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Joined 01-18-03, id: 328251, Profile Updated: 02-08-13
Author has written 20 stories for Inuyasha, Game X-overs, Hellsing, Dungeons and Dragons, and Supernatural.

About:

I graduated with a BS in theatre production design with minors in both fine arts and graphic design. I recently got a Masters in secondary art education. I work freelance as a photographer and graphic designer, community theatre director, and I am a substitute teacher (you know, for the big bucks).

I am married with furry children. My husband often reads my original stories as well as fanfiction, and in turn he often shakes his head at me.

Nomdelume1313 has carefully cultivated my insanity and fangirliness for over a decade. She is to blame.

Other Places to Read My Stuff:

Archive Of Our Own - All fan works as of 10/2012. Updates consistent with . I can post smut and PWP here.

Live Journal - Updated very seldom since LJ didn't want to allow me to sign in for years. Some special LJ oriented prompts though.

Check out "Robin." It is an ongoing story with each chapter written by a different author. My chapter is chapter nine. My pen name is "The Mouse." Warning: this story contains gay romantic relationships for mature audiences and would probably be rated explicit. Additional warning: this was written while I was in high school, so seriously, be warned.

"I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes." -Wanting Memories by Y.M. Barnwell

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It's All in the Details by Colleen reviews
When Dean goes to sell his soul at the crossroads to bring Sam back, someone else steps in to negotiate the deal. Cas did get a sign and it sent him off into the past to change things. AU from The Man Who Would be King and All Hell Breaks Loose.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 53 - Words: 184,265 - Reviews: 1909 - Favs: 3,194 - Follows: 3,218 - Updated: 5/16/2016 - Published: 5/18/2011 - Dean W., Castiel
Home In Motion by nomdeplume1313 reviews
Castiel swore he was done with decisions that permanently changed Dean Winchester's life. A year after his most disastrous, his newest choice may present the largest challenge of Dean's life: Fatherhood. Combined with normal and not so normal hunts, angels and demons being secretive, and the glimmer of romance, parenting won't be easy. No mpreg. Destiel.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Family/Adventure - Chapters: 56 - Words: 241,583 - Reviews: 501 - Favs: 559 - Follows: 394 - Updated: 9/10/2013 - Published: 5/10/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Even Bats Fall by BlueBastard reviews
Bruce Wayne is finished playing Dark Knight. Done. The Joker is MORE than displeased. Can the clown ensnare a falling bat? SLASH. Joker/Batman
Batman Begins/Dark Knight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 62,146 - Reviews: 280 - Favs: 529 - Follows: 474 - Updated: 8/3/2013 - Published: 3/30/2012 - Bruce W./Batman, Joker
The Shattered One by MissAnnThropic reviews
When it struck Castiel, it dropped him out of the sky. He set down the first place he could find. He stood in a field in Switzerland, swaying on his feet and staring down at his body, dazed by what it had just done. mpreg
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 33 - Words: 94,021 - Reviews: 1181 - Favs: 1,762 - Follows: 614 - Updated: 7/14/2012 - Published: 2/26/2012 - Castiel, Dean W. - Complete
3 Ways Dean Winchester Didn't Come Back From Hell by RosaLui reviews
Demon AUs. He – it – walked into the barn and brought the darkness with it
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/24/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
After by element78 reviews
Slash, post-Apocalypse AU- What's a guy to do with his own personal miracle?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,700 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 4/11/2012 - Published: 3/29/2012 - Dean W., Castiel
The Problem by RunOutOfWit reviews
Dean finally gets the courage to tell Cas how he feels about him. Cas doesn't react how the hunter expected. Major spoilers for season 5, minor for season 6. Rated T for language. Oneshot.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,666 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/9/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
and then there were none by Travithian Axile reviews
6.22 to 7.01 – behind the scenes. Jimmy doesn't take kindly to the uninvited guests. One-shot, speculation ahoy.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,689 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 18 - Published: 1/9/2012 - Jimmy N., Castiel - Complete
Cas and Spock and a question of logic by Daria234 reviews
Humorous one-shot about what Cas and Spock would talk about if they ever met. Slash, Cas/Dean and Kirk/Spock implied. AU where no explanation is given as to why they are in the same century, it's not important for the fic. Don't read if you don't like.
Crossover - Supernatural & Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 11 - Published: 8/11/2010 - Castiel, Spock - Complete
Father's Day by ZaKai reviews
Ed decides to get Mustang something for Father’s Day. :Fluff, Parental!Roy, Gen:
