NOTICE: All my ongoing multi-chapter fanfics have been put ON HOLD for the time being except the Avengers Academy series. I am trying to get AA finished so that it can stop nagging at the back of my mind. I apologize to everyone who was enjoying my ongoing stories - The Truth Beneath The Sith, Hail, The Mind Is A Dangerous Place (Especially When It's Loki's), and Darth Loki and the Rebel Avengers. I'm just letting you know that I am not abandoning them - I do plan to go back and finish them eventually - but I am going to set them aside for now so I can get Avengers Academy off my brain. Once again, I am SO sorry, but for now just sit tight. I really do love you guys, and thank you to everyone who reviews anything I write. :)

Ten Thousand Fists

Fate is so unkind! Oh, I should have known...Blind leading the blind! Reaping what I've sown...If it all amounts to nothing, why then am I standing in this line?

Slowly recall all your mind! Why, your soul's gone cold, and the hope has run dry! Dead inside, never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely...slowly recall all your mind!

Evolution

Are you ready? They aren't ready for you to be strong! Are you ready? They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong! Are you ready? They aren't ready for you to be turned into someone who cannot be preyed upon!

They lift you up! (You might feel it, but don't believe it) You take your turn! (You'll see it, when you achieve it) They light that spark (You can't fight it), then sit back and watch you burn! They lift you up! (You might feel it, but don't believe it) Give you your task! (You'll see it, when you achieve it) When your world goes dark (You can't hide it), they'll just smile and watch you burn!

Immortalized

(Oh-whoa-oh) Open your eyes! (Oh-whoa-oh) Open your eyes! (Oh-whoa-oh) Open your eyes, see through the disguise, won't you open your eyes? (Hey!) Open your eyes... (Hey!) Open your eyes...

When you think all is forsaken, listen to me now...(All's not forsaken) You need never feel broken again! Sometimes darkness can show you the light...

Indestructible

When your own have died, when there's no more pride, when your soul is frozen, is that enough? When your heart is broken a thousand times with every moment, is that enough?

Why does this shit keep happening to me? I've held on too long just to let it go now! Will my inner strength get me through it somehow? Defying the curse that has taken hold. Never surrender, I'll never be overcome...!

The Lost Children

Sickened from wanting you...frightened of finding the truth...don't say any more, now my mind isn't changing, this reckoning's long overdue!

If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away? I cannot be the only one, to be dehumanized again...left behind!

Asylum

All that I have left inside, is a soul that's filled with pride! I tell you, never again! (Oh-oh!) Their depraved society, didn't end up killing me! Sing with me, never again! Not again, ah!

Your corruption is like a cancer growing inside! You owe the world an apology...You've been taught all your life that truth is easy to hide! You'll face your judgement another day, and suffer eternally!

Believe

Awaken you! With a little evil inside! Feed on your nothing, you'll never live up to me! I've stricken you! I don't wanna live with the lie. Feed on your nothing and you'll never live up to me! Awaken you! Ooh, no, you'll live up to me! Sure! I've stricken you! Feed on your nothing and you'll never live up to me...

From the heart of darkness, you call to me! Spirit raging on...There is nothing I can do, for you are next to no one...You will release your life! Joining with the goddamned world of the dead and the lonely! You'll never leave alive! Now do you think you're too damn good for the killing kind?

The Sickness

Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now run for her life, from the battle that ends this day? Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now run for her life, now that she lied to me?!

Why, do you like playing around with, my, narrow scope of reality? I, can feel it all start slipping away...See, but I don't get it! Don't you think maybe we can put it on credit? Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it! I get stupefied! It's all the same you say, live with it but I don't get it! Don't you think maybe we can put it on credit? Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it! I get stupefied! I get stupefied!

Legends of the Shires

Giving up, giving out, giving in! Pretty soon I'll be six feet under! Throwing out, every dream, to the wind! 'Cause I've got nowhere left to go! I know, I know, I know it's just the winter sun, but I don't know where to go to shelter from the snow!

So you stand as the defendant, so silent and polite! But your eyes are unrepentant, like sirens in the night! And there could have been a way, should have been a way, to win without a fight, and avoid this state of independence...

Subsurface

There is still one truth, on which we can depend: We'll start something we can never end! We know, although, we try, to justify the means! The truth, behind, the end remains unseen! And while, we all, assume we all agree! We're gi-ving up, the freedom to be free!

I can't believe we never noticed! I can't believe it took so long! For us to turn around the future, by standing up for what we all believed in all along! It was there right before our eyes! We were blind not to realize...In the rush to be globalized, we signed away our freedom! We forgot how to criticize! We were scared to be demonized... As the truth was neutralized, we lost the art of reason!

Dead Reckoning

Breathe, in, out, and don't stop breathing! 'Cause this, this is your life, this is your world! And everything that you've been trusted with, it's small in your eyes, but great is your worth! And you can do this right, this is your life!

Sometimes you only find your feet when you're walking away...(Away...!) So open up the door! And get me out of here! I won't be back for more! This isn't my future, so watch me disappear!

For the record, I own none of that stuff above. Song lyrics. Belong to Disturbed. And Threshold, for the last six.

I am disturbed.

