EDITED: 7-20-2013

Hey Everyone!!

Now that is has been over half a year, I am unsure whether or not to even update this. So much has changed in my life that I am surprised to find myself wanting to write again.

Writing for me is always a constant, something I want to do even when I feel like I am unable to come up with new ideas. It allows me to escape the reality I face and delve into a world of my design. Nothing has ever moved me more than writing has, because with every word I type a world is created from nothing. Taking scenes that play out in my head, ideas that won't let me sleep at night and turning them into something that you all want to read is amazing. I owe each and everyone of you the biggest hugs and cookies out there in the world.

Things have changed - as I mentioned above - that I cannot explain them all here, otherwise this would turn into a novel. Here is the gist of the 8 month gap. I turned 21! Still didn't help with my situation though. Currently on summer vacation, and working full time. [Loads of fun, but hate the hours, am planning on bringing my laptop to write more, fingers crossed] Some of you might know but part of my life is still empty, trying to move past it but it is hard. Insomnia is still a part of my life, and not because I am in college, but because I cannot sleep. Still in college, still a flaming homo, still fighting depression, still trying to keep my sanity, basically the usual for me.

Anyway, I want to let you all know that I truly appreciate all the views, reviews, and favorites. [I forgot how much this site has changed] I hope updates will be soon following this profile update. [I really need someone to keep on me to write, I get lazy]

Thank you all so very much,

Your "Cargan" Writer,

Ryan "Ray"

EDITED: 11-06-2012

Hey Guys!

It's been a long time since I updated this profile. I guess college really takes over your life when you have to write papers like it's going out of style. Anyway, just a little blurb about me if you're new to my writings.

I am 20, almost 21 boo :( and a college student, if you couldn't tell, who is studying mathematics. I am an openly gay man, which if this bothers you, then why were you even looking up slash pairings? I don't get along with my family, however I love my brothers (and spouses) to death. I remain fairly inconsistent when trying to write new chapters, mainly due to the demands of college life. This is not to say that I don't have new ideas, but I would rather finish the ones I have started before working on new ideas.

I do apologize for any large gaps in updates, I try my hardest to write, but when it's been weeks since my last update, I have to read everything I previously written to remain consistent in my plot.

UPDATE SCHEDULE (in terms of being posted/written first):
1. Beyond the Masks We Wear (AU! Human HULKEYE)
2. Living in the Night (Vampire BTR Cargan)
3.Drama Queen (Glee Mike/Kurt)
4. Island Science (Mermen BTR Cargan)
5. Lonely Nights (Silent Hill Alex/PH)
6. Unknown Title (Supernatural) No spoilers on pairings yet.
7. Shapes of Love (BTR/Beauty and the Beast Cargan) Epilogue