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,222 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 609 - Follows: 76 - Published: 6/21/2009 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Kamina and the Benefits of Mended Pants by Oreithyia reviews
It takes a lot to make Kamina embarrassed. It takes a lot more to make everyone else embarrassed with him. Except Ron, he was just impressed. Ficlet. Crack.
Gurren Lagann - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/14/2009 - Kamina, Yoko L., Simon, Leeron L. - Complete
Forgotten by ZaKai reviews
COMPLETE: When Ed shows up unexpectedly after a two year disappearance, Roy tries to help him and learns that there is a darker meaning to the words 'equivalent exchange':Suspense, Psychological, Dark, Divergence, COMPLETE:
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 9 - Words: 52,938 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 2/10/2009 - Published: 11/13/2008 - Roy M., Edward E. - Complete
The Dangers of Chemistry by Marching Madly Onward reviews
Because love hurts, hormones are a drag, and there are more regrets than stars in the sky
Gurren Lagann - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,025 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/23/2008 - Simon, Yoko L. - Complete
The Price by ZaKai reviews
Roy is used to paying the price for what he wants, but he wonders if the one Ed set might be a little too high for his preferences. :oneshot, yaoi:
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,827 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 16 - Published: 10/1/2008 - Roy M., Edward E. - Complete
How to Open a Bottle of Champagne by ZaKai reviews
A variety of characters from the FMA cast give their opinions on the best way to open a bottle of champagne. ::nonyaoi, humor, crack, oneshot:: Happy New Year everyone!
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,243 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/31/2007 - Complete
For Her For Him by nomdeplume1313 reviews
Riza Hawkeye has been shot and Ed takes on new responsibilities for her memory and for his commanding officer. Warnings: Yaoi, MPreg, and sexual situations. This is my best attempt at a plausible MPreg
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 112,050 - Reviews: 196 - Favs: 877 - Follows: 201 - Updated: 7/26/2007 - Published: 7/8/2007 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Metamorphosis by Noacat reviews
[One Shot, SesshKag] His skin had been stretching thin lately and he didn't know why. Everything was the same, yet still he felt as if he had changed or was changing. RATED FOR VIOLENCE AND IMPLIED SEXUAL SITUATIONS. COMPLETE.
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,164 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 33 - Published: 3/21/2006 - Kagome H., Sesshōmaru - Complete
The Sound of Her Voice by Sarah Haywood reviews
When Inuyasha, the deaf son of a multimillionare, finds an ad for a clinic that will cure his deafness, he meets the mute daughter of his doctor, Kagome. [Inukag]
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 30,665 - Reviews: 1643 - Favs: 1,177 - Follows: 272 - Updated: 11/28/2005 - Published: 5/9/2004 - Inuyasha, Kagome H. - Complete
Pong by Insert-Blank reviews
The ball ponders its existence and the neverending quest to be free.
Pong - Rated: K+ - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,354 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/31/2005
In Your Heart of Hearts by The Celestial Tiger reviews
What thoughts does Sesshoumaru think of Rin when he's alone? Inuyasha of Kikyou and Kagome? Miroku of Sango? Delve into their minds, hearts and souls. Please R&R!
Inuyasha - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,226 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 6/1/2005 - Published: 3/28/2005
Blown Away by Blades of Blood 1985 reviews
Enjoy and leave review please.
Inuyasha - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/13/2005 - Miroku
Patience by Numisma reviews
[Naraku x Kikyou] He can barely breathe, there is so much of Kikyou in the air. ONESHOT
Inuyasha - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/9/2005 - Kikyō, Naraku - Complete
Reflection by AnimeGirl622 reviews
Hey! Hope I put it in the right genre's lol. This is Sango reflecting to herself at the end of the series so far. It's a bit different but please R&R! Thx!
Inuyasha - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,050 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/17/2005 - Sango, Sango
Scarlet Seeker by Fenikkusu Ai reviews
[NarakuKagome] In the shadowy woods, the maiden Kagome reaches for a red lily, but finds something else red instead...
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,762 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/7/2005 - Naraku, Kagome H. - Complete
Trapped Under The Knife by NamelessEntity9 reviews
Inuyasha is somehow trapped in some kind of research lab in the modern era where Torturous tests are conducted on him to figure out what he is and for other, darker reasons. He comes to some realizations about himself and Kagome while trapped.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 29,428 - Reviews: 157 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 2/1/2005 - Published: 11/9/2004 - Inuyasha, Kagome H.
