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Ok, Well, I'm an HP fan, I also watch several anime's but don't write Anime fan-fics anymore. My SN is German for Potion's Mistress. 'Cause, if I were a witch, I'd LOVE Potions. Its brilliant. Plus Snape is one of my favorite characters. Hermione is my all time favorite. I'm 16, very short, underweight, a geek with no life, and I work in Chicken Hell (KFC). I love to write poems in my spare time.

My OC's usually have a bad past because, well, my mother and boyfriend are both Bi-Polar, my great-grandmother was crazy, so I kind of worry about becoming like them. The abuse thing is because, until my mother got treatment for being crazy, she did abuse my brother and I. The whole pale beauty thing is just 'cause I get so sick of raciest people insulting me for being half Mexican so I make my characters white. The German names are because I'm also half German.

I try to keep characters either slightly out of character or keep them Canon, one of the other, I hate when authors give them a totally differnt personality one chapter and make them normal the next! It confuses me to much!

Well, I think that's it, but here's some poetry to keep ya happy:

The Truth-
Broken hearts,
Broken minds,
Shattered souls,
Shattered blinds.
Can't escape the pain,
Can't escape the world.
Face the truth,
Hide from the lies.
Run from bittersweet words,
Double edged swords.
Lies make you feel good,
But so much easier for death.
Speak the truth,
Mute the lies,
Reality will keep you alive,
Dreams will kill you.

Hide and seek -
I’m waiting here,
In this closet,
Where it’s cramped and dark,
But, I know you’ll come,
Even though it’s been over an hour,
My legs are asleep,
My head hurts,
But, I know you’ll come,
Because,
It’s hide and seek,
And it’s your turn to seek,
I know you’ll come,
Even though,
you wanted past the closest,
Several times,
And you’ve seem to given up,
I won’t, I’ll stay here,
Until I’m found.
Until I know you care,
At least enough to look.
And we will always play this game,
Of Hide and Seek.

Hate -
I hate you,
Your cold laugh,
your sadistic smile,
the way you all take pleasure in my pain.
You throw me around like a rag doll,
You hurt me for no reason,
What am I?
A toy for you to play with?
For your sadistic nature?
I HATE YOU!
You always try to make me cry.
And then laugh if you do.
You try to create fear and you do. . .
but, not only fear. Hate.
I hate you all!
You bully me because I'm different.
Is different so bad?
If so, then why me?
Why do you try to make me so sad?
Well, now,
I only feel pain and hate. . .
Because of YOU!
You tried to hurt me for the last time!
If you hurt me because I'm smart. . .
I'm sorry. . .
If you hurt me because I'm weak. . .
I'm sorry. . .
I'm sorry. . . .