ONGOING STORIES:

CARRYON: another chapter likely coming later today (Feb 27 2013)

LEFT BEHIND: Okay so I'm having major writer's block with this one right now, though that isn't unusual at this point in my stories when you look at everything else I've written. Hopefully things continue along and another update comes soon but things could also spiral downhill right now so anyone who wants an update the best way to get one is to bother the crap out of me. If I feel obligated it'll keep me from getting lost like I have so many other times. (Feb 10 2013).

DESTINY UNDONE: wow you guys probably hate me I was so excited for this story and then I don't know what happened I just got busy and haven't updated in forever. Hopefully that'll change at some point soon but nothing is for sure so don't go giving up but don't go holding any breaths either. (Feb 10 2013)

WATCHING FROM ABOVE: sorry everyone this is probably never going to be updated. I have just lost a lot of my love for Glee with the stupid new story-lines and terrible writing and it's been so long that my inspiration is gone. (Feb 10 2013)

COMING IN THE FUTURE:

a new CM fic definitely. I've been asked by a couple of people to do this now so I think it's probably time. It will probably be a whole team kidnapping but (as always) will definitely be Reid centric. If anyone has suggestions or requests feel free to send them! (Feb 27 2013)

ps check out gothina234 (Becky) we wrote alone in hysteria together and she's amazing!

now that that's done =)

a little about me: 19 years old just trying to find my way in life which may or may not involve becoming a lawyer or paralegal but will definitely involve writing I hope. Working on a novel right now that i'm very proud of and NOW DONE THE FIRST DRAFT SO I'M SO EXCITED!!

My biggest weakness and a warning: life takes over and sometimes I won't be back for months at a time. I try not to do this but trust me if any of you have read my past stories you know how bad I am so all I can say is I'm so sorry I'll do my best and thank you for sticking with me everyone!

favourite tv shows:

Doctor Who! (didn't discover this wonderfulness until recently and all I can say is ALL THE FEELS)

Merlin! (why is season 5 the last noooooooooooo!!! BITCH OF AN ENDING MUCH THAT WAS MEAN!!)

Supernatural (those boys die more than most of us run marathons).

Sherlock! (oh god when will season 3 ever be here?)

criminal minds (GUBLER STOP NEEDING ANGST FOR REID NO DON'T BUT OH GOD I CAN'T EVEN THAT WAS SO SAD)

Favourite Authors:

JK Rowling

Darren Shan

DJ MacHale

Rick Riordan

Ken Follet

Markus Zusak

Yes...I'm a fantasy fanatic...

Favourite Quotes:

Sometimes life is hard. Things go wrong — and in life, and in love, and in business, and in friendship, and in health, and in all the other ways in which life can go wrong. And when things get tough, this is what you should do: Make good art. I’m serious. Husband runs off with a politician? Make good art. Leg crushed and then eaten by a mutated boa constrictor? Make good art. IRS on your trail? Make good art. Cat exploded? Make good art. Someone on the internet thinks what you’re doing is stupid, or evil, or it’s all been done before? Make good art. -Neil Gaiman

"Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it." - Terry Pratchet

"Monsters are real, ghosts are real too. They live inside you and, sometimes, they win." - Stephen King

Sometimes there are no words, no clever quotes to neatly sum up what's happened that day. Sometimes you do everything right, everything exactly right, and still you feel like you failed. Did it need to end that way? Could something have been done to prevent the tragedy in the first place? Eighty-nine murders at the pig farm. The deaths of Mason and Lucas Turner and make 91 lives snuffed out. Kelly Shane will go home and try to recover,to reconnect with her family, but she'll never be a child again. William Hightower, who gave his leg for his country, gave the rest of himself to avenge his sister's murder. That makes 93 lives forever altered, not counting family and friends in the small town of Sarnia, Ontario, who thought that monsters didn't exist until they learned that they spent their lives with one. And what about my team? How many more times will they be able to look into the abyss, how many times before they won't ever recover the pieces of themselves that this job takes?
[a hooded figure appears behind Hotch, he turns around, facing the barrel of a gun]
Like I said, sometimes there are no words, no clever quotes to neatly sum up what's happened that day.
Man: You should have made a deal.
Sometimes, the day just...
[gunshot]
... ends.

-Hotch Criminal Minds (Thomas Gibson)

I'm thankful for my years spent with this family; for everything we shared, every chance we had to grow. I'll take the best of them and lead by their example; where ever I go. A friend told me to be honest with you, so here it goes. This isn't what I want, but I'll take the high road. Maybe it's because I look at everything as a lesson, or I don't want to walk around angry. Or maybe it's because I finally understand. There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept; things we don't want to know, but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go.

-JJ Criminal Minds (Aj Cook)

Some days the dragon wins...

Confession is always weakness. The grave soul keeps it's own secrets and takes its own punishment in silence

- Dorthea Nix