idea. A reimagining of Derek and Addison's iconic Season 2 trailer-shower scene into something that could actually have a happy ending, starting roughly at the end of "Blues for Sister Someone" and moving into the next - better - day.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,911 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 14 - Published: 6/9/2017 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Just This Once reviews
My first attempt at MerDer. A post-episode one-shot for "Yesterday," in which life does actually come down on the side of the dirty mistresses. Told from Meredith's perspective. Meredith/Derek, Addison/Mark.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,553 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 10 - Published: 6/7/2017 - Addison M., Derek S., Mark S., Meredith G. - Complete
Four Times She Remembers Him reviews
... and one time she can't. The inevitable Addison-remembers-Derek piece, in a five-part one-shot. Takes place following Derek's death in canon and is canon-compliant.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,612 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/3/2017 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Leaves of Three, Let it Be reviews
Happy Addek, by request. After Addison heals from her infamous case of poison oak (where nobody wants poison oak), her luck might just start to change. Finally. Vintage Grey's, post-episode for 2.19: "What Have I Done To Deserve This?"
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,042 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 15 - Published: 5/17/2017 - Addison M., Derek S.
Who's the Hero Now? reviews
Addek fluff, by request, as a writing challenge. In this one: Addison and Derek on vacation with their child. If you like the McMarriage, check it out and let me know if you think I can handle the happy stuff.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,168 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/15/2017 - Addison M., Derek S.
Tell Him reviews
Mark, Addison, and Derek in New York, pre-show. Derek doesn't know. Addison should tell him. She wants to tell him. She'll tell him, sometime. (canon-compliant, before the affair comes to light)
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,980 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/12/2017 - Addison M., Derek S., Mark S. - Complete
buried at sea reviews
Brief, dark one-shot in which they cross the country to honor Mark's wishes for a burial at sea, Amelia is still reeling from the loss of her baby (or that's what she'll say if anyone asks why she did it), and Addison is hit by the fallout (as she often is). Set just after Mark's canon death.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,594 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/12/2017 - Addison M., Amelia S. - Complete
Five Times Addison Wore the Sweatshirt reviews
The backstory of Addison's much-worn Yale hoodie, in five parts. Features various Shepherds and a Sloan. Complete.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,065 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/30/2013 - Complete
The Go-To Person for Adultery reviews
"Addison is a green-juice drinking, relaxed, west coast woman now, so she doesn't pressure Stevens about why she's here." Izzie shows up in LA shortly after Addison's visit to Seattle. GA season 4, PP season 1. Contains Thai food, plenty of wine, a beach and Addison/Izzie. Prompted by Rach.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,186 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/30/2013 - Addison M., Izzie S. - Complete
The Day Before reviews
Addison's life, as measured by each day before an event that has shaped her. Starts at the beginning and imagines a possible post-show future.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,096 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/22/2013 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Potential Life reviews
In which Addison keeps the baby, and she and Mark don't live happily ever after. Contains strong language and questionable parenting.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,567 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/16/2013 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
No Promises, No Demands reviews
"What's going to happen after the summer?"  She asks him this one late evening, when they've stayed past closing time and are huddled close under a blanket, sharing one adirondack chair. (Addison and Derek as teen parents, prompted by Fatema.)
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 16,844 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/7/2013 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Chasing Time Again reviews
There's a lot we don't know about the brain - so it's possible he can hear them.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,525 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/16/2012 - Mark S., Addison M. - Complete
But It's a Good Refrain reviews
Various stories in the Grey's/PP universe, based on a series of prompts. Each chapter is a separate piece; the individual chapters contain character, setting and rating information. Updated!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 20 - Words: 20,301 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 8/10/2012 - Published: 7/8/2011
Insanity reviews
Rachael's 2012 birthday story, in three parts. Some define insanity as doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results. Set after this season's finales, Mark moves to Los Angeles to recover while Addison plans her wedding. She's accepted Sam's proposal, so there's no reason Mark's presence in California should be a problem for anyone. Right?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,553 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/6/2012 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
Lucky reviews
Mark, Addison and Derek re-imagined. What if Derek never walked in on Mark and Addison that night? Prompted by Fatema.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,964 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/4/2012 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
An Almost Pathological Degree reviews
"Come on, Derek. Everyone sleeps with Mark." Summer's request for Mark/Kathleen, with a helping of Mark/Addison. Pre show.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,197 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Mark S. - Complete
Infectious Diseases reviews
Sometime in the present/near future, Addison and Derek find themselves in a library. Again. Summer's prompt.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,828 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Backseat Driving reviews
Nothing more or less than a drunk Derek, Mark and Addison sharing a cab and getting reacquainted. Rated M for a reason.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,744 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 10 - Published: 3/18/2012 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
On Beyond Z reviews
"It's high time you were shown/That you really don't know/All there is to be known." The story of the daughter Addison conceives with a little help from her friends, told from middle to beginning to end. Alternate universe after last season's finale.
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,578 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 3/14/2012 - Published: 5/17/2011 - Addison M.
Five Times Addison Met Olivia reviews
Casually exploiting the fact that Olivia Benson lives and works in the same city where Addison Shepherd used to live and work. With that, here are five times Addison and Olivia's paths crossed over the years.