Very. Somewhat. I don't know anymore. Despite that, my fics aren't dark. On the contrary. It's all fluff and some drama and angst and stuff. The usual for gay ships. I'm bi myself, but you know. Technicalities. My personal stories, on the other hand...those get Dark. Those get very Dark. No matter. Nothing dark here.

Mostly.

Fandoms are everywhere for me, and they are obsessions. OCD, you know. Marvel, Star Wars, Harry Potter, Shadowhunters, Ranger's Apprentice, the occasional Babylon 5. Marvel mainly at this point, but I bounce around. One week there'll be an influx of Marvel fics from me and the next we're back to Star Wars. I take it obsession by obsession. That's the way I am.

Writer? Yes. Good writer? According to my family. Published writer? Proud to say: YES. I am now officially a published author. Dead Alive by R.A. Starkiller if you're interested. Available on Amazon & Kindle app.

Shipper of just about everything? Yes. Giant yes.

My ships for different fandoms are as follows:

Agent Carter: Peggy/Jarvis (yes, I know he's married, IDGAF), Peggy/Sousa

Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.: Skyeward, FitzSimmons, Daisy/Lincoln, Fitz/Mack, Simmons/Bobbi, Coulson/May, Hunter/Fitz, Mack/Yo Yo

Anything by Rick Riordan: Percico, Frank/Leo, Annabeth/Piper, Hazel/Jason, Magnus/Sam, Apollo/Meg, Blitz/Hearth, Magnus/Alex, all the canon pairings

Arrowverse: Harrisco, Barry/Julian, Caitlin/Julian, Barry/Iris, Wally/Jesse, Joe/Cecil, Leo/Ray (I love how open they are about being gay...), Oliver/Felicity, Barry/Oliver, Barry/Kara (I ship Barry with like everyone don't I?), Sarah/Alex, Felicity/Iris, Kara/Monel

Artemis Fowl: Artemis/Holly, Artemis/Butler, Foaly/Root(?)

Avengers: [Primary] Thorki, Stony, Phlint, Brutasha, Spideypool, Winterfalcon, ScarletVision [Guilty Pleasure] Frostiron, Frosthawk, Clintasha, Stucky, Ironstrange, Romanogers

Babylon 5: Talia/Ivanova, Marcus/Ivanova, Sheridan/Delenn, Sinclair/Garibaldi, Lyta/Kosh

Harry Potter: Dramione, Snarry, Sirius/Lupin, Scorpius/Albus Severus, Dumbledore/Grindelwald (yes, I ship them, don't judge)

The Hunger Games: Peeta/Haymitch, Katniss/Gale

Ranger's Apprentice: Will/Halt (Wilt), Evanlyn/Alyss, Horace/Gilan

Shadowhunters: Malec, Clace, Sizzy, Rizzy, Jimon, Clizzy, Saphael

Star Wars: Obikin, Reylo, Stormpilot, SkySolo, Kanezra, Kalluzeb, Ahsoka/Rex

I could go on, but I'll stop here, mostly cause I can't think of anything else off the top of my head.

Introvert. Fanwarrior to the core. Geek, nerd, whatever. Bookworm. Writer. Metalhead. Mythology-lover. Antisocial. Wait, I have a lot of friends, never mind. Hates the human race in general (who doesn't?). Thinks people are annoying and prefers the company of cats and a book.

Easily distracted. Don't mind me if my fanfics don't get updated regularly. School plus Easily Distracted = Sporadic & Random Updates on about a million stories at once. Sorry in advance (no I'm not).

To close, a Loki quote (because seriously, who doesn't love Loki?), a Tom Hiddleston quote (because come on, Tom Hiddleston), a Clint Barton/Hawkeye quote (because he's hilarious), and my favorite Infinity War quote (also like one of the only good scenes in IW - I cried watching it, but then again who didn't?).

"Let me rephrase that: Do you really think it's a good idea to bring ME back to Earth?" - Loki Laufeyson, Thor: Ragnarok post-credits scene

"I think real love is about acceptance, and about truth, and about, um...about vulnerability, and, uh...yeah, I-I mean, yeah, when you can accept someone for who they are, and th-that's what real love is." - Tom Hiddleston, interview about Crimson Peak

"Really? I retire for what, like five minutes and it all goes to shit?" - Clint Barton/Hawkeye to Vision, Clint rescues Scarlet Witch/Wanda Maximoff, Captain America: Civil War

"[Quill] I'm gonna ask you this one time. Where is Gamora? [Tony Stark] Yeah, I'll do you one better. Who is Gamora? [Drax, from floor] I'll do you one better! Why is Gamora?" - Peter Quill, Tony Stark and Drax the Destroyer: Face-off on Thanos' minions' ship, Avengers: Infinity War

And then, just because, here's two more Tom Hiddleston quotes. Okay make that three. Then I'm done, I swear.

"I don't think that anyone, until their soul leaves their body, is past the point of no return." - Tom Hiddleston

"Every villain is a hero in his own mind. But I don't think Loki understands his own mind." - Tom Hiddleston on Loki

"Don't be afraid of your passion." - Tom Hiddleston, Answer to a Nerd HQ Fan Question, 2013 San Diego Comic Con