I am currently on something quite similar to a hiatus. I will update when I can. Thank you.

I'm 19 years old. I aspire to hopefully become a writer in the future. I write more often in my head than I do on paper or on my computer, lmao. My depression (or my mental illnesses in general) has a lot to do with how much I write, but also life does so I'm pretty infamous for how much I update.

My first name is Bellah, hate it, but just call me Bellah, Bell, Bells, or Bellbell.. It would be lovely if you could go there and follow me (Note: I don't post my writing there, most of the time, but I post all of my art there- some of which is for stories.)

My wife is literally Asuka Langley Soryu/Shikinami like I cry every day when I remember she isn't real. You think I'm joking but I literally am not.

I love Soul Eater, Clannad, 11eyes, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Yosuga no Sora, Kamisama Hajimemashita, Kyoukai no Kanata/Beyond the Boundary, Attack on Titan/Shingeki no Kyojin, Neon Genesis Evangelion, One Punch Man, Tokyo Ghoul, Ouran High school Host Club.

July 8, 2014: Jesus fucking Christ. Honestly, guys, let's face it. I'm not getting anywhere on here and it's so fucking pathetic, honestly. I'm mostly updating now and not even enjoying what I'm writing because I feel like it's not even good/no one is even enjoying it and it makes me feel like shit and that I'm completely and utterly wasting my time at becoming a writer, which is my dream. Mostly, I'm rewriting shit, and even then I'm being as productive as ever- which means not at all. And lately I've been severely depressed, which, of course, doesn't help matters in the least. So, I ask any of you who do, in fact, enjoy my stories, to at least tell me so. I'd greatly appreciate it in times such as these. Thank you all for the support you've given me for the past three years!

December 29, 2015: Alright, so, I updated Leave with Me a couple days ago and I am very proud of myself because I've been working on that chapter for fucking ever. Trust me, I've been working off and on all the time for the, like, year. I've been really busy and I've been under a shit ton of fucking stress in my real life over the last year and I've just really been trying to cope with all of that dumb shit. But I'm really hoping I can focus more on writing because I really think things are gonna get better in my life for me from here. I've got a new story I'm working on currently- wait before you start yelling at me. However, I will not be posting it at all until I've got at least the first five chapters written. Note that my goal for these chapters is the be no less than 5,000 words per chapter. I've got the first chapter nearly completed and it's almost past 6,000 words. I considered making the story one giant ass thing (like one chapter of like 30,000 words lmaoo) but I was finding that to be difficult to work with considering I love to skip around when I write. Half the time I write a chapter that could be a couple chapters ahead of where I'm actually supposed to be. It is also not going to be a story for Yu-Gi-Oh!. It will be a story for NGE (Neon Genesis Evangelion).

July 3, 2016: Alright, just to give you guys an update of what I'm currently working on:

-I'm working on the rewriting chapter 6 of Stay with Me and it will be very very long.

-I'm also working on Leave with Me, and I have a new chapter already written, however, it's short and I want to have at least one more chapter written for it before I post a new chapter. I'm very excited for the rest of Leave with Me, especially considering I've outlined nearly 6 chapters, if not more. I'm hoping to make updates more regular if I can, but no promises.

-Sad to say that I haven't really been putting my attention towards You are (not) Loved. Idk, just kinda lost my passion for it rn and I might start writing for it again soon but I'm definitely not gonna force myself to focus on it because a lot of people seem to enjoy it. If I forced myself to write for it, the quality of my writing would go down and I'd totally would just lose the story- trust me, I've done it before and it's not pretty.

-I've been writing snippets here and there for My Kind of Love, but nothing really significant, honestly.

July 11, 2016: Ok, so here's another update of what I'm currently working on-

-I'm still working on the rewrite of chapter six of Stay with Me and I'd say it's 75 to 85% done.

-I'm probably about done with another chapter of Leave with Me, but I can't give you my 100% on that.

-I've also got the next chapter of My Kind of Love nearly done, but I'm sorta stuck on it, because I don't really have it planned out, but I'm working on planning- I promise lol

That's about it, see you guys next update!

July 19, 2016: Alright, here we are with another update thing.

-I just finished another chapter of Leave with Me, but I'm waiting to post it until I have the rewritten chapter of chapter six of Stay with Me up. And I've outlined more of Leave with Me since the last story update and profile update. Very excite.

-I'm currently at like around 7,300 words of the rewrite of chapter six of Stay with Me, but I'm sorta stuck on it, which is weird, right? Why the hell am I stuck on the rewrite?? Well, the basis of everything is the same, but I'm changing and adding more than what was original. When I say I'm rewriting, I mean I'm practically writing Stay with Me over again. The same basis and plot, but with more meat and character development.

-I'm working on another chapter of My Kind of Love, and it's going pretty well, but I'm sorta stuck on it a little. I got good news, though, I've got at least two more chapters outlined and I've noticed that outlining helps me write so much. Like, holy shit. I will never NOT outline ever again.

See you guys next update!

October 15, 2016: hey everyone! Sorry, I've been really busy with school and all that bullshit and i really haven't done a whole bunch tbh, but I'll tell ya what I've got so far!

-For the chapter six rewrite of Stay with Me, as off literally like five minutes ago, I have 13,200 words in total for the chapter. It isn't quite done, but it's veryveryveryvery close I PROMISE. I'm hoping to get it done within the next two weeks, that's what I'm shooting for, at least.

-I've got about 2,000 words written for Leave with Me, but I'll be honest and say the chapter's no where near done and I'm honestly thinking about rewriting it because I'm just kinda unhappy with what I've got written so far. Ugh...

-Anyways! Ok, I could have SWORN I created and started writing chapter nine of My Kind of Love, but I can't find it anywhere. But I'm gonna get working on it, honestly, after I update Stay with Me and Leave with Me. I'm not gonna try to work on too many things at one time cause that causes me to have blocks most of the time.

Thank you everyone!

March 5, 2017: hi everyone! sorry, school has been a real bitch with it being junior year and all that, so I haven't been able to write that much when I'm not doing algebra two homework or taking naps or crying because of school, ect, ect.

-FOr Stay with Me, I've got about 3,700 words written, but I'm not sure how close it is to being done. I could put just one more scene in and be done or I could put several more. SO not a hundred percent sure where we stand on the percentage of it being done, honestly. But, I am pretty happy with the chapter so far, which is good.

-Leave with Me, I have been working very on and off with this story cause I'm a little bit stuck, but I have a chapter finish but I really would like to wait until the SWM rewrite for chapter seven is done to post it, yknow?

NEWS. Ok, so pretty recently I've been working on a new story. Great, i know. Sarcasm. Lmao, love it. I am absolutely not going to post anything for it until I have five chapters written and I almost have three. I will tell you that it will be an Inuyasha fanfiction, but I will not tell you the pairing quite yet. Hopefully I'll be able to post it soon, but I'm not quite sure how I feel about it because the last time I experimented with that NGE fanfic and a couple of people tried to give me some constructive criticism, which wasn't too fun for me because I take it as criticism lol. so that's why I haven't written for it and why I probably won't write for it any time soon.