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Joined 10-03-06, id: 1143990, Profile Updated: 07-01-19
Author has written 15 stories for Inheritance Cycle, Twilight, and Slaughterhouse-Five.

Previously known under the penname Vixen Hood.

About Me:

I am a PhD student with a background in language and deaf studies. So, if you stumbled onto this page wondering why there hasn't been an update in a long freaking time, well, that's why.

I also fence. It's a lot harder than it looks.

I love vampires. And no, I am not obsessed with ONLY Twilight vamps (AKA Twinkle Fairies). I don't like to discriminate, and there is something about the Twilight series that kind of rubs me the wrong way. Maybe that's why I read/write fanfics about it. I really wish it was different.

I used to have the "My name is Chris" poem on here, but took it off because it is super long, and and that can just be a pain in the butt when you're looking for a story list. However, just so you know:

EVERY YEAR 54 percent OF CHILDREN WHO ARE PHYSICALLY ABUSED DIE FROM THE ABUSE.

THAT MEANS MORE THAN HALF ARE MURDERED EACH YEAR BY THEIR ABUSER.

Now, I may write stories about child abuse of all forms, but I most definitely do not condone it. I write about it to both vent my frustration and bring attention to it, because it is an awful, terrible thing and no one deserves to go through it. People don't seem to realize that even the little things are bad. It takes big, scary, attention-grabbing instances to get people to give it a second glance.

That said, I occasionally write about some disturbing topics, including abuse, rape, self-harm, depression, suicide, and eating disorders. I also write about life after. If these are triggers for you, I would suggest that you avoid them until you are ready to read them. Further, I am always available through PM, and I read those PMs even if I don't update my stories often, so please write me if you need someone to speak to about any of these topics.

Playing With Fire:

Bella's Dress from Chapter Four

Please review. Personally, I love receiving reviews, even if it is just a "Great. Update soon." It lets me know that I am doing something right.

