Hello!

NOTE: Hiatus ended! Back in track on November! Can't wait!!!!

25.10.2015 I'm Elsa from Finland. I finally got closer to my dream of being a special needs educator by being accepted to University!! Four years of waiting, finally I got in! I love being with children, especially teaching them, I love good food, music, writing, playing piano

Note 29.12.2014

I decided that I'm tired of feeling depressed and down. It's all because of stress, that sly bastard, but now I have decided to get rid of it. I plan on doing everything because I like doing it, not because I have to. It's basicly doing the same things as so far but with a little different attitude. Let's see how that works up :)

Okay, so every one of my stories have a special meaning for me. Their not my diary or anything, but reflect somewhat my situation. In case someone is interested, here are the meanings of my stories:

Pet's place: This is my beginning to something new. I'm breaking my old ties and trying to find a new way to my life. Like Allen who escapes from Tyki. It's hard and he has some difficulties, but eventually he manages :) Just like me in the end, I hope.

Hated Love: So, this is my D.Gray-man fic that I started but took out. It had four chapters already but I just didn't feel like writing it anymore. I hate unfinished stories and since I didn't know if I ever finish it, I decided to take it off. No hard feelings, right? I wrote it because I wish to go to the university so the environment was a university. nothing special there.

The Missing Piece: Umm... I'm not actually sure why I wrote this. Maybe inspiration, don't kniw. What I do kniw is that it sucks, so DON'T READ IT until I rewrite it. Though it was badly written, it did somewhat help be a better writer since I noticed a lot of mistakes.

Captivated: I just had a really bad day :)

Inescapable Feelings: Okay, so here is my "masterpiece". I wrote this story in addition to get rid of my anxiety. If you read the story so that Alois is my anxiety and I am Ciel, you get the idea. Anxiety is something that won't let you take things that you truly want to do. It locks you in place, torturing you in every step of your life. I got annoyed with that feeling and decided to say it good bye. Am I able to do that? You just have to read the story :)

The Mansion: I'm actually writing the crafts already and this is my "Challenge". I'm trying to do something I have never done before: Write in first person. Plus, I decided I want to write it in Brittish English, don't know how that will hold up. And, the story is situated in 19th century. I have a lot to research, but please, look forward to it.

To come on November 2015: Battered to Pieces: My first ever fic of Supernatural. I'm trying to make this a seriously good, let's just see how it goes... :P This story is inspired by my special education studies, at some level :D It's a heart breaking story (hopefully) that will make everyone cry of despair, sadness, happiness, love, relief etc. (again, my goal). I choose this story to be THE one, where I pour all my heart and mind to it. I've planned the plot for a good time now, and I'm not still fully satisfied, but once I get to focus on that (my last exam is tomorrow. Yay!!) I believe this one will be the best! Hope at least someone is as excited as I am!

"Perfection is failing over and over again and learning from it"

- Elsa