Until We Meet Again by Gundamwinggirl reviews
A tribute to the last ep of DBGT. One of the Z Warriors thinks back on his friendship with Goku, one that continues even though the saiyan is gone.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 691 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Published: 1/29/2005 - Complete
The Ball and Chain by Rambling Coffee Addict reviews
Kagome and Inu-Yasha are now hanyou and wife, trying to live with eachother for the six months they agreed upon. But things seldom go as planned... Rated for language and citrus
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 74,418 - Reviews: 585 - Favs: 442 - Follows: 186 - Updated: 12/31/2004 - Published: 4/7/2003
The Greatest Power by Blades of Blood 1985 reviews
This poem has some parts that are a little cruel, but I feel nessary. Also, part of this will make more sense if you see the second inuyasha movie. Please review so I know how to improve. Enjoy.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/20/2004 - Inuyasha
Inuyasha's Cry by Blades of Blood 1985 reviews
I was inspired by the events of somebody close to my heart. This person's own experience reminds me much of Inuyasha's troubled heart. I hope it touches everybody in some way. Reviews are appreciated, so that I may improve.
Inuyasha - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/14/2004 - Inuyasha
Graduation by AnimeGirl622 reviews
A cute little fic I wrote about Kagome and her friends Arimi, Eri and Yuka on the day of their graduation. Songfic. Please R&R
Inuyasha - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,091 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/6/2004 - Kagome H., Kagome H.
The Anticlimax: Sweet Nothingness by Nin reviews
(MS IK) Witness the most dissatisfying final battle you will ever see in this fandom! Allow the secondary storylines to drag them off into a possibly happily ever after! Full emotional spectrum! Something for everyone! Beware of Inu's cursing!
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,013 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/5/2004 - Miroku, Sango
Goodbye by kolohe reviews
Hojo finally understands...
Inuyasha - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/9/2004
Perfume by Mikkeneko reviews
There were three ways you could identify the Fullmetal Alchemist.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 716 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 12 - Published: 11/7/2004 - Edward E. - Complete
Reversed Roles by Crow Skywalker reviews
Roles are switched, and Inuyasha releases the hanyou Kagome, who’s been sealed to a tree for 50 years. With Shikon no Tama broken, they’re forced to work together to find the shards before evil does. [WIP]
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,378 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 6/20/2004 - Published: 10/28/2003 - Inuyasha, Kagome H.
Aiji, A Blanket Fic by That Nanda reviews
A different twist on the typical blanket scenario. Complete.
Inuyasha - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,419 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/5/2004 - Published: 5/23/2003 - Complete
Anniversary by everstar reviews
A two-hundred word vignette about waiting. [Rated R for language. Naughty words! Naughty words! Run awaaaaaaay!]
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/2/2003
Love and Marriage by I Kill Trees reviews
[complete] AU Sex, love, and holy matrimony--2 out of 3's not bad right? Inuyasha didn't believe in love until the night before his wedding. One problem, it's not the woman he's supposed to marry. InuKag...essentially...
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 47,315 - Reviews: 395 - Favs: 341 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 10/25/2003 - Published: 5/22/2003 - Complete
Synthetic Emotions by Saro reviews
discontinued AU. Kagome reactivates a youkai that's been in storage for 50 years, only to find that it's hard to define life when machines can think and feel. Scifi
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 83,513 - Reviews: 1388 - Favs: 796 - Follows: 238 - Updated: 10/21/2003 - Published: 2/3/2003
Latex Blues by That Nanda reviews
Inuyasha finds something strange in one of Kagome's drawers. Hilarity ensues. Complete.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,649 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 124 - Follows: 14 - Published: 5/23/2003 - Complete
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Marked Man reviews
Sam discovers a mark on Dean's scalp that Castiel recognizes as an old claim by an angel. No way Dean's going to be married to a random angel against his will. He'll go to the past to stop it. Set before 6.17 Destiel
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 29 - Words: 65,505 - Reviews: 288 - Favs: 347 - Follows: 593 - Updated: 7/1/2014 - Published: 7/23/2012 - Dean W., Castiel
Time After Time Part One: Mopery reviews
After spending several months in 1969 looking for Cas, Dean looks pretty shabby. Actually he looks a lot like a hippy, and he's about to learn what that means to a small town in Alabama. Based on a (hilarious) true story. Rated M for language. If you squint hard, you might see Destiel.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,599 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/17/2012 - Dean W., Castiel - Complete