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Bad Romance by uchiha.s reviews
She loved him first.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 61 - Words: 206,839 - Reviews: 2984 - Favs: 1,891 - Follows: 1,994 - Updated: 2/2 - Published: 8/2/2011 - Hermione G., Tom R. Jr.
Broken Hearts on Canvas by ImmortalObsession reviews
When a terrible turn of events lands Hermione Granger in an orphanage, nothing could possibly get worse. Or at least, nothing could get worse until Hermione meets Tom Riddle, the sulky handsome boy who likes to draw and thinks she's his newest toy...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 48,713 - Reviews: 1074 - Favs: 1,214 - Follows: 1,129 - Updated: 7/16/2018 - Published: 5/25/2013 - Hermione G., Tom R. Jr.
Nightmare by provocative envy reviews
COMPLETE: A broken time turner shouldn't have sent me back so far. It was unprecedented. Stepping on it-smashing it-nothing should have happened. At most, I should have lost a week. At worst, I should have disappeared altogether. I shouldn't have traveled back fifty-two years; half a bloody century. This should not have happened. HG/TR.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 163,513 - Reviews: 1966 - Favs: 3,695 - Follows: 1,920 - Updated: 7/1/2014 - Published: 10/17/2012 - Hermione G., Tom R. Jr. - Complete
Daddy Dearest by ImmortalObsession reviews
It is 1895 in England. Purebloods are the supremacy. Dumbledore rules them all. Lord Malfoy, one of his many devout followers, has a daughter no one has ever seen. The daughter herself, Hermione Malfoy, never questions the strict rules standing between her and everyone else – that is, until Master Riddle arrives and makes her think twice. AU/OOC/Rated M for dark themes.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 108,384 - Reviews: 528 - Favs: 1,044 - Follows: 546 - Updated: 11/10/2013 - Published: 4/20/2013 - Hermione G., Tom R. Jr. - Complete
No Choice by glasscannon.lj reviews
New Moon AU. During Bella’s run in with Laurent, what if the wolves had shown up just a few minutes later? Those minutes change Bella's life forever, and she must learn to deal with the consequences. Nominated for two Twific Indie Awards.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 118,888 - Reviews: 2630 - Favs: 3,563 - Follows: 3,426 - Updated: 5/24/2013 - Published: 5/22/2009 - Bella, Edward
Antagonize Me by LyricalKris reviews
Anger is an easier mask to wear than the true emotions it might cloak. Jasper is a very angry young man. Misery loves company. Maybe that's why he's intent on dragging Carlisle with him. Maybe.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 45,500 - Reviews: 694 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 136 - Updated: 10/6/2012 - Published: 7/24/2012 - Carlisle, Jasper - Complete
Difficult by provocative envy reviews
COMPLETE: "I should," I repeated. "But I don't want to." And then he smiled, and I was wrecked. HG/DM.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 87,041 - Reviews: 1551 - Favs: 3,217 - Follows: 1,364 - Updated: 10/2/2012 - Published: 2/6/2012 - Hermione G., Draco M. - Complete
Witch by uchiha.s reviews
AU, Oneshot. She turns back to look at him and he reaches out to take her - but their hands never touch. TMR/HG
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,181 - Reviews: 124 - Favs: 536 - Follows: 71 - Published: 8/11/2012 - Hermione G., Tom R. Jr. - Complete
The Shipyard by plummy reviews
Call me Ishmael. Whaling Era/19th Century. Edward works for a shipwright repairing a whaler bound for her next voyage. Jasper is the son of the merchant who owns the fleet. No whales were harmed in the making of this fic. AH, Slash
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,212 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 33 - Published: 1/14/2012 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Giving Way To Dusk by HelenahJay reviews
In Volterra, Alice doesn't catch up to Bella and Edward in time, and they face the Volturi alone. Edward makes a trade for Bella's life, with devastating consequences. Canon AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 54,730 - Reviews: 915 - Favs: 461 - Follows: 384 - Updated: 12/17/2011 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Vampire in the Basement by michellephants reviews
While hunting one afternoon, the boys stumble upon what appears to be a corpse. When they learn it's a severely broken vampire, they take him home to do what they can to help. But of course, fate has plans for this man. Canon Couples. AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 164,189 - Reviews: 11799 - Favs: 10,124 - Follows: 6,812 - Updated: 10/30/2011 - Published: 2/26/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Royal Rebellions by 0421201704122019 reviews
Bella Swan is no stranger to hard work, but everything changes when she is forced to work in Cullen Manor, the home of America's royal family. Her encounters with a certain prince cause her to wonder if the rules are worth following. MODERN DAY. AH, OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 35 - Words: 192,603 - Reviews: 5004 - Favs: 5,190 - Follows: 3,036 - Updated: 8/26/2011 - Published: 1/24/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
In The Mirror by LyricalKris reviews
When nobody saved you from a traumatic childhood, when things changed simply because you grew up, how do you face adulthood unprepared and slightly bent?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 108,485 - Reviews: 1012 - Favs: 597 - Follows: 330 - Updated: 8/10/2011 - Published: 3/9/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Worth the Wait by vampireisthenewblack reviews
I came here out of a desperate need for something different. I expected to feel out of place. I didn't expect to be skipping through the darkened streets of Volterra with a 1500 year old vampire who looked—and acted—like he was fifteen. AU VampSlash NC-17
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,288 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 22 - Published: 8/7/2011 - Edward, Alec - Complete
Antithesis by LyricalKris reviews
If being an Ice Princess was the best way to keep everyone at arms length, Rosalie was the queen of that universe. So what was it about Edward Cullen - arrogant prick personified - that got under her skin?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 26,746 - Reviews: 187 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 7/4/2011 - Published: 5/8/2011 - Edward, Rosalie - Complete
Your Biggest Fan by OfTheDamned reviews