Crossover - Law and Order: SVU & Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,549 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/6/2012 - O. Benson, Addison M. - Complete
Celery reviews
Good old-fashioned Mark and Addison over the years, slightly tongue-in-cheek and packaged as a birthday present.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,064 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/5/2012 - Mark S., Addison M. - Complete
Punctuation reviews
"Hope is something she hasn't dared taste since the wheels touched down three thousand miles from her memories. Hope is too dangerous: it might force her to expel a breath. It might force his hand." Addison and Derek oneshot, Season 2.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,589 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Turning Saints into the Sea reviews
"By rights, though, he should be the one pleasing her. Mark. Not Derek who doesn't know what he's doing, who fumbles awkwardly like a teenager." Mark, Addison, and Derek in an alternate universe of jealousy. Based on the prompt "voyeur." Mature themes.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,773 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/11/2011 - Mark S., Addison M. - Complete
Six Impossible Things Before Breakfast reviews
"You can have the baby, or the guy." After Sam answers her ultimatum, Addison returns to New York to start a new life - only to find out she's pregnant after all. Very A/U, starting after 4.16
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 36,292 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 12/8/2011 - Published: 4/9/2011 - Addison M.
Eleven reviews
"A lot of men have enjoyed seeing me naked. A lot of men - well, not a lot. Eight - well, eleven." The men in Addison's life, pre-show through the end of her time in Seattle. Contains mature themes.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,152 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Addison M. - Complete
Connections reviews
In the somewhat-alternate universe where Addison and Derek had a child.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,930 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/20/2011 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Spiderweb reviews
"You won't ever forget the way the hem of your blouse felt in your hands that night, so close to tearing at the seams." Addison, Derek, Mark, and a life of chances never taken. AU, based on a prompt.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,193 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Published: 11/5/2011 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Four Things Mark Taught Amy reviews
... and one Amelia Taught Him. Mark Sloan and Amelia Shepherd, Grey's Anatomy pre-series through Private Practice post-series.
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,360 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/5/2011 - Amelia S.
Joy in the Understanding reviews
How will Addison's child make sense of Sam's role in her life?
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,337 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/5/2011 - Addison M., Sam B. - Complete
Twice reviews
Something a little different for a special birthday prompt: Mark and Addison. Babies. Happy. In other words, here's your chance to read some shameless fluff to heal the sadness caused by a steady diet of angst.
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,363 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/12/2011 - Addison M. - Complete
Five Cab Rides That Could Have Crossed the Line reviews
...And one that did. Mark, Addison, and Derek. Yet another exploration of the New York years.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,740 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/10/2011 - Mark S., Addison M. - Complete
Five Times Amelia Shepherd Is Late reviews
Further Amelia exploration Part backstory, part alternate future, all dark.
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,346 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/28/2011 - Amelia S., Addison M. - Complete
The Magic Word reviews
It's not the first time Amelia's asked Mark for something. One-shot.
Crossover - Grey's Anatomy & Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,512 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/8/2011 - Mark S., Amelia S. - Complete
We Dance Round in a Ring and Suppose reviews
Amelia has secrets that hold her up; sometimes, she falls anyway. Inspired by a prompt, takes place in the fourth season. One-shot. Dark.
Private Practice - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,060 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/7/2011 - Amelia S., Cooper F. - Complete
Yes I've Been Black reviews
Pre-show. "He's not sure when he signed on for dragging his best friend's baby sister to rehab, not certain why he's husband and brother all in one today."
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,401 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 20 - Published: 7/6/2011 - Mark S., Addison M. - Complete
Everyone Must Breathe reviews
"In a way Addison's always been an intruder into this family. She's not the wife. She's borne none of his children. There's no word for what she is." Sam's behavior is explained and consequences are felt.
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,300 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/6/2011 - Addison M., Sam B. - Complete
The Girl Who Collects Shells reviews
A/U after 4.15. Following Addison's return from Connecticut, a series of steps - both forward and back - in her relationship with Sam. Includes Addison/Derek in the past, and Derek in the present. *Chapter 12 added.* COMPLETE.
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 49,085 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 5/30/2011 - Published: 3/16/2011 - Addison M., Sam B. - Complete
In a City Sorrow Built reviews
"She thinks she was strong, once." Very dark, depressing and AU exploration of where Addisam may be heading at the close of this season, picking up after the last episode. Complete, based on a prompt.
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,681 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Published: 5/11/2011 - Addison M., Sam B. - Complete
Accidental Babies reviews
"I aborted Mark's baby." Addison, Mark and Derek. Non-linear, vaguely intersecting, multiple narratives and hopefully not as pretentious as it sounds.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,285 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 18 - Published: 5/8/2011 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
Watch Me as I Fall reviews
"What do you say to someone after almost forty years?" A tale in three parts of Addison's past, present and future. *Complete.*
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,608 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/27/2011 - Addison M. - Complete
Perfect reviews
A/U, one-shot. The past is written; the future could have gone this way.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,468 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/26/2011 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
Tunneling Out reviews
"I was dead for three minutes, and let me tell you, when you are lying on a stretcher, gasping for what you think are your last breaths, you don't think that dying happy is better than living sad." How Derek might have saved his sister's life
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,879 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/16/2011 - Derek S., Addison M. - Complete