From Another World reviews
As the group members seem to be going their separate ways, a young fox youkai meets an unusual animal in the forest who befriends him. Miroku makes his way to Kagome's time to find answers to his new problem. How does one new young woman fit into it all?
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 50,485 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/29/2012 - Published: 8/26/2009 - Shippō, Miroku
Creu Had Gained a Full Understanding
In a horrible event, Creu-the once Warforged, now human woman-reflects on her apparent weakness. Written to explain a sudden character change at the end of our game, and why she adopted a new religion.
Dungeons and Dragons - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,538 - Published: 3/29/2012 - Complete
Gravity Keeps Pulling Me Back reviews
*Unlikely to finish due to original story with Similar premise. Might publish.* It has been for two years. The well. Broken. Everything and everyone is affected by gravitational pulls, how far will she go to get back the bond she thought she had lost?
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,982 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/25/2010 - Published: 3/2/2005 - Kagome H., Inuyasha
Dreams reviews
Kagome...there is something wrong with Kagome. What do Inuyasha's dreams mean?
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 38 - Words: 41,723 - Reviews: 268 - Favs: 145 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 5/15/2009 - Published: 11/25/2004 - Inuyasha, Kagome H. - Complete
Ngay's Choice
The death and rebirth of Ngayulyul.
Dungeons and Dragons - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 907 - Published: 5/10/2009 - Complete
Bedtime Play reviews
Integra suspects Alucard may hear her in the night. Light smut.
Hellsing - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,557 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/10/2009 - Integra, Alucard - Complete
Never Mind reviews
After five years, the members of group decide to go their own ways. Are Shippo and Inuyasha the only ones who are surprised by this? Are they the only ones who mind?
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,910 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 10/2/2008 - Published: 4/19/2005 - Shippō, Inuyasha
Outside Your Door reviews
Coraparena waiting outside SteveSlayer's door.
Game X-overs - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Unfamilar Kisses reviews
Coraparena contemplates two men who share the same body.
Game X-overs - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Those Eyes reviews
This short shows the human nature, and perhaps intelligence in all of us.
Inuyasha - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,079 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/26/2005 - Kagome H., Kōga - Complete
What I Am Trying To Say
Rain's thoughts after her second love's death.
Game X-overs - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 872 - Published: 5/16/2005 - Complete
Sailing Away
Rain remembering the reason she left her family, and what lead to her improved powers.
Game X-overs - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,869 - Published: 5/16/2005 - Complete
The Group Thing reviews
Rain's thoughts about the intense group and what she may have been born into.
Game X-overs - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,030 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/16/2005 - Complete
Unexpected Turns reviews
A collection of shorter one-shots. The sky's the limit here. The rating may go up, but no higher than PG-13. I will take story sugestions for these. ;) R&R Plz.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,844 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/25/2005 - Published: 1/31/2005
Another Five Hundred Years reviews
One-shot. Kagome has a night visitor. He has rocked her to sleep every night as far back as she can remember. Why does he come to her? Is he real, or her imagination? Has he really waited five hundred years to be with her? R&R plz! ;)
Inuyasha - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,898 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/10/2004 - Kagome H., Inuyasha - Complete
Taste of Blood reviews
What-if one-shot. Inuyasha has been stuck in his full demon form and is on a killing spree. Preview: "If he lived through his own body's attack and went back to normal he wanted to have no reason to live. Even from himself, all he desired was death."
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,877 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/10/2004 - Inuyasha, Kikyō - Complete
Ice Cold reviews
Inuyasha's thoughts about Kikyo and her touch that is cold as ice. Poem.
Inuyasha - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/8/2004 - Inuyasha, Kikyō - Complete
Defy Time reviews
Song written about Inuyasha's feelings of Kagome's sacrifices for him, and what sacrifices he would make for her. R&R but please be gentle, songs are not my specialty. My first! :
Inuyasha - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 11/25/2004 - Published: 11/23/2004 - Inuyasha, Kagome H. - Complete