ANOTHER UPDATE

I know! I know! It has been an ungodly amount of time since I last published on anything here and I will forever be sorry.

Yes there are sequels coming.

Yes the unfinished will be finished. I'll be starting back up with Mr. Slowdeath here soon (a week ISH max!) Time me: 11/21/19 LOL

Yes there is a tragic reason as to why I stopped writing for such a long time.

Once I post again (soon) I will explain in a rather pleadingly sad author's note.

Meanwhile, please take a look at my new website -which has actually given me inspiration to start writing again - along with NaNoWriMo ... which I

did NOT participate in but I added myself to the FB group and all you beautiful people who love writing so much have re-inspired me!

You can find my new website at https://

or at my Facebook Group at

orchidluv twifics

which is a Private Group

Thank you! :3

I am a mama of two who enjoys all things Twilight. It is my guilty pleasure.

Oh what a pleasure it is.

I really, really enjoy writing Bella with different people, especially people she isn't frequently done with. Of course, I've got my love for Paul and Jasper and a lot of times even Edward. My goal is to create a lot of non-canon AU stories that hopefully entertain and keep the reader -that's you- hooked! I prefer to write AU because though Stephenie Meyer did a fantastic job, I prefer the world of fiction where I can pretend Jasper never wanted Bella dead or Paul never called her a leech lover.

I always love constructive criticism. I read over and spell check all of my own writing, I never use a beta (mostly 'cause I don't know how) so if you see something -even something so tiny like I used 'my' instead of 'me' in a sentence- PLEASE let me know. I frequently re-read my own things and hate seeing even the tiniest discrepancies. Your help is always appreciated!

For those guest reviewers that just love to talk trash: Go away. You don't hurt my feelings any if you don't like my stories but to be unnecessarily rude and degrading is just uncouth. You should be ashamed of yourself for trying to bring someone down like that.

Not everyone will like my writing style or who I pair Bella with and I may end up not using Bella at all at some points.

As always: DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fanfiction using characters from the Twilight world, which is trademarked by Stephenie Meyer. I do not claim ownership of the characters or the world that I’m playing with. This is a work of my twisted imagination and is not purported or believed to be part of Stephenie Meyer’s Twilight canon. This story is for entertainment purposes only. I am not profiting financially from the creation or publication of this story or any of the others that I post.

For all the loves and duckies out there that have supported me and reviewed, favorited, and followed me and my stories?

YOU ARE AMAZING!!!

Thank you!

I love to read the stories you all come up with! It's made my reading hobby extensive for over the last few years (which is sadly, the very first time I had even heard of Fanfiction)!

I have a journal that I keep all of my ideas in about the stories that I would love to write about. So many ideas...I only recently grew the gonads to actually start writing them out and posting them. I am praying they do well. If nothing else, I hope you get some enjoyment out of them.

Regardless of the outcome of putting myself so blatantly online, I am excited and anxious to see where you take my stories.

I leave you with one of my favorite quotes and one of my favorite definitions.

"A conclusion is just another excuse to stop thinking."

Vorfreude:

{ n. } The joyful, intense anticipation that comes from imagining future pleasures

Address for the research in my story Nidawi:

http:///morelegends/nida