Throughout high school, the shy and over-burdened Edward Masen threw himself into work and raising his baby sister. He's always felt lucky just to be friends with track star Jasper Cullen. Now, he doesn't know if just friends is enough. AH AU Slash.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 177,752 - Reviews: 2215 - Favs: 1,151 - Follows: 1,353 - Updated: 2/1/2011 - Published: 8/21/2009 - Edward, Jasper
I Wept Not by ArcadianMaggie reviews
Jasper is a war weary soldier burdened by the weight of eternity. Edward is an uncomplicated high school student content to hide his sexuality. Together can Jasper find something to live for and Edward discover some things are worth dying for? J/E Slash
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 175,194 - Reviews: 2078 - Favs: 1,144 - Follows: 685 - Updated: 1/23/2011 - Published: 1/20/2010 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
The Human Touch by Jenasys Loveless Lovecraft reviews
Jasper the vampire and Edward the human. A love story, of sorts with lots of drama, humor and Rosalie. NOT Twilight vampires. No sparkling allowed in here unless it's Edward's shoes. M for lemons and language.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 36 - Words: 111,479 - Reviews: 392 - Favs: 236 - Follows: 138 - Updated: 12/21/2010 - Published: 4/17/2010 - [Jasper, Edward] - Complete
Misunderstood by Jay's World reviews
Fics for Nashville -When Bella moves to her father, she is handed more than one wounded person to love. In a world of someone's and wannabe's, she catches the eye of the only outcast. Will the noone ever really understand his broken soul? Citrus&Language
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,378 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/21/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Waterfalls by LabRats89 reviews
Edward Masen's life fell apart the day his parents were killed and he was raped. With no hope left, he is sent to his Godparents. Telling himself he will kill himself when he turns 18, can Carlisle and Esme bring Edward out of his depression and save him?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,087 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 4/11/2010 - Published: 5/18/2009 - Edward, Carlisle
Your Personal Stalker by Jay's World reviews
A serial killer on the lose. A victim without a chance. "...searching for the one that would make my heart flutter like the wings of a hummingbird."
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,472 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/22/2010 - Published: 1/23/2010 - Edward - Complete
The Recovery by Palavra Escravo reviews
“You’ll see how wonderful life can be if you let me take care of you.” It was then Jasper sobbed, Carlisle would never let him go. Slash Dark!Carlisle x Jasper
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,616 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 7/6/2009 - Published: 6/22/2009 - Carlisle, Jasper
The Ugly Duckling by CrazyHormoneGurls reviews
AU. He grabbed my wrists and pushed me deeper into the bed. “What would you do if I wasn’t your brother?” He whispered harshly. I hated him so much. So why did I feel so...weird. He was so perfect, I could kiss him right there. E/B
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,567 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 7/3/2009 - Published: 12/6/2008 - Bella, Edward
Twisted Twilight by Black-Midnight-Soul reviews
NOW BEATED.A different version of Twilight. Renee married John Reed, a local cop, instead of Phil. He's also an alcoholic with a bad temper, which he regularly takes out on Bella. After a burtal attack, Bella runs away to Forks to live with her father.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 21 - Words: 87,569 - Reviews: 551 - Favs: 297 - Follows: 374 - Updated: 5/29/2009 - Published: 12/5/2008 - Bella, Edward
Bittersweet Hurt by minerva-one reviews
Carlisle/Edward. This story examines the reasons why Carlisle made Edward a vampire - and the subsequent effect on their lives - the desire, the chaos, the hurt, the regret. Warning -- There will be sexual scenes. Drama, Angst, Desire, Sex, Slash
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 35,085 - Reviews: 376 - Favs: 303 - Follows: 221 - Updated: 5/9/2009 - Published: 1/26/2008 - Carlisle, Edward - Complete
Turned a Corner by Stellarise reviews
Edward has been angry for over 100 years. He finds his family's tolerance unbearable - nobody understands him. As a result, he puts a false pretense of haughtiness that scares most of his classmates. Well, at least, until he met Bella.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,357 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 3/8/2009 - Published: 1/1/2009
Only Hope by Twifan reviews
Bella is sixteen when she moves to Forks to get treatment from a famous doctor. She has a year left to live. How does she meet Edward, and what happens when they realize they love each other? What will Edward do when he knows she will die?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 26,435 - Reviews: 772 - Favs: 411 - Follows: 245 - Updated: 1/17/2008 - Published: 11/29/2007 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Romeo the Elder by SillySarah reviews
Bella goes to Forks, but what happens when Edward isn't a Cullen? He's still HUMAN! James and Victoria get involed and soon their paths leap into each other's as they descover their love. Finished, Thanks for the great reviews!
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 24 - Words: 34,564 - Reviews: 145 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 1/14/2008 - Published: 11/26/2007 - Complete
Colors by Angel Ren reviews
Ever want to get inside Marcus' head? What did he see in the antechamber in Volterra between Edward and Bella? Setting: New Moon Edited!
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,768 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 253 - Follows: 43 - Published: 8/21/2007 - Marcus - Complete
Twists of Fate by Lanindur Du'Undarian reviews
AU. Bitten by a Vampire the night Voldemort attacked, Harry Potter is believed dead. So what happens when Remus shows up at Hogwarts with a fifth year son bearing the lighting scar and the name of Lupin 14 years later?
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 69,909 - Reviews: 1729 - Favs: 2,915 - Follows: 2,612 - Updated: 6/3/2006 - Published: 1/4/2006 - Harry P., Remus L.
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It's Like the Pot Calling the Kettle Black reviews
Bella never wanted to go to Forks, but forced by Renee after an incident that ended with her in a Psych Ward, she has to. And there is also Bree, the ever-constant presence in Bella's head that never stops criticizing her. Can Bella save herself from complete self-destruction? ABUSE/SELF-HARM
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 78,603 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 148 - Updated: 2/20/2016 - Published: 3/20/2008 - [Bella, Edward] Carlisle
Consumed reviews
"You are not inadequate," he whispers to me, his hand finding my face and imbedding in my hair. I want to tell him that I can't understand why he desires me in this way, when I can barely function on a daily basis. The words bubble in my throat, but don't leave. SLASH Volturi Edward & Alec
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 17,723 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 2/12/2016 - Published: 12/31/2014 - [Alec, Edward] Aro, Jane
Save Me From This Hell reviews
Edward never came back from his 'rebellious years,' a loss that Carlisle never recovered from. He sees Bella dying and, struck by the similarities with Edward, he changes her. However, Bella didn't want to be a vampire, but when Edward, red-eyed, shows up just as Bella is plotting her escape from the delusional family she's found herself with, it ruins everything.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 38,815 - Reviews: 376 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 307 - Updated: 11/1/2015 - Published: 1/20/2008 - [Edward, Bella] Carlisle - Complete
Playing With Fire reviews
Having set fire to her school, Renee sends Bella from their home in Italy to Forks. Expecting idiots, she instead finds Alice, an artist tormented daily by both students and memories. Can they lower defenses long enough to let each other in? ABUSE/SELF-HARM
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 37,173 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 168 - Updated: 10/25/2015 - Published: 5/9/2010 - [Bella, Alice] [Edward, Jasper]
Sweetheart reviews
"I know what I want," he said, prowling toward me. I gulped; fear pounded through me, but the feeling was tinged by the desire that sparked in my gut as his red eyes found mine. "Are you going to deny me?" SLASH Edward/Alec
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,840 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 11 - Published: 3/18/2014 - [Alec, Edward]
Empty Silence reviews
ALL HUMAN, Jasper/Bella. After his sudden suicide, a heartbroken Bella is forced to face a future devoid of Edward. She reluctantly finds comfort in the form of Edward's brother, Jasper, who now must pick up the pieces of the fractured woman Edward left behind.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,668 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 3/18/2014 - Published: 8/2/2013 - [Bella, Jasper]
La Fleur Secrète reviews
Great. First, I learn that I, Isabella Swan, am a werewolf. Then, I learn that it's my sole purpose to hunt down vampires, yet another mythical creature I'd had no idea existed. But everything was on the up and up until the Cullens showed up. Then everything really started to hit the fan.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,615 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/3/2013 - Published: 7/29/2013 - [Bella, Edward]
The Darkest Sunrise reviews
Since Bella was changed by Carlisle in 1901, she's given up on finding love in her human-filled world. That is, until she meets Edward: a young, charming boy who won't seem to leave her alone. Now Bella finds herself challenging her beliefs. But what happens when an old enemy threatens to destroy it all?
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,240 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 7/29/2013 - Published: 8/12/2008 - [Edward, Bella] Carlisle
Death Isn't So Sweet reviews
I could have never known that Edward Cullen would kill me that day in biology. It was like getting hit by a car or an airplane crashing: unexpected, unstoppable. I could forgive him for that slip, that lapse in control, but I didn't expect to still be around after my death.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,991 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 7/26/2013 - Published: 1/3/2008 - [Edward, Bella] - Complete
The Distant Sunlight reviews
"I don't remember what it was like, being human. I don't really know why I am telling you such foolishness." For a long moment he says nothing, then, "I don't think it's foolish." Slash, AceFic
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,258 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/20/2012 - [Alec, Edward] - Complete
Black Light reviews
Isabella Masen never expected to fall in love - at least not until she met Edward Swan. The only problem? Isabella Masen is a vampire tormented by the memories of what she did during the Southern Wars, all in the name of rebelling a little, and Edward is completely and utterly human.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 14 - Words: 39,061 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 4/7/2010 - Published: 11/24/2007 - [Edward, Bella] Jasper
Roland Weary's Realization reviews
On the ninth day in the boxcars, Roland Weary became delusional and started rambling to Paul Lazzaro about how he wanted revenge against Billy for killing him. No one took him seriously, except for Paul.
Slaughterhouse-Five - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,126 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/28/2009 - Complete
Paul Lazzaro and the Dog reviews
Paul Lazzaro was not a kid to mess with. Some speculated that young Paul had become this way after the accident that had claimed his brother’s life when Paul was eight, and still others argued that Paul was simply deranged. It was both and neither.
Slaughterhouse-Five - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,080 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/28/2009 - Complete
Water and Fire reviews
PREVIOUSLY ADURNA'S DRAGON: Adurna, a young girl from Teirm, has spent her life not knowing her mother, only that an evil man working for the Empire murdered her. But when Adurna finds a dragon egg, will she be able to avenge her mother's death? ON HIATUS
Inheritance Cycle - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 34 - Words: 64,044 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 1/14/2008 - Published: 11/4/2006 - [Vanir, OC] Eragon S., Brom
Coming Home: An Accompaniment to Black Light reviews
A oneshot accompaniment to Black Light. It is the scene when Bella returns to Carlisle after her time in the south in 1952. From Jasper's POV.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,560 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 12 - Published: 12/30/2007 - Jasper, Bella